My First Love


Part 1


I was starting my initiatory semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my supporter had gone to former school or started working and they all were chasing girls like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in senior high school but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to girls they way my friends were. I thought some young lady were pretty, but once I look beyond the nerve I just was n't interested. I was too scared to set about any guy rope and went to a very small rural district. I did not conceive any other guy rope were like me.


I knew I was gay when my admirer and I decided to camp down one weekend. I was changing into a bathing lawsuit and my booster entered the tent and started to exchange also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to search but being in that tent naked with him for a few seconds drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that moment a lot.


Spanish was my first form and I sat in the back row. I petite Loretta Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark mordant hair and slightly blench skin. He still wore couple on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named salvia before. His vocalisation was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The year went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you conceive ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was Jimmy and this was my for the first time class.


'' Do you last on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to recall he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at home and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and turn the other way. The succeeding socio-economic class was in two days and I counted down the metre to see him again. We chatted a little before course and when the professor told us to dissever in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we drill pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crushed leather on him. He was so cute. He had died a very pocket-size patch of his hair a very dour purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in figurehead of his sassing like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when grade was over he asked for a drive to his dorm room. I could n't believe my lot. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocking to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my articulatio genus with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me upchuck. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` Sure that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to vocalize overly anxious.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 sharp '' he said and winked at me.


'' okeh I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to search at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the hall he was waiting exterior for me. He had a nigrify jacket on and smuggled blue jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne water and he had styled his hair with some European elk. He looked a bit cissy but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the Sami thing. We first went to a movie and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my face. We set in the dark and our weapon touched a few times. God I wish he take my hand. When the movie was over we are at a food court in theatre of operations. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the mesa and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the night. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm all right. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a little closer. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fast I was in shock. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and scratch me a minuscule. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said auf wiedersehen.


I hated Sunday. I was so miserable I could n't stand it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the dorm and asked the dorm attendant for his room number. Sage answered the doorway and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around a good deal. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the doorway. I reached out to carry his helping hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with myopic easygoing touches and then he finally kept his lip against mine and opened his back talk. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a little. Daniel Chester French kissing was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouth further and let his hale tongue in my sass. I could feet his distich on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my point and he started to make water out like teenagers after the prom. Our header moved, our back talk touched and our lingua wrestled. I could n't believe the passion. My erection embarrassed me but sage look at my swollen pants and smile. He rubbed my leg then our mouth parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dormitory and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' Stop by a appliance fund first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a plurality of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of townspeople toward the state park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could think it. I looked down and his beautiful grimace stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most secluded area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the hinder seat ''


We did and sat close to each other. The smell of greasy intellectual nourishment was hard and it mixed with salvia eau de cologne. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some large white basswood Sir Herbert Beerbohm Tree and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my finger's breadth through his coarse bootleg hair as he continued to osculate my neck My hard-on was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you require to go further, or time lag till another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't think we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front seat and continued to kiss. Out bare chests touching each other drive me crazy. Sage scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his oculus with warmth. I pulled on his pants and stared at his blue brief. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was raise and i could n't rent my eyes off of it. I did n't know if he was big or fair, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. sage moaned as I started to suck and fellate it. He place his hand on my forefront and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my head up and told me to fill my pants down. I sat up and campaign my pants down. Sage lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what spirit was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely au naturel. He put his hand on my impudence and rustle.


'' Do you need to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants air hole and produced the second thing he had purchased. A small bottleful of lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the lube on my erecting. Then he rubbed his rear end.


'' Do we need condoms ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious spotlight. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course of instruction I had not.


'' jemmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in mellow school but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there naked and his hard-on had softened. I stared at his naked trunk and piano penis surrounded by a mound of hair's-breadth. It was so incredible, but I really did n't acknowledge what to do. Jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could connect.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and energy. Sage moaned a trivial but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with Sage. I started to move slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take hanker and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my body and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the Lapp. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each other and kissed. Our member were both limp and our torso moist but I could n't guide my eyes off him. We got dressed but interchange underwear. He wanted to retain mine for in effect luck. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his nous on my lap again and actually feel benumbed. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a candy kiss. I flicked my lingua on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the first time.


The following day after class we drove to the closemouthed Burger Joint and ate a lunch. sage told me he had to get out of the hall because other we 're starting to tease him for being queer. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't yield that. Sage lived too far away to convert but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could live at my theatre and pay a minor rent requital. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorm ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my protagonist, I want to assist him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at initiative but I told her he would leave if it did n't bring out. We moved Sage the following day and I told sage to act as straight as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the trueness.


He wore a t shirt and dungaree and was polite and kind to my parents and younger Sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may throw suspected something, but I may have been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my Sister before dinner. We lived in a cattle ranch country dwelling on the boundary of a small lake. We were only minutes from where Sage and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully message. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be truthful about everything. We we finished salvia grabbed Sarah 's berm as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his animation and girlfriends. salvia was truthful as potential without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at sage and I realized my Sister Sarah had the Saami taste sensation in boys and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the threshold behind me. I could pack my eye off his wet body. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be ruffianly than I imagined. salvia removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly hard. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at Sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm lamentable"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go lecture to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the entrance hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my room or Sages because she needed to respect our privacy.


sage had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be W. C. Handy. He could pass on the room, lock it and skid into my room and no one could check. That foremost night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his doorway and whorl it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the room access and locked it. He put his elbow room key in my vanity. I was lying in bed bare. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpeting in my elbow room in the shadow. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't speak. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each other. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only affair that jot. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his script and strtoked it more. I imitated his every motion. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic shadow of our pleasure. I was about to come and game off just in time. Sage then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could postulate each other in our sass. We sucked gently as quiet little sounds of pleasance emanated from our mouths.
Sage then moved onto his back and I got on my arms and ramification and we continues you suck each former. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't trust it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to work up the nerve to render the favor. I did start to solve his egg and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going boost. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of lubricator. I rubbed some in my hired man then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The liaison was incredible. I got between his legs and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to move carefully and he moaned. I developed a cycle and we seemed synced. It lasted a little while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the trading floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the threshold. No one was arouse and sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outdoors looking at me in my underwear. They were Sages briefs. fancy than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our convention routine. He would enter my room and we would plight in erotic sex. I could not believe my fortune. The third night Sage got on his hand and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the brass to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and sage moaned.


The next morning my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' Jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' mother sleep visible radiation, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the smooth doors closing. The soft noise, the whispers. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have got known better than to let him in the house. I do n't want you to get sick. I do your wash. Do n't you reckon I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't sleep with what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made trusted I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your father recover out."


That Nox salvia entered my room and I wanted to try something dissimilar. We kissed each former with our mouthpiece wide open and tongues dancing on early. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the semen but still had the taste of him in my backtalk. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonshine and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste sensation honey '' and he let me snog him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his flavor in my spit and he seemed to savor it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the anatomical sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the warmly come leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't want to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the storey and he got on his deal and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the seminal fluid and inquire what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and Sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a secret dear ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sis. We had a deep bail and she would never give away me.


The side by side first light before leaving for school Sarah sat on the lounge and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in enchantment.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you think,"Sage asked


'' To be in honey, what 's it sort. I bet it 's tremendous ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in eff some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and adjoin her nerve.


sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this type of happiness concluding ?