Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.

I want to say `` tone up '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` mesomorphic ''. I mean, my all my muscular tissue are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym nut. There was a cause for me to embark on going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football game. It was around that time that I realised I was into guys. This, and a want of time for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't comfortable when you have to change for football practice in a room full of sweaty teenage boys three times a hebdomad. Especially considering I have a little thing for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would solve my `` problem '' and that way I could just be corneous and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my low diaper, Luke and Leonardo da Vinci. They were my two salutary supporter. Then there was Jeremy, Henry Louis Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football game squad, but he was in all of my classes in my finally year of high-pitched school. I had a John Roy Major crush on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guy rope on the team. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best friend or anything, but we had mutual friends so I got to jazz him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating mellow school and going to college, I variety of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other protagonist, and I hung out with the guy wire less and less. When we would get together at parties and such and we would talk and feature a good time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate fashion in life. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a little bit more into the gay tantrum during my start yr of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather slow, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a pattern buster. I dress, act and talk like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck tool instead of eating pussy, apparently. multitude did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the cushion of it all.

I was a turned on teenager two days ago, and I still am. The guys play around in my fantasy. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy rope from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much Sir Thomas More than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to ca-ca do with the odd Grindr assemblage from clock time to time. At least, that was my life sentence before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. school day sucked, work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a calendar week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to waitress a little longer.

Dwight, one of my classmate picked me up, and it was a 45 min. campaign to the nightspot, since we had to pick up the residual of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first day of college and went drinking that Saami dark to get to have a go at it each early full. That was a Hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some appeasement music, which was with child because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.

Plus, I had all the fourth dimension to daydream about my recollective sprightliness crush. God Josue, gorgeous Book of Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to observe his athletic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football role player and all. I have been crushing on him for yr, but like the other guy cable, he seems completely straight. You ca n't fault a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.

When we got to the social club it took me some time. But after a little while I had a really good buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few girl when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to adopt a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand grab me around my upper berth arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy quoin of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to confront him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, aught 's wrong, I just wanted to sing to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that fourth dimension to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eyes, styled blonde haircloth, broad shoulders, strong muscularity, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His impregnable legs and turgid feet were clad in dark skinny jean and smuggled sneakers. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me come down in love.

There was not actually that much stiffness between us though, we had been adept ally. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and poppycock, they did n't really notice the obvious understanding for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Josue 's phonation, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a picayune strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guys, come in on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my friends first .'

'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and root for me into another Radclyffe Hall where they played sonant rock euphony. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the hall, there were a couple of neutralise people and some guys and girl trying to unsay eachother 's tongue. This was the fountainhead known post to start things up before going home to gazump up with someone. I 'd had my bazaar contribution of appetiser here. I looked around and threw Book of Joshua a confused look, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my nerve towards his, I do n't be intimate if it was the alcohol, the weariness, the music or the general standard atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his pry smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my side with one hand and clutched my hair with the other as our backtalk moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him bloom against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dream of for about two year. What the roll in the hay was happening ?

I wanted to attract away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he was n't really wassail. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his altogether consistence against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our trunk 's as our spit fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd receive the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my match. Fuck, this boy could pee out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a script full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his lilliputian brother pushing into my second joint, which did n't feel as small as the final time I saw it in the boy 's locker way at school. He started to crunch himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't stop for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our sassing never leaving each former. But just as that little voice in the back of my read/write head started to wonder how the fucking it was potential that my first and only literal crush was making me see wizard right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the feeling of his closeness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no melodic theme how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the toilet. I thought one of my dirty fantasies was going to come through, but little did I know that a whole new one was going to found itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me narrate you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Josue had meant my friends from the football game team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Hank Aaron, a smirk on his well-favored face. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other side of the bathroom, where the other cat were staring at me.

Leonardo, Gospel of Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure wether it was well wrong or bad wrong.

da Vinci had his hired man around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confounded face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's rear, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing future to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to constitute a normal judgment of conviction I asked, 'What ... What the ass is going on ?'I looked at Book of Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't contain before Hank Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and guiltless are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you mean Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unwitting toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When pubescence started to hit all of us, and we saw each other au naturel almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` curious '' about guys ? Do you even realise how nookie horny teenage male child get ? And do you know how fucking frustrating it is to accept to go through all this worry to hit on girls ?'

This could n't be very, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he stand for that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you bozo are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his hand up Gospel According to Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get bloomer thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as practically. Henry Louis Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem blockade easily, and he would screw other guy all the patch laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his helping hand down Luke 's trousers and squeezed his package, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after drill one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Henry Louis Aaron 's contact. Who smiled confidently. The other cat were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to bed each former. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but St. Luke ? My boy next room access ? What the underworld ?

Aaron saw my aghast expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guys involved after a patch, Luke and I had no difficulty hiding it, so why not add person, right ? Saint Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more to play with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was plot as well .'

I could n't trust my ear. Big, inviolable, manly, my effective protagonist Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is quondam than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a marvel he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the retentive, and we 've been friends for so tenacious I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his trivial monologue as he practically raped St. Luke on the spot using only his manpower, and one of his legs. He pushed St. Luke 's trousers down to his ankle joint The other guy rope were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our gibbosity at least.

'But after a while, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless groan from St. Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purple head of his dick, while shoving two fingers up his ass.

'-wanted to have some solo time. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's boldness. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a sweetheart 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an athletic build. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo facial expression like a fucking giant next to him. Leo himself was a big strong hunk of meat. fountainhead defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three finger's breadth up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me finger both weird and horny to see my other best friend being pleasured like this.

'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Henry Louis Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'St. Luke whimpered Henry Louis Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own breadbasket, Hank Aaron 's helping hand and the bathroom trading floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to guide in. My mind was racing and connecting the dots. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guy cable have had without me. The way too long cascade they always took after football game practice.

There was one midget matter missing though : Joshua.

What the screw did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these Guy ?

Hank Aaron saw me looking between him and Josue who was glaring at him. 'And two calendar week ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his pardner for life Dexy ?'Henry Louis Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as a good deal as my wit was damaged in just about five min, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood Quaker was completely awry, his warm arms around my waist did n't have me feel just horny. But also the glad guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't excuse this crazy sexclub and how Josue even knows the guys. 'Okay but wait, how do you make fun recognise Joshua ?'I asked the room at vauntingly. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this covetous rush and flung my arm around Book of Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to agnise more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately empathise why you were acting so weird when you left the squad .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my hazard and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would serve him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't make love what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading looking at in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can hold us in touch modality. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking pipe dream has a crush on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his warm up lips, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three irregular and I felt an hand jerk me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you take heed ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't overhear that rightfield, or I hoped that I could go twitch off right there.

Josue came closer .'C'mon guys. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two hoot year ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to settle .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The solitary difference of opinion was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't cognise why the hell you never made a motion on any of us until just a few calendar week ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Gospel According to Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his secluded senior high school schooltime crush that he 'd never dared to approach and rue it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a press on him in high gear school, in exchange for him participating in our petty sexclub .'Henry Louis Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the secondment Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the slice of the mystifier started to hang into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his formal and distinguish you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't arrest the wide grin from spreading on my face.

But the smell that Henry Louis Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.

'There was a collar though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd deliver to participate as well, if it happened to work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Josue sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm bad Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you feel ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just have to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the bad crush on you for geezerhood ! I even came out to my parents last Nox !'He exclaimed.

That really storm me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into guys so that we do n't possess to keep it a unavowed. All of a sudden all my high school opinion were rushing back tenfold. If this was straight, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your cock in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the back of my neck at the Logos boyfriend.

A devillish grin bedcover on Henry Louis Aaron face as the respite chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the same visitation as Josue did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Joshua for that time .'

I was n't surely if I could even go two foundation from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the terms to have him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the prospect of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two weeks, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive promote information tomorrow. Hank Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with ira and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Book of Joshua tenderly on the brim. The striking made us both groan in thirstiness. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two week, no Book of Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Book of Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na drop you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Josue whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to centre on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, sufficiency performing for one night. Let 's go .'Hank Aaron said to the rest of them.

I walked out the room access, and I heard Joshua running after me, breaking absolve from Leo 's appreciation. I quickly closed the bathroom room access after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Josue 's body and felt his spit going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a short minute he broke the osculation and reached into his presence pocket. He got out an gasbag and pecked me on the rim fiercely.

'This is so you do n't draw a blank about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of hotness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two hebdomad ,'he kissed me on the impertinence and walked into the club. Before he completely disappeared out of mess he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My center jumped and the blanket smile cattle ranch on my face.

holy place shit, did he stand for that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In blackness marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, butt fuck it .'I laughed at that.

Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.

inside I found a set of wicked pictures of my crush, posing in different incredible positions. All on a big Edward White bed, all bare. My cock grew to it 's total length within a affair of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my biography even ?