I 'm hoping I did a bit better job than my last attempt. I think my writing is `` bad '' at the start but gets better as it goes on. Let me prompt you this is on a earphone so machine correct is king and when I read it again to look for mistakes for some reason I ca n't see any. Do n't consume a cogent evidence reader to help me out with this problem. It will probably be awhile boulder clay I write the side by side percentage of I ever do so if you like it please be affected role and I 'm trying to up the quality of my penning but I 'll be the first to accept it 's not very `` good '' for virtually people. always receive helpful comments and please enjoy.





Ever since I shattered that Guy collar bone I 've been trying to get that same rush over and over again with no solution. Ive tried skydiving, bungee cord jump, rock climbing and a half dozen early things that are guess to have you a rush but they all seem to go down curt. It finally got to the point to where it was affecting my job.

'' John come in. John can you hear me ? DAMNIT toilet weft UP YOUR ass radio AND William Tell ME HOW often metre WE HAVE LEFT ! ! ! ! ''

Oh shtup, radio radio receiving set there it is. `` From the smell of things it 's game over Tom. '' prick SHIT SHIT SHIT ! ! ! GET YOUR HEAD ON heterosexual person FOR ass SAKE YOU CANT suffer IT AT WORK ! ! ! !

'' ok john you have never been this shit at reffing since you started doing this job so what the Scheol is the deal man ? ''

'' I dont know what it is because its not like im stressed or anything it just seems like my heads in a different place and i cant concentrate for some reason. ``

'' well get it together drive I dont want one of my effective ref going off the deep end on me all right. ``

'' ill take care of it and get my read/write head in the game by side by side week one way or another. ``

Just a simple nod was his reply and thats all that was needed. I soon found out when you know what you need and cant get it your job becomes really difficult. So by the time we had to clean up and get out of there i was starting to suit a slight unglued at that tip. The eminent point was that it took us so long by the time i got home it would be getting dark-skinned and time for a decent long walk.

It didnt happen the first few nights but finally I got `` lucky '' and once again get word the satisfying audio of a cry for help. I got there so quick it kinda surprised me a cracking spate. Luckily they didnt hear me so i was able to asses the billet properly.

What I saw was ( to my eyes ) was one of the ten wonders of the world, a Miracle, the messiah or God himself telling me the substance of life. I was finally getting what I craved and longed for. Pure, justified violence. She gets saved, I get my fix and my aliveness will hopefully get back to normal.

I quick glance told me all I needed to know. It was you average short end alley. drivel, drugs and everything in the centre `` nicely '' put on both sides. But thank the heavens there were two of them. The scruffy hoodie wearing `` mobster '' dunce type. The missy would have been cuter if she was n't terrified or had mud in random post. Not like it really mattered because what did subject is one had a gun the other a knife.

'' This is going be so much fun ! '' That one sentence was what truly told me that I was becoming rationally unhinged. I was n't going to go on a random slaying spree like others probably would though because that 's just stupid. `` I 'll reckon it out tomorrow. ``

What I failed to actualise until it was to late that I was already walking to them. When I finally realized it that heavenly thrill came back in replete force. One stair turned into two. Three turned into four. Four into a jog ! Five into a run ! And what happened next was the most beautiful visual sense I 've seen to escort. Blade in mitt I did n't simply slice the man with the guns throat. I put weight into the hit and dug in as far I could, watching as his blood sprayed out of his body bathed in the moonlight.

I wished the other man last would be just as beautiful as the get-go. But alas, I wanted to rip my blade from the guys throat so I could see what it would bet like and see if it was just as gorgeous as the initiative spray of his blood. The man with the knife was just going to receive to have an eye destroyed and his skull caved in. Maybe not as beautiful, but it got the job done.

'' Ha. Haha. Hahahahaha ! '' I could n't stop it if I wanted to. I just kept laughing as I walked to the first guy and ripped my vane from his throat. This was n't the kind of joke an insane person would do. No this jest conveyed perfect joy. And it kept going trough I got our of the alley. Thankfully I did n't crash like the first time. More like I walked nursing home with a outflow in my step.

'' Fun fun for everyone blood sprayed out with the man with the gun ! Fun fun ca n't you see a skull caved in done with barbarous glee. '' Singing passed the time till I got home and went to bed, refreshed and feeling like I could take on the humanity.

Naturally once I woke up and turned on the news show was talking about it like I just shot the Chief Executive. `` Oh well, as long as I 'm not caught I do n't really give a shit. Besides they totally deserved to die. But I should probably retrieve of some principle when I go do that. No rest for the wicked it seems. ''