A few workweek ago I received a alphabetic character regarding the removal of my maternal right field to Edvard Herbert Spencer and it is tearing me up inside. Me and Harvey had a monumental tilt over the subject and at the minute I am living back at my parents sign very reasonable away from Harvey to keep my distance because we are in a very bad piazza. so that 's what is what 's new

so I woke up 2days ago in the forenoon and I had some breakfast with my parents, as we was eating breakfast my ladies maid said to me `` Leon you have a sound song its Harvey '' I did n't really want to speak to Harvey so I told her `` tell him I 'm in the shower and I will address him back '' so my ladies maid did that and then my cellphone rang, it was a message from William Harvey saying `` liar ... man up and phone me back '' I excused my self from the tabular array and I went outside to my car and labor off.

I drove down to long beach and sat there for sometime and just thought how brainsick and messed up all of this stuff was. My cellular telephone began to yell and it was n't the first clip Harvey had tried to yell me from leaving my menage. I answered it and said `` Harvey, just ... just go away please '' so I hung up the headphone and my sentiment turned to tears I kept thinking I 'm 20 years old and I 'm dealing with this kind of material already. I drove over to Harvey 's apartment and I posted the picture of me, William Harvey and Edvard and I drove home.

when I got home William Harvey messaged me again and it said `` you spineless son of a bitch '' I messaged William Harvey back saying `` what am I meant to do Harvey face this head on ? when I know I 'm going to lose this fight I am not a stock relation its over, where over this was the tipping point Harvey I ca n't deal you wanted a child and now you have one kudos and I 'm surely your son will be very happy with you as a father '' Harvey messaged me back and it said `` see you in tribunal tomorrow I hope you do what 's correct I will never cease loving you ''

so yesterday it came to 11 am and I was sat in the court house waiting for the pillow slip to be called, when we went inside I stated my gens for the phonograph record and gave my opening statement `` I Leonardo Nicolas Mathew Spencer do here by give up my rights ( I started crying at this point ) to my son Edvard Herbert Spencer to be reclaimed by his birth female parent from this point thank you '' after that Harvey got up and said his office and my parental right was removed when I walked by Harvey to depart the court Harvey wo n't even attend at me I knew it before and I know it now me and Harvey was over I drove home and I opened the nursing bottle of jack Daniel 's and drunk that I also opened the vodka and drunk virtually of that with some soda before I passed out on the bed

sorry you guys I know its not the fairy story ending but I guess me and William Harvey was n't meant to be and it kills me inside knowing how often I love him and I know how often he loves me but we ca n't come back from this I 've sent Harvey back his involution ban and he has sent me back my wedding ban I 'm sure Harvey will make soul very felicitous one day but that somebody was n't meant to be me I understand that now and yes it hurt a lot but we both need to find the will to carry on Harvey if your indication this you was and still are so especial to me if you should ever need me I am just a phone call away I promised my self I was n't going to cry writing this but o well I am because you was the respectable time that has ever been in my life history apart from are son at the sentence

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so I still want to sleep with what you hombre are up to even opine me and Harvey are not together anymore if ever you guys desire some helper with anything all you have to do is ask and we will both be here to help support and guild you with anything you need help or advice with

in effect bye everyone and I have loved writing on this website promise you enjoyed my life and to all the haters on here fuck off and get a be intimate life you sad ass unsuccessful person I may not be able to write or use punctuation right but that can be changed your fucking sad ass low John Cash liveliness 's chamfer be grow the nooky up and dish out with your ego 's I mean really does it realize you feel in force to try and epically fail to make people find small because it did n't do work with me so im sure it has n't worked on other people unless you are closet gay aswell in wich pillowcase man the piece of ass up and get out the closet darlings join us in the light hahah fucking stupid ass net bullies think there all unvoiced and betray behind a key board o im hoping to run soon get a fresh start where do you guy think I should go spain Italia England Australia I do n't really manage as long as it is as fair away from la as I can possibly get anyway bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye love you all