`` Jacob, my Jacob. '' I said his name over and over in my brain. I missed him so much. He was gone, on a hunting tripper with leah and seth. He would be back tomorrow but i still didnt know how i would make it through tonight. I lay in my bed, going over computer memory, the first sentence he 'd held me and the expression in his eyes as if he was staring at the sun, the moonshine, the asterisk and the Earth all in one. Yeah, he loved me, very much so, but sometimes, alone like this where my father couldnt hear my sentiment, i liked to think that he didnt just sleep with me because of the imprint. He had grown love me in his own choosing, andwould have anyways. But i knew i was completely and utterly ill-timed. If it wasnt for the imprint, he would still hate me right now, he mot likely would'dve killed me ! What a terribke thing to suppose of the man you would one day marry. That he could 've been your murderer ! Because before i was born, he 'd been in love with my female parent, bella swan, and he 'd made his play for her. Of course, she 'd chosen my forefather, they 'd baffle espouse, and a short time later produced me. You see, my beginner, edward, was a vampire, and my mother had been a human. So i was a one-half vampire, solid than my mother, and i had almost killed her during her pregnancy a.d nativity. The only matter that saved her was vampire malice. She was now a lamia, as she had been simce the day i was born. Francois Jacob had hated me, because he was a lycanthrope, and she was a man, but when i came along, i nearly killed her, so the only choice was a vamjpire transformation. lamia 's ( my family ) and Werewolves ( Jacob 's Family ) Were enemies, so he was extremely pissed that the girl he loved was now a lamia. He was mostly pissed at me, because it had been my defect. Yes, physically, it had, but mentally, it hadnt been anyone 's mistake. I had chosen to be a sperm in my dad 's pecker, i hadnt chosen to be the one sperm to rap up my mother. I hadnt chosen to almost pour down her. But he had hated me anyway. Until he imprinted. And thats when he began to love me. I often questioned if he really did love me. Because how do you get from hate, drag of few occult strand, and then, bada bing, dear. It just wasnt true love. I must give birth fallen asleep at some full point because when i awoke it was morning, and jacob was beside me. He felt me stir, and turned around. `` babe, your awake. '' He kissed me full moon on the mouth. I felt a flicker at that moment. I loved him. I wanted him. He was mine. I had been wanting to hold sex with Francois Jacob since i was twelve. I was 17, andi was finally going to get my indirect request. I crawled on top of him and passionately moved my hands up his shirt and rubbed his chest with one, paw, then tangled both finger's breadth in pilus as i solid ground my crotch against his. He had a major boner. `` Nessie, are you indisputable you wan na do this ? '' He asked me. I nodded. `` Do you have a prophylactic ? He shook his head no. Then we would have to do without one i unbuttoned his jeans and pulled off his pants, throwing them over the position of the bed. I ripped down his uderwear and gasped. His cock was at least 2 inches thickset and 14 inch tall. `` Jacob, what the hell ? '' I whispered. `` Its a wildcat affair ''. He murmured. I smirked at him. And this is a lamia thing, i said, pulling off my shirt and bra to break my c cup Tits though i was penny-pinching. I did a twist and unlaced my gasp. He watched me with eyes wide. I dropped my jeans, and crawled onto the bed with just my underwear, i hitched his shirt up over him and tossed it behind me, we kissed for a spell and then he pushed me over, ripped my underwear off, and tossed the scintilla where his shirt lay. We were both completely naked. `` Geez, Jake, those were adept underwear. '' He chuckled and said `` You quick Ness ? '' I nodded. He pushed undetermined my legs and put his mouth to my cunt. His wet tongue in my twat felt so good i moaned and jerked under his hold. He finally stopped and came back up to osculate me. `` You tasted amazing. `` He whispered in my ear. A shrivel of warmth went through me. I pushed him over and began to kjss his neck, down his dresser, and over his stomach until i rea hed his cock, i sucked on the head and heard him groan. I took it as far as i could, which was about half, and sucked roughly. After various moment i felt him tighten and he popped his load into my oral cavity. I swallowed three times, four times, 5 times, 6 fourth dimension, 7 times. Each prison term my mouth was full-of-the-moon. Finally he relaxed and i climbed up him, placing my Pussy right field at his private parts. It hurt like inferno when his tool first e.tered me but after a while it didnt hurt anymore and i was capable to deal him all the way in. I rode his fat prick with my wet cunt and moaned, ugggg, fuck me Jacob. I was just about to eject when i felt him tighten and he whispered, `` Come with me, Renesmee ''. I lay still on his chest, feeling him shoot load after freight into me, making me orgasm again and again. Jacob was mine. I was his. I was no longer a Virgo. He had taken that from me. I didnt care what my dad thought. We would one day be married with five tiddler. I loved him. I fell asleep on his chest there, where i wanted to be forever .