Finding Her Way .
LesbianAlmost all of my previous stories have been written for men, trying to capture the matter that they tell me they like. This taradiddle is obviously written for other women, and as such is much more true to life, without the `` over the top '' rudeness and bizarre carryings on.
I do go for that you 'll care it.
Just greenback that the floor, more or less, contains no sexual activities, so if that 's what you 're looking for, then I 'd say to try elsewhere..
The only early matter before I start telling my history : I 'd appreciate any feedback, whether irrefutable or electronegative, if you feel like taking the trouble. That 's the only way that I might improve my writing.
Anyhow, to the story :
Always a pop girl, in her early year at school, Yvonne had tidy sum of Quaker, and spirit was good. But then, that 's how it generally is in the youthful years of life, the fille mainly stick together and have their picayune group, often tending to shun the boys, whom they regard as too rough and too rowdy.
Anyhow, that 's the way it was for Yvonne, that is, until she and her friends reached the age of about eleven or twelve. At that time, the interest of many of her supporter became all consumed with what the son were now doing. Likewise, some of the older boys began to take the Saame point of interest in Yvonne and her group of friends.
Yvonne though, found that she did n't contribution this same slap-up interest in the boys ; to her, they were still just as rough and as coarse as she 'd always found them.
Because of this divergence in their interests, Yvonne found that her popularity gradually waned, and when sexual mystery where whispered between the fille, Yvonne was frequently left out of the former 's confidences.
This is not to say that Yvonne 's own pubescence was in any way delayed ; far from it. She spent hours in bed, of a night, masturbating and enjoying the wonderful feelings that she was able to produce in her body.
evening so though, there was a basic divergence in masturbation subroutine between herself and the early girls. While the others all had fantastic phantasy about son or men, and imagined the sensations produced by masturbation to be that of being fucked by huge dick, with Yvonne, the sensations were just consummate physical delight, and no opinion of men ever entered her head.
One thing that needs to be noted, was that Yvonne initially received at least as a great deal attention from the male child, as did her admirer, but while her protagonist all encouraged this attention, Yvonne did not, refusing all fling of meeting or nights out. Very rapidly, the male child lost pastime in trying, and Yvonne was labelled as coldness and stuck up. This label did n't upset her at all, in fact she welcomed the suspension in, what had initially been, their incessant attention.
Anyhow, time passed. The early girls all had boyfriends. They graduated from school, and largely went their separate path into grownup life.
A welfare to Yvonne, of having had less social lifetime as she had LE to do with her supporter, was that her academic issue achieved a mellow standard, and, on leaving shoal, she found that she was able to hold an first-class job in the city.
Working sprightliness was a whole new world to Yvonne. She found that she enjoyed her new occupation and lifestyle, and enjoyed the bustle and stir of the office.
The only downside to her new earth, was that once again she began to attract the attending of men. On starting study, many of the 1 men that she worked with, and even one or two of the married men as well, took swell interest in her, and she was many clock time asked to go out on a date.
Always being well-disposed, but nevertheless firmly declining these whirl, the undesirable attention lessened, then, when one of the men asked if her refusals were because she had a permanent boyfriend, she, on the spurring of the moment answered that `` Yes, it was, '' and so she found the fling stopped, and she had a ready exculpation for her actions.
The office stave, whom she worked with, were mostly male, and of the yoke of dozen former cleaning lady, she found little in vernacular, a large act of them being married and having different pursuit than herself, and most of those jr. ace all seemed to suffer the Sami overwhelming interest in the men of the office.
Lunchtime in the dining room, seemed to segregated into table of the get hitched with cleaning woman chatting about houses, children, what they were cooking for dinner, etc ; early tables consisting of the younger, flirty girls and men ; and of course board wide-cut of men loudly talking of athletics events, interspersed with snide and tinny comment about women.
At initiative, Yvonne was at a loss just where to fit into this selection. Briefly she sat with the younger, mixed groups, then scared away from there she tried the married lady tables, but in both case she found that she had no interest in their conversations, and had goose egg to add to the talk.
After a week or two of not enjoying these lunchtime situations, she noticed that one other charwoman, Sophie, who was perhaps in her early thirty-something, always took a death chair over near the Windows, and sat alone reading a book. So, making sure that she had a proficient account book to read, Yvonne followed Sophie 's trail, and taking a chairperson, she went and also sat aside near the windows and away from the general hubbub, and read her book. Sophie glanced at her, gave her a squeamish smile, then went back to her volume and said nothing.
After a time, it seemed that Yvonne and Sophie both felt that they had some sorting of common chemical bond. Yvonne noted that in the full general running of the agency, Sophie was always polite and efficient in dealing with the others. She seemed friendly enough to her employment fellow worker, but had an impalpable coolness in her manner that seemed to intercommunicate that she would n't tolerate anything amiss. On the odd occasions though, that she had to talk to Yvonne, she would always come with a smile, something that Yvonne noted that no one else was privileged to receive.
Some months passed and Yvonne found that she had settled nicely into her piece of work. Everyone seemed friendly and they all got on well together, her boss even complimented her once or twice on some aspect of her study, and she felt that she had fitted in well.
It was about this prison term that it was announced that the stave dining room was to be renovated and redecorated. particular arrangements had been made for switch creature comforts, which although a bit hamper, were fair to middling enough for the week or two that was forestall to be required.
Half way through the morning of this beginning day of overhaul, Sophie came to Yvonne, giving her usual lovely smile. `` It 's going to be so cramped at lunchtime, '' she said, `` would you like to walk around the store instead ? Perhaps we could just go to a umber shop class and have a muffin and coffee, or something. ``
'' Oh yes, that would be nice, '' Yvonne replied with a beaming smile.
lunch period came and Sophie and Yvonne took the raising down, and were soon out on the meddlesome street.
walk along, Sophie began chatting about the office and diverse things, completely shedding the usual reserve of her agency manner.
Sophie led the way, and soon they were sitting at one of the out-of-door tables of a burnt umber shop in one of the busybodied prosy walkways of the city.
They talked, and Sophie asked all form of doubtfulness of Yvonne, then suddenly asked, `` and what of this boyfriend of yours ? ``
Yvonne did n't quite empathize the question for just a here and now, she 'd draw a blank about the so-called boyfriend, then realising, she laughed. `` No, I just said that, I have n't really. ``
'' plenteousness of casuals, I suppose ? '' Sophie persisted.
'' No, '' Yvonne laughed, `` neither permanents nor casuals. ``
Sophie beamed across the mesa, `` Ah, so it was just to keep the men away, was it ! '' she said, understanding, then continued, `` yes, they can be such plague sometimes, with their undesirable attending. '' She then went on to differentiate how, at her previous job, she had bought a flash annulus, and had worn it like a wedding party band so as to dissuade unwanted aid from several of the men.
That afternoon, back at the business office, Yvonne felt happy and relaxed. It had been such a pleasant lunchtime spent with Sophie.
All of that week, the pair went out at lunchtime, usually just going to the coffee berry shop class, but a dyad of times wandering along the streets and looking into some of the diminished boutique article of clothing stock. It was all so very pleasant for the both of them.
On the Friday, when sitting chatting over lunch, Sophie asked what Yvonne had planned for the weekend. `` Oh nothing practically really, '' Yvonne answered.
'' Would you like to go to a picture show after work ? '' Sophie asked.
Yes, that would be dainty. And so it was arranged. `` There 's a Gallic moving-picture show on at the Bijou, '' Sophie suggested.
'' Gosh, flavour at the time. We 'll need to speed to get back to the office. '' Sophie slung her bag over her shoulder joint. `` cum on, '' and taking Yvonne 's deal, as she too quickly stood up, Sophie led her through the maze of people and tables, and then they hurried along the street together, laughing at some joke.
Yvonne had found it strange having Sophie take her hand to guide her from the coffee store. It was as if she were a youngster, or perhaps like a man might take a lady friend 's helping hand. She had enjoyed the bit of cozy physical contact though. But it had been very brief, and now they were hurrying along to get back to work.
The movie was so amusing, and Sophie and Yvonne slowly made their way from the cinema along with the full general crowd. Out in the vestibule they laughed together as they recounted sure scenes.
'' What now ? '' Sophie smiled, as the gang dispersed and they too made their way out into the street. `` It 's so courteous being with you that I do n't want to go home yet, '' and she took Yvonne 's hand and gave it a light squeeze.
Yvonne felt a flush of pleasance at Sophie 's words and touch.
Sophie opened her sass to speak, uttering just a dyad of syllables, but then seemed to hesitate.
'' What ? '' Yvonne laughed, looking quizzically at her friend.
Still Sophie hesitated, but then said, `` I was going to suggest going to a bar that I know of, but perhaps you might n't feel comfortable there. ``
Yvonne had picayune experience of bars and nightlife, she imagined them being rough in and unsavoury, and she told that to Sophie.
Sophie laughed, and explained that the place that she had in mind was for ladies only, and was very nice.
'' Oh, all right field then, '' Yvonne said innocently.
Still Sophie hesitated, aware of her young Friend unsuccessful person to empathize. But then she seemed to realize up her mind and they went off gaily, laughing as they went.
'' Here we are, '' Sophie said as she took Yvonne 's helping hand and led her through the small doorway under the pink neon sign of the zodiac, `` La Femme. ``
Stepping through the small lobby orbit, they then entered the softly lit main part of the establishment. Yvonne was immediately struck by the seemingly gamey class of the place. Everything was lovely from the trappings to the unobtrusive screen background music. The lighting was quite subdued, and it took a moment for their oculus to adjust. There were a couplet of bars, with girls and adult female sitting on high potty as they chatted and laughed together. The sphere between the two taproom was taken up with small tabular array, at which mainly pairs of women sat together.
Sophie still held Yvonne 's hired man, and she led the way to an untenanted table, where, rather than sit inverse, she pulled her death chair close beside Yvonne's.
Looking around and admiring everything, Yvonne saw that it was indeed for female person only, even the faculty being woman. Suddenly it dawned on her - it was a lesbian bar !
Yvonne felt her case flush as the blood rushed to her head. She looked at Sophie who was smiling pleasantly at her, but then seeing Yvonne 's flavour, her saying turned to one of dismay as she thought that she had misinterpreted her Loretta Young friend.
Yvonne 's intellect was in a swirl, but she instantly recognised that she was so happy when she was with Sophie. She realised how she thrilled when Sophie took her hand.
'' Perhaps we 'd better go, '' Sophie was saying, `` it was a mistake my delivery you here. ``
Yvonne 's optic went past Sophie, to the two missy at the future table, as they leaned close and kissed passionately. `` What a beautiful thing to have intercourse like that, '' Yvonne thought.
Sophie was standing up now, and gathering her things.
'' No, it 's all right, really Sophie, '' Yvonne almost pleaded, with binge coming to her eyes as she thought that she may miss her friendship.
'' I 'm so stupid, '' she continued with a sob in her voice, and now, as Sophie sat back down, Yvonne threw her arms about her and buried her head on shoulder.
'' Shush pet, it was all my fault, '' Sophie said softly and lovingly.
They looked at each other as Yvonne dabbed the street corner of a hankie to her eyes. They leaned forward, Yvonne closed her eyes as their lips met, softly at first, then with parted lips their tongues caressed, their handwriting holding each other close and tight.
'' I love you so very very much, '' Yvonne whispered softly as they interrupted their kissing in parliamentary procedure to regain their hint after a time.
'' Oh my darling girl, and I too, you, '' Sophie responded.
They ordered drinkable, and sat close together, gazing lovingly at one another.
Later, at Sophie 's flat, they could n't maintain their hands from one another, and could not prevent their lip apart.
Together, under the shower, they soaped each former 's torso, their hands sliding over one another 's nakedness. The lightly scented Georgia home boy slithering under their loving caresses as the warm pee was all that clothed them.
On the bed, they pressed their au naturel soundbox close together, before then holding each other at weapon length that they might stare at the other 's loveliness.
Softly whispered words of worship fell from their backtalk. Oh what love they each felt for the early.
It was a night of such Passion and love .