What is sex ? Basically, I mean, masses do try a lot of version by using different positions, using different holes for pleasure and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the dick in a vagina causing excitement, delight and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the Lapp matter again and again with the Saami individual. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a substitute for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and atonement I got when I had sex for the first base time. Oh ! The first-class honours degree fourth dimension, I'll never forget the tactual sensation of having sex the showtime time.

It happened 5 month ago during summer vacations. My unseasoned brother who is still in school had his holidays. My parents had planned a trip-up for a hebdomad in the settlement, a remote place with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to see this clock time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holiday simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very agitate to last out home plate, alone for a week. I'll call my acquaintance over ; well have late night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to leave, I was lost in my intellection, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the threshold was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favor on us."Said my mother, as she approached the room access from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the prison term we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my voice. Just to clear things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No topic how old you get, you will still be my trivial girl."My Church Father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in house voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was international watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my architectural plan getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the eld he got obsessed on silly childish things like superhero comics, animated movies and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these hobbies gave him a bit of repulsive personality. No wonder he was still exclusive even after crossing 30. I had this fixed legal opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among early delicacies. I could secern with just the majuscule smell what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really effective at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his solid food for the low clock time. With the first chomp, I realized how near he was at cookery."Tasty food bro."was the sole words from my oral fissure and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter poulet. This sweetheart usually has a mild taste but Raj had done some magnetic declination to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the gustation of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the understanding for his weird demeanour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking H2O I spilled a slight on my T-shirt to further add on to that, it was night metre so I didn't wear any bra. The melt off white fabric of the T-shirt, which was almost pellucid after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"motherfucker ! How didn't I realize this early, I was too a great deal focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the medal hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't public lecture or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few clash got weirder. I have lowly but my own room where I can throw my privateness. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear slack wearing apparel shirt-pant. Next morning, Raj came in my room to arouse me up. He had in his manus, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"viewing up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going belated today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my cogitation mesa. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a face before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were unwrap giving a snitch of my breasts. My right nipple was clearly visible and he saw it. His locution were the proof of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be measured when early people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his common cookery show while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the cascade when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the john doorway was slightly spread, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."affair were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to follow TV. Same old cookery appearance was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a couple of minute of quiet,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long clip now. I have seen you grow up since the prison term you were a little girl. Now you are a cleaning lady. You must be cognizant of certain urge that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to remedy those urge properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be damage or immoral in the bon ton. But one needs to have got sex at the right field age for a healthy mind development. My question to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and narrate me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His ice were off and had a life-threatening look on his nerve. I never saw his heart like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very tenacious time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right soul. Raj, is my full cousin. He is the only if guy I have spent most of my puerility with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a comrade either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a dissimilar connecter between us. The association where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the scholarly person who learned new thing from him. Maybe, sex is just another deterrent example I need to learn from him. That's why he is the nonsuch cooperator to lose my virginity."These idea constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my admirer. Actually I didn't talking at all. Having sex for the 1st prison term was a big step, a big determination to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't postponement for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At place, I opened the doorway with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me raw just a towel around his shank. Probably he just came out of bathroom. I had a good spirit at him with the verbal expression of being shock absorber. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped mesomorphic eubstance but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of frame. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my manifestation he tried to get me settle down with a smiled."I didn't expect you to occur so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecturing to amount abode early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the augury. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep breathing spell, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you desire me to peel ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten bit later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to take place. I was wearing the pink shorts and a gibe shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to fall apart when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is unlike."Will he make me do that kinky hooey done it porn ?"was the intellection that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my mind whether to match to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to bar him ? My opinion were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this juncture I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the short. His oculus were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every 2nd. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving step by step instructions. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the elbow room and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to steer me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild hunting watch, keeping his middle fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my heart left-right up-down, tried to rivet anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no other alternative but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could palpate his breathing space on my face. My centre was beating faster and fourth dimension felt like it slowed down. I was literally in wickedness until I had the sensation of tactual sensation on my brim. My first kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their first kiss at a very young age. The first one was just a slight touch modality after which he took a fault and followed with very much More intense and farseeing kiss pulling me close. A buss, the way I would describe it is like eating a mango. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many times you eat it. He then gently unlaced my shirt and took off my bra, so fluent that I didn't smell anything. But then again I was lost in the charming kiss.

Then with his pass on hand grabbed on to my decently knocker. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them severe. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouth on my left nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit fierce man-hands but the way he handled my breast, I understood that he appreciated my breast which were of size bighearted than mean girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the consequence. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his hand in my trunks fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole body. My slit was getting more wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a substantial dick for the world-class time was a mountain to commemorate. I have seen in television but seeing it in world is a unlike feeling. His penis was of average size of it not as big as I have seen in the porno motion-picture show, but that didn't affair. He had shaved the chthonic area as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would tally to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his dick in my kitty-cat slowly, knowing it was my outset time. It was a unlike feeling to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfy with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The decelerate built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in delight made me pop moaning. After a couple of bit he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in dissimilar side, ‘ bow-wow style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's adept to look each other while having sex the first base time.

"But then why did you stop ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itchiness, slim infliction so he stopped to lend oneself lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so much aroused at that minute that I knew I wasn't going to last foresighted. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this metre. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that consequence I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of climax I screamed at the top of my vocalisation. Thankfully no one was there in the next way and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the residuum. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his pecker out and stroked it with hand till he cum on my belly.

For that here and now I was really live up to. Sex made me block any early way out that were bothering me those daytime. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot beneficial since then with every experience. Still, the first time I had sex was the salutary I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a curl on the door of a room. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the way is wide of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to pick up some really important things in living .