Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.

I want to say `` toned '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` brawny ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym junky. There was a ground for me to start going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into guys. This, and a deficiency of time for it, led me to quit playing and bulge working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 yr old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to transfer for football game exercise in a room wide of sweaty teenage boys three clock time a week. Especially considering I have a picayune matter for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would solve my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two comfortably friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Book of Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my close year of high schoolhouse. I had a John Roy Major press on him ever since I started to realise I was interest in the guys on the team. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best ally or anything, but we had reciprocal friends so I got to sleep with him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I variety of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found early Friend, and I hung out with the guy wire less and less. When we would fit at parties and such and we would talk and throw a skilful clock time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in lifespan. I missed them. I missed Josue. I missed how well-situated it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did take up to get a picayune bit more into the gay scene during my inaugural class of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and knickknackery. My coming out was rather well-fixed, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal gallant. I dress, act and talk like a full-strength guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to give suck dick instead of eating pussy, apparently. People did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a horny teenager two years ago, and I still am. The ridicule frolic around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy wire from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to clock time. At to the lowest degree, that was my spirit before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. shoal sucked, study was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and rouse up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a niggling yearner.

Dwight, one of my class fellow picked me up, and it was a 45 min. parkway to the gild, since we had to pluck up the residue of the mob on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the foremost day of college and went drinking that Lapplander nighttime to get to know each early in effect. That was a hell on earth of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming music, which was capital because I had to get a little bit of remainder before we got there.

Plus, I had all the clip to daydream about my long aliveness crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to name his athletic material body. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the other guys, he seems completely straight. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can woolgather all I want.

When we got to the club it took me some time. But after a little while I had a really practiced buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few young woman when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to involve a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand grab me around my pep pill arm, pulling me through the crew into a less busy recess of the room. When the guy loosened his clutches, I turned around to present him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, amazing Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, nothing 's damage, I just wanted to lecture to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a niggling catch-up chatting I took that time to seem him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at to the lowest degree. His blue eyes, styled light-haired hair, panoptic shoulders, potent brawniness, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His potent stage and orotund feet were clad in glowering boney jeans and black snitcher. Everything about his feel turned me on, and everything about his personality made me pass in love.

There was not actually that much awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at company and clobber, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious grounds for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's voice, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a piffling strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a little since Joshua was about an in taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guys, come on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my friends first .'

'No fourth dimension ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the phone of the music as he grabbed my arm again and get out me into another hall where they played soft rock music. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The euphony was softly buzzing through the Charles Francis Hall, there were a couple of emaciate citizenry and some guys and girls trying to swallow up eachother 's spit. This was the well known spot to initiate things up before going dwelling to addict up with someone. I 'd had my funfair plowshare of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused look, and that 's when I felt his mitt on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't bonk if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the general air alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his scent smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my face with one hand and clutched my hair with the other as our sassing moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd stargaze of for about two yr. What the fuck was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to check off if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his whole consistence against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our trunk 's as our natural language fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my compeer. piece of tail, this boy could make out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a hand broad of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his slight buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't feel as pocket-size as the survive metre I saw it in the boy 's locker elbow room at school. He started to grind himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each former 's mouths.

We did n't quit for what seemed like the whole eventide, we just stood there. Our brim never leaving each other. But just as that little interpreter in the back of my header started to wonder how the fucking it was possible that my first and only actual puppy love was making me see virtuoso right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the tactile sensation of his parsimony. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no idea how foresightful I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dirty fantasy was going to come through, but little did I know that a unhurt new one was going to launch itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the ringlet detent shut behind us, which caused me to face around at the threshold in panic. And let me distinguish you, I was no LE than surprised when I realised Josue had meant my champion from the football team when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his liberal nerve. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other side of the toilet, where the other guy were staring at me.

da Vinci, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was faulty. And I was n't sure wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.

da Vinci had his hand around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my befuddled face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Gospel of Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular shank and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to organise a rule sentence I asked, 'What ... What the nooky is going on ?'I looked at Book of Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't stop before Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so unfermented and innocent are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the shtup do you mean Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing bambino or something. 'Did you really think you were the only if one ? When pubescence started to hit all of us, and we saw each other nude almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` curious '' about guys ? Do you even agnize how fucking horny teenage boys get ? And do you know how fucking frustrating it is to deliver to go through all this problem to hit on girls ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the nookie was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you guys are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his cheek as he slid his hand up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get boners thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as very much. Hank Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem blockade easily, and he would do it former Guy all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected soul being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his hand down Luke 's trousers and squeezed his software, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after praxis one metre, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's cutaneous senses. Who smiled confidently. The other hombre were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to fuck each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the Inferno ?

Aaron saw my traumatise expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guys involved after a while, Luke and I had no problem hiding it, so why not add soul, right ? Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more to wager with. So we chose the bragging one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my spike. Big, secure, manly, my sound friend Leonardo was gay ?

da Vinci is older than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a wonder he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the prospicient, and we 've been Quaker for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Hank Aaron continued his slight monologue as he practically raped St. Luke on the spot using only his hands, and one of his leg. He pushed Luke 's trousers down to his articulatio talocruralis The former guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.

'But after a patch, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, unblushing groan from Luke 's back talk as he squeezed the now purpleness headspring of his dick, while shoving two finger up his ass.

'-wanted to own some alone meter. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a practiced fit. Gary was unretentive than me. I stood at a becalm 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an gymnastic bod. He was on the skinny side, which made Leo flavor like a fucking behemoth adjacent to him. Leo himself was a big warm hunk of meat. wellspring defined and punishing like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three digit up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my former best acquaintance being pleasured like this.

'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Henry Louis Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.

'They joined our footling sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own tummy, Hank Aaron 's hired man and the lav floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to consume in. My judgment was racing and connecting the dots. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too foresighted showers they always took after football practice.

There was one diminutive thing missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he induce to do with this ? How did he even know these guy rope ?

Henry Louis Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Henry Louis Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his pardner for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Gospel According to Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my genius was damaged in just about five hour, and everything I thought I knew about my puerility friends was completely improper, his warm arms around my waistline did n't take a leak me feel just horny. But also the happiest guy alive as I turned around to snog him. Still, it did n't explain this disturbed sexclub and how Joshua even knows the Guy. 'Okay but wait, how do you poke fun know Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Book of Joshua. I immediately got this jealous rush and cast aside my arm around Joshua 's waistline, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from schooling, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to pull in more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so eldritch when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Gospel According to Luke 's tool back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might care him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading look in Book of Joshua 's oculus, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm dreary Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in ghost. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking dreams has a infatuation on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His optic were pleading as he wrapped his subdivision around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his fond lips, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an hand jerky me away from Josue

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey poppycock .'



I 'd hoped I did n't enchant that right, or I hoped that I could go jerk off right there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon Guy. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two shucks years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Henry Louis Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The only if difference was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hell you never made a move on any of us until just a few hebdomad ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in course of study. He 'd seen Luke cull me up from grade, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his arcanum high gear school compaction that he 'd never dared to approach and rue it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to differentiate him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in high school day, in rally for him participating in our piddling sexclub .'Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course, the sec Joshie said he had a crushed leather on you, all the man of the teaser started to decrease into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his lump and enjoin you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't hold on the across-the-board grin from spreading on my face.

But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own brass now unnerved me a little.

'There was a snap though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to enter as well, if it happened to play out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Josue, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a probability to get me ?'

Book of Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm grim Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you find ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Book of Joshua looked heroic. 'It 's just for once. You just feature to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents in conclusion night !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a safe way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into hombre so that we do n't own to keep back it a secret. All of a sudden all my high school flavor were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Henry Louis Aaron 'So how is this going to work ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the back of my neck at the Holy Writ boyfriend.

A devillish grin spread on Aarons face as the sleep chuckled darkly.

'You compliments it were that easy, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more elaborate than that. You 're going to be doing the same tryout as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two calendar week, and no Book of Joshua for that time .'

I was n't sure as shooting if I could even go two feet from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the cost to have him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the scene of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two week, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll welcome further information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. St. Luke looked at me with anger and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him await at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lips. The contact made us both groan in thirstiness. A irregular later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two weeks, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's package out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na miss you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his optic locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the touch sensation Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, enough playing for one Night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the residuum of them.

I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua running after me, breaking free from Leo 's grasp. I quickly closed the lav door after us. The minute I turned around I was completely covered by Book of Joshua 's torso and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his bottom as he squeezed mine. After a short-circuit minute he broke the kiss and reached into his battlefront pocket. He got out an gasbag and pecked me on the back talk fiercely.

'This is so you do n't forget about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of horniness and despair.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the impudence and walked into the golf-club. Before he completely disappeared out of lot he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My warmness jumped and the all-inclusive smile feast on my face.

holy place shit, did he mean that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheat, rear fuck it .'I laughed at that.

Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.

interior I found a set of unholy pictures of my crush, posing in dissimilar incredible place. All on a large White bed, all naked. My rooster grew to it 's full length within a affair of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my life even ?