`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to crop a double tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the first light. '' I proceeded to eat up my account naming. I am a junior this yr. Just turned 16, and got my first real young man. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and help Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American language Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my way.



By this fourth dimension Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my tit and I touched his member. He asked me to kiss his phallus but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smile. Says he can learn me how to delight disco biscuit when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me airless and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will learn you to be a womanhood. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you understand ? You have to learn how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to instruct you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to oppose him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hand and hale me out of my room into my moms elbow room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to forget me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night wearing apparel.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to deal off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my sister Sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to register you how to please your new Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my lips while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my teat while he puts his fingers in my most secret womanly parting. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so cockeyed. You are going to feel so good around my hard shaft. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, stop fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to lease off his wearing apparel. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw cristal 's penis but only for a secondment. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so dash of him. My organic structure and nous are both betraying me. Sam has an amazing consistence and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My torso starts to respond to him but my brain is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and sting my neck while he rubs my titty. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't hold off to sample your sweet kitty '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my second joint. Excited.. How could my consistency betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` spread your legs, let me in to feast on that Virgo kitty. '' I can palpate him pushing my legs undefendable and I put up no resistance. My split have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The start time I felt his tongue lap my muliebrity I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, state me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the Holy Scripture is pussy. Say you like my spit on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a instant. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am uneasy, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body tone like it is on ardour, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to kiss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock deep in your throat while he pumps his warhead of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his grimace he pushes me to my genu. `` Open your mouth sweetheart '' I am scare off again. He begins to squeeze my cheeks hard until my rima oris opens. `` You are going to suckle my hammer, you will not burn me or I will larrup you. You will sop up my hammer exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good daughter should. ''



Then he puts his bombastic hard cock in my mouth. Just a slight at first, then more and more until it is deeply in my lip. `` That 's a in effect girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, retard then fast. I can experience myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet little mouthpiece flavour so trade good on my hard cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moan louder and louder, `` Oh infant, you are going to make me inject my load, but I want to keep open it for your mellifluous pure pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and buss me thick. My back talk and lip are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the best is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my oral cavity and says, `` I am going to put my prick in your tight pussy now. It will hurt for a instant, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will make out back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls at rest I will come for you. I am gon na have you lick your female parent cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more spooky I get, but he seems to be getting more and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the mind of his cock at the entranceway of my pussycat and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hired hand harder on my mouth and Tell me to stay still. `` unfold your branch. I am quick to finger that tight virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to yell but he he has his hand over my oral cavity still. teardrop begin to ramble down my typeface. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so just. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 geezerhood, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could infix your Virgin pussycat and Edward Teach you to be a woman. Now I will bet forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so pock but my torso begins to reply to him. My trunk starts to strain up and begins to prickle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feelings, expert feelings. Very proficient feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs far apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 yr old young man. I want this to kibosh, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. `` William Tell me my shaft spirit well in your pussy baby '' He has my legs high in the air, on his berm, pushing hard and deep in my kitty-cat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, voiceless. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your prick feels secure in my pussy. '' I say with a tremble voice. `` unspoilt girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you empathize. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you interpret. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' good girlfriend, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may ask it again and again. But for now I am ready to fulfill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to fight in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a treasonist. The whizz I feel are estimable, my fear turns into passion, my pain into delight. My torso starts to tense and rock and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own body functions. I feel undue moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in Heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my young lady. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that bang-up. You feel so in effect. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and drive in cryptical, very deep. I can experience hot liquid squirting abstruse in my physical structure and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a beneficial daughter Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the wet from my kitty, then back up to me. He forces a deep candy kiss on my mouth as his backtalk is wide of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me deep and long and moan.



'' Was n't that honorable baby. Our cum mixed together gustatory perception so good. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste it often. succeeding clip, you will lick it off my tool on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could guess was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this enigma between us and do n't tell anyone. The side by side meter I come for you I expect you to get to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, lavation my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight mantrap '' then walks out.



That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every meter my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schooling and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was veracious about so many things. I did teach to be a adult female. The number one time I was with Adam he was very delight with me. region of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?