It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freeze rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a fancy woman. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My youngster. I was having Twin. I Was 8 months fraught and i Needed money to get a dismal apartment. So now i stood on the street turning point with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would earn me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the doorway, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na monetary value for a cock sucking ? He asked. Uhh, 30 buck. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 Pearl Sydenstricker Buck. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 buck. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you stick around the night can you even out it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a pot. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was quick but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to keep an eye on him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital gear up to give up ? He snickered. Im sure i said ineffectual to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As common i Blocked my mind out and thought process of how Beautiful and nonplus My infant were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to withdraw care of them and put a roof over there head word. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving knife inside my puss. He pried my sass open and i sucked his dick, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for various minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful Twin Falls babies. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two young woman ? Would they be a boy and a lady friend ? What would be there darling food ? Spaghetti or pizza pie ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or great deal ? Would there favorite color be orange tree, green, drear, purplish, or red ? Would they face like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so much as what his favored pastime was. He was just another man. Another crawl that payed me. My baby didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could bang them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never eff there pappa, never get to adjoin him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i start to recount them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the privy, and started to shut out the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his deal over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the piss on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. beloved, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt cognize what the hell to remember. Im gon na put in an additional two hundred Pearl Buck for those minor of yours, and if you need a spot to stay i have an spare room. I looked up at him. Are you unplayful ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to give you and your child stay at my theater. I thought about it, and didnt recognise if it was safety for my sister, but decently about now i didnt see any early pick. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That Night, lying in bed with this random guy, my muscle contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my breadbasket, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its fourth dimension. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his hand truck and helped me inside. The condensation were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my weewee broke in his hand truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, dear were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng grub 's helping hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as backbreaking as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My infant ! Its a Bouncng child boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in Department of Labor you ! grant him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my unhurt humanity, which had been nothing, became something. This footling boy in my arms now was half of my world. button ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the creese of my arm. I held my completely world in my manus at that moment. crying streamed down my expression. They both had my red hairsbreadth. My babies had my red tomentum ! I was so happy. I named the fille warmth holy person, for my eff Passion for her and my hateful warmth for her loser beginner. I named the boy Patrick Allen. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my Father 's father. These baby were my world. Saint Patrick and mania .