I forgot to put incest as one of the theme, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um fiddling word of advice, this office of my uh tale ? I guess tale is the right way word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's on-key, not too black just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for days. At first-class honours degree the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognizant of my bleakness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide how aflutter I am, so I guess I was trying to hide out it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my spinal column, intuitive feeling with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making for certain I was wrapped from ft to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my bridge player, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to bring in indisputable I was real or something…

The disturbance of the running water had long stopped, I had to begin to question what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh powerful ! You should get it on she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the audio of the can room access opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for body of work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to opine a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John R. Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the Night before wasn't as crucial to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical tiddler response, I had expected the integral earth to stop and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that living lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most chafe face I could make. oculus squinted hard and back talk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her custody hit the position of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should acknowledge I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my optic ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual answer of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said zilch !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her fling ? Why did I have to be a kick. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest of drawers, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh piffling funny side note haha was actually hard shuffling with my ft over the cover ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a respectable mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you need to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this guinea pig. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight speak to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Book is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern flavour"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this activity very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may order, this day was just becoming a practice of thing I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the cover, crying quietly to myself, but my paw shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure as shooting what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the inhuman articulatio humeri after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our start metre, but my trouble wasn't this, it was the polar red cent it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire fourth dimension, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, stir up how a great deal I had enjoyed myself.

wellspring feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front doorway open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in dashing hopes that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well charter a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the rampart, heart closed and me just trying to slacken, trying to just give on the hot water running down my eubstance, I had it so hot my pelt was turning garden pink lol. Sadly, the legerdemain of a squeamish hot shower, did not work this prison term as I, well began once again playing back the events of last Night, though this sentence was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how awful she looked, and I found myself starting to become very flex on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my titty, rubbing my tummy with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought process of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would pronounce me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the vitality to fight the nautical mile in my tummy or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the cascade, slouching myself up against the turning point, just sitting there for not certainly how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the high temperature had became too a lot, or just sitting on the grueling shower bath story for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody wash on my hands and just gave myself a prompt cleansing, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie spirit, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the iciness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the cesspit. I wiped away as very much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she potential see me in me that was so gravid ? I examined myself from chief to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda gracious, I developed early, but…never really saw them as aim of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how lots my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a piffling dullard, trying to intend of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into disgrace *Sigh* and Shame quickly became ira. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the incrimination on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and choler and I just I didn't know where to rate it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast cashbox finally I just grabbed the hand goop pump, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my script up in throwing apparent motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to compensate it, and well it sounds mute but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get disorder when my brother broke clobber when he got angry and how annoy she gets even when we break overgorge on fortuity and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like chalk thingy my distinguished ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 goliath shot with a like huge slash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy oeuvre, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my genu and once again, crying but this time just wide-cut blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the bathroom, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK jersey, and a twain of knock panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my dearie pizza position ! Deep dish out sausage paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to retrieve of last Nox, so I decided to rent a motion picture on demand ( Iron man in grammatical case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of sword rocks ! Cuz I am tired of wonder wtfpwnig the comic book movie populace ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy special, the first-class honours degree one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya Edward Young Justice Department rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the threshold knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay aspect at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did need to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to world. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick face around. Becoming oddly skittish as if somehow he had physic abilities and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a k fourth dimension faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my intimate hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my school principal saying it's not like it's not formula to just own my pants laying around he has no idea your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to take a crap matter worse my dad picked up my dungaree, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my soundbox just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my sack and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just steady I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pant, and also keep your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full-of-the-moon gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to promise me to control up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to achieve my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to address to him that day.

I told him no to his query, but he was shady so he had begun to undulate through my pants pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to quieten down, which just made it so much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them deference, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should know my dad has never been rattling with the dramatic event situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya experience ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of instruction of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth add-in ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a part or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my backtalk haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to assure me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my principal got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at like time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the dependable freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will exit. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could intend was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you palpate bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah rant blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm to a lesser extent then positive as I just told him to please bar, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this guinea pig I truly don't think he did. Though it did not lay off him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been fuddle stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me oral communication - -. Honestly though the peculiar matter happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dense as that may voice, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty suspect guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great trough then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty formula we talked about how big of a jerking Ruben is ( I lied a trivial ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrifying sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good jest at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your back pack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the moving picture, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of music of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just rule stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal sentence with a parent. I think about half way through the final conflict aspect of smoothing iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of dear eternal sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to go down asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a conclusion to perfect as it could suffer been considering. But then…she came house. I was woken up by the threshold closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so flip that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck opening ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to go on him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his pectus, his olfactory property, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that father look, like I was good with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little try to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my mitt back onto the couch.

There was a agile conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just bechance to have a good understanding, but the reason she gave was, she was in a group meeting with a customer and had her telephone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his sass got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the room access, I think they talked for a mo or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my elbow room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my threshold. There wasn't even a mo of silence, the second she reached my doorway she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a workplace I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to find as if it was sinking down into my tum. I was expecting her to say open up the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her manner of walking away.

So I pretty very much laid there for just awhile, not sure how long wasn't even certain what time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my way, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My supporter Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally move over it a barb, she did buy me all 7 season after all lol…sorta square b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 installment was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friend that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few meter I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to issue forth meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to slumber. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many former things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes mother wit I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't for certain if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth in my room, I started to ingest an impulse to go talk to her, to just utter to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Quaker I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't opinion undecomposed which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting zilch Thomas More than to just shut down my optic and sopor. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply tedium, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to celebrate my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to work sure I was set for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting gnarl in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrong melodic theme ? Would she opine I wanted a repetition of death Nox ? And then as I was outside her threshold, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was plenty to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my boob were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little digit were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the point that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? think about me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulder joint were shaking and I literally no joke was so flighty also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the slight but agile belt on the door ( you know the tatty single you make that are shortsighted but flying and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a indorsement went by without a response lol, so I gave it another promptly whack. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 Second !"My mitt clutched open and closed when I heard her representative, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little agitate. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly benumbed as she was rubbing her centre, yawning a picayune. I remember looking at her and smiling a piffling, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not indisputable why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping heavily and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to bar being like such a freakin half-wit lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sense."Kim, want to arrive in ?"I just nodded a little and said indisputable. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so a lot when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my articulatio humeri, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 endorsement of just awkward quiet before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smiling and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to reply so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reaction to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very headache and asked me what was legal injury. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my spike popped a niggling, I said I was hunky-dory. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling fallible in the knees, I sat on the bound of the bed opposition of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA imbecile FAIL laugh just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pudden-head, I guess causing her to put her manus over her backtalk in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to turn back herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na cerebrate im a sum child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some wrath and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not laughable ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her middle untrusting. She just took a abstruse breath and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just blab okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to glower my forehead and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you in the first place how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her push, like it hits a heart. So I sorta holler expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open. But haha she let out a farsighted whistling black eye ? Not sure what to squall it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it calculate better ) I was just talking out of affright. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered trash hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dark"I said again. She, illuminate as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my slope against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mummy. *sigh*My mom I remember paw shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the trading floor with me, her hands again on my articulatio humeri, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is cipher wrong with you, I just, I am stupid OK ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she think it, but I just rock my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I reaction licking my dentition and biting my glossa, shaking my heading in disagreement public treasury finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken disc repeating those word of honor, until my own shame became too great and I covered my face with my hand, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my articulatio humeri furiously, telling me to please stop, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curve up in a testicle and became small, I felt pull and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my helping hand. I just kept on trough my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last Night to find, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the the true is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my hands away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each position. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was untimely, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her heart to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to find out, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in pity ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just need you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over calendar month now that she had fallen in love with the person I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the Holy Scripture a 100 different mode, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 Son simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any former words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my girl, or kim I am in dearest with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the face of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her sassing on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that intuitive feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lip on mine.

Sadly the tactile sensation did not abide as choler, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was tempestuous at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just break you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I depone to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. approve ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in erotic love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parting where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the division where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there cerebration, my mom patiently staying mute just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honorable I knew my answer to the question she hadn't technically asked, the secondment she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be substantial and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy interpreter I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a lilliputian chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her way and as we entered I lol figured better use this a slight to my reward and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an imbecile but her reaction still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will create up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just light open………I I just felt so stunned I was like"Mom..that isn't odd don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her coat of arms on my shoulders, her hands resting well run my promontory as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none good tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This buss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so skittish this metre but still was pot, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her backrest with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a little and put both my manpower on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it come to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't motility correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you the great unwashed who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my jersey ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na assist me submit my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I reckon she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my mamilla a quick soupcon *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a 2nd to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to make for em down, but she told me delay. Then she told me to"adopt them off dumb baby, please."So…remembering the Nox before I, leaned forward and bewilder my bum out, and began to skid them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha flight strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm just"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eye and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did future made me feel so dolt she, leaned down and take hold of my panty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her cheek and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the border of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her oral fissure. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Lapplander spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda knockout and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dense that I didn't even ramp I was just same"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell apart how I said it that she really was hurting my tone but she seemed to cause a knockout time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cunning my baby girl, only you would just get into attitude like that."I…ugh I felt like my font was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please break laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was corresponding awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a straightaway candy kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the endorsement the lyric left my oral fissure I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just notch embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just run on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me crimson *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my breadbasket and rubbed it over my venter playfully telling me to descend on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her mulct and I got up just to intercept her from doing the hand affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my belly, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my cheek flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my breadbasket and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi severe on my rachis. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was the likes of"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her pushing on my back it feels swell, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had Guy do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really proficient that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really secure, all entire probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick candy kiss on my vertebral column, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more transactions and I'll be smashing ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just sense relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetheart and kissed my dorsum again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my headway, I WAS IN Eden, honestly I never had anyone contribute me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my champion Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza pie. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a minuscule hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to seethe over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just loosen stoppage down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my branch ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the snake pit is this woman single, she is only 18 years one-time then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Hades somebody else didn't cunt her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more bet on rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor child girl, delight vacate your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head word but she playfully pushed my header back down and went"Come on, quit playing the shy posting hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her public lecture a certain way it's crazy to get word her lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my face and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly blank blank ( no offense don't want to get my centre and finish name ) move up your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not for certain if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % for sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my nerve and poppycock so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would experience been stupid to express off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my fanny in the air, my genu sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her handwriting on my shank, attend to me in raising my hind end in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, os frontale resting on them with my stifle up on the bed, my bum up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a consequence to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off precaution that I jumped a petty yelping"waiting wait hold on !"But she did not even slack down, she gliding her script up and down my impudence while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much More naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make up gumption but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a division of me truly displeased the location I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would lam my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not avail but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 min, I had my start orgasm of the night, but as my physical structure tightened and my judgment just exploded, my mom did not slack at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a fingerbreadth inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my female parent that was inside. I felt her digit wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my entire consistency just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to contain my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the face of me…keeping her center finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my backside. With her other script she glidded over my back, calling me a skillful girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the sharpness, I came again, and this sentence I could feel my body tighten up its grip on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to get something in me moving around so often I somehow wanted to enshroud my inside from it, but at the Saami time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her gratis hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third base fourth dimension, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost climb up by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loudly slurping randomness which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a lot my intellect could take aim as I nearly caused my backtalk to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major climax and many piffling ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her work force on my shank, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from one-half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smile, this grin like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My peg I kept all-embracing as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs match my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a trivial, but my oculus also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my puss again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clit as her heart finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My straits jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half egg laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my commencement o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and go along on forcing my soundbox to rebel. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so spiritualist all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far coming ever and she just wouldn't I even started to drive for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the wizard becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz stoppage mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping phone as I wiggled out of her sass uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't bump off her finger though…simply stopped leaving her fingerbreadth resting in me and letting her eubstance just loose on top of me.

My breathing was so profligate it was actually hurting a footling haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her rear and holding her in..I think appreciativeness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when individual makes you feel like that. My mom's chest were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond Holy Scripture.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her digit, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the night before where I got a great coming this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt similar just spent and on fervency. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom dandy job."And she just laughed like a ready laugh and then made a very lovely face, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more matter. And..her reaction brought crying to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and proceed in psyche I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her optic and she said"Kim I am blue about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a cover again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the enceinte grin on my font, thinking how jerky I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so tempestuous. My mom came back to bed with the cover, and two pillows, she helped my nous up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to drop away under the blanket and putting her arm around my tummy, kissing my boldness and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the dark, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would have a go at it feedback, this was very much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to commend a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I family relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel pudding head anger and contumely towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the bright or the wises individual out there, but I have learned this in my life-time time. passion is decrepit and fragile. Love conquers nothing. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for dearest and happiness, can you say the same ?