It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freeze rainfall. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a strumpet. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My kid. I was having Twins. I Was 8 month significant and i Needed money to get a raunchy apartment. So now i stood on the street recess with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his victim. Thats when he pulled in movement of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the design ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 Buck. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you delay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a lot. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was ardent but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to espouse him with his hired hand and we walked back to his way. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im trusted i said unable to calculate him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my judgment out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to lease care of them and put a cap over there chief. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my bitch. He pried my mouth open and i sucked his dick, taking it deeply throat. He throat fucked me for several second until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his member entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful twin babies. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two young woman ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there deary nutrient ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got Old ? Fruity or mess ? Would there favorite color be orange, super C, blue air, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there Father ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so practically as what his dearie pastime was. He was just another man. Another creeping that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my shaver would never know there dad, never get to get together him. What would i say when they came abode from pre-k and asked me why did the early small fry have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to severalize them about my life story right now ? Would they sympathise ? Or would they detest me and begrudge me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the lavatory, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his hired man over my physical structure. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the pee on. I stepped in and felt the water system on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. love, you let me do you good. He said. He put his weapon around me. I didnt know what the sin to suppose. Im gon na put in an superfluous two hundred bucks for those kid of yours, and if you need a seat to stay i have an supererogatory room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would have intercourse to make you and your children stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt bang if it was safe for my child, but right about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My figure is grub Carlton. That Night, lying in bed with this random guy, my condensation started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its time. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his motortruck and helped me inside. The muscular contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit lady friend. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, dear were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng grub 's helping hand. 123, push button ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the heading. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and felt up something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng infant boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in DoL you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my unhurt creation, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my world. Push ! I pushed as severe as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the child in the bend of my arm. I held my whole world in my hands at that moment. binge streamed down my grimace. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red haircloth ! I was so happy. I named the lady friend Passion angel, for my loving passion for her and my hateful passion for her failure sire. I named the boy Patrick Ethan Allen. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my sire 's father. These babies were my earth. St. Patrick and Passion .