Giving up ascendancy

'' You expert hurry up. You only have 30 second gear left. ``

'' I 'm trying, I 'm almost there. Just give me a few more arcsecond, PLEASE ! ``

'' Nope, you knew the principle. 3 proceedings to cum. 10 second base left ''

'' ALMOST THEEEEERRRRRRREEEE- ''

'' And clip, handwriting OFF NOW ! ! ! !

And so I stood there, my operose cock throbbing, on the sharpness and fix to break open. To gain matters forged, I have n't been able to cum in over a month. I needed this relief so bad, and if I had 5-6 more than seconds, I would 've gotten in. But no, I stood there with my hands behind my back, as my wife looked upon me with a pixilated smile on her face. She enjoyed seeing me in this agony. And now we play the wait game for my peter to puncture so she could put my dick back in my batting cage and pull my panties back up. And if it takes me More than 3 minutes to get soft, I get punished. You would probably feign that my wife is the domme and I 'm the submissive, but in fact our dynamic is the other way around. I 'm the Dom. She 's my sub. In the chamber anyways, we 've never taken BDSM out of our private sex lifetime. That was until 3 calendar month ago.

3 calendar month ago ....

'' Goodnight Daddy. '' my two children cried out.

'' Goodnight you two, log Z's tight. '' I replied back

Finally, the tike are in bed and I can get to it. I opened up my laptop, and immediately go to the same situation I go to every night my married woman works. My wife, who is amazing and I love her more than life itself, is a night switch nurse. So the three Night she works, I get a span of hr to myself after the kids go to bed. And I utilize it the best way I know how- battle of Marathon jack off sessions.

My wife knows about this. We both have sizable masturbation lives right along with our taboo sex living. We both love BDSM, and have a bedroom only Dom/sub relationship. We mostly focus on bondage and sadism/masochism, where I hurt her nipple and ass in as many dreadful direction as potential. She's average summit, with brownness hair, boneheaded build, and 36c tits. Her ass is also to die for. I'm average top as well, a few extra pounds, and a ginger. 5 inch cock.

I open up the subject matter boards on the porn site I frequent, and showtime browsing through any of the bdsm topic, and then on to anything with gay/bi. My mission is to find oneself anyone to cam with, or cyber with. I post a few comment, hoping that person will see the flag I 'm putting up. This is the part my wife does n't know about. She thinks I jack off to porn and use some of our toy. And that 's exactly how this got started. But lately, something 's been changing inside of me. Recently, I started watching Thomas More trans porn, and reading stories involving trans multitude. Then I found out about frottage, and that made me hard as tilt. There 's no questioning I was confused at first. I 've always been straight as an pointer, and dominant. However, I was beginning to think and fantasise about tool Thomas More and more often. And was n't long until I was jacking off to hardcore gay porn.

This itch was getting difficult and harder to satisfy. At first, it was just a minuscule harmless porn and tarradiddle. Then I signed up for message display panel, just to have got some innocent conversation of affair of a sexual nature. Then a few coquettish e-mail, showing each other our cocks. Then came the function romp messaging. Followed by camming/facetime/zoom, whatever. I knew what I was doing was legal injury. I needed to sing to my wife about this and be honest with her. Who knows, she may encourage it, but I 'm too panicked that I could lose everything by revealing that I want to have sex with another man and I 'm extremely attracted to cock and globe.

So I leave at it this. Some on-line gaming with guys only. That makes it not as bad as doing this with other char, right ?

A flash of red gets my attention. I have a new message in my inbox. I open it, and see it 's the older gentleman I messaged a few bit ago. He 's 58, and I 'm 36, so I 'm assuming this will be a `` dada '' situation where I 'm the merchant ship. He 's the first one to answer, so I guess that 's where tonight is headed. We exchange a few messages, and certainly enough, he 's wanting a daddy/son roleplay. The idea makes me hard as a rock candy. We open the telecasting call, and get started. Only a few minutes into it, I have my ball coping stone on, and a skillful size butt plug shoved up my ass, while I slap the top of my balls with a wooden spoon. I 'm in pure ecstasy.

'' BOOOOO '' the voice of my wife belly laugh ! I instantly jump out of my chair and scream from the surprise of my wife scaring me.

'' WHAT THE FUCK ! ! ! ! '' I scream, before calming down realizing that it 's just my married woman. I catch my breath, and then I realize again, OH FUCK IT 'S MY WIFE !

'' So whatcha doing here child, '' she said laughingly, very amused from her successful endeavor at scaring the Irish bull out of me. I stood there wintry, knowing it was just a matter of seconds before she realizes what is on the screen and what I was doing.

'' I forgot my dinner in the fridge, and I could n't resist doing that while you were jacking off -Wait, is this a cam ? Are you video calling with a another dude ? '' she asked accusingly. I had no idea what to do. I looked over at the information processing system screen, as my online play partner quickly closed out of the session. I looked at the wife, and she just stared at me, mouth agape.

'' What the screw is going on ? You need to respond immediately '' she barked out.

'' I 'm so sorry baby. I 've been curious for a little while, and decided to experiment online. I fucked up, I know. I should have come to you about this. '' I said, in a pleading manner.

'' Yeah, no bastard. So you 've been going behind my back getting off watching submissive gay men do for you ? '' she said urinate off.

'' Ummmm ... ... .well, sometimes. '' I swallowed and took a mysterious breath, deciding I needed to be completely honest. I was fucked already, so what did it matter. `` And sometimes I sub for other men. You could instantly she was n't expecting that.

'' Wait, what ? You perform for them ? What do you do for them ? '' She asked. She almost sounded excited in the way she asked, I thought for a second.

'' I ... ... .well ... ... .masturbate for them, um, do CBT for them, and sleep with my ass '' I answered. I looked at my wife, and you could severalise she was still processing all this new information. We just stood there for what seemed ilk infinity. Finally, my wife broke the silence.

'' Alright, I need to figure all this out right now. sleep on the sofa right now. I 'm going to bed. I just want some time to reckon. '' she said as she walked away to our bedroom.

'' Well, at to the lowest degree she 's not instantly divorcing me, or unfit killing me, '' I thought to myself. I plopped down on the couch, and laid on my back. Through all of this, my rooster stayed hard. I took out my arse fire hydrant and took off the chunk stretchers. I definitely did n't sense like jerking off anymore. I just wanted to go to sleep, and get what was coming next over with. But for whatever ground, I was still turned on. `` Welp, no sense in letting this go to dissipation '' I said to myself, as I started to stroke my cock up and down. Only took a couple of hour before I was on the border of the orgasm. I positioned my articulatio coxae upward and got set up for the load that was currently boiling up in my clod. I furiously jacked my tool as fast as I could until that perfumed sensation came over me and I shot multiple load on my cheek, including one right in my mouth. I had never ate my cum until a mates of weeks ago. I subbed for a dom one Night, and he told me to lick up my cum. Loved it instantly, so now I try to consecrate myself a facial nerve every fortune I get. I got up and got a rag to wipe my face off, and anywhere else I had cum on my body. Then I laid back down, and went off to sleep, trying not to be fearsome for what the next day is going to bring.

I woke up the succeeding morning around 8. I was surprised I did n't get a line my shaver up already. I wrapped the blanket I slept in around me and proceeded to my sleeping accommodation to see if my wife was awake or not. I opened the bedroom doorway to see the visible radiation was on, but my wife was n't. I was about to take the air out to go check other elbow room in the sign of the zodiac, until I saw the whiten piece of theme on her pillow. I walked over to her side of the bed and grabbed the government note and read it-

'' dearest hubby, I was awake all night thinking about your betrayal of my trust and what I should do. I 've always been loyal and obedient to you, so seeing you go to other mass for your satisfaction is hurtful. I had no problem with you jerking off to porn, but what you 're doing is insufferable. Also, I waited until you fell asleep and looked at your net history, and your account under that message board. I 've seen all your perversion you 've shared with the rest period of the net, but you would n't share with me. I 've decided what will bump next. I 've left to go shopping. I took the kids and dropped them off at my parents. They 'll be staying with them for the next couple of days until we come to an understanding. If you 've put on any clothes, take them off and go and kneel by the front man room access. Do not move from there. Not even to go the bath. Just kneel there and wait for my return. I 've set up the kids old video monitor, so I will be watching ''

'' What the Scheol does she have going on in that judgment of her '' I thought. But I knew I wagerer do what she says. I can not take in this man and wife end. I walked out of the bedchamber, and headed to the movement door and got on my knees. I had no estimate how long she was going to be, but I just kneeled there anyways. A brace of hours passed, and I was in perdition. My knees were killing me, to the compass point I was almost in binge. On top of that, I never pissed went I woke up, so I 'm in excruciating annoyance from needing to piddle. If she does n't get back soon, I 'm not going to have a choice but to you just urinate on the floor. I hold out for another 30 minutes, but then it could n't hold it back any longer. I pissed, and pissed hard, all over our hardwood trading floor. I felt the piss splash back up, hitting my thighs and ball sack. Soon, a puddle of my piddle formed around me. I felt so humiliated, but I was too terrified to break her instruction manual. I would do anything to make sure she does n't divorce me.

A few hour later, the door opens, and my wife walk of life in with several bag, and she just laughs.

'' Get up and clean up this mess you made. Then come into our john. I could tell you tried your hardest to hold your pee. That was a good boy to follow my instructions. '' she said patronizingly. It was at that point, it became obvious what was she doing. She was going to shit me her bitch.

'' Well this could be interesting, '' I thought. I usually need to be in ascendence. But it might be hot to present up that control. Especially if it 's what keeps my wife happy and not divorce me. So I cleaned up all my piss and headed to the john to see what was in depot for me succeeding. My wife was running a bathtub when I walked in, still naked, and I was getting hard again.

'' Get in, now, '' my wife demanded. I slowly got into the steaming hot tub and sat down, trying to get my soundbox used to the heat of the body of water. `` Bath, you need to get the stench of piss off of you before we do anything else. Now, as you do that, I will explain what 's going to come about. As I was reading all your posts and commentary on that message board, it became seeming to me that you have other sides you have n't told me about. It seems you have a subservient side and a gay face. I 've decided to think of those incline, and let those fantasies become a reality. Because despite how offend and angry I was net night, I was actually a little deform on. The more I thought about it, the more it made sentience. I 'm going to be the dom, and you 're going to fuck other guy rope for my pleasance. But make no mistake sweetie, this is going to go the way I want it go, not the way you want it to go. And you will be an obedient piddling bitch, wo n't you ? Because I will disjoint your ass the back you hesitate on anything I say. And will the evidence of cheating on your computing device, I 'll get total custody of the kids and get alimony and fry support from you. I 'm indisputable that 's not what you want. So you will obey my every demand, understood ? ''

'' Yes dearest, '' I said meekly. I did n't even think about it. If this is what it took to economise my marriage and make up for what I 've done, then so be it. It might not be so bad. I am going to be doing what I 've been jerking off thinking about doing, so how bad it could it be.

All of sudden, slap ! `` You will not cite to me as honey, or truelove, or beloved, or babe, or anything of that mode. From now on, all replies from you will be Yes, my queen or No my queen. That is also how you should address me. Is this understood ? ``

'' Yes, my queen, '' I replied, still aflutter about this whole ordeal.

'' Very good. Now the first affair we 're going to do is shave and rub Nair all over body. No More body hair you my dear, '' she stated.

I wanted so bad to protest. I had very manly body hair, with a slurred patch of chest whisker. I did n't want to be hairless, that sounded humiliating. But I did what I had to do and give up my wife to shave me hairless. It took some clip, but finally she was finished and there was n't a hair's-breadth on my dead body to be found besides what was on my drumhead. I hated the way I looked. Especially my phallus. It looked laughable without any pubic whisker anymore.

'' Aww, are you sad you do n't have any more than hair ? Well you should have thought of that before you went behind my back to jack off with fellow. Now you in force thank me, you ungrateful bitch ! '' she snapped.

'' Thank you, my queen, for making me hairless, '' I replied, head down, feeling defeated.

'' That 's much better. Now let's dry you off and go to the sleeping room for your next surprise, '' she instructed. After I dried off, we walked to the bed and I saw all these outfits spread out on the bed. woman 's outfit. pantie, bra 's, lingerie, skirts, blouses, some make up and a wig. It became crystalise what was next. Part of me felt so embarrassed and ashamed, but another part of was getting turned on. And that part of me was winning, as evidenced by my rising cock. My married woman instantly noticed it.

'' Oh so you are liking this. I was wondering if you really wanted this, or if it was just a fancy, but it seems I have my answer. The boner never lies '' she said, with a smile.

'' I am peculiar to try on panties, my queen, '' I replied.

'' Very good. For today, put these on '' She held out pair of white, lacy G-string panty. I slid them on, and almost gasped at the feeling on them on my pes. It felt amazing. I slowly pulled them up my legs, enjoying the sensation of the fabric on my skin.

'' Why the hell have n't I thought about wearing her pantie when I jerk off before '' I thought to myself. I pulled the step-in over my rooster and balls, my knockout on stretching out the fabric and forming a wet spot with precum. She then handed me a matching bra, and watched amused as I put that on.

'' From now, when the kids are not here, or asleep, this is what you will fag. You want to be a adulteress online, I 'll make you dress like a slut for me, '' she informed me. `` Now, jerked meat off, you trivial gripe. '' I did n't really manage for the name calling. I never did it to her, but if that 's she wants, I 'll put up with it. And dressing in bra and panties, jerking off in front of my married woman, this is hot as hell. 6 months ago I would 've hated the idea of this, but now it 's getting my juices going. It does n't conduct farseeing, with the cloth of the step-in touching my pecker while I jerk it, for me to getting close to cumming. I asked my fagot for permission to cum, assuming she would penalize me for not asking. She gave me the green spark, but to cum in my hand. I did as she told and had an astound orgasm, shooting more than just a handful of cum into my bridge player. She directed me to eat all of the cum I caught in my hand. `` Oh man, this keeps getting better and better. I still felt stymy, but I was starting to give in to the fantasy and I was enjoying.

CLICK !

I snapped out the pleasure of consuming my cum and looked down. `` Oh screw, '' I thought, as I watched my wife locking up the cock cage she just snapped on my now easygoing cock.

To be continued ...