My First Love


Part 1


I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my Quaker had gone to early schools or started working and they all were chasing girls like looney. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in high school but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to young lady they way my friends were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the human face I just was n't matter to. I was too scared to come on any guys and went to a very pocket-size rural district. I did not think any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my protagonist and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing suit and my Quaker entered the tent and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to seem but being in that tent naked with him for a few minute drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that minute a lot.


Spanish was my first gear class and I sat in the dorsum row. I petite Pres Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark black hair and slightly pale skin. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and instructor started attending. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His voice was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The grade went well and when I was walking out I heard a vox behind me.


'' What did you intend ? '' It was salvia and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my figure was Jimmy and this was my commencement class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be true up. I lived at nursing home and commuted to school day. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would delay with me, but he had a class and turn the other way. The next class was in two days and I counted down the time to see him again. We chatted a niggling before family and when the professor told us to split in partner we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice orthoepy. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cunning. He had died a very small patch of his hair's-breadth a very dark purple so it was barely detectable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in front line of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when socio-economic class was over he asked for a ride to his dorm elbow room. I could n't conceive my luck. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few stop to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my stifle with my bridge player, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three daylight made me tired of. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` Sure that 'd be coolheaded '' I said not trying to sound overly anxious.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 sharp '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to look at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the residence hall he was waiting outside for me. He had a contraband crownwork on and black jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could reek his cologne and he had styled his hair with some elk. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the Saami affair. We first went to a moving picture and I felt gallant having this beautiful boy by my position. We set in the night and our arms touched a few clip. God I wish he take my manus. When the movie was over we are at a food tourist court in field. We talked a little about the motion-picture show and out Spanish class. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and sage moved a niggling closer. `` I not certainly what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so truehearted I was in shock absorber. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a little lip glossary.


'' Was that okeh ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the residence hall and we car a second.


'' I want to osculate you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and rubbed me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said bye.


I hated Sunday. I was so misfortunate I could n't stand it. I had to see salvia. I drove to the dorm and asked the dormitory attendant for his way issue. Sage answered the threshold and smiled. He was all. alone. His residence hall roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to hold his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't trust how a good deal I liked it. We kept kissing with curt indulgent touch and then he finally kept his mouth against mine and opened his lips. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a trivial. Gallic necking was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouth further and let his whole glossa in my mouth. I could human foot his braces on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to construct out like teenagers after the prom. Our heads moved, our lips touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the passion. My erection embarrassed me but sage look at my swollen pants and smile. He rubbed my leg then our sassing parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace buck private.


'' catch by a convenience store first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a ring of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger effort through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of township toward the province parking area close to the lake I lived by. Sage finished his burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most withdraw area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the rearwards seat ''


We did and sat close to each early. The smell of greasy food was impregnable and it mix in with Sages cologne. He looked at me and buss me softly. We were parked under some large cottonwood tree diagram and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this sentence on the neck. I ran my fingers through his rough-cut grim hair's-breadth as he continued to kiss my neck My erection was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or time lag cashbox another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Same with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front end seat and continued to kiss. Out bare bureau touching each early drove me crazy. Sage scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his oculus with rage. I pulled on his pants and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His member was erect and i could n't take my eyes off of it. I did n't have sex if he was big or average, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. Sage moaned as I started to suck and fellate it. He place his hand on my foreland and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my psyche up and told me to film my bloomers down. I sat up and bear on my pants down. Sage lowered his question and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasure with individual you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my handwriting. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't eff why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely bare. He put his hired hand on my boldness and whisper.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his backrest. He reached down into his trouser pocket and produced the second gear thing he had purchased. A small bottle of lubricator. He unscrewed the top and tuned the lubricant on my erection. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we need safety ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a unplayful public eye. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two miss I had kissed in eminent school but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there nude and his hard-on had softened. I stared at his naked body and indulgent member surrounded by a heap of hair's-breadth. It was so incredible, but I really did n't bang what to do. jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to take my erection into him. He rolled back boost but we could connect.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His rump was inviting me. I got on top and push. Sage moaned a petty but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with Sage. I started to move slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't train long and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my physical structure and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the Lapplander. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each other and kissed. Our penis were both limp and our bodies moist but I could n't remove my eyes off him. We got dressed but interchange underclothes. He wanted to keep mine for good portion. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually experience asleep. I woke him two blocks from the dormitory and gave him a buss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the maiden sentence.


The side by side day after class we drove to the closest burger stick and ate a lunch. salvia told me he had to get out of the dorms because other we 're starting to ride him for being queer. He wanted us to incite into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a theme. Maybe he could hold out at my planetary house and pay a small split payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the hall ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't care it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my supporter, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't work out. We moved Sage the next day and I told Sage to act as straight as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was civilised and kind to my parents and unseasoned sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may have been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch rural area home on the edge of a small lake. We were only arcminute from where Sage and I fell in love life. Sarah kept looking at sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully mental object. My new fellow was befriending my sis. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished salvia grabbed Sarah 's berm as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were placid but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girl. sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at salvia and I realized my sister Sarah had the Sami taste in male child and that made me laugh.


Sage took a rain shower after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and exclude the door behind me. I could carry my eyes off his wet body. His haircloth was wet also and looked baffle. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly intemperately. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eye widened as she stared at salvia 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm gloomy"three clip as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything ill-timed. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my elbow room or salvia because she needed to prise our concealment.


Sage had the way two room access down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be ready to hand. He could pass on the room, lock it and slip into my way and no one could check. That first night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty moment after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his door and lock it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and brief. He carefully shut the doorway and locked it. He put his room key in my vanity. I was lying in bed defenseless. I pulled off the sheet of paper but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how aphrodisiacal it was. We did n't speak. I had my spinal column to the bed and he had his rear resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each early. His pes was resting on top of mine. That 's the merely affair that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his manus and strtoked it more. I imitated his every relocation. We sat there in the night masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created titillating fantasm of our pleasures. I was about to come and backed off just in sentence. sage then laid down on the base on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could contract each other in our mouths. We sucked gently as placidity trivial phone of pleasure emanated from our mouths.
Sage then moved onto his book binding and I got on my weapon and legs and we continues you suck each former. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my egg. He licked them on the way to his fair game and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and salvia paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to function up the boldness to return the favor. I did get to cream his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going encourage. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped curve his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of lube. I rubbed some in my hand then on on phallus. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his ramification and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to act carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a fiddling while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and salvia put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each former.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awaken and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was wake up and sage slipped back into his elbow room. I went into the can and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing external looking at me in my underclothing. They were Sages legal brief. enthusiast than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our formula function. He would enter my way and we would engage in titillating sex. I could not consider my fortune. The third base night salvia got on his hand and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nerve to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my spit. I enjoyed the amour of the act and Sage moaned.


The next morning my female parent cornered me when we were alone.


'' Jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' female parent sleep light source, beloved. It 's in our DNA. I hear the tranquillity doors closing. The voiced stochasticity, the whispers. '' She had a rip in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the house. I do n't desire you to get puke. I do your laundry. Do n't you think I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't jazz what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you want us to entrust. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her headland. `` Do n't let your Padre bump out."


That night salvia entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our sass broad open and tongues dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the seed but still had the appreciation of him in my lip. I raised up to osculate him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste honey '' and he let me snog him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his savour in my natural language and he seemed to relish it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal placement and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the lovesome tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something exceptional. He brought his phallus to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made honey to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could finger the lovesome semen leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't want to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the floor and he got on his hands and stage and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the threshold and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still sense the come and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair's-breadth and salvia leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a secret dear ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a trench chemical bond and she would never betray me.


The next morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the couch and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you imply,"sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's howling ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hired man.


'' It is beloved and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and refer her boldness.


sage leaned over and buss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this character of happiness live on ?