I am thrilled and excited about the appearance. Yesterday I 've sent content through Facebook to all my ally : `` Come and look out me tomorrow at six : link to the site ''. It was site with the web cams where people could watch girls and tip them if they like it. I switched off my headphone so cypher could contact me and ask about the show. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my admirer about that, I am just normal girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is odd if this was just a fault or a joke.

cerebration that all friends will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me crazy, I just ca n't stop thinking about it and thousand of different sentiment is going through my head. My normal reasonable office is screaming to not do this but my misrepresented side is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the susurration. At last the display day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a assuagement so I would be as horny as potential. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really end to quit the estimate about show.
The 60 minutes are passing by and I 'm still not sure as shooting, now when time of display is so near everything becomes real and life-threatening and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a opportunity to discontinue. I look in the mirror, I see convention girl with beautiful facial expression and near perfective body and I 'm feeling warm butterflies coming through my belly and spreading across my whole trunk `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a slight sluty deviate, I want to establish that to everyone I want to vilify myself I want to sink into lust and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the time when it all starts. My all friend will know my existent nature now. No more hiding and pretense. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear off sinister opaque stockings and red 6 column inch heels, my well shaved pussy refulgency with juices and my nipples poking intemperate. I ca n't hold back any longer and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 citizenry waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those multitude are my friends as I recognize some of their moniker. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me raw wearing just melanize stockings and red sluty dog and the comment have start to flow - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slattern '' and some of them are quite unsavoury produced probably by female person part of the interview - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No esteem at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting Sir Thomas More and more wet. `` hullo, Thanks for coming to see my show I hope you 'll love it. Its going to be slavery show so I hope you like that variety of stuff. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactive show ''.
I grab alligator snip with precipitous metal tooth and attached conducting wire to it. `` You see that wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each time you tip me the electrical cushion comes through the clip. aplomb huh ? ''. I open first cartridge clip and attach to my nipple - the sting painfulness bed covering across my body. I did n't wait till nuisance fade but I attach second base clip to my former nipple - another bite and another Wave of infliction. Now I realize that this is really happening and the nuisance is existent and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each side of me and ten directly on my svelte beautiful belly. By the time I finish I can sense pulsating pain from each of the magazine and there is still my cunt to go ! My hands start to sway and I drop few clips cause I could n't take them. I take deep breathing time and start working with my slit. I have really nice looking pussy, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking clit. As first I grab outer labia and protrude attaching clips to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to protrude. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next interior ones, these are a short bit more awful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my kitty-cat as panoptic I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly push inside my pussy, after few arcsecond I found out where my g point usually is and push the clip directly into that spot. When I released the cartridge clip and sharp tooth bite shape inside my pussy I scream as pain inside me is so strong that my all physical structure start to shake. After a instant I calm down a bit. I take the last clipping, bigger than others with great shiny teeth so sharp that can easily perforate the skin. I know that caper are over and this is going to hurt as Hades. I rubbed my clit till get big and hard. With my shaking hand I open the final big clip and move toward clit. My heart is pounding like during the race, a mixture of feelings - pain, agitation, pleasance are mixing together and dancing in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly begin to release the clip. I can find first mite of sharp teeth against my skin and then slowly pressure, harder and harder the pain is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can experience the teeth sinking deeply into my soma as finally I release the clip fully. The pain is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to reach control over my shaking body. I opened my center and smile, there are rank tempest of comments, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that girl like me is so twisted.
I get to my knees, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the racing circuit is still off. I need to do few more than matter before get-go. I get a long firearm of rope with noose on the end. I put my head through the eyelet and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the second end of the rope lying on the storey so when I will try to sit down the free weight goes up and reduce the noose even more. I get the monumental three inch wide dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a second part of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili sauce ! I got a small bottle with extra hot chili con carne sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the television camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the appearance. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the clips and whomp my helping hand behind my back. The liberation key should fall for about one hour. I announce that everything is set up and they can start tipping to see if it works. I can experience some faint electric jolt on the clips. I explain that than bigger the tip the bigger electric shock will be. I 'm keep grin and further my interview `` Come on guy cable - hit me laborious I know you want to ''. Each metre I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric automobile shock go through my body. The tips are more often with each minute as I can see that Sir Thomas More and more than people are coming. Probably the news that some perv lady friend is doing kinky show have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minute my consistency is covered in dense layer of swither, clips hot from electrical stream are like wasp stinging my belly, tits and twat. The pain is monolithic and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the like time I 'm feeling smashing pleasure and my snatch is so wet that I can actually smell my juice that are dripping on the base. There are consequence when I do n't have a break from electric shock. I can barely catch a breathe, pain and joy are mixing together in this masochistic dance of electric shock coming through almost ticklish part of my eubstance with the precipitous teeth of clips ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is clip for second constituent of the display - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not for certain if I can do it, I 'm already on the bound of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave More botheration. I asked the viewers, five thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is sentence for next part of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same time exactly 5 minutes after I 'll start the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hired hand start to rock but at the same prison term I 'm extremely aroused and my kitty-cat is dripping with juice like crazy. I slowly open the nursing bottle and I feel hot sauce on my digit. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty nursing bottle and try to smile but I 'm too spooky and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the tips at the same clock time. Now it is the time and its no turning back. I know that it will hurt like hell and I 'm already really old-hat and exhausted not mentioning that the pain coming from clips is unbearable now. I take a late breather and slowly set out to sink on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at first it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the former end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck opening to be more tight. Finally the unit dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the merchant ship of dildo, I lock my cuffs to it. I heard quite click of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to get for 30 minutes until dismissal will unlock all the locks and I will be free.
After few mo after inserting dildo into my ass I can feel ardent sensation spreading across my insides but few endorsement later warmness go hotness and horniness become fiery burning. With squiffy running noose around my cervix I 'm fighting for each intimation now, the bother is insane, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on flaming. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. Sweat instantly cover my whole body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash away the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any relief my insides are becoming more sore and sore. I look and the clock and it shows 4 bit and 20 bit, only 40 seconds till security guard will set forth tipping and I 'm already collapsing from nuisance. I want to stop this foolishness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant centering or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by pain. And then it starts - five thousand multitude start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal force-out that I never imagined survive - the galvanic shocks are coming through my consistence with such intensity that clips offset to becoming very hot and burning my hide ! I can see flashes and smoke going from the clips, my eubstance is on the edge, my pot are overloaded and pain so acute that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The snowy lightness from back of my principal like pulsating orb is becoming bigger and bigger and then the large orgasm of my life precipitous my body, it is so intense that I ca n't pass off, I ca n't feel, my eyes roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no galvanizing jolt, I think the watchman are not surely what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the annoyance hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my bod and my guts still burning like hell but now after I came everything is more real, without arousal I feel sick and it is difficult to deal with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask watchers if they could barricade tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm O.K. they start again and the electric shock first biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 moment until key liberation. The noose around my neck is very besotted and I have difficulty to breathe. I wish that show would be over now but I have to stomach a little bit more. The electric cushion is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. I feel sleepy and dizzy, I trying to focalise but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the freeing key initiation and I 'm able to unfreeze myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the noose and pass off freely. I quickly log off from the situation and switch off the camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my shadow secrets, everyone knows that I 'm hook pain slut. I went to lavish and I could n't stand. The Holocene events are still fresh in my remembering and I brought myself to orgasm several prison term. Finally I went back to my room and switch over my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The relief of the night I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. The morning has come, my pussycat is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my email box and create new email to everyone in my contacts including my workfellow and family members. I attached the television from my display and write message where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and reprobate fancy. I hesitate for a second and click send release. I make my dreaming come through and with that sentiment I fell asleep .