Episode 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the second gear time since i laid down to catch some Z's

My wet hand falling to my incline trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been able to follow i feel like i just unlocked something deep interior of me

I ca n't stop thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that adult female, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eye to kip, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a bit, before the image of my torso coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my pussy again.

In the break of the day i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my brother

I felt like I 'm the wan person in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't hear the doorway open but i did sense a hand on my back,

It was n't scarey, it felt warm and variety, i knew that hand

My mom 's soft vocalisation asked me how I 'm feeling. At that second i broke down, i covered my soundbox with the blanket, worried she might see the big stains i left on the canvass or she might smell my juice dry on my mitt

I cried like a child and she held me like a mother.

And for the first time in our relationship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking care if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's grueling to climax, i told her how i felt this major going yesterday and she looked a little glad about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so good share-out i wanted her to do it more.

'' Do you imagine being back home has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her second joint

'' Mom ... i think there 's something wrong with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my tomentum

'' Why do you find that way ? ``

She sounded worry but tried to obscure it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dream ... about zac '' i told her the verity ... well, a version of the truth.

'' Oh dear that 's pattern, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a little lonely at base, you guys have changed so much in recent year, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't stop thinking about it though ! I 'm a pervert ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound awed when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a stale

Mom grabbed my head and turnd it to look straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are formula, you are wonderful. being sexual is grand, it 's fun. When i was your age i had sentiment like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you entail ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few transactions to startle talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little younger than you, i had a complicated relationship with individual in my kinfolk, it had a lot to do with force dynamics and potency, and it was even abusive at times i think. so delight be careful, do n't let your thoughts carry you to get down something unhealthy, okay honey ? I just, i do n't need to scare you from sex but i do n't need you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that someone would pain my gentel warm and sugariness mother, to imagine that angie had been a slight bitch since she was picayune and that she did that to my mom. Now i was raging

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my cheek, moving my pilus aside and kissing the side of my head gently, i blushed a little and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird couple of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the same time i wanted to hold back talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my face with her finger, i could feel her white meat touching the backbone of my nous

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the mantle for a while now.

WHAT IS wrongfulness WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and calm i did n't want to stop.

She combed my hair with her fingers gently and i moved my finger on my once again soaked pussy, she moved her hand on my bet on slowly and then back to my hair, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a split second her hand got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the back of my head just a lilliputian bit, just a little bit too much.

I lost ascendency for half a second base and before i could stop it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in terror. i was biting on my bottom lip trying hard to control my nervus facialis reflexion and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave washables over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't appear to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without auditory sensation `` it 's ok ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to discontinue but it was too good and too late

It was a hanker orgasam and it kept attacking me in wafture after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm certain i was as red as a fresh tomato.

My mom put her script on my shoulder joint and turned my typeface to her

She gave me a kiss on the boldness and smiled at me

'' I hope our talk of the town helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so practically ''

I breathed in relief and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so still she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... dashing hopes ? Did i want her to recognise me coming with her ?

Maybe my face gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red side and with her hand on my cheek she kissed my brim, not just a inadequate peck, but a longer buss with our mouths slightly spread. I was stunned and frozen. Her warm up brim felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the moment. She closed her lips without sounds and our candy kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go make dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime honey ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my mind trouble is genetic..