This week's manufacture movers and shakers is Dr Kiki Jack Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy International Airport productions, one of the most successful production business firm to come up along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctor's degree, in mote physics no less. You can look up the precise title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth unbalance in plasm wakefields. And, if that made any good sense to any of your proofreader, I invite them to connect our"aperient nerds"department of the give-and-take forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the rubric"Dr"would loan a sure lordliness to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the sober side of my personality from my devotee, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain section of my fan base who does regain it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into full-grown entertainment in the commencement place ?

Kiki : In high shoal, I had a much elder lover ; he liked"barely legal"porn. He had a large collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production mansion, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a fiddling hair, constitution, and wardrobe, they worked wonders on me. That validated what my lover had told me and I'd never believed. You know the story of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in senior high school ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a democratic girlfriend in high school ; the dike bird would beak on me. Most of it was probably rancor as I'd have a tendency to throw off the grading curve. ( In former words, my being smart, led to them having lower score, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's part. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had sports fan writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, daily, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could afford a adequate car, and the good accommodation, and small luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my life into porn and not erotica. In the not pornography mankind, I was much like my old self, but now I had self-confidence. In the porno world, I tried to gain myself as desirable as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the Valley to fritter away, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the erotica, that I thought I could set my own production caller and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my hubby 's professional circles I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my lovers. I still act in some production, but not so many these Clarence Shepard Day Jr.. I was doing so many product, I was worried about damaging my sword, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your intimate predilection ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with exclusion,"but my rooter shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exception, I just like the sex. That should construct me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of times now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : Matt is my husband, he's the most thinking person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't leave, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral students, so that 's saying something. If you want to find the Manfred Eigen vectors of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interest root to the stress-energy tensor, he's a add up braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his firm point.

He has very simplistic creation prospect when it comes to cleaning woman,"sex good"probably just about sums it up. It makes him very easy to allot with, you know you're always getting the tangible matte, he just doesn't have any craft to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually talk to me in a fair fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my in force to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of self-control or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."essence him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on someone else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as JFK, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't grip. Most boyfriends outside the industry can't hold you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the mightily poppycock. Then, I arranged for a few of my supporter in the industriousness to bed him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performing artist, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did present he's an absolute dynamite buff, the undecomposed I, or any of my Quaker, know. And the scoop office is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be flat tire on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that unmindful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the exclusively clock time he 's ever been anything to a lesser extent than totally transparent about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` disappointed '' we did n't bring any of my friends with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does plow me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I sort of proposed to him as JFK, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would care Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these Clarence Day, some of the unvoiced edge of John Fitzgerald Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, am his mistress, both in the cheating sentience and the dominant sense. I suppose you could call it role bid, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about clip Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be capable to satisfy all his desires.

He's really angelical, and a slavish really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can savor sex with men so much. I really relish it when lustrelessness takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner cunt as Jack Kennedy for flatness, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the distributor point. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his wedding ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, raw, as my personal sex striver, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to make myself more than myself, and he basically begged me to ill-treat him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as John Fitzgerald Kennedy, was taking my foiling out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Jack Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very therapeutic to ingest soul you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my work home '' as he calls it. That 's the other time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a give and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't require something, he 's more than muted on that point.

Like nearly talent in porn, I 'd really like to give birth loving vanilla extract sex in my time off, but Matt has other interests. Like, the more neutral I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random coming upon between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and go forth without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous character either, which is handy so matt can savor himself ; I send girl his way. He's my underground weapon, his reputation as a lover draw poker in performers who want to try him out. He gets flock of chance around here. When we were setting up the company, hack made a prank that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the fair sex. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the output house. He has a full moon meter job as a investigator, but does recover time to come in down here to work part time. I think he'd do it wide prison term if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to waste. His start job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whiplash, a shoulder strap on dildo, or a trey with a collar which goes around his orb. He 'll dissent that using them is too ugly an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that form of thing. He also bought me some thrall gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't recall like that. tattle about a downer, I had to school him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that function ?

Pretty much the same way it's worked for zillion of age, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a footling nerd humor. We left it to luck, on our honeymoon. We had a calendar month of honeymoon when we were undivided, and we agreed if we got meaning, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I 'm not for sure I 'm mother material, but he liked the idea. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the result. That gave me the probability to do pregnancy and lactation porn productions, a rather niche market.

Once the child was born, I realized it was the best matter that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Same person without being a female parent. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nursemaid to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to kip in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can cook my own pattern and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctor's degree, I was working as a smut performing artist, that was paying my way. The two universe I inhabited were so different, academe and erotica, I had to keep them separate. I did n't think that being a college student, and then a doctorial student, was sexy for my fans. I may give been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the other script, in academia, being in erotica would deliver ruined my credibility, or at least made it very hard to form with men.

The orbit I was in, particle natural philosophy, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female. Being distaff and seen as available ( as a porn actress ) would have made it difficult for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious academic nerd in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the Sami time. I may sleep with fucking slightly more than using my brain, but I would n't want my brain to atrophy from lack of use.

The bewilder thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Kent routine and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same soul, until I told them. None of my champion in the job suspected I was a genius, and I used that intelligence technically, a genius is classified as someone with 140 or bully IQ. The concluding metre my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And matte 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this occupation you 're going to get screwed one way or the early, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be dowdy and unappealing, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a sociable liveliness at college, I was working too unvoiced, both academically and on my back. That made it promiscuous to continue the secret. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy International Airport, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the chalk to establish him I was Kiki as well. He was really storm to find that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with benefits. But, no one else in the section guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few week when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical scholar, LE frumpily, in the department, not like a smut wiz, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those concluding few week, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the fille or valued their opinion. I wanted to produce an standard pressure where everyone 's opinion are heard and respected. Of grade, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's opinions, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have extra computer program for college pupil, they have to keep up a B average to get on the political platform. The `` College nerd '' series is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd induce to be a very special person to get on with only a B average these solar day. We also have the `` bare banknote '' series, we make serious instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as potential. They 're some of our most democratic seam. I 'm not sure enough if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your ship's company, rather than continuing your donnish career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the probability of even getting a postdoc location are slim, less than 10 % of new MD are probably to get a postdoctoral. LE than 1 % will become tenured. I could stimulate gone into manufacture, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few business organization where female person are paid more than men, maybe ten clock time as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life, I 've had a unvarying chorus of `` missy do n't do shank national. '' [ stem means : `` Science applied science Engineering Math. '' ] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that girls do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got mad of it, particularly when the alternative was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been nada but supportive of me in physical science, and lustrelessness may be my braggart cheerleader, but he is a bit bias. Everyone else did n't think I belonged, my department had three womanhood in it ; I was the but American English woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd have got come out as a flake earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a career in erotica and academe would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the buss of Death. If you go to conference, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italy or Anatole France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American language women all dress dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan web site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software system growth during my enquiry, setting up a website was loose. Again, there 's a sealed set of lover who find that very hot. I have exclusive content there, and it's a way to observe in contact with my rooter. There 's a full of life discourse assembly there and I 'll join in some treatment, particularly in the `` cathartic nerds '' discussion section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might discover themselves being invited down here to view a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a good idea very sexy .