Jaime 'S Journey
Transsexual, TransvestiteMy name is Jaime, and this is my tale. I was always slight of bod, with soft feature of speech. I seemed to top out at about 5'4"and 130 Lebanese pound with a boldness that looked like it could be either a boy or a girl. When pubescence hit, I didn't get the trunk haircloth that most of the other boys got. I desperately hoped for a beard, but could never get more than a few stray pilus or bandage of hair, generally pretty unsightly. Though long hair was kind of stylish, I kept mine short. Too many masses thought I was a girl as it was.
I tried being one of the guys, but all the other male child seemed interested in was cars, sports, hunting, fishing, guns, and making crude comment about girls. When I wasn't as macho as some of the other boys, some of them started calling me a faggot, and asking me to suck their dicks. I decided I really didn't need that sort of diddlyshit, and I was interested in girlfriend, not boys.
I ended up hanging out more with the young woman, though none of them had any interest in me. At least they were friendly and most of them were not abusive like the boys were. A few meter, I had girls start calling me names, but the others girls told them to shut the fuck up. I became the ‘ secure boy'the one they could talk to when their boyfriends hurt them. They could cry on my shoulder, hug me, and kiss me on the cheek. I was safe, because I knew my station. I was not going to make out with them, and I certainly had no opportunity of fucking them.
After high up school, I started biotic community college. My sept didn't have much money and I couldn't afford any more than that, besides I was a passably average out student - no real Einstein. I hung in long enough to get a two twelvemonth degree, then my money and interest ran out. At least that point was enough to help me get an part character job. Given my deficiency of muscle, I sure didn't want to do strong-arm labor.
I found myself doing client service body of work - hardly thrilling, but it was honest body of work in a prissy air conditioned business office. most of my co-workers were women, and a crowd of the men there were gay. I ended up hanging with the womanhood, much like I did in school. As long as I wasn't loud, objectionable, or pushy, which I never was, they were happy for me to hang with them.
I figured my fate was to always be the guy who cleaning lady see as a supporter, but never as a lover. Then something happened to change that. Looking back at everything that happened, I wonder if I had it to do over again, knowing what would happen as a result, what I would do. I honestly don't know. I wanted love and to be wanted and needed, but the price was more than I'd have been comfortable with.
Susan joined the troupe and became part of the mathematical group of women I hung with. Susan was about 24, compared to my 21, with a pretty face, and she carried herself with a sense of ego trust. She was about my acme, but with gracious curves, shoulder duration Robert Brown hair, a grin that could mellow hearts, along with c-cup breasts.
At low gear, she seemed much like the others, then slowly thing began to exchange. When she hugged me, the hugs seemed to be prospicient and somehow more adumbrate. She seemed to be physically closer to me than any of the other cleaning woman were. I never wanted to get my hope up only to be disappointed, so I kind of dismissed it and laughed it off.
I'd go out crapulence with the miss and as it went on, Susan and I were often among the last to get out. In my compositor's case, I wanted the company. Hanging with the women was far better than sitting in my tiny studio apartment by myself watching cable TV, which is what I did all too often.
One Friday eventide, it was getting to be eleven or so, and the group had melted down to me, Susan and one former woman. Susan seemed to be talking mostly to me, hanging on me, and laughing at everything I said. After a little bit, the other womanhood stood up, gave a niggling half gag, and spoke.
"I can see that three has become a crowd. Goodnight, ladies."
She turned and walked out of the place, as we watched her.
"ma'am ? Obviously she isn't looking very closely at you, is she ?"
"It doesn't bother me. One nighttime, one of the woman said, ‘ No criminal offence intended, but you're just like one of the fille ’."
Susan looked at me, then smiled, and leaned forward and kissed me on the back talk. I was surprised, and didn't even cognise how to react. Honestly, I'd never kissed a char romantically, nor had one candy kiss me that way. She pulled back slightly and looked at me again.
"Was that terrible ?'
"No ! It was great."
"You didn't act like it was great."
"You surprised me. I didn't know how to react."
"You've had a minute to consider about it. How should you react ?"
With that, she lifted her head slightly and opened her mouth just a niggling. I sat for a secondly, then leaned forward and kissed her. She kissed me back, and we sat kissing, though not as a good deal as I'd have liked, before she broke the kiss.
"You're sweet, but you need kissing lessons."
"Where am I going to get kissing example. None of the women want to kiss me."
"Aren't I a woman ?"
"Yes. I didn't mean…"
"And didn't I kiss you ?"
"Yes. And it was great."
I felt unquiet and looked sheepish, as she looked at me with a little half smile on her expression.
"I'd passion to have you teach me to kiss."
"I could do that, and a lot Sir Thomas More - provided…"
"Provided ?"
"Provided you understand that I am in charge."
"Sure. Absolutlely."
"You'll do what I say, when I say. If I say do it, you will. If I say stop, you'll stop. No arguing - period."
"Okay. I'll do it."
"Let's go back to my place. It's a little more individual and we can talk about it and get to know each early better."
I'd never had a woman invite me to her stead. I'd never had one willing to come to my billet - for any reason, even an inexperienced person one. Here was this gorgeous adult female, inviting me to come to her place, and hinting we could kiss, and maybe even more. At that pointedness I'd have sold my individual for that opportunity, and in one gumption I guess I did.
Her station was close by, a decent fiddling one bedchamber apartment with a well-fixed sofa in the living elbow room. She invited me to sit down and asked me if I'd like a deoxyephedrine of vino. The radical had largely been drinking wine that night, and I'd been drinking it as well, so I accepted. Susan poured glasses of wine for both her and I and came over to sit by me on the sofa.
I took a big boozing of the wine, because I was nervous as Hades. She took a sip of vino, then set her glass down on the coffee board in front of us, and had me do likewise.
"Different fair sex like different thing, but for the most part, we don't want you to simply glue your brim to ours and try to shove your tongue down our throats. Be sweeter, take it a picayune boring. Let me demonstrate."
She leaned forward and pulled me faithful to her, then first just brushed her brim against mine, then again a bit firmer. She kept at it, from unlike Angle, with varying firmness, even using her tongue to brush my lips. I'd never been so agitate in my life, but tried paying attention and doing to her what she was doing to me. Sometimes we'd ringlet back talk hard and she'd have a quick swipe of her tongue deeper in my mouthpiece. I sat there kissing her, thinking nix could be better than this. She stopped and leaned back, which disappointed me.
"You're doing well, and learning quickly. You know, we can do even more, but like I said you have to be willing to do whatever I tell you."
"I will, you bet I will."
"I sometimes have kinky predilection. You have to do whatever, even if it's kinky."
"Kinky ? How kinky ?"
"We won't leave scars or bruise, at least goose egg anyone can see. Are we agreed ?"
"Well… I…"
"Yes or no."
"Yes."
"Then unbutton my top."
I couldn't believe she was asking me to unbutton her top, but I was for certain not going to oppugn it. I reached out and with shaky fingerbreadth began to undo the clitoris. It was a light blue and came down to her waist, but did not insert in her skirt, though it didn't display any diaphragm. In spite of my fumbling, I got all the buttons undone. She leaned forward, with her arm back slightly.
"Open it up, and take it off me."
I opened it wide and slid it down her shoulders and sleeve and she turned slightly to let me direct it all the way off her. She wore a lacy E. B. White bra which showed just a hint of her areolas, though not the nipples themselves. After I had it off, she took it from me and laid it neatly across the arm of the sofa, then leaned forward and kissed me again. I kissed her back eagerly and was not for sure what was coming, but felt sure I'd think back it. After we kissed for a arcminute, she pulled away again and turned her back toward me.
"Can you unhook my bra ?"
If I was shivering before, just conceive of what I was like now. I reached out and pulled the back of the bra slightly away from her rear, then fumbled to unhook the two incline, but managed in spite of my ineptness. I let go of the two remnant of the bra.
"Massage my vertebral column where the strap were. Firmly but tenderly."
I rubbed across her back where the main strap had been and could see some red marks from wearing the bra.
"Go up also."
I followed the shoulder straps up her back rubbing there as well. She moaned and rocked back and forth as I rubbed her and the shoulder shoulder strap slipped off her shoulder joint and the bra dropped off her.
"The articulatio humeri, and up into the neck."
My hands aren't that strong, but I began to work her shoulder and her neck opening. I kept at it until my work force began to jade. Finally, she turned toward me and I got my first base good smell at her bosom. Sure I'd seen photo of boobs, but this was the first time I'd seen any in person with my own eyes. I think my lip hung undefendable from the electrical shock. She kissed me again.
"You've earned a reinforcement. Touch them, sweetly and tenderly, but firmly - don't tickle."
I could see my hands shaking as I reached for her dumbbell with both hands. She smiled as I put my hands on them and rubbed my pollex across the nipples. I gently squeezed them and slowly pulled away tugging at the nipple. Susan moaned and closed her eyes as I slowly worked her titty over, marveling at how strong and soft they felt and how upright it felt to work with them. The pap were laborious and she moaned every metre I touched them.
"kiss them. kiss the nipples. suck on them."
If this is what she meant by doing what she tells me, I felt I couldn't ever argue with her. I leaned forward, taking the nipple of her compensate breast in my lips, kissing and sucking on it as I continued to flirt with her other breast with my right hand. Susan leaned back on the sofa as I kissed and sucked on her knocker, switching back and Forth River from the right field to left and back again repeatedly.
"remove your shirt off and hug me. I want to feel your skin against mine."
I was so eager to do that, I actually ripped a clit loose in my fury. I had a tee shirt under my shirt and pulled it off as well. Then I pulled her to me feeling her firm nipples scraping against my bureau. I looked in her centre, and she opened her lips a bit, so I kissed her. As we kissed, I rubbed her back, then snuck a hand around to badger her remaining boob or what I could get at of it.
"outdoor stage up."
We stood. She took me by the hand and led me to her bedroom. She walked me to the bed, then turned to face me.
"Unzip my skirt."
At this tip I was so far into terra incognita that I wasn't even aflutter any more. I reached out untie the button at the top of her skirt, then unzipped it. I let go of the zip and the chick fell to the trading floor at her feet. She stepped out of her skirt and kicked off her shoes, so she was now only in her panties in front of me.
"Take off your pants."
I kicked off my shoes, not even bothering to loosen them, then undid my belt, unzipped my knickers, let them come down to my metrical unit and stepped out of them. Susan sat on the bed, leaned back and pulled me down on top of her. We kissed, caressed and played with each early for a longsighted clip, shifting positions, sometimes face by slope, sometimes me on top, and sometimes her. At one full point she rolled off me, and stopped me from rolling onto her. She lifted her hips off the bed.
"takings off my scanty. Then carry off yours."
I pulled her panties down, and as I did she dropped her hips back to the bed and lifted her invertebrate foot so I could draw in them all the way off. I flung them across the elbow room, then took off my undershorts. I thought maybe she was set up to induce me in her, but instead she pulled my head down to her pussy and spread her pegleg. She was completely shaved down there and her pussy was open in front man of me.
I stuck my clapper out and licked her slit from the bottom to the top. As I reached the top, her clit peeked out from the folds, just a little bit. I took the picayune nub between my lips and sucked on it, as she gasped and pushed her pussy into my face. Her pussy lips spread exposed further and her clit stuck out more. I stuck my lingua into her dent and kissed lick and sucked on her cunt and clit like there was no tomorrow. I felt like if I died that night, my spirit would have been complete.
She moaned and wrapped her leg around my cervix, pulling me closer and tighter to her. I got my helping hand back into the whole thing by grabbing her ass and massaging that as I worked her pussy over. She rocked back and Forth River, then arched her back, grabbing my head in her helping hand and holding it so compressed to her that I could barely breathe. Her juice flowed freely, until she actually squirted in my mouth and on my face.
After she settled back down again, she let my oral sex go and no longer confine my cervix tight with her legs. She unwrapped her legs and pulled me up her dead body to lie on top of her. She kissed me, tasting her own juices on my backtalk and face.
"Jaime, if you can do what you're told, you're a keeper. I think you deserve your reward."
She lifted up on my pelvis and I lifted them off her. She reached down, grabbed my putz and guided it into her pussy. I was a lilliputian concerned, because my dick isn't all that big, and I was worried she'd be disappointed. I was about to say something when she smiled, kissed me, and spoke.
"That feels marvelous. Do it boy. fucking me."
I could sense her pussy gripping my dick and it felt like nothing ever before. Okay, I've wanked myself, but it never felt anything like this. I eased it out then back in, moaning as I did it.
"Do it. Faster. Harder."
I pumped away, enjoying it, and smell that if I never got another chance, it was still more than worth it. I realized I was about to follow, and told her. In the meantime, she'd wrapped her legs around my waist and as I started to come, rip me deep inside her. I collapsed onto her, almost unconscious mind from the feelings. As I regained my sess, I looked at her, and kissed her.
"God, I love you Susan."
"And if you can be a good boy and do what you're told, there's a lot more to occur. Unless you're just happy fucking me once, then never again."
"I want to do this with you for a prospicient time to come."
I woke up the side by side aurora in bed with my drumhead on her berm, with my mouth near her bosom. For just a secondly, I wondered if concluding night and the aurora had just been part of some fantastic wet dream. Susan woke up and stroked my head. I looked up at her and we kissed.
For days after that, we went back to her place and made making love at night. Since we had to go to put to work most dayspring, she told me I could bring some of my clothes over for when I stayed the Night, which now seemed to be every night. After a pair of workweek, I simply moved in and let my studio flat go. I contributed to the rent at her place. Slowly the changes began.
"Those tighty whities you wear are horrible. first, blank undershorts are so lowest millennium, and secondly they've started to ferment greyness. We need to get you something new and pretty."
"Pretty ?"
"Something to take in you look sexy."
"Like what ?"
"I want you to wear thin some squeamish panties."
"You mean like… ?"
"That's exactly what I mean."
"I can't fall apart panties."
"Why not ?"
"What would the former people in the office think ?"
"You go around showing your underclothing to the former people in the function ?"
"No, but…"
"Then how would they ever sleep together ? If you're worried, pee in a stall, just don't drop cloth knickers and panties all the way to the level and no one will ever be able to tell."
"It doesn't spirit right."
"You said you'd do what I ask you to. I'm asking you to wear panties. If you aren't going to do what I ask, then move back out and see if you can find another girlfriend. Remember, I told you I was a petty kinky."
We went out shopping and she bought me several pair of panties, all very feminine. I was concerned about how I'd keep my penis in the step-in. It's small, but there isn't much room in the genitals. She took me to a long suit store and bought me a gaff to gather my cock out of the way. The woman there explained in detail how to use it. I was embarrassed, but listened.
I asked the clerk how she knew so much about putting on a gaff and she said she wore one before her procedure. I think my eyes about bugged out of my capitulum. She kissed me on the cheek, and I looked carefully at her. I'd never have thought she was once a guy. Hell, if I hadn't known and wasn't already living with Susan, I'd have wanted to date this clerk.
At any pace, I began wearing the gaff and the panties to cultivate as well as at home and whenever we went out together. I felt eldritch as shit at first, but after a while, it just began to finger rule. One evening Susan and I were at home and she was shaving around her pussy, and using hairsbreadth removal cream on her legs. After she finished, she had me come over and she began putting depilator crème on my legs.
"What… what are you doing ?"
"I'm cleaning this smutty hair's-breadth off your pegleg. You don't have as a lot as almost guys, but I don't like hair on you any more than I like it on me."
"But…"
"I want you to get rid of your body hair, just like I get rid of mine. funfair is fair."
"If multitude know…"
"Who are you taking your clothes off around, besides me ?"
"No one."
"Then who else will be intimate ? And competitive male natator shave all their torso hair. It isn't just women. Besides, you know our deal."
She used the cream on my arms and pegleg and that pitiful quantity of chest hair I had. Then she got her razor and shaved my underarms and around my dick and formal. Again, it felt Wyrd at first, then I kind of got used to it. Now my smooth body and her fluid consistency rubbed together and I felt virtuoso that had been slightly blocked by the hair.
Meantime our sex life was still going great ordnance. We fucked nearly every night, except when she had her catamenia, and even then we did stack short circuit of fucking. Before long she decided she wanted to add another twist to our love devising. Susan had or got a strap-on and wanted to have it away me in the ass with it.
"You stick a dick in me all the time. You even stick it in my ass when I'm on my catamenia. Why is my ass open game and yours off boundary ?"
"Isn't that gay ?"
"Nothing that a man and woman do together in bed is gay. It's only gay if you do it with another man or I do it with another woman."
She had me get on my hands and genu on the bed. Susan got behind me with the strap-on.
"Look, I'll use sight of lube on it so it's more comfortable for you."
In my nervousness, I think my ass tightened up considerably, but she didn't thrill. She lubed a finger and eased it in. Once it was moving easily in my ass, she stuck in a second finger. That was a little tougher, but slowly I relaxed and it moved okay. She pulled her fingers out and began to allay the strap-on into my ass. I thought it would feel frightful, but in fact, it wasn't that bad.
She slowly eased the thing all the way in, then eased it nearly out before sliding back in again. Before recollective she had a good rhythm going and I could finger the pseud dick fucking my ass. I just tried to relax and let it happen to make Susan happy. I didn't even notice my dick had gotten hard, until I came with her fucking my ass.
She stopped with the dick in my ass, while I spurted all over the bed. She held onto my hip to keep it in there as I almost collapsed from the orgasm. Finally she let go and let me drop onto the bed as the strap-on eased its way back out of my ass. She rolled me on my side and lay down alongside me.
"Why do I guess that someone who was loath enjoyed it a lot Thomas More than he thought he would ?"
We began adding that to our regular shag routine, and before long, when the strap-on was white, she even had me sucking on it. I mean, I was still repelled at the thought of sucking or being fucked by a real dick, but I kind of got used to this.
After a few week, Susan came rest home with what appeared to be a manoeuver mushroom with a glass jewel on the end. It was a laughingstock plug and she had two, one pink and one blue sky.
"You're mine and I'm yours. We don't have doughnut because we aren't married, but this is a way for us to show the data link we have. I'll wear one and you wear the other."
How was I going to argue with her ? Was it worth moving out and losing her ? And kind of like the scanty and shaving, how would anyone beside us ever know. Besides which at this point in time I was getting used to having her stick things in my ass. I took the downhearted one and she took the pink. She put mine in my ass, and I put hers in her ass.
Every time Susan asked me to do something weird like this, our fucking would be particularly intense and foresighted lasting. She became a real sex automobile in bed for days afterwards.
Susan said she had some pills that would assist inhibit my organic structure and nervus facialis hair, and she had me start out taking them every day. Sure enough, I noticed I was getting less hair, particularly on my boldness, and the organic structure hair was lighter and finer. After a few weeks, I noticed my nipples getting a lot more sensitive. The ring of color seemed to get bombastic as well. I didn't understand and mentioned something to her.
When I took off my shirt, she ran her hands over my nipples and I felt almost galvanizing shock absorber of delight. I know that doesn't make sense, but that's the only way I can describe it. She stroked my nipples as I just lay back and was astounded by the sensations. She then put her sass on one mamilla and began sucking on it. I thought I was going to levitate off the bed. I couldn't have even imagined that having a woman hint and suck my pap could find so trade good. I didn't come like spurting, but I felt rolling waves of pleasure going through my body.
acerate leaf to say, , we now had something new to add to our sex play. Later she told me she'd checked and found that was one of the face effects of the oral contraceptive that inhibited pilus. Only month later did I take in she'd lied to me. I was taking endocrine that blocked manlike internal secretion and supplied female person hormones. Before retentive, I began to grow boobs.
Susan dismissed that, saying lots of men had man-boobs. It was nothing unusual. Well, no it wasn't unusual for men taking hormone to changeover to female. Before prospicient I easily had a-cup breast, and had to wear tight tee shirts to hold on my breast hidden at work. Every now and then someone would give me a funny feel, but no one at oeuvre ever said anything.
One Fri night, we went home before going out.
"Jaime, dear. I was you to dress up extra special for me tonight. We aren't going out with the usual grouping. It'll just be you and me some place different."
"okey. What do you want me to wear ?"
"I'll find some matter and dress you. have off everything but your panties."
I undressed, with my piddling boobs form of dangling, which embarrassed me. As she walked by, she stopped and kissed each boob in turn. She produced a bra which would not hold her boobs, but was the in good order size for mine.
"You want me to fag out a bra in public ?"
"Yes, I do. And you will have on it. Besides by the time I'm done no one will notice."
I put the bra on, though Susan had to help me fasten it. She then produced a pink pullover top and had me put it on. I was starting to get nervous. She came up to me, stroked my consistency and kissed me.
"Trust me. When I'm done, no one will even realize you as the Jaime I work with. Besides we're going some place where the former work folks don't go."
She put a skirt on me that didn't quite come to my genu. She then sat me down and paint my fingernails a vivid red. She then plucked my supercilium slightly to shape them, and made up my face. I sat there in shock as she did this. foot, eyeliner, eye tincture, lipstick - if I looked like I was even going to protest, she put her finger to my lips to hush up me. Finally she pulled a blonde wig out of her cupboard and put it on me.
"We've let your hair get a little longer, but it isn't quite long enough for this yet. turn over it a span of months, we'll get there."
Obviously she was saying she planned to do this again, probably more than once. I wanted to cry, but was almost dull. I couldn't find the bout, and besides it would induce messed up my war paint and Susan would birth been mad at me.
"Jaime is not only my particular boy, you're also my particular girl. I do sleep with you so, and you know you'll get your reward later."
She put me in a pair of two edge hero sandwich heel.
"You can't handle grave heels. We'll get there though."
I looked in the mirror and I didn't recognize me. I saw a pretty blonde girl, dressed to kill. Back in the day I'd have killed to get that missy - now I was that girl.
Susan dressed and we went to a club we'd never been to before. It was way on the other side of town and almost hidden. We walked in and I didn't pick out a single individual there, and was very save. As I looked about, I noticed that most of the guys were dancing with other guy rope, and most of the fair sex danced with other women. Susan noticed my looking around, smiled, and stroked my psyche before kissing me.
"Don't worry love. Most of the guys here won't have any stake in you - at least as long as they think you're a girl. Just pretend sure if you go to the bathroom, to use the char's."
I hadn't even thought that far ahead, but realized I sure didn't want to take the air in a men's way dressed like this. We found a tabular array and got some drinks. We sipped our drink, and with a little alcohol, I was starting to make relaxed. A very masculine looking cleaning woman came over to our table.
"Hey, Suzie-Q. Haven't seen much of you for a spell. Guess I know why now. You found yourself a new little squeeze."
"Hey, Jill. This is my lady friend, Jaime."
"Damn female child. You full continue a sozzled hold on Jaime, or I'll buy her away from you."
"Go ahead and try. I'm not sure you'll get far."
"I… Susan and I live together."
"Got her locked down, huh. Have fun girls."
She laughed and walked off. I was surprised how many womanhood came over and talked to us. I was even more surprised how many flirted with me. As a guy, no one even paid any attention to me. Now that I appeared to be a woman, half the womanhood in this blank space seem to desire me. I said something to Susan about it.
"You're impudent substance. They've never seen you before or slept with you and you're cute enough to captivate their attention."
After we'd had a drink or two we got up and danced. We found ourselves in the middle of a bunch of women. Half the clip I couldn't be completely surely who I was dancing with. A decelerate issue came on and Susan slow danced with me. I let her lead. I'm not a salutary enough social dancer to conduce.
That number ended and another slow number came on and a gorgeous woman asked if she could cut in and grabbed me around the waist and danced with me. She snuggled close to me and ran her hired man all over my ass while we danced. At the end of the number she gave me a passionate kiss and felt up my boobs. I turned to go back to Susan, and another woman grabbed me.
"Hey honey, dance with me."
"I have to get back to…"
"She can do without you for one more dancing. Come on beautiful, dance with me."
This woman was groping me like cipher's business. My gaff was holding me very tight, otherwise she'd have felt my son of a bitch when her hand went down there. It almost felt like I was being sexually assaulted on the dance trading floor. The terpsichore ended and she kissed me and groped me some more. I started to try to split up justify and she held on until Susan appeared.
"O.K., bitch. You've had your fun. Jaime's taken, so go get hold someone else."
The cleaning lady glared at Susan who stood her ground. Several early womanhood and men gathered around. As they were facing off, a female chucker-out grabbed the former cleaning woman's arm.
"Okay Queen City. Go back and meet with your Quaker. We aren't going to have any trouble here now, are we ?"
Queen City glared at the chucker-out, then at Susan, and stomped off away from us. Susan and I went back to our table and got another drink. A trivial later, I saw Queen City leave with another woman. Later on the bouncer came over to our table.
"Sorry about that. She gets really pushy after she's had too many drinks."
"That's okay. It was just that Jaime didn't know how to plow her."
The bouncer looked me over very carefully.
"Jaime, huh. She's trans, isn't she."
I didn't know what the snake pit she was talking about, but Susan obviously did.
"Just come out. Hasn't had bottom operating theater though."
"You pass material well, honey."
"Tha… thanks."
"So is she going all the way ?"
"Not for the time being. Still trying to decide her direction. You'll keep that on the downlow though, right ?"
"Sure thing, Suze. Don't want to run off this pretty lady. I'd be half tempted to go for her, even knowing she's still got a package."
We left shortly after and went home. We had some of the wildest sex we'd had in calendar week. After we were both exhausted from fucking, I asked what the bouncer had meant. Susan told me not to interest about it for now.
The next cockcrow, I was going to clean off all the war paint and alteration to boy clothes. Susan asked me to stay that way and go to the mall with her. I felt really weird, but did it. She put me in another outfit and open toe flatbed. She touched up my physical composition and we went out.
At the mall, there was a apprehend beauty shop. Susan dragged me in there for a pedicure. They massaged my feet, cleaned off the callus, trimmed and shaped my toenails, then painted them. We gave it a piddling time to dry, then walked the promenade and went clothes shopping. Susan bought me a few More young woman outfits. I had to go in the cleaning woman's dressing rooms to try on some of the wearing apparel and once I'd done it a few meter, it didn't even matter.
We had to pee, and Susan walked me into the women's restroom. I'd been in the woman's room last night at the bar, but it felt dissimilar at the mall. I had to pee though, so I did it, washed my hands and left.
As we walked through the mall, a twain of untested guys tried hitting up on us - both Susan and me, and seemed every bit as interest in me as in Susan. Susan made some polite exculpation and got us away from them. We were walking back to the car, when a guy in the parking lot yelled out to us.
"Hey, infant. I'd surely love life to get my men on that ass. You bet."
"Take it well-off and just push aside him. He's trying to get a rise out of you."
We got in our car and drove off, and I'd swear I thought I saw that guy pass us in traffic a little later. We got back nursing home and Susan suggested we go out again that night, with me still dressed as a charwoman.
"We won't go back to the Saame place as last Nox, but I think we'll be just fine."
At that stop, I was almost becoming numb to how I was dressed. We showered, Susan redid my physical composition and explained what she was doing and how as she did.
"Before long you'll be able-bodied to do your own makeup just fine."
"Please don't make me go to work this way. Please."
"No, I'm not going to do that. This is just for when you and I go out and shoot a pass on the wild side."
"I don't know how a good deal wild I can handle."
We went to another bar, and while it didn't have the gay men and adult female of the other shoes, no one seemed to like about two women dancing together. We went home after and had more uncivilized sex.
Mon morning, Susan helped me clean off my makeup and took the polish off my fingernails. I wanted her to convey off the toenail polish but she refused.
"Jaime, dear, you aren't going to look at off your brake shoe and socks at oeuvre. No one will know you have polish on your toenails. Besides it looks so pretty."
That sort of set the whole step for how life went for a while. Susan dressed me up as a girl for out weekends, and I kept toenail refinement on, just as I did my pantie, prat plug, and gaff. Generally when we went out, Susan would state any guy rope who approached us that we were on a girlfriend's night and weren't looking for company. Usually that was enough to beat back off near of them. chucker-out took care of the remainder. We went back to the gay bar and hung with the Lesbian pretty regularly, but not every weekend.
My boobs kept growing until I was a b-cup. I really had to crop at it to shroud them while at work. I started wearing a reaper binder on my bureau while I was there. In some ways I began to finger freer evenings and weekends when I could just fag a bra on them.
Frequently when we were out, guy cable would ask us to dance. Usually Susan would reject, but once in a while she'd suggest we just dance with the guy cable for a dance or two, just to shit it easier to get rid of them. debauched dances were great, but particularly at first, I was uncomfortable slow dancing with a guy. I did it to make Susan glad, because she did mint of things to stimulate me happy.
One dark we were at a order, and during a slow up dance, the guy was groping me and feeling me up all over. He grabbed my ass, my boobs, and even down over my groin. Thank God for my gaff that made my shaft disappear. Susan told me how wild guy cable might get if they found I had a peter. At the end of the terpsichore, he kissed me and continued to grope me until I could break away from him.
I went over to the tabular array where Susan stood with two other guy wire. I'd had a bit to drink and was still reeling from the assault on the dance base. As I walked up, one of them turned to me.
"Damn. That was a Hades of a show on the dance trading floor. I almost didn't recognize you, Jaime."
I realized the two bozo were Dave and Mike from piece of work. I was shocked and scared. No one from employment, except Susan, of form, knew I dressed this way at multiplication. And I was doing it for Susan, not because I particularly wanted to, even though I was enjoying it. hell, as a woman, I was popular. As a guy, I was no one. Now that was all going to be upset.
"Got a practiced pic of you kissing that guy as he fondled you. The office should love that."
"He… kissed me, I didn't kiss him. Please don't appearance that around the office."
"You seemed to be getting into that buss. And shouldn't everyone have a chance to see the actual you ?"
"I do this on weekends. When we go out. I don't…"
"Yeah. Sure. Even on the fast dance, you were shaking that ass like cipher's business."
"Please. I'm beggary you, don't appearance that picture show around the office."
"What's it worth to you to have us keep your secret ?"
"I don't really have much money."
"There's other matter you could do."
Susan decided to jump into the conversation at this point.
"boy, this is not the berth to talk about this. Let's go back to our plaza and we can work this out as friends."
Dave and mike had come out in one car, and Susan and I in another. Since Dave and microphone didn't know where we lived, I rode with Dave, giving him steering, while Mike rode with Susan.
"You ain't much as a guy, but you're pretty hot as a girl."
I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to make him mad, but didn't want to encourage him either. As it turned out, he didn't need any boost, and neither did Mike. What Dave and mike wanted for their secretiveness was me to suck them off and let them fuck my ass. Now Susan had me suckle off her strap on, and regularly fucked my ass with it, but I'd never done either with a man with a real dick.
Susan told me it was blackmail and extortion, but unless I wanted to be outed at the government agency, I probably needed to go along with it. I didn't attention for it, but realized she was probably right wing. I didn't want the unharmed office to know I dressed as a woman - even if it was only on weekends. She said she'd try to relieve into it and see if we could get them to settle for LE than they wanted.
"You know, boys, she has actual boobs - belittled ones, but form of prissy. Would you care to see them and advert them ?"
Of path they wanted to. Susan pulled my top off and unhooked my bra, to let my boobs out.
"hoot, girl. You been hiding shit from us."
Dave started playing with one titty as Mike played with the other one. Having these guys touch me sort of disturbed me, but as they played with them and sucked on them, it began to feel pretty damned good. At one point, I had one mouth on each boob, sucking, licking, and kissing them like they'd never seen boobs before. I had waves of pleasure ripping through my body as they enjoyed my boobs.
"That was nice for the prelim, but let's get down to business."
Dave stood up, unzipped his gasp, and pulled out his prick. I looked at him, and his face was consumed with luxuria. microphone was nearby and touching his groin. Susan grimaced, but nodded. I edged forward and took the point of his cock in my rima oris. Dave moaned.
"God, baby. Do it. Suck that dick."
I could taste a piffling of his precum on his putz, as I slowly took the quill into my backtalk until I almost gagged. I closed my eyes and pretended it was Susan with her strap-on. At least I tried to. The spirit was different, the taste was unlike, and Dave moaned as I pistoned his dick in and out of my sassing. To keep from choking on it, I put my hand around the Qaeda of his hawkshaw and rubbed it as I worked on the rest of it.
Dave's groans and moans became louder and more frequent until he grabbed my pass and pulled it to him. I almost choked as his tool went down my throat, particularly when he came in a big gush right into my throat.
"Swallow it, bitch."
I didn't really have much choice. half of it was down my throat before I could give done anything else. Dave smiled and stroked my head.
"You're a good small peter sucker, girl."
Mike was next, and it went pretty much the same. I hoped after sucking them off that they'd be felicitous and let it go. But both of them insisted on fucking my ass as well. Dave had recovered first and unzipped my chick and pulled it off. He took my scanty off, but my gaff covered my asshole, so he pulled that off too. My bantam dick popped loose.
"Not much there, but it isn't going to get any use from us anyhow. Cute little plug there, girl."
Dave tugged at my butt plug and I tried to relax the muscles as he eased it out of my ass.
"Look boys. You have to use lube. I'm not going to let you ruin her or wound her. And gently, boys, gently."
Susan produced the lube and Dave smeared it on his dick and around my cocksucker. I got down on my hand and knees, like I do for Susan, when she fucks my ass. Dave came up behind me and grabbed my pelvic arch. I could feel the head word of his dick against my whoreson as he eased forward. It was already stretched a bit from pulling out the plug, and he slid in pretty easily. Susan had been fucking my ass, but the form and line dick felt different. He pressed in until I could experience his globe slap my ass.
"hoot. Nice to go literal deep. Better than I could get with her mouth."
Dave started slow, building up speed, shoving his tool deep into my ass with each stroke, holding my hips tight to head it. He went faster and faster and I almost forgot it was a guy fucking my ass, until with a groan, he pulled my hips tight against him with his peter as far in me as he could get it. I felt it throbbing and knew he had just cum in my ass. As he came, so did I, squirting my cum onto the bed as he shot his in my ass.
"Isn't that cute. The little girl came at the Sami time."
Dave pulled out of my ass and came around in movement of me.
"Girl, you ought to lick it clean."
I was appalled, then Susan spoke up.
"I kiss those lips. I'm not kissing shit. You want it clean, go to the bathroom and airstream it off."
Dave looked disappointed and sat down as mike positioned himself behind me.
"If you're going to be that way, then I get another offer at that ass."
"Whatever. She's not sucking your dick after it's been in her ass."
microphone fucked my ass, then Dave fucked me again, then microphone once more. Finally they seemed satisfied. I kind of curled up in a nut naked, sitting up on the bed. Dave and microphone put their dress back on.
"commodity night, girls. We'll see you again adjacent week."
"Next calendar week ?"
"squawk. You want us to keep quiet, then you can put out."
They left and Susan locked the threshold behind them. She came over and sat next to me on the bed and held me in her arms. She rocked me back and Forth for a while, until I relaxed, then gently and sweetly made love to me. No more ass action that Nox. My ass had already had a workout. But she stroked my organic structure, caressed my boobs, then took my little dick up into her puss and I fucked her, before we curled up together and went to sleep.
I was spooky at work on Monday, but no one seemed to act any unlike, except Dave and Mike who occasionally leered at me. Dave came by leaned over and whispered quietly in my ear.
"See you Friday Nox, babe. I'm looking forward to it."
The next two Fri nights were a replay of the beginning one, with Dave and microphone getting sucked off then fucking my ass a match of sentence. The horrific thing was, I was getting off on it physically, even though I hated it emotionally. After that third calendar week, Susan and I were lying in bed together.
"You know there is one way to get rid of them and end this."
"How do we do that ?"
"The only when thing they have against you is pic of you partying, dressed as a woman. We tell HR that you are transitioning to a woman and will be dressing that way at workplace. You dress as a char at work, and they don't have anything over you anymore."
"Go to work dressed as a woman ?"
"What's spoiled, fucking the two of them every calendar week, or dressing as a womanhood at oeuvre ?"
"I don't care for either choice, but I'll go to work as a woman, if it means I don't have to know them again."
"That's my girl."
We talked to HR on Monday, and starting Tuesday, I came to act upon dressed as a womanhood. Dave and Mike were puzzled, then wild when Susan told them they could determine individual else to fuck over. I'd been going to parallel bars and clubs dressed this way, so it wasn't much different going to turn this way. almost of the charwoman seemed well-chosen for me and I had no problems using the women's restroom.
Everything seemed to settle back down, and Susan and I seemed happy and loving together at home and going out together. As time passed, I found it became unmanageable for me to get a severely on, or to keep it long enough to bonk Susan. I was disappointed but we did still possess a sex life. Finally Susan decided to address the issue.
"You know, that thing isn't doing you or me any good as it is."
"So what do we do ?"
"alteration it out. Have surgery. swop from a useless dick to a pussy that we could both use."
"You want me to get rid of my dick and get a kitty ?"
"Why not ? You dress as a woman. You live as a woman. You can't make honey like a man anymore. Get a pussy that we can both enjoy."
"I don't know if I'm ready for that."
"We've been together for awhile now. Do this and after you're healed, we'll get married. And I'd rather be with a cleaning lady with a pussy that works, than someone with a dick that doesn't."
"Married ? After ?"
"After. You got accumulated holiday for the surgery, and I've got vacation to be able to take care of you while you're recovering. And I swear, I'll never ask you for anything more that you're uncomfortable with."
Of course of instruction, she had already been checking out doctor. We scheduled it and the two of us went together. Susan held my handwriting as I went under, and was holding my hand as I woke up. Even with the drugs, it hurt like sin down there. It took two days before they took out the boxing. After they did, they told me about dilating my new vagina.
I had to start out dilating it four times a day to keep it stretched out properly, and it hurt like hellhole doing it. dilation is essentially taking a dildo, lubing it and sticking it in my vagina. The tissue paper there had been totally reworked and were recovering from that, which is why everything hurt so much. It felt weird thinking in terminal figure of having a vagina. No, my dick had been largely non-functional, but it was still a dick.
Susan was with me most of the time during recovery, comforting me, kissing me, and caring for me. I hated the dilation, but Susan and the doctor told me it was necessary, so I kept at it. It happened slowly enough that I didn't bill it but slowly, it quit hurting as I dilated. What shocked me was the day I stuck my dilator in and it felt good for the first time.
I took it slow and gentle - I didn't want to mess anything up. I eased the dilator in and out of my snatch, and instead of the pain I once felt, I now felt pleasance. I began rocking my hips back and forth as I slowly and gently fucked myself with the dilator, until I leaned back, arched my back and had a full phase of the moon on orgasm, like nothing I'd ever felt before.
Susan was out running errands when all that happened, but I told her when she returned. She kissed me very sweetly and told me that while we still needed to take it easy, we could now start to have some fun.
We both returned to sour shortly after that. I still had to take it prosperous and walked for usage and to stretch all those affair out. At work, some of the women hugged and kissed me. Yeah, there were a few who were cold, but that always happens.
We made plans for a small wedding and Susan and I went out shopping for wedding dresses. I wore a lacy white dress, which came down just below the knees, while Susan wore a satiny Andrew Dickson White dress. I remember looking in the mirror at how I looked, which was marvelous, but then thinking back to the nerdy guy I'd once been. I'd gained something, but I shed a rent over what I'd lost on the way.
looking back, I know that Susan had this all planned from the first. She picked a guy who would be so grateful for her love and heart that he wouldn't balk at the slow up steady small-scale change. By the fourth dimension the changes became substantial, I was so far along, it was almost impossible to go back. It is done. I am who I am now, and I am hers and she is mine. The Jaime I was before is utter. Jaime, the girl, is carrying on as in force she can .