Was It Rape ?
So I failed my exam. AGAIN. I saw the resolution list and even though I sort of knew I had failed, the confirmation of it was really painful. My full ally, Rose, was out of town for work so she tried the best she could to observe my feeling up via textual matter, but I cried myself to sleep anyway. Her hubby, Frank, who was still in townspeople, texted me too and let me bed that if I needed to just fall or drown my sorrowfulness or whatever, he was there for me.
My history with Frank…we hadn't seen each other much for about four months before this all happened. That's when rosebush caught him cheating on her. They took a couple of month apart and then she moved back in with him and I had avoided him. We had been acquaintance before that ; we'd hung out when Rose was out of town, like buds. I don't trust many people easily, so it meant a lot when he cheated on her. I felt like he betrayed our friendly relationship too. So this was going to be the kickoff metre since"the incident"that we were seeing each former on our own without blush wine as a buffer.
We went out kind of early for a Friday. We went bowling and had burgers at the bowling alley. It was a fairly fancy office for a bowling alley, with a club and a bar attached, and it was expensive. I felt bad asking to play another game, so we left and sat outside for a bit. He was staring at his earphone the unharmed time so I thought,"yeah he's not comfortable around me anymore either"and I felt bad, but I was still pissed at him on some level so I said I should just go home base. He said no and we walked to a nearby bar.
We drank a lot. I was trying to footstep myself with non-alcoholic swallow in between the other drinks, but then he ordered me a shot, and then I ordered really expensive whiskey and we started having very expressed discourse about his sex aliveness with blush wine. Before the incident, they were not having sex, like at all. Rose had been very, very upset about that. For months. Now, they were swingers. I still think that makes no sense, that she never was a swinger or had had a trine before but after her husband cheats on her, she starts having tercet and swapping partners like it's nothing…I digress. So there was a guy, Roger, that had been…guesting, I guess you'd phone call it. dog told me he'd gone down on Roger and asked me if I thought that made him gay. I was rummy, so I can't commemorate what I told him. Probably something like it doesn't thing what I think.
I know I told him about some guy, maybe the guy I was with at the time, I don't know, but I felt like I had to not be boring and prudish and shew I had a sex sprightliness too. He told me that it made him toilsome to learn about that write up. He showed me a characterisation he had on his speech sound of Rose getting fucked by Roger. I know I tried a few sentence to get the conversation off sex, but I was so toast I can't really call up what I said.
At some breaker point he or we decided it was time to leave. I went outside to bum a pot from the multitude on the patio. weenie settled the bill and followed me outside. He took the cigarette away from me and took a drag then tried to kiss me on the back talk. I pulled away and pushed him, laughing and telling him he was being a boozy idiot. It never occurred to me at all that he could be seriously trying to snog me.
well then he said he was trying to let me inhale the smoke from him. So I did that a couple of times with him still thinking that was ok because although our moths were touching, it wasn't a kiss. Then he started kissing me and I…I don't know I was nervous and sort of excited and very drunk. I let him kiss me a bit and then I kissed him back a bit and I kept thinking the whole prison term that it was just poor fish, bibulous, innocent fun. free !
We had to walk a few blocking to get to a space where we could catch a cab. I was feeling drunk and felicitous and having fun kissing here and there. I remember he said something to me like"you're so cool because you know this doesn't mean anything."I just laughed and pushed him away and told him he was stupid about half the times he went in for a kiss, but when I did let him buss me, I did kiss him back. I don't know how many times we kissed before we got to the cab stand.
We got a cab and I got in and slumped over. I must have been pretty wassail because my encephalon started going in and out, like being half asleep where you're kind of aware of thing going on, but not really able-bodied to speak or participate in anything. I felt my doll get pushed up over my butt and Frank's manus on my ass. I might own swatted his hands away or I may have just thought that I wanted to. I remember listening to him giving directions to the driver and thinking he was a lot more sober than me. I remember thinking that I was in deep shit since I couldn't parkway away from his place for several hours at least. I'm pretty sure enough I felt or said"I'm screwed."I was right.
He groped me under my dame the whole cab ride nursing home ; unless the driver started asking for more management, then my skirt got flipped back down to cover me up. I was aware of it, but I couldn't move. I didn't say stop in the cab because I was afraid the driver would call the copper or something. As I have said several metre, I was very, very drunk. I probably should make said something ; maybe it would bear scared him. Toward the end of the cab ride, he succeeded in getting his fingers in between my labia from behind. I know I was wet, I'm always stupidly horny when I'm drunk, even if I don't want sex, I get wet. I'm sure he took that as a star sign I wanted it. I probably was turned on on some level, but I still didn't think…I just didn't think anything would really happen. Not four months after he cheated on pink wine, not with her proficient protagonist, who told him off and called him every name in the account book and then didn't speak to him in any meaningful way for four months.
I can't commend getting in the house or how I got through the livelihood way, past the kitchen to the breakfast corner, but I remember standing at the breakfast bar and looking across the family at him getting naked and then I really got appall. I remember yelling at him to get his wearing apparel back on, to hold back it to stop being dullard. He got some of his clothes back on but not all of them. He ran over to me and hugged me and said it was ok, that we didn't have to do anything, but he had wanted me for a long time, and that he was sorry. He kept asking me if I was ok and I said yes, but that we can't do anything, I can't betray my best protagonist, he can't do this to her again, claptrap blah blah etc. He kept saying that he knew, and then I was crying, or sort of war cry, it's pretty fuzzed.
He hugged me and buried his headway in my neck. He started to nose and nibble the place that turns me on so much and I am for sure I moaned, I know I was turned on somewhat. His hands were all over me, under my shirt, my shirt was off, under my bra, then my bra was off and he was playing with my tit and we were kissing. My breathing spell was stuck, or else I was panting, or he was panting and I couldn't breathe, I was horny and terrorise and angry and shocked. I pulled away and put my bra back on and he started to kiss me again and begged me to let him watch me get myself off. I said no and got my shirt back on and was begging him to stop touching me, to stop kissing me. I kept saying over and over"we can't do this, you can't do this to her again, you didn't see her, you don't know what it did to her."He kept agreeing with me, but somehow my shirt and bra came off again and I was losing the battle with my legs to keep standing.
Finally I started bargaining with him. I told him to keep his clothes on and that he could keep an eye on me get myself off but that was it. He said ok and took my dame off. I had taken the panties off earlier in the eventide ( very sneakily I thought, too ), because they were riding up in a really uncomfortable way when I had been bowling. The skirt was below my knee joint, so I didn't even think it was that big a deal."No panties, you're such a effective slut,"he said when he looked down. Being called gens for some reasonableness just really turns me on. He reached down and slew a fingerbreadth right into me and my articulatio genus gave way. He"helped"me upstairs to their chamber so he could watch me get off. Yeah right.
I was on the bed and my head and the room and the macrocosm was spinning. He was on the bed and he was naked. I remember telling him he had to stay dressed but his typeface was in my privates and he was going down on me like it was his job before I could protest much more. rosebush had told me several multiplication how dear he was at eating pussy and I just rolled my eyes and didn't believe her. Well, he was pretty good. He knew just where my g-spot was and how to rub it, fast and hard while sucking my button. I came pretty quickly and I didn't realize it trough later but that was the foremost time I ever squirted.
"You taste amazing, kiss me and taste yourself."He kissed me and I kissed him back, still horny because I'm never satisfied after one orgasm. I tasted like pineapple juice. I've never tasted that good since that night, although I never discernment bad, but never that sugariness and fruity again. He went back down on me some more, his clapper plunging into my cunt over and over again till I came on his tongue and he kept telling me how amazing I tasted. I kept saying no here and there but I didn't push him away anymore ; I wanted to cum again. He was right on, I was a adulteress. Naked in my best Friend's marital bed, legs astray afford with her husband's brass in my slit eating it for all he was worth and I was moaning and grinding my pelvic arch into my mouth. I came on his finger a few more sentence and I was honestly set to sleep but he wasn't done with me yet.
He pulled pink wine's vibrator out of her nightstand draftsman and started fucking me with it. He plunged it inscrutable inside me and then started moving it in and out fast and heavy. I came, screaming and squirting again. The unhurt clip he's telling me how much he wants me, hot fucking hot I am, that he's wanted to hump me since the first time he met me four years ago. It's not possible to not be affected by those things while you're drunk and cumming over and over and doing something very forbidden. Even though I kept saying we shouldn't, I had stopped saying"no"and I kept cumming.
Finally, he put my left leg over his shoulder joint and lined his intemperate peter up to my cunt. With no condom.
"You want me to make love you ?"he asked. I wanted to sustain cumming, but I shook my head.
"We shouldn't do this, we can't do this."I said as he slid is rock hard peter all the way into me. It felt good.
He kept my leg pressed between our consistency as he pumped in and out of me, relentlessly, for probably a half hour. He kept reaching down to nobble my nipple and press his hand around my throat, which I hated but couldn't speak to tell him. He kept calling me a good fornicatress, and telling me I had a good cunt, that I was such a estimable shag, that my bosom were amazing, that I was so bally hot. I kept saying he was just drunk and he was going to regret it in the sunup, that I would, that when we were sober we were going to hate ourselves, but that didn't make his scratch soft, he just kept pumping and pumping. I made him stop because I had to pee and threatened to pee on the bed.
While I was sitting on the toilet peeing, he followed me in and grabbed the vertebral column of my head and shoved it down on his cock. I pulled off him and started blowing him so he wouldn't choke me. I took him till he hit the back of my throat, licking and getting him wet all over, tasting how sweet my kitty was on his tool. I reached down and gently played with his ballock while I swirled my lingua around the nous and then started bobbing my head up and down on his putz while massaging his balls…I cerebration if I could get him to cum that he'd full point fucking me and pass asleep and we could put this behind us, venture it never happened.
He wouldn't cum, or couldn't cum, he had incredible staying business leader for some reason. He pulled me off the lavatory and let me wash my hands before pulling me back into the bedroom and pushing me on the bed.
He fucked me till I was dry, till I was raw and still he didn't cum, He made me stick a finger up his ass while he poured lube all over my twat and kept fucking me. I felt like it had been going on for hours and hours, but I have no idea how foresightful it actually lasted. I don't even think I was awake for all of it. I just think of the touch sensation of my peg going asleep, of my cunt being sore and his sweat dripping in cold drops onto my face and chest.
Finally, he was prepare. He pulled out and came everywhere. It hit the headboard, my hairsbreadth, my face, my tits, my stomach, and then he spread open my pussy and came all over it. I was so tired, and still so drunk that I didn't even move, not to clean up or anything. He went and got a towel or something and wiped me off a bit and then told me I better ride out in his bed with him instead of going down the mansion to the guest room. I didn't argue. I just closed my eyes.
Next thing I knew it was daylight, but that cold, thin day of early sunup. He was stroking my hair, then he was kissing the backrest of my neck, then he was pulling the back down…I pretended to be departed, but he kept fondling and kissing and groping. He rolled me on my back and stuck his finger's breadth right in my dry cunt. I opened my eyes and cried out in pain.
He told me he'd probably never have this chance again so he intended to savor me as much as possible. He pulled out the bottle of lube and squirted it all over me and him. He asked me if I'd ever seen a cock ring and I said I hadn't. He showed me this clear, stretchy, silicone polymer circle, and then he but it over hid shaft and over and around his balls and cock. He told me it makes it big and keeps him harder for longer. I told him I was sore and that survive Night was enough and he was sober so he didn't have any excuse. He said something like"you're a hot jade, you're naked in my bed, and I'm going to fuck you."
He got on top of me and started pumping away. I was too tired, sore and had the beginnings of a hangover to defend or to savour it or to do anything but just try to hang onto the contents of my stomach. He got frustrated I wasn't responding and started fucking me tough, making it hurt more. Finally, hoping to get it over with Sooner rather than later, I started fucking him back and making moaning noises that I hoped were convincing. It worked because he pulled out and came all over me again. I got up out of the bed and almost fell to the trading floor, my legs were so shaky. I hobbled to the bathroom and rinsed off in the shower, then looking at the contaminating bed shroud and wienerwurst sitting there looking totally engrossed in his iPad, I turned and shuffled down the residence hall to the guestroom and fell asleep.
A few hours later, I woke up, found all my wearing apparel all over the family and drove Frank back to his car. I didn't say anything for a retentive time until he finally broke the silence."That was a lot of fun, I hope you're not offended, but you're a great lay."I smiled a tight-lipped smile and held back the impulse to cry. We got close to the parking lot where he'd left his car and he tried talking again."The only thing I regret is that I didn't get to have a go at it you more."I felt a undulation of unwellness and sorrowfulness and disgust and disgrace. He got out of my car and took off toward the parking service department and I went household and took a longsighted shower .