The President Kennedy, 2.7 : Interview With Kiki .
This week's industry movers and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Jack Kennedy productions, one of the most successful yield houses to come up along recently.
AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Jack Kennedy ?
Kiki : Yes, I have a doctor's degree, in particle physics no lupus erythematosus. You can count up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instability in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any horse sense to any of your readers, I invite them to join our"cathartic wonk"section of the give-and-take meeting place on my website.
When I founded the caller, I thought that having the title"Dr"would lend a sure lordliness to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performing artist, and I'd hid the sober face of my personality from my devotee, I didn't think it would raise my reputation. But, there is a certain incision of my fan pedestal who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical foul and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes scanty. )
AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the first home ?
Kiki : In high-pitched school, I had a much older buff ; he liked"barely effectual"pornography. He had a heavy collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production household, and they snapped me up.
I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little hair, make-up, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my fan had told me and I'd never believed. You know the account of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd go a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in high school ; I always dressed for practicality.
The erotica was also very empowering. I was not a popular young lady in high gear schooltime ; the dike bird would piece on me. virtually of it was probably bitterness as I'd have a leaning to switch off the scaling curve. ( In other dustup, my being smartness, led to them having downhearted grades, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's office. )
Now, I had production companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had fan writing to me, wanting to bonk me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, workaday, I found myself sitting on a tidy sum of money. It made college life much more well-fixed. I could yield a decent car, and the soundly accommodations, and petty luxuries.
I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my spirit into porn and not porn. In the not porn world, I was much like my old self, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to make myself as desirable as potential. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the vale to shoot, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of rip as well, I felt like two unlike people.
I earned enough from the pornography, that I thought I could set my own production company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy International Airport. Before that, President John F. Kennedy was my low figure, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that showtime job. In my husband 's professional circuit I'm Kennedy International Airport McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.
So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with jadestone, a feller performing artist and one of my lover. I still act in some productions, but not so many these days. I was doing so many output, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.
AVN : That brings up the question of what is your intimate orientation ?
Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exclusion,"but my sports fan shouldn't terror as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjob. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exclusion, I just like the sex. That should lay down me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.
AVN : You've mentioned your husband a pair of time now, recount us about him ?
Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most intelligent person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't draw a blank, I 'm comparing him to college faculty and doctoral educatee, so that 's saying something. If you want to find the Eigen vectors of a composite wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find matter to solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he's a sum braniac, and that's so aphrodisiac. But, when it comes to people, that's not his strong point.
He has very simplistic reality purview when it comes to women,"sex just"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to trade with, you know you're always getting the literal Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to conceal anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually babble to me in a fairish fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.
He also has no concept of possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."essence him up. There was one meter I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on soul else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't hold. Most boyfriends outside the manufacture can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.
He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat dull really, so that pointed to the right stuff. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him ; he was a virgin at the clip. It's not strange to set a swain up with another performing artist, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and mail him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.
That did show he's an absolute dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my friends, know. And the best part is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be plane on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any in force. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that forgetful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex commodity, more sex better."
That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in sexual love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the solely time he 's ever been anything less than totally crystalline about his intuitive feeling, he thought it was the way to comport on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex skilful. ``
That 's how he acted when I tried to be more make out towards him, I set up a amatory weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bring any of my Friend with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does move around me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.
He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be rife, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I variety of proposed to him as JFK, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would care Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more merged with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of Kennedy International Airport is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for lustrelessness. I, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, am his kept woman, both in the cheat good sense and the dominant allele sense. I suppose you could bid it role gaming, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about meter Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able-bodied to fill all his desires.
He's really odorous, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can revel sex with men so practically. I really enjoy it when mat takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner bitch as John Fitzgerald Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the degree. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could celebrate him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at habitation, bare, as my personal sex striver, that 's his favorite.
When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more than myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do thing I thought he only agreed to because I, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, was taking my frustrations out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his welfare. It's probably very remedial to let soul you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my employment home '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other sign that he wants you to do it, like buying me a gift and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't require something, he 's more muted on that point.
Like almost natural endowment in porn, I 'd really care to deliver loving vanilla sex in my time off, but Matt has other interests. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random brush between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the musical theme of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his post on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave behind without saying anything.
I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so flatness can enjoy himself ; I send female child his way. He's my cloak-and-dagger arm, his report as a lover drawing card in performing artist who want to try him out. He gets hatful of chance around here. When we were setting up the fellowship, Jade made a prank that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the charwoman. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the production house. He has a full sentence job as a researcher, but does find time to do down here to work contribution meter. I think he'd do it full phase of the moon time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous brain of his go to waste. His first job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.
AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.
Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whip, a strap on dildo, or a trio with a collar which goes around his balls. He 'll protest that using them is too horrifying an approximation, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a component of him which wants me to use them. A parting that he does n't care admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some bondage gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.
That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a conniption and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power tripper. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. mouth about a downer, I had to shoal him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.
AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that cultivate ?
Pretty much the Lapplander way it's worked for millions of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the inside information. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this distributor point. ] Sorry, a petty nerd bodily fluid. We left it to fortune, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were scoop, and we agreed if we got significant, then so be it, if not then back to convention. I 'm not sure I 'm sire material, but he liked the idea. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the chance to do pregnancy and suckling pornography production, a rather corner market.
Once the baby was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the same individual without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a wax time nanny to facilitate, but I 'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to kip in the eve. I 'm the boss, so I can make my own pattern and hours.
AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you imply ?
Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performing artist, that was paying my way. The two worlds I inhabited were so dissimilar, academe and porno, I had to keep back them separate. I did n't remember that being a college student, and then a doctorial student, was sexy for my fans. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the early hand, in academe, being in porno would birth ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to go with men.
The subject area I was in, particle aperient, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being distaff. Being female and seen as useable ( as a porn actress ) would have made it hard for a lot of men to concern to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in erotica, and as the serious academic grind in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the Lapp clip. I may love fucking slightly more than using my genius, but I would n't want my encephalon to atrophy from lack of use.
The astonish thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Kent routine and took of my looking glass, and suddenly I was superintendent smut actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same somebody, until I told them. None of my booster in the stage business suspected I was a sensation, and I used that give-and-take technically, a genius is classified as person with 140 or peachy IQ. The net time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And Matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any brainpower in it.
In academia, no one suspected either. I did my honorable to be frumpy and unsympathetic, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a social life at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to celebrate the secret. I worked with matt, as JFK, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the crank to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to notice that out.
He was even more surprise, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be booster, but friends with benefit. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprisal, in the last few weeks when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical student, less frumpily, in the section, not like a porn superstar, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those last few week, not all of it welcome.
AVN : You mentioned running a troupe your way ?
Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the little girl or valued their opinion. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone 's opinions are heard and respected. Of line, now I 'm running a companionship, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's opinions, but I wanted them at least considered.
I also have exceptional program for college students, they have to keep up a B norm to get on the programme. The `` College dweeb '' serial publication is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd have to be a very special mortal to get on with only a B modal these days. We also have the `` Naked Notes '' series, we make severe instructional TV, except that we use the College nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as potential. They 're some of our most democratic production line. I 'm not indisputable if anyone ever learns anything from them.
AVN : Why did you start your company, rather than continuing your donnish career ?
It pays better. Seriously, the chance of even getting a postdoc spatial relation are reduce, less than 10 % of new Doctor are belike to get a postdoc. lupus erythematosus than 1 % will become tenured. I could deliver gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few businesses where female person are paid more than men, maybe ten time as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.
In my life-time, I 've had a unremitting refrain of `` female child do n't do STEM discipline. '' [ root word means : `` Science engineering science Engineering maths. '' ] All the way from high up school on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after xv years, I just got sick of it, particularly when the choice was so light, that is porn. My parents had been nix but supportive of me in physics, and lusterlessness may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my department had three women in it ; I was the only American woman.
If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd ingest come out as a geek earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a career in erotica and academe would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academe, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be President John F. Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be womanly. In the US, that 's just the osculation of death. If you go to conference, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italia or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American cleaning lady all apparel dowdily.
AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.
Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of package maturation during my research, setting up a internet site was easy. Again, there 's a certain set of devotee who find that very hot. I have sole message there, and it's a way to hold back in contact with my sports fan. There 's a vital give-and-take meeting place there and I 'll join in some treatment, particularly in the `` physic nerds '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their thinker, they might rule themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a serious mind very sexy .