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ABOUT tiddler BEING RAPED
THEN STOP meter reading NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER time PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST closure ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO make IT yearner SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE PURPOSES
THE NAMES OF PEOPLE TOWNS
AND STATE HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY Word of God IS A MEMORY MORE
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY tyke RAPE. THIS IS MY tarradiddle,
AND I CHOOSE TO parcel WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY STORY




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, sweet, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this Earth ;
that is until He showed me. my epithet is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was international playing in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a distich of hour.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this biz was for big kids and he didnt think i could manage it.
of course being vernal and niave i took the bait.
Sialar, was my cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt recognise his take age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said okeh and took a hold of my hand.
we lived in the area, full of woods and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th Grant Wood, which i knew i was not aloud to be in.
i tried telling him i was forbidden, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into worry with him there
. i rember looking back at the house saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost survey of my house and we continued
to walk until we came to some thick brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the primer. dont make
a strait and do as i say.
i nodded yes and set down.
i asked him what game we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mum and im the daddy andd we are going to be intimate each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do remember trying to
stop him from taking my clothes off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright combine me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may look weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not fix a naise and DO NOT screeching.

okay ?

he felt his penis slide up and down my leg and giggled,
that feeling weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his member up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this head and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to play this biz anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to cry. but his hired hand was over my mouth
'' shuit up you little bitch ! ``

i tried to fight and to struggle but all
it seemed to do was help him.
when that didnt help me i tried to bite.
scratch and pincer, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air provision and
i must have past out after that..

then following thing i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean house me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my Virgin blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED here TODAY I WILL killing
YOU, YOUR Sister, YOUR pal, eve
YOUR mother. UNDERSTAND ? ``


with rent in my eye i nodded yes, i tried
to sprain and leave but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I CALL FOR YOU,
NO issue WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE Lapp
THING WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
CLEAR ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the years of lying started

and always the fear of when he would holler for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO agency THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY percentage 1,
I NEED TO contract SOME fourth dimension TO GET MY
SELF BACK TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. the likes of I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY narration. NOT COPY WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS offence THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT TIME )

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