The Things I Do For Love ...
GayChapter 1
My figure is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue devil eyed.
I want to say `` tone up '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addicts. There was a reasonableness for me to start going to the gym.
When I was 17, I stopped playing football game. It was around that clip that I realised I was into guy rope. This, and a lack of fourth dimension for it, led me to drop by the wayside playing and jump working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.
You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to change for football practice in a elbow room full of sweaty teenage boys three times a week. Especially considering I have a piddling thing for feet.
I thought that me quitting, would resolve my `` trouble '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.
Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, St. Luke and da Vinci. They were my two best acquaintance. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.
Now Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my cobbler's last twelvemonth of gamey school. I had a John R. Major crush on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the team. In form, we got along very well. We were n't best protagonist or anything, but we had reciprocal Quaker so I got to acknowledge him pretty well. But after quitting the football game team, joining the gym, graduating richly schooling and going to college, I kind of grew estranged of all of them. The cat from the team, as well as Josue. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guy cable less and less. When we would get together at parties and such and we would tattle and suffer a sound time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate style in life. I missed them. I missed Josue. I missed how promiscuous it all used to be.
However, thanks to the seperation I did get to get a trivial bit more into the gay scene during my maiden year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and bric-a-brac. My coming out was rather easy, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal dude. I dress, act and let the cat out of the bag like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to suck dick instead of eating snatch, apparently. citizenry did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the daze of it all.
I was a randy teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guys frolic around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy cable from my footballteam are only intimate, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to establish do with the odd Grindr hookup from prison term to time. At least, that was my life before yesterday.
Yesterday was a boring day. school sucked, body of work was even unfit and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up up after a hebdomad or so. But then I got a textbook, telling me that my bed had to wait a little longer.
Dwight, one of my classmate picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the nine, since we had to clean up the rest of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became champion on the showtime day of college and went drinking that Same night to get to bed each other better. That was a hell of a night.
Dwight turned up some calming music, which was bang-up because I had to get a piffling bit of rest period before we got there.
Plus, I had all the clip to daydream about my yearn life crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde pilus, sea-blue eyes and not too fatten out, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to name his athletic physique. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the former guys, he seems completely straight. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.
When we got to the golf club it took me some time. But after a piddling while I had a really good buzz going on.
I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to hold a pissing. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a inviolable handwriting grab me around my upper arm, pulling me through the gang into a less interfering recession of the elbow room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to look him, realising that it was none former than ...
'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.
'Hey Dexy, nothing 's wrong, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue heart. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that time to await him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eyes, styled light-haired pilus, broad berm, strong musculus, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong legs and declamatory feet were clad in dark skinny blue jean and smutty sneakers. Everything about his feel turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.
There was not actually that much awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guy wire by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and poppycock, they did n't really know the obvious reason for which I quit.
'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's spokesperson, which slapped me into the here and now.
'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.
He smiled at me, a slight strangely, as if there were some inside jest I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my promontory up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.
'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.
'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'
Joshua smiled wider.
'I 'm with the guy rope, come in on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.
'Wait, let me tell my protagonist first .'
'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Book of Joshua yelled over the audio of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another vestibule where they played soft careen music. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the Marguerite Radclyffe Hall, there were a twosome of wasted people and some cat and girls trying to eat up eachother 's tongues. This was the well known spot to start things up before going home to cop up with mortal. I 'd had my comely part of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused look, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.
I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't live if it was the intoxicant, the fatigue, the music or the oecumenical atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nose smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my look with one hand and clutched my hair with the other as our sass moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arm around his shank, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dream of for about two geezerhood. What the screw was happening ?
I wanted to force away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to rue anything later. But god, he felt so upright leaning his whole body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our body 's as our tongues fought wildly for ascendence. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my friction match. Fuck, this boy could pee out. My principal was spinning as I squeezed a bridge player wide of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't experience as lowly as the last meter I saw it in the boy 's locker room at school. He started to dig himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each former 's mouths.
We did n't stop for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our back talk never leaving each former. But just as that lilliputian voice in the rachis of my head started to wonder how the screw it was possible that my first and only genuine crushed leather was making me see mavin right now, he pulled away.
Immediately I missed the tone of his closeness. A trivial groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.
'You have no idea how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.
Before I could reply, Book of Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my pestiferous fancy was going to fare through, but little did I know that a whole new one was going to launch itself into my mind.
When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the curl clink shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me tell you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my friends from the football squad when he 'd said : `` the Guy ''. There digest Aaron, a smirk on his handsome brass. He winked at me and gestured his head to the early side of meat of the bathroom, where the other guys were staring at me.
Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.
Leonardo had his hand around Gary 's neck opening, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my jumble face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's backrest, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular shank and full-on kissed him on the mouth.
When I had finally regained my ability to form a formula prison term I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.
The former guys laughed at me loudly. They did n't stop before Aaron stepped in front end of me.
'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and innocuous are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you have in mind Aaron ?'
Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unwitting yearling or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each former naked almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` rummy '' about guys ? Do you even agnise how fucking horny teenage son get ? And do you know how fucking frustrating it is to have to go through all this trouble to hit on young lady ?'
This could n't be literal, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?
'You mean all of you hombre are ...'I almost whispered.
'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his mitt up Gospel According to Luke 's shirt to finger his bulky and chiseled stomach.
'When I was around 12, I already started to get boners thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as much. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't look embarrassed easily, and he would hump other guys all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.
'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his hand down Luke 's trouser and squeezed his package, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?
'I cornered him after practice one prison term, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's soupcon. Who smiled confidently. The other guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Saint Luke and I started to have sex each other. We 're boyfriends.
And that, I did n't require. Hank Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next doorway ? What the sin ?
Henry Louis Aaron saw my shocked expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guy wire involved after a piece, Gospel According to Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Luke and I both wanted Sir Thomas More fun, and more to play with. So we chose the grownup one here, Leo ! And he was biz as well .'
I could n't conceive my ears. Big, solid, manly, my in effect friend Leonardo was gay ?
Leonardo da Vinci is old than us, he 's 24 and Brobdingnagian. It was a wonder he was in our squad at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been champion for so prospicient I had never thought he 'd be into guys.
'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his small monologue as he practically raped St. Luke on the spot using only his hired hand, and one of his legs. He pushed Luke 's trouser down to his ankles The other guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our protuberance at least.
'But after a spell, Leo became kinda green-eyed when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, unblushing moan from Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purplish head of his dick, while shoving two fingers up his ass.
'-wanted to have some alone time. So we found him a swain too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was unforesightful than me. I stood at a steady 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had LE of an acrobatic build. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo look like a fucking giant future to him. Leo himself was a big firm hunk of centre. Well defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.
Hank Aaron was now jerking Gospel of Luke toilsome and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me sense both weird and horny to see my other in effect friend being pleasured like this.
'And the Saami goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.
'They joined our minuscule sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Gospel of Luke whimpered Hank Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's hand and the john floor. And it was a considerable amount.
This was a lot to take in. My judgement was racing and connecting the dots. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guy cable have had without me. The way too long showers they always took after football practice.
There was one diminutive matter missing though : Joshua.
What the fuck did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these hombre ?
Henry Louis Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two hebdomad ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And conjecture who he wanted to be his cooperator for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own deal clean of Luke 's cum.
Josue came up behind me, and as very much as my mentality was damaged in just about five minutes, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely incorrect, his warm weapon around my shank did n't make me feel just horny. But also the happiest guy alive as I turned around to osculate him. Still, it did n't explain this crazy sexclub and how Book of Joshua even knows the guys. 'Okay but wait, how do you guys have intercourse Book of Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.
'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this jealous rush and flung my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.
'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a lunatic, I started to earn more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so weird when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's shaft back in his trousers.
'So I took my hazard and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'
I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the shamed, pleading flavor in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.
'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.
'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking ambition has a jam on me ! I had to accord !'He exclaimed. His center were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.
I could only get lost in the feeling of his warm lip, carresing mine slowly.
We had n't been at it for three s and I felt an bridge player jerk me away from Book of Joshua
'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you heed ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'
I 'd hoped I did n't pick up that right, or I hoped that I could go jerk off proper there.
Joshua came closer .'C'mon guy rope. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two hoot years ! Just let us-'
'Nope ! We get to settle .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?
'Wow delay ! What ? What do you mean ?'
Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the Lapp as us. The solely difference was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hell you never made a move on any of us until just a few week ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in division. He 'd seen Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his secret high up school compaction that he 'd never dared to approach and repent it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in luxuriously school, in exchange for him participating in our trivial sexclub .'Aaron winked at Book of Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.
'Of course, the arcsecond Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the art object of the puzzle started to fall into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster up his musket ball and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't cease the wide grinning from spreading on my face.
But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.
'There was a collar though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd birth to enter as well, if it happened to bring out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'
I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'
Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'
'But what do you feel ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.
Joshua looked dire. 'It 's just for once. You just throw to do it one clock time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for geezerhood ! I even came out to my parents last dark !'He exclaimed.
That really surprised me, but in a soundly way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To let on that they 're into guy rope so that we do n't make to retain it a undercover. All of a sudden all my high school tactile sensation were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.
And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your pecker in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the back of my neck opening at the news boyfriend.
A devillish grin spread on Henry Louis Aaron face as the rest chuckled darkly.
'You compliments it were that easy, huh ? I 'm distressing Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial run as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two hebdomad, and no Josue for that prison term .'
I was n't sure if I could even go two foot from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the Price to stimulate him for myself. Then fuck it.
To be true, I could n't be more turned on by the panorama of being `` tried out '' by the others.
So I made a decision.
'Alright, I 'll do it. Two hebdomad, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.
'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive farther information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with anger and green-eyed monster, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.
I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lips. The contact made us both groan in hunger. A irregular later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.
'Ours for two hebdomad, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.
'I 'm gon na escape you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.
Book of Joshua whimpered in pleasance, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.
'Okay, enough playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the relief of them.
I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua running after me, breaking free from Leo 's clutches. I quickly closed the lav doorway after us. The sec I turned around I was completely covered by Book of Joshua 's body and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt end as he squeezed mine. After a shortly minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front pocket. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the mouth fiercely.
'This is so you do n't forget about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of horniness and desperation.
'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the nightclub. Before he completely disappeared out of visual sense he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My heart jumped and the wide of the mark grinning bed cover on my face.
sanctum shit, did he entail that ?
I blushed as I looked at the gasbag in my hands. In inkiness marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, posterior fuck it .'I laughed at that.
Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.
Inside I found a set of fiendish characterization of my crunch, posing in different unbelievable positions. All on a large white bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's good length within a subject of milliseconds.
What the shag is my life even ?