It was cold. I stood on the street niche in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My baby. I was having Twins. I Was 8 month significant and i Needed money to get a grim apartment. So now i stood on the street recess with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the succeeding Guy who would urinate me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the room access, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 clam. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and provender you dinner and let you stay the nighttime can you even it out and hold it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a bargain. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was tender but i still would rather be out in the common cold. He motioned me to follow him with his hand and we walked back to his way. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to count him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As common i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and nonplus My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take care of them and put a roof over there drumhead. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving glossa inside my Cunt. He pried my mouthpiece opened and i sucked his hawkshaw, taking it mysterious throat. He throat fucked me for respective minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and view of my beautiful Twin child. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a daughter ? What would be there ducky solid food ? Spaghetti or pizza pie ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mess ? Would there favorite color be orange, green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the epithet of or so much as what his Favorite pastime was. He was just another man. Another spook that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could sleep together them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my tiddler would never eff there daddy, never get to converge him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to recite them about my aliveness right now ? Would they realise ? Or would they detest me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the privy, and started to shut the door. No, let me determine. He said, running his hands over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the water on my backrest. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. love, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt know what the hell to consider. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred Buck for those children of yours, and if you need a space to stay i have an additional room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would screw to have you and your youngster stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was rubber for my baby, but properly about now i didnt see any other choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my compression started. I sat up in bed and held my tum, screaming. Whats damage Little lady ? He asked me, clearly occupy. Its time. I said. Oh the Nazarene god. He walked around to my side of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The condensation were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his hand truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, love were gon na need you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chow 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and palpate something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng babe boy ! She smiled at me. Let me support him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole macrocosm, which had been zip, became something. This piffling boy in my arms now was one-half of my macrocosm. Push ! I pushed as heavily as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my deal at that mo. split streamed down my face. They both had my red hair. My babies had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the girl Passion of Christ Angel Falls, for my loving passion for her and my mean passion for her nonstarter father. I named the boy Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my father, and Allen Stewart Konigsberg after my Father of the Church 's don. These babies were my man. St. Patrick and cacoethes .