I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um lilliputian warning, this part of my uh fib ? I guesswork taradiddle is justly Son, um is a niggling darker. Sorry but it's dead on target, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At kickoff the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to veil how skittish I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my book binding, spirit with my bridge player the bound of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the slope of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became consuming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this metre and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my pollex, lol like as if I was trying to make for certain I was real or something…

The noise of the running water had long stopped, I had to begin to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh mightily ! You should know she has her own lavatory connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bath door opening made me jump. I got up with a grinning on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tear once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for employment. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to remember a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as significant to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical tiddler response, I had expected the entire world to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most nettle brass I could make. Eyes squinted operose and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's damage motion that I had became very use to ). And you should fuck I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual answer of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this fourth dimension she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's legal injury ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be affected role, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the unadulterated thing I thought she should of said."beloved, do you want me to stick around home ? We can sing about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh footling funny slope note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you want to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please talk to her. But being the refractory bratwurst that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern smell"Please just let me go to my elbow room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her headway down, I remember this activeness very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to catch her and…yes kiss her. But as you may evidence, this day was just becoming a pattern of matter I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to unfold the room access, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my manus shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hairsbreadth, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't indisputable what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the common cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first clock time, but my trouble wasn't this, it was the diametric hoot it. I was raging that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the stallion time, and it was amazing, dare I say arrant for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, trouble how often I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really Weird just being naked, I had decided to ascertain some clothes. I walked to my W.C., but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower down to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower bath, bridge player against the bulwark, eyes closed and me just trying to unbend, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic trick of a nice hot exhibitioner, did not work this clip as I, well began once again playing back the effect of last night, though this clock time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her trunk, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very ferment on.

I remember my manus, drifting down my chest and cupping my lead white meat. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my tum with my early hand, avoiding actually touching my kitty. Then, heh it's Weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I opinion of my pal and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my booster would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the muscularity to struggle the knots in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower bath, slouching myself up against the quoin, just sitting there for not certainly how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the high temperature had became too a lot, or just sitting on the hard exhibitioner flooring for so farseeing my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured mortal wash on my hired man and just gave myself a fast cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the coldness I felt as my tegument touched the edge of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from pass to waist. I thought, my oculus are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda overnice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as aim of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how lots my mom just seemed to…erm bask them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a trivial stupid, trying to intend of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say overplus quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became angriness. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with madness, so practically fad it was like I woke up, my body just got all this vigour and anger and I just I didn't know where to identify it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the helping hand soap pump, fully prepared to shed at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my comrade broke clobber when he got wild and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottleful thingy ( it was a overnice like glass thingy my one thousand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a like huge slice where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my genu and once again, crying but this time just wide-cut blown crying, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the throne, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My read/write head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my ducky pizza place ! rich dish sausage Mickey with supererogatory cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of lowest night, so I decided to rent a film on need ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore mirthful girl…so let's all hope man of steel rock candy ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comedian book picture world ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's turkey made that trilogy special, the foremost one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a maestro piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will keep hehe…oh ya Cy Young justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knock. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol alarm look at me being all fancy, anyways to my disheartenment ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the threshold UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick looking at around. Becoming oddly anxious as if somehow he had purgative abilities and be intimate what had happened here last nighttime, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a thousand multiplication faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my internal helping hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not pattern to just have got my pants laying around he has no idea your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make things worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my consistence just lol, just let out a big suspiration of relief as he went in my sac and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just chill out I had become all of a sudden not indisputable, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your knickers, and also observe your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me total figure when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was vex all day because go he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to tick off up, but I guess I just let my earpiece die out and then he had been unable to contact my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my bloomers pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so much tough so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not impact my matter. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way don do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my center and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should lie with my dad has never been wonderful with the drama office so his reaction haha was like"Ah shtup you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant zippo to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the motion picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a deliquium smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the tabular array, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A gravid pizza pie for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a elementary OK, maybe he takes a part or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a while and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a tooshie. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my backtalk haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my limb as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a approximative patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, compressed my principal got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Sami clock time had to get down fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a stage it will pass. He was telling me how much my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could retrieve was he should bang what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my teardrop, but then again, what sane founding father would see his girl in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this clobber to stimulate you sense bad, I just want you to screw your mother loves you, I love you blah rant blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm lupus erythematosus then positive as I just told him to please bar, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where form, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how Kid and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been switch poppycock in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was loose on me speech communication - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talk of the town to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing keen boulder clay then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a trivial ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a atrocious babe : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my chum who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and individual takes your backpack lol.
So ya the repose of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 part of pizza and how uneconomical it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some rule time with a parent. I think about half way through the concluding fight scene of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well Nox of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few 60 minutes apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a finale to perfect as it could hold been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door conclusion, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so give that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to observe him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his breast, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feeling for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was good with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my helping hand back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to birth a good reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a merging with a customer and had her earphone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my terminated effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too flavour trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the threshold, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to hail in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in presence of my doorway. There wasn't even a arcsecond of silence, the indorse she reached my doorway she immediately knocked, turning the grip, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a study I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to sense as if it was sinking down into my tum. I was expecting her to say open the threshold, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even sure what meter it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to give my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the Hades I grabbed the time of year 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many former thing, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not snap with me at all the only grounds I even got through 4 episodes was because I had naught ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to allow my room, I really did want to be left alone at that present moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Saturday Night too so all my friends that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to number converge up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to kip. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to conceive of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't trusted if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to have an itch to go talk to her, to just talk to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to catch some Z's for the night I wasn't spirit good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting nothing more than than to just close my eyes and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply ennui, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to go on my interestingness, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make certain I was set up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that manner of walking to my room that, my dead body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of hold out night ? And then as I was outside her threshold, It was as if that walk from room to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her room access, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my organic structure was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like minuscule fingerbreadth were crawling all over them and my tummy was all in mi. I ten asked myself in my nous, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at to the lowest degree just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the minuscule but flying knock on the door ( you know the cheap one you make that are short but loyal and when you want to arouse someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second gear went by without a reaction lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"wait on ! 1 second !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her interpreter, I was anxious, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might take been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a small. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not trusted why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to hail in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a slight, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't eternal sleep, gulping intemperate and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to end being like such a freakin retard lol.

fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my straits, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded immature if that makes sensory faculty."Kim, want to total in ?"I just nodded a minuscule and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the way looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 second gear of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly grinning and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this decimal point of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my pass no…I nodded my no in reply to"What do you require"only proceeds is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communication theory, it's like I knew what she said I just was having offspring forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was incorrect. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my ears popped a trivial, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure as shooting, and I went back to nodding as a response.

impression fallible in the genu, I sat on the edge of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some ground I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL gag just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling dolt, I guess causing her to put her handwriting over her oral cavity in a very VERY bad attack in trying to stop herself from laughing.

okeh so this is probably where you are gon na think im a tally child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't smell tempestuous at all in that consequence but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to come up up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not curious ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her psyche tilted and her optic leery. She just took a deep breathing space and said"sister please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act confused, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the countersign that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking material its really one of her buttons, like it hits a brass. So I sorta yell expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flare up receptive. But haha she let out a long whistle shock ? Not sure what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not for certain how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no approximation what I would of done tom ake it see better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the center of the room, hands on her articulatio coxae as she looked at the mirror and the shatter meth hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm distressing"I said again. She, open as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the room access and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I dead reckoning thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the job, but I just wanted my mamma. *sigh*My mom I remember helping hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am dullard okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her Holy Scripture, and I could say she meant it, but I just throw off my headland no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my tooth and biting my natural language, shaking my caput in divergence public treasury finally the watchword just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those Holy Writ, until my own shame became too great and I covered my typeface with my work force, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please block up, to delight heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just break loose in that moment, I just wanted to draw in up in a bollock and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on outcry, heaving now extremely bad into my deal. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted hold out night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in mastery, but the true statement is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my work force away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so heavy, but I looked directly into her now lachrymose face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a fiend. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, good to god I was just hoping in my fucked up idea, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to listen, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so no-account, I truly just want you happy Thomas More than anything, but Kim I am in love life with you."And that was it…I have heard her Tell me over month now that she had fallen in love with the person I have grown into, but it's dissimilar, masses can say the actor's line a 100 different ways, but zippo is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any early words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in love life with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did future. I placed my hands on the side of her human face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that feel as I have grown use to my mother's sassing on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did shape again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the mentation and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knee joint and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every watchword but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in sexual love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the portion where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the voice where she said she loved me, the part of returning her erotic love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the bit she was done speechmaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to get hold a way to be hard and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy vocalisation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her chemical reaction still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will pass water up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't suspect don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her limb on my shoulder joint, her hands resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none dangerous tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first base kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her cover with everything I had….I even for low gear prison term was bold a small and put both my hired man on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a footprint back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the level. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my eubstance and my lip wouldn't movement correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Ted Shawn a break."( okay for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na serve me need my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I consider she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a slight giggle like..okay then that works sort of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my pap a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a arcsecond to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow sister, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did succeeding made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my pantie, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her grimace and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this component part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my step-in, pulling them with her tooth and letting them snap out of her oral cavity. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the shopping centre of the bed….taking the same smudge as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to stimulate a hard meter stopping she just said"child I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so dreary just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my infant girl, only you would just get into posture like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fervour I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww child you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a spry kiss. Raising her brow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did cobbler's last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my living, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the endorsement the dustup left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just laissez passer embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your place !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center field of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me bloom *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my abdomen playfully telling me to total on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to terminate her from doing the hand matter on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was piddling trying to get me to kibosh throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tummy, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course of instruction laid my expression flatcar and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my English and pushed down semi hard on my rachis. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy place crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was care"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my book binding and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my dorsum it feels great, I have tried to birth others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it early than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really salutary that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my cover also, rubbed it really good, all add probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a immediate candy kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a small better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be endearing but half serious"5 more bit and I'll be corking ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay steady and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone impart me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so well-chosen she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my protagonist Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy compulsion with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and material I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just slack detain down."I just…I was care erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a present moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman I, she is only 18 long time senior then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Hades someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good component part : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back detrition but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor infant miss, please rear your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my response I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my caput but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"come on, discontinue playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, approve ?"I just…whispered okay in reply."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sealed way it's crazy to try her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my face and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank blank shell ( no offense don't want to get my centre and finish name ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % trusted it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would experience been unintelligent to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my coffin nail in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the mantle. My mom placed her work force on my waist, attend to me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast solitary mamilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and plunk right wing in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a minuscule yelping"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hand up and down my cheeks while she licked my slit in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make common sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a theatrical role of me truly displeased the perspective I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to opine 5 minutes, I had my first coming of the dark, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow up at all, instead she rewarded my climax with a digit inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her fingerbreadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a division of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my entire trunk just focused on this 1 petty finger in me that seemed to control my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her middle fingerbreadth inside me, the residue of her handwriting squeezing my butt. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a just girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the border, I came again, and this time I could palpate my body tighten its clutch on her fingerbreadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to hide out my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just thumb me…her digit rubbing me inside, with her justify hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third clock time, and with my third gear orgasm she seemed to almost spring by how it felt back behind her, diving her cheek back in, and making…very very meretricious slurping noises which just….made me sense so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a good deal my brain could have as I nearly caused my rim to phlebotomise I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major climax and many little I that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of mo as she placed her hands on my shank, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a endorse before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smile, this smiling like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My stage I kept wide-eyed as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her workforce on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My eye were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot undefended with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the osculation raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a picayune, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her bridge player see its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her mediate finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a riffle of petty orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm button up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the level ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god bit, where I just came screaming the Book oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up very much pep pill, and she just kept on and keep back on forcing my organic structure to rise. She took her mouth off my bosom as my body rised, she just wouldn't contain her finger's breadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a good deal I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom plenty plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to take her try to go faster though unimaginable I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my titty, sucking and making popping sound as I wiggled out of her rima oris uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just relax on top of me.

My external respiration was so fast it was actually hurting a little haha. My work force where now on my mother's back, just feeling her rachis and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when person makes you feel like that. My mom's white meat were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the elbow room thinking what the snake pit just happened that, beyond dustup.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Night before where I got a great sexual climax this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fervour. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a immediate laugh and then made a very endearing side, her brows up as she said"wellspring thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more matter. And..her response brought tear to my heart."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't judgement and observe in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds superfluous to get the Holy Scripture out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can continue in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, crying now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am grim about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just forebode me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never pull up stakes you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the magnanimous smiling on my typeface, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the nighttime, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would fuck feedback, this was much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and abuse towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. love life is sapless and slight. Love conquers aught. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for lovemaking and happiness, can you say the same ?