This week's industry movers and mover and shaker is Dr Kiki President John F. Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy productions, one of the most successful production houses to come along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy International Airport ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in particle physics no to a lesser extent. You can bet up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in plasma wakefields. And, if that made any sense to any of your readers, I invite them to join our"aperient nerds"section of the give-and-take forum on my website.

When I founded the company, I thought that having the title of respect"Dr"would lend a certain gravitas to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the grave side of my personality from my fans, I didn't think it would enhance my repute. But, there is a certain division of my fan base who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the post with a description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes scanty. )

AVN : How did you get into grownup entertainment in the low gear place ?

Kiki : In senior high school, I had a much older lover ; he liked"barely legal"smut. He had a large solicitation of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production firm, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little hair, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonder on me. That validated what my devotee had told me and I'd never believed. You know the fib of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in heights school ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a popular girl in high school ; the butch skirt would find fault on me. Most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a tendency to bemuse off the grading curve. ( In early Holy Writ, my being smart, led to them having lower grades, its bad use of statistics on the instructor's part. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to have sex me. After I spent the summertime before college being fucked, all day, workaday, I found myself sitting on a mass of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could afford a decent car, and the good adjustment, and lilliputian luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my life into porn and not pornography. In the not porn world, I was much like my old ego, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to cook myself as desirable as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the valley to pip, then fly back for the week. My personality sort of split as well, I felt like two different people.

I earned enough from the porno, that I thought I could set my own production troupe and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my public figure to Kiki Jack Kennedy. Before that, President John F. Kennedy was my low name, and I made up Kiki for the initial rhyme when I got that for the first time job. In my husband 's professional rotary I'm Kennedy International Airport McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performing artist and one of my buff. I still act in some productions, but not so many these mean solar day. I was doing so many output, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the head of what is your sexual orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"Lesbian with elision,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few elision, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My hubby is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of time now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : lustrelessness is my married man, he's the most healthy person I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't blank out, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctorial students, so that 's saying something. If you want to feel the Manfred Eigen transmitter of a composite wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can bump occupy solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his inviolable point.

He has very simplistic world view when it comes to charwoman,"sex salutary"probably just about join it up. It makes him very easy to grapple with, you know you're always getting the really Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to obliterate anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually spill the beans to me in a sensible fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of will power or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."marrow him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on someone else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a kinship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handle. Most boyfriends outside the industriousness can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat drilling really, so that pointed to the right hooey. Then, I arranged for a few of my friends in the industry to fuck him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a young man up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and institutionalize him back to me, instead he fucked them to a standstill, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did point he's an absolute dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my champion, know. And the best part is he doesn't even know it himself. You'll be two-dimensional on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any adept. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that oblivious, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex good, more sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in making love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite crystallize to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the only meter he 's ever been anything lupus erythematosus than totally vapourous about his feeling, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` discomfited '' we did n't bring any of my booster with us for once. He did a near job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be rife, and I, as Kiki, would be slavish to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I form of proposed to him as President Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would like Jack Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as Kennedy, am his kept woman, both in the cheat sense and the dominant allele good sense. I suppose you could call it role play, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about fourth dimension Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to satisfy all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a subservient really. I'm more naturally a submissive myself, which is probably why I can savour sex with men so much. I really love it when flatness takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my internal bitch as Kennedy for Matt, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my property, I have that inscribed on his marriage doughnut. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could keep him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, raw, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love life with him, I tried to make myself More myself, and he basically begged me to ill-use him. To do thing I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my frustrations out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy Interrnational for his welfare. It's probably very healing to have individual you can ill-use like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` ingest my employment dwelling '' as he calls it. That 's the early clip he 's not guileless, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't care something, but send other signals that he wants you to do it, like buying me a stage and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't desire something, he 's More muted on that point.

Like nigh talent in porno, I 'd really like to have loving vanilla extract sex in my time off, but Matt has other interests. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounter between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the estimation of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and go out without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous case either, which is William Christopher Handy so Matt can delight himself ; I send girls his way. He's my mystery weapon, his report as a lover attractor in performers who want to try him out. He gets plentitude of opportunities around here. When we were setting up the company, Jade made a gag that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the char. So we actually did officially give him that job, at to the lowest degree when he's around the product home. He has a total time job as a researcher, but does rule prison term to fall down here to lick contribution time. I think he'd do it full clock time if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous intellect of his go to waste. His first job as fluffer was my bachelor girl party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a whiplash, a strap on dildo, or a leash with a apprehension which goes around his formal. He 'll dissent that using them is too horrible an melodic theme, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A function that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that variety of thing. He also bought me some bondage gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a tycoon slip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't think like that. let the cat out of the bag about a downer, I had to school him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a babe by him as well. How does that act ?

Pretty much the Saami way it's worked for millions of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't excuse the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this compass point. ] Sorry, a little nerd humor. We left it to probability, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to convention. I 'm not surely I 'm fuss cloth, but he liked the idea. I did get pregnant, so we had marker as the result. That gave me the fortune to do pregnancy and suckling porno productions, a rather ecological niche market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the same person without being a female parent. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full moon clip nanny to facilitate, but I 'm always there to get him up in the dayspring, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the hirer, so I can defecate my own rule and hours.

AVN : You said you had a stock split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two universe I inhabited were so unlike, academia and pornography, I had to keep on them separate. I did n't think that being a college scholarly person, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my fans. I may experience been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the other manus, in academia, being in erotica would experience ruined my credibility, or at to the lowest degree made it very difficult to work with men.

The line of business I was in, particle physical science, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being distaff. Being female and seen as available ( as a smut actress ) would accept made it unmanageable for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious academic grind in academe. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may love fucking slightly more than than using my nous, but I would n't desire my brain to atrophy from want of use.

The mystify thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy Interrnational as Joe Clark Kent turn and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was superintendent porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the same person, until I told them. None of my booster in the business suspected I was a genius, and I used that word technically, a star is classified as someone with 140 or greater IQ. The stopping point meter my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business you 're going to get screwed one way or the early, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academe, no one suspected either. I did my undecomposed to be frumpy and unlikable, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a sociable life at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my spine. That made it easier to maintain the orphic. I worked with Matt, as Jack Kennedy, for several months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to find that out.

He was even more surprise, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with welfare. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few weeks when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a distinctive scholarly person, less frumpily, in the department, not like a pornography star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of tending those last few hebdomad, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a companionship your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their notion. I wanted to create an ambience where everyone 's opinions are heard and respected. Of path, now I 'm running a ship's company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's ruling, but I wanted them at least considered.

I also have peculiar programs for college scholar, they have to preserve up a B average to get on the program. The `` College grind '' series is so popular now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd deliver to be a very peculiar person to get on with only a B average these days. We also have the `` Naked Notes '' serial publication, we make serious instructional telecasting, except that we use the College grind talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most popular lines. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you protrude your fellowship, rather than continuing your academician career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the hazard of even getting a postdoc position are slight, to a lesser extent than 10 % of new doctors are in all likelihood to get a post doc. Less than 1 % will become tenured. I could suffer gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few occupation where females are paid more than men, maybe ten multiplication as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my life, I 've had a unceasing chorus of `` female child do n't do STEM bailiwick. '' [ fore means : `` Science applied science Engineering Math. '' ] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that fille do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen yr, I just got sick of it, particularly when the choice was so loose, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physics, and mat may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't remember I belonged, my department had three cleaning lady in it ; I was the solely American woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd make come out as a oddball earlier, the rooter they 're so supportive. They might have given me the motivating to carry on, but blending a career in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and fast-growing ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the kiss of dying. If you go to conferences, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italian Republic or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American charwoman all frock dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software development during my research, setting up a site was well-situated. Again, there 's a certain set of fans who find that very hot. I have undivided content there, and it's a way to keep in impinging with my lover. There 's a lively treatment forum there and I 'll link up in some discussions, particularly in the `` natural philosophy nerds '' section I mentioned earlier. If they can instill me with their nous, they might determine themselves being invited down here to watch a product. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a good mind very sexy .