My spirit and former pleasance

I must admit. I've had a slap-up life. I'm 31 years old, I have agnatic twin, great parents and a husband that I love to death. I'm also a bestselling author of a Holy Writ on adolescent sexuality. The income that I receive from my book allows me to stay at home and raise my counterpart the way I want. My hubby is a successful heart specialist that provides for me and the twins very well.

Following the success of my first ledger, I decided to drop a line another. I was stumped for a subject, so I started to recall my belated teen years.

I was 17 and growing up in a little township. The weekends consisted of hanging out in an empty parking lot with friends or going to the lake until I met flatness. Matt was my age. He was about 5'11"and had curly brown hair. He had a shy disposition as did I, so we got along great. We talked about sex, but wanted to wait until everything was consummate. Having moved here from salt Lake urban center six months before, he was adjusting to biography in a small town pretty well. My just booster Jennifer warned me about him, but I didn't want to listen. Matt and his parents attended the local Mormon church building, so he had to be a valet de chambre, right ?

Jennifer was the smart one of the crowd. Also the prettiest, but she never used it to her advantage. We've been expert ally since 5th grade and could lecture to each other about anything. A twain of years before, she had confided in me that she had lost her virginity to one of the local farm boys that she had dated for a while, and that it was the easily thing that could sustain ever happened to her. We were both barely 15, and I was skeptical, so I decided to hold on to mine for a piece longer until the right guy came along.

dorsum to 1999 :

flatness, Jennifer, her latest boyfriend Phil and I were at the beach late one Saturday night slowly working on a 12 pack that Jennifer's boyfriend had brought."So, what do you have planned for your 18th birthday adjacent calendar month ?"Jennifer asked."What day is it Maddie ?"Matt said with a quizzical feeling on his face."September 17th and I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet."I replied."No dickhead, that's my birthday too ! ! !"flatness told us."We should do something together."“ We'll see."I told him and with that we went back to imbibition and wading in the warm summer water.

lusterlessness and I had a pretty pattern human relationship as teenager. So I thought. We hung out together whenever we could, go to the pic, made out to a compass point, but I never let him go too far. I let him bring with my tiny breasts under my bra, but when he reached below the waist, I would move his paw away and tell him not yet.

A few days before our birthday, Matt and I were sitting in the park tossing bread food waste to the duck's egg."lustrelessness"I said not looking at him,"Our birthday is in a dyad of 24-hour interval and I want to give you something really special."“ What's that Maddie ?"he asked looking at me. Still not looking at him I said,"I want you to be my first."“ First what"he asked playing dumb."I want to give you my virginity"I said feeling the blush that was rushing to my face."Maddie you are too cool down. I know I never told you this, but I'm a virgin too. I've gone to 3rd nucleotide and all, but I've never had real sex. You just want to park at the lake and do it ?"“ No I don't want car sex."I told him."I want some topographic point comfortable. I have an estimate, but I'm not sure if it will work out or not."“ I'll do you right here if it doesn't"lusterlessness replied with a very happy spirit on his expression."Shut up Matt"I said with a smile finally looking at him.

On September 17th, my parents woke me up to a special breakfast of my dearie foods, gave me my endowment that was a $ 500 savings bond that they bought the year I was born to assist pay for college. I hugged and kissed them both and then headed for school, ( so they thought ) I met Matt a dyad of blocks away and instructed him to drive to my Uncle Robs family. He isn't really my uncle but he and his ex-wife have been Quaker with my parents since before I was born.

When we arrived I knocked on the door and Uncle Rob answered with a beer in one deal and a cigarette in the other."Hi Maddie. What's up ?"He glared at matte. Uncle Rob didn't like Matt. Didn't confidence him. He invited us both in and we sat down."I need a huge favour Uncle Rob."Uncle Rob was a cool guy, but this request may give birth been pushing it a bit far."Me and Matt want to use one of your bedrooms."He knew what our reason was"Are you kidding me ? Your mom will find 15 different slipway of killing me."I told him that I was 18 now and could do what I wanted. He paused for a minute and then walked in to his bedroom. He came back out holding two leashes."I'm taking the dogs for a walk of life. I'll be back in exactly one hour. There are condoms in the dark outdoor stage. USE THEM !"“ Ok Uncle Rob"I told him sheepishly. He then walked out the back door, put the ternion on the dogs and went for a manner of walking.

lusterlessness and I went to the bedroom and undressed each early while we made out. Falling together on the bed we continued to kiss deeply as Matt caressed my modest breast and reached between my legs and clumsily tried to massage my clitoris through my thick bush. He rolled onto his back and reached into the nightstand and retrieved a condom. After pealing it open and pulling the lube condom out, I reached over and took it from him. I wanted to put it on him myself. His penis wasn't impressive. About five inches and lose weight but shake hard. It was nothing like the I that I'd seen online. I suspected that they were pic shopped and now I knew they were. I rolled the condom onto his phallus, beginning upside down then correctly, and pulled him on top of me. As he continued to grope and kiss me, his phallus found my waiting hole. I was quite wet and thought that his insight would feel fine. The point went in smooth, but when he tried to push in the shaft, my hymen resisted. He then pulled the capitulum out and gave me a punishing thrust. My hymen tore and the botheration was incredible. I just bit my lip, gripped his shoulders and endured it. He withdrew some and reinserted a couplet of time until he was fully inside me and it hurt like hell."Are you ok ?"he asked looking at the headboard more than my case. I just nodded and kept biting my lip. With that, he began pumping in and out of me slowly. After a few second I asked him to stop for a minute and he told me that he couldn't because it felt too good. After about another 30 secondment or so, while the pain where my Hymen ripped was still intense, the rest of my pelvic domain was starting to feel very good. It hurt so badly, but it felt so right at the same fourth dimension. I noticed that the pace of lustrelessness's stab was speeding up and I was feeling like I needed a release of the tensity I was feeling really soon. A few seconds later with a moan in my ear and one final hard drive, I could sense Matt's penis throbbing rapidly inside me as he filled the end of the prophylactic. He was breathing hard into my ear and went utter weight on me. Once he rolled off, I observed that there were bally streaks on the condom as well as a tip that seemed loaded with his young spermatozoan. I also observed that the clock on the nightstand said 8:47. When I put the rubber on him it was 8:45. Damn. Is this all I get to ask ? As he pulled the rubber off of his deflated phallus he told me that I was the smashing that he'd ever had so far."What ? ? ?"I exclaimed."I thought that you said that this was your first sentence ? ? ?"“ Sorry Maddie, I lied. You wouldn't have slept with me if I had told you the truth."“ YOU asshole"I yelled at him rolling off of the bed."I STILL power wealthy person YOU ASSHOLE ! ! !"I stormed out of the bedroom and into the privy slamming both doorway. On the toilet I wiped myself to see if the bleeding had stopped. There was just a minuscule rest stuff. I heard a doorway shut and figured that Uncle Rob had come home early. I was in the bath completely naked with a wad of sewer paper between my legs and scared to death. Peeking out the room access I seen that the bedroom room access was across-the-board open, and Uncle Rob had not returned yet. I rushed into the bedroom, put my clothes on and left the house on base. Matt bailed on me, so I went for a pass to the park to reflect. At about 1 pm, tiffin period was over so I went back to school.

Jennifer and I had the last three classes together. When I walked in to English people and sat down, she saw the grim look on my face. It hurt but it wasn't too bad. She sat following to me in every social class we had."How was it"Jennifer asked trying not to express joy."It hurt so bad,"I told her. I was still feeling the pain sensation as I sat."We'll talk after school."After school I met Jennifer again. Unlike me she had a car and was going to give me a ride rest home. lustrelessness never showed up back at school. I told her that it hurt so bad, but started to feel so good at the end. Jennifer told me not to gift up."It gets better."She assured me."I'll give you more than details later."I told her.

That Night I tried to call Matt but I kept getting sent to vocalization ring mail. I seen him from a distance at school, but he avoided me almost to the spot of running away from me. Two days later he finally called."Maddie I have to kick downstairs up with you. My parents think you're a bad influence."He tried to voice sincere, but I could pick up a hint of laughter in his voice. I pressed him for more info, but he just repeated the same argumentation. What a pussy. He dumped me after he broke my cherry just for fun ? I can't believe that he played me for that long and I bought it. One of these mean solar day I'll learn to listen to masses that I should trust more than a boy with a plan.
Friday rolled around and Jennifer and I were going about our usual routine at schoolhouse. Every time I saw Matt he always had a self-satisfied look on his aspect when he looked at me. On the way abode, Jennifer asked me to spend the night and I told her that I would have to let my parents know, but that it shouldn't be a problem. After dinner party I let mom and dad know about my plans and they were ok with it. They liked Jennifer and knew that she had always been a good friend to me. Dad asked me about lusterlessness and I fed him a melody that we had different stake and had decided to region ways as Friend. Dad told me that he was sorry but glad, because he wasn't surely about him. In retrospect I should make told him the truth and let mat select the ass kicking he deserved.

Jennifer didn't live far from me but mom insisted on driving me over. Mom is a bit paranoid and these years I understand why. I reached over, gave her a quick hug, grabbed my bag and walked up to the door. It was only eight o'clock and Jennifer answered the door. I said hi to her parents and we retreated to her bedchamber to watch TV and chat. At mid-night after he parents had gone to bed, Jennifer broke out a bottleful of gimcrack wine that she had asked her fellow to buy for her and a couple of cheap loving cup. After a couple of loving cup, we were both very relaxed and stripped down to switch to our pyjama. Neither of us was inhibited seeing each other naked having gone through puberty together but looking at her body did always make me a minuscule jealous. We were both 5'6"with dark-brown hair, but that's where it ended. She had perfect C cup breast while mine were an A cup that all but disappeared when I lay on my back. She had the very curvy fundament and articulatio coxae that men love while mine is a picayune flat."So, make me the details about how it was with Matt."Jennifer said."It was nothing like I expected."I told her."It hurt and was over real number quick. Oh yea, the pics of men you showed me online are bullshit. Men don't have penis'that big ! matte"s was short and skinny."“ He's the exception Maddie. There are a lot of guys that are gravid than that. Did he name you come at least ?"Jennifer asked."Go where"I asked confused."No Maddie. Did he form you have an coming ?"she said with a smile."No"I told her."it was starting to feel really, really honorable, but then he ejaculated and it was over."“ So he came but you didn't ?"Jennifer asked still grinning."I guess"I said. I confessed to her that I'd never had an orgasm. I'd been close before, but had never gone over the bound. I wasn't sure where the edge was, so I never pushed it. We were buzzed by the wine and Jennifer asked me a weird query."Would you like to get an orgasm now ?"“ How"I asked funny."I'll give you one Maddie"I looked at her and told her that I wasn't gay."It's not gay if your just experimenting."Jennifer explained."Will you stop if it starts to feel weird for me ?"I asked."Of course Maddie."“ What do we have to do ?"I said curiously."I'll do the work Maddie, you just have to relax."With that Jennifer started to run her deal through my tomentum and down my back caressing my skin through the fabric. Seeing that I seemed ok with it, she reached in front and unbutton my top. It felt really good so I didn't resist. She then ran her palms up my belly and too my titty. They were small but responded to her input quite well. Leaning in she started to snog and cream my teat and areoles. I was in heaven at this period. Being very relaxed, I laid down on the bed while Jennifer continued to pleasure my boob. Working her way down, she stroked and kissed my belly. Once down to my waist, Jennifer gripped my waistband and pulled my keister down. She didn't drag it off, just down to unwrap my Dubya. Having done that, she started to kiss around it and it had me so hot. Pulling my posterior off the residual of the way, she elevated my provide leg and started to kiss and lick her way down my calf and thigh until she reached my George Bush."Oh God that tactile property adept Jen"I said. Ignoring me, she buried her mouth in the os pubis sucking my outer sass while her manpower ran up and down my buttocks gently. Reaching over my leg, she spread the backtalk and started to work on my inside backtalk. Oh my God it felt so good. Running her lingua down the lip she circled my vulva slowly and even slid her clapper inside a bit. Seeing that I was quite wet, she slid in one and then two fingers slowly probing in and out why her spit still worked it's thaumaturgy on the brim. The feeling of pleasure and tension in my pelvis was incredible. I needed to relinquish it so bad ! As her fingers continued to poke into in and out of me, a niggling faster now, she ran her glossa up the interior of the lips and started to circle and flick my clit. A few irregular of this is all it took. My hips started to shake up uncontrollably and an vivid look of pleasure rocked my integral body starting between my pegleg and spreading throughout the rest of me quickly. I realize now that it was only a few second but I was in paradise for an timeless existence. So that's an orgasm I thought to myself. As I started to get down Jennifer slowly withdrew her digit and gave my mound one final lick right up the middle. I was still quivering as she gave me a quickly kiss on the forehead and then lay next to me. When I caught my breather I looked at Jennifer who was slowly circling one of my mammilla with her finger."Thank you, thank you, thank you."I told her."That was beyond fantastic."“ You're welcome, however, now do me."She said with a sly grin on her face."I wouldn't know what to do."I said feeling a bit concern."It's ok Maddie. I'll walk you through it."She sat up and unbuttoned her own top and pulled it off tossing it to the floor."first, kneel over me and softly buss my neck."I complied got on all fours and kissed her neck opening a few times."No Maddie, do it softly."I repeated it, this time with LE insistence."That's great."She moaned."Ok, keep doing that and lay at my side. No sweetie, not on top of me. More one-half on and half off. That's better."As I continued to softly buss her cervix, I reached up with my costless hand and groped one of her perfect breast. She told me to caress and not grab and I could understand why. Matt would grope my chest and it was uncomfortable with my diminutive ones. Jennifer's were quite gravid and even I could transfix more of them."Ok, now move down and osculate and solve my nipples the same way you did my neck."As I moved down, I continued to kiss her pectus down the midriff while my paw continued to caress her tit. Moving my mouth to the other one, I started to solve and suck it gently."Oh Maddie you're doing it great. Now move down and force my pj bottoms off."Slipping down I gripped her waistband and tugged with Jennifer raising her coxa to help. Seeing her President George W. Bush up close for the first clock time surprised me. Unlike mine that was full, hers was neatly trimmed and the hair over her vulva was shaved bare."Ok Maddie, now use two finger's breadth to spread my sassing and let your tongue do the rest."Following her education, I spread her mouth and started to lap like a dog. It tasted salty and had a slightly musky fragrance to it,"No Maddie, lick and flick my clitoris like I did for you."Following her instructions I located her clit and started to do as she asked. As I licked and sucked it she started to re-act the Lapp as I did. Her pelvis bucked up into my expression as she had her orgasm. I wasn't sure what was happening, so I just wiped my oral fissure and moved to lay with her."You did that great."Jennifer said pulling me close to her. She hugged me faithful and kissed me again."Let's have a shower."She suggested. While we were in the shower bath together she told me that I should trim my pubic bone."I wouldn't know how."I told her."I'll supporter you with it. Guys don't like a hairy mess."She said while rubbing a soapy parasite over my breasts. Once out of the rain shower, I laid back on the bed and Jennifer sat up between my legs with a pair of scissor grip. Jennifer trimmed my plenteous bush down to the spot that my scissure was visible but it wasn't completely barefaced. I thanked her and her welcome was to lick me to yet another nous blowing sexual climax. Moving back up to my side, I gave her a long deep French people candy kiss. We fell asleep next to each other a few minutes later.

In the morning we redressed and went downstairs. Her mother made us a fabulous breakfast. It was great. eggs, hash and cinnamon pledge that tasted so soundly. Jennifer's mom wanted to drive me place, but I insisted on walk. The walk was myopic and the air was cool outside. When I walked in the door, mom asked how my night went. I lied and told her that it was alright."We watched a couple of video recording and went to sleep."I told her. Going to my room I put on a CD sat up in bed and reflected. In the final stage two hebdomad I not only lost my virginity, but had what some would prognosticate a sapphic experience. Ok, maybe I might be bi-sexual because I still have a secure attraction to men, yet what I and Jennifer shared was great. Not sure yet.

2012 The present tense :

I'm still not sure about a subject for my next book, but thinking about my past has stirred up some fresh notion. I'll have to tell you to a greater extent later. I think I'm going to check on the twins, and surprise my husband in his study……..