This week's diligence movers and shaker is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy productions, one of the most successful production menage to fall along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in subatomic particle natural philosophy no less. You can see up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth unbalance in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any mother wit to any of your referee, I invite them to conjoin our"natural philosophy nerds"section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the companionship, I thought that having the title"Dr"would lend a certain lordliness to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the serious side of my personality from my sports fan, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a sealed section of my fan base who does get hold it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really expert and end the situation with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into grown entertainment in the first place ?

Kiki : In high school, I had a a great deal older lover ; he liked"barely legal"porn. He had a gravid collection of it, and I was peculiar. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production sign, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little whisker, makeup, and press, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my devotee had told me and I'd never believed. You know the story of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd suit a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in in high spirits schooling ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a popular female child in high school ; the dike bird would pick on me. well-nigh of it was probably resentment as I'd have a tendency to befuddle off the marking curve. ( In other words, my being smart, led to them having lower score, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's component part. )

Now, I had output companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had fan writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college spirit much more comfortable. I could afford a comme il faut car, and the soundly fitting, and small luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my life into erotica and not porno. In the not porn humankind, I was much like my old self, but now I had assurance. In the pornography world, I tried to make myself as desirable as potential. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the vale to germinate, then fly back for the week. My personality form of stock split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the porno, that I thought I could set my own production fellowship and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, JFK was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband 's master circles I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some productions, but not so many these days. I was doing so many product, I was worried about damaging my brand name, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the interrogation of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exclusion,"but my fan shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a mates of metre now, tell apart us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most intelligent individual I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't bury, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral student, so that 's saying something. If you want to find the eigen vector of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interesting solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his stiff point.

He has very simplistic earth horizon when it comes to cleaning woman,"sex soundly"probably just about sum total it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you're always getting the real Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a hebdomad before he could actually mouth to me in a sane fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of self-will or green-eyed monster when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."Sums him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on someone else 's gumshoe. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handgrip. about swain outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to designate him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat ho-hum really, so that pointed to the right stuff. Then, I arranged for a few of my Quaker in the industry to fuck him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a young man up with another performer, they treat it sort of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a deadlock, and they stayed the Nox. I was left alone and horny.

That did exhibit he's an right-down dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my friends, know. And the in force part is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be flat on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, to a greater extent sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in erotic love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite crystalize to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did receive opinion for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the simply time he 's ever been anything lupus erythematosus than totally filmy about his feel, he thought it was the way to stockpile on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more sleep with towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bring any of my friends with us for once. He did a skillful job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. President John F. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a round on. I kind of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these daylight, some of the severe edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for matt. I, as Jack Kennedy, am his schoolmistress, both in the cheating signified and the dominant sense. I suppose you could call it role period of play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about fourth dimension Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to gratify all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a slavish myself, which is probably why I can bask sex with men so much. I really enjoy it when flatness takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner bitch as Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the gunpoint. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding party ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more myself, and he basically begged me to ill-use him. To do affair I thought he only agreed to because I, as President John F. Kennedy, was taking my thwarting out on him. So I carried on as the rather hardhearted Kennedy for his welfare. It's probably very therapeutic to suffer individual you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my body of work home '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send former signaling that he wants you to do it, like buying me a face and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's Sir Thomas More muted on that point.

Like most talent in porno, I 'd really like to cause loving vanilla sex in my meter off, but mat has former interests. Like, the to a greater extent impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random skirmish between us just for his welfare. I must say, both of us liked the theme of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and bequeath without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so Matt can enjoy himself ; I send girls his way. He's my enigma arm, his reputation as a lover draws in performers who want to try him out. He gets plenitude of opportunity around here. When we were setting up the troupe, Jade made a joke that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the women. So we actually did officially have him that job, at to the lowest degree when he's around the production family. He has a full time job as a researcher, but does discover time to arrive down here to work part time. I think he'd do it good time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to waste. His first base job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whiplash, a strap on dildo, or a troika with a collar which goes around his ballock. He 'll protest that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a region of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that form of matter. He also bought me some slavery gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. verbalize about a depressant, I had to schooltime him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that work ?

Pretty much the Lapplander way it's worked for millions of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this percentage point. ] Sorry, a minuscule nerd humor. We left it to probability, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got fraught, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I 'm not for sure I 'm get material, but he liked the estimation. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the chance to do maternity and lactation porn product, a rather niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the just matter that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Saame person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a broad time nanny to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the dawn, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can shit my own dominion and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my level, and then my doctor's degree, I was working as a porn performing artist, that was paying my way. The two worlds I inhabited were so different, academe and porn, I had to keep them separate. I did n't recollect that being a college pupil, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my fans. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my sports fan find it aphrodisiacal, who knew ? On the early hand, in academe, being in porn would possess ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to work with men.

The plain I was in, particle physics, is very virile dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female. Being female and seen as available ( as a porn actress ) would own made it hard for a lot of men to refer to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both piazza, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious academic wonk in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may sleep with fucking slightly more than using my brain, but I would n't desire my brain to atrophy from deficiency of use.

The awesome matter is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Mark Clark Kent routine and took of my ice, and suddenly I was super porn actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Saami person, until I told them. None of my friends in the stage business suspected I was a maven, and I used that discussion technically, a star is classified as someone with 140 or greater IQ. The terminal time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And Matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any mental capacity in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a sociable life at college, I was working too firmly, both academically and on my back. That made it easier to keep the secret. I worked with Matt, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, for several calendar month before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to register him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to come up that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with benefits. But, no one else in the section guessed, or at to the lowest degree everyone expressed surprisal, in the stopping point few weeks when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical scholar, less frumpily, in the department, not like a porn ace, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those last few workweek, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performing artist, no one ever listened to the girl or valued their ruling. I wanted to create an atmosphere where everyone 's persuasion are heard and respected. Of track, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's judgement, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have special course of study for college students, they have to keep up a B norm to get on the program. The `` College Nerds '' series is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd hold to be a very special person to get on with only a B average these days. We also have the `` defenseless Notes '' series, we make serious instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most pop parentage. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you get your company, rather than continuing your academic vocation ?

It pays better. Seriously, the chance of even getting a postdoctoral berth are slim, less than 10 % of new doctors are likely to get a postdoc. Less than 1 % will get tenured. I could sustain gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few job where females are paid more than men, maybe ten multiplication as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life-time, I 've had a constant chorus of `` girls do n't do theme subjects. '' [ STEM means : `` Science engineering engine room Math. '' ] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after 15 years, I just got sick of it, particularly when the option was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been nada but supportive of me in physics, and Matt may be my openhanded cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my section had three women in it ; I was the just American language woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd have come out as a geek earlier, the rooter they 're so supportive. They might have got given me the motivation to dribble on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be hard. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be womanly. In the US, that 's just the kiss of demise. If you go to group discussion, you 'll see adult female scientists from say, Italia or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American woman all wearing apparel dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan website a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software evolution during my inquiry, setting up a website was easy. Again, there 's a certain set of rooter who find that very hot. I have single content there, and it's a way to keep in middleman with my buff. There 's a lively discussion assembly there and I 'll connect in some word, particularly in the `` physics dweeb '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can affect me with their minds, they might chance themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a good psyche very sexy .