*So I 'm drained, Yeah that sucks* My first actor's line as a dead somebody and they 're what I choose, What sort of lame idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sweet-smelling i 'm dead prison term to give birth some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one small niggle that did bother me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Saame question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would wish to experience but we will provide it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the side by side few Day that would bring us to this deliver day, well I know you will call me softheaded but I did the just matter that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to carry on with my pattern life, That of course included going to schooling, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead person to wait on school but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of clock time with Alice even though she had no clew I was there with her, I would take the air her home then hang around her apartment cashbox she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went plate and walked around the house I lived in with my mother and half sis, Always seemed so quiet when I would walk in the business firm, Probably because my mother and half sister were usually just sat in the livelihood way comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, Well that was pretty much all I did for the yesteryear few days which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My name is Alex and this is where the news report is about to get a little more occupy. This break of day, Well I as per normal just assume it 's morning began the same as the past few days since I have been dead, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my half sister walking out of her sleeping room all dressed for schoolhouse which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course of instruction I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would wait till my babe awoke and was cook for school before I would result the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school day and nothing would discontinue me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be tenacious I do n't have a go at it, time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however farseeing it took me I arrived on fourth dimension as per pattern, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a dissipation of time, So much easier when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the like place I had left her the nighttime before, Bed. I know my succeeding sentence will sound really creepy-crawly but I just love watching Alice nap she is just so cute, The way she sucks her pollex, Forget I said that I am pretty for sure she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be unimaginable for her to do it, well I stood there for I do n't know how farsighted before I heard the common shouting coming from the life way, It of track been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her bedroom just incase her nightwear was a piffling inappropriate, I do the same matter every morning to be honest, I walked through her door and went to sit on the aliveness way sofa until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the bathroom, She does it pretty lots every dawning, I waited for her to come out and then I got up and walked to the front end door only to let her succeed me a few instant later, I began walking with her towards schoolhouse when she veered away and headed towards the park, Of course I had to follow her, Ca n't get her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to overleap out the whole time part as we all know by now that I have no clue about prison term or days, wellspring we walked for a while until we came to the memorial park, Now do n't get me wrong I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the crawl, Well she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave accent she had stopped at, You know in the shortly subject of time I have been dead it never once occured to me that I might actually have a tomb, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the starting time to admit that seeing my gravestone, The post my body is buried for the foremost sentence is kind of weird, It 's like been bushed does n't really fall off in until you realise you are truly gone, fountainhead anyway back to Alice been here, So yea she was kneeling infront of my grave and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was form of paralytic with electrical shock I guess you could hollo it I think I might of missed Alice speaking, Did take in a few intelligence though

*I girl you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sorting of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sort of nice

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to schooling but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could convey her to school, shuffle for certain she is n't late..Nope I ca n't blame her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, Wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my tombstone, Her vocalism does n't vocalize right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the language out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint good, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me need to do the Saami

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just severalize her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't care it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can try me

*Alice you can hear me* Yes I know it 's a pudding head thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little scathe by that because you think she would know her best friends voice

*Who do you think it is* I know it sounds a little bastardly but I ca n't facilitate it, I mean it 's a little upsetting when the only person you care about former than family of grade does n't recognise your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can try me and she know 's who is talking, speculation I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another unusual choice of Son, I know I probably do n't have long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be glad to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty a great deal just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of chose some serious news 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is unhinged weird that I can hear you and I do n't sleep with if I am just imagining the whole affair or if this is just a wild dreaming and any second I will fire up up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you have a go at it that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her boldness, If only I could wipe them away

*I young woman you too, It 's sorting of lonely on this side of life, I mean I have nobody which to be honest is n't practically of a difference but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some sort of joke but it 's avowedly
wellspring she does n't seem to be saying much, guessing I said something wrong, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, Wait she has this unearthly smell on her cheek, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my shift you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me home you would still be here today* She said, For the inaugural time I actually do n't know how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't take over your apology as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an award for me to walk you home that day, Every moment I got to drop with you was a moment I chose to treasure* Okay a fiddling soppy but I seriously do mean every Logos, I loved every bit I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to follow her, till the end of the world if I so must.

okey I do n't seriously know how long it 's been but I lost her, I managed to earn it to the necropolis gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can reckon I did n't find her, I checked the school day, Library, Her home, The common and even came back to the burial ground but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to find her now .