I spent six years in a chaotic relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off great but she became crazier as the class progressed. Logical thinking went out the window and my aliveness became a nightmare. The saying `` stay together for the kid '' would always echo through my creative thinker when I wanted to leave for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so much clip and did n't want to waste any more than. I was getting elderly and was sick of being miserable so I left. It was a difficult decisiveness but I knew if I stayed in my kids lives, I could survive a more fulfil and happy life. I knew I had to finally allow myself to be happy as well.

The break up was replete of wrath and hate. She stole a lot of my things but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my berm to the crap my ex was throwing my way.

For the get-go time in many years I was happy and smiling. It felt unknown and filled me with so much energy. I felt like a brand new person.

Years passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly well-chosen where I was. I made it a point to avoid her as much as possible so the just time I saw her was when I picked up the kids every Friday to take home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable relationship though unfortunately she did n't part my fetishes or really interpret why the look and smell of latex was so titillating to me. She did n't understand why a woman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't serve me there.

At times I missed having the way out for those fetishes I craved. The sex is great and she enjoys some kinky things but I did leave out humoring in those particular interests that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent most of the past two age trying to convince my lady friend to try latex. Start low with some gloves or panties and maybe sour up to a dress. She seemed undetermined minded at initiative but as time has gone on it seemed I was out of fate. I suppose that 's what porn is for when you do n't cause a way to go through what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm full of shame though I know it was all out of my ascendance. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my x home to peck up the Kid after getting out of study. As usual she was sitting in the hot seat waiting. I made very minuscule eye inter-group communication with her.

`` Girls ! meter to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to come running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you mean they are n't here ? Where the nether region are they ? It 's my meter with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are fussy. ``

She stepped stuffy to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the Thomas Kid were n't there, there was n't a ground for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't screw why you could n't induce told me before hand Brianna so I did n't neutralise my gas. I got to go. ``

The minute I touched the doorway handle I felt one of her hired hand grab my shoulder while the former reached around to my grimace. I felt a wet fabric cover my mouth and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

darkness. I 'm not even sure as shooting what happened or how farsighted I was out but this half-baked bitch had done something to invalid me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chair. I felt so tired and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the electric chair. It was n't longsighted before I realized my pants and underclothing were off too.

`` Struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the room.

I looked over to see her in a shameful rubber-base paint dress and knee high leather bang as she was pulling an articulatio cubiti distance latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my hands innocent to no avail.

`` You do n't want to admit it but I know you miss this puss and my unsatiable appetency to please. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt stop quiver my read/write head in disbelief at how ridiculous this post was that I was in.

`` So your architectural plan is to what ? charm me with rubber-base paint so maybe I 'll lie with you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her inner circle of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her Ruby red rim. She slowly lifted the lighter to the fag and I could n't help but observe the smoke gallery from her mouth.

`` I have a lady friend. I am happy. I 'm not concerned and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your time ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigarette dangling from her lip as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grin was blanket as she laughed in my face. I was at a loss for words.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the ass you want. ``

`` sentinel me sweety. ``

My struggles did nothing to relax my constraint. I tried to think about affair that would keep back me from getting turned on but the latex brush against my bare cock was firmly to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont heed if this coffin nail slut sits here do you ? '' She inhaled deep and blew the dope in my face as she grinded her latex enclothe ass along my cock and balls.

`` Stop. Come on, just arrest. What 's the point ? One nooky and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this spatial relation again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by rightfield now. Child support is a veridical bitch is n't it spoil ? ``

`` Fuck you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth control for a bit. You are going to put a fucking baby in me. You 're going to impregnate me and have no choice to fare home to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide and I was wide-cut of rage.

`` Are you fucking serious ? ! Get the piece of tail off me. Who would do something so fucked up to individual they claim to love ? ``

`` well, your whining is a good turn off. Just shut up and delight the show. ``

She leaned over to a nearby mesa and grabbed some tape. Now I had no control of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just give into the pleasance. You have no pick at this point so why not enjoy the ride ? ``

The detrition was too much and my cock was fully vertical as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not savour it but it had been days since I had sex and the feeling of tight wet cunt was a powerful sensation.

Moans escaped the tape over my mouth. I knew it was ill-timed but I could n't front away.

`` Come on daddy, impregnate me. Give me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d titty were crammed into this latex wearing apparel right hand in front my human face. It had been so long since I had enjoyed my fetich outside of porn. It was so much stimulation.

The flavor of the latex paint and the smell mixed with the web site of her backtalk blowing swarm of smoke was driving me barbaric.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a babe, you are going to get to fuck this pussy all of the time. You want rubber-base paint child, I got you. You want me to blow heater on your dick, I 'll do it. I 'll be your tart. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her foul talk was distracting me as well.

With each jabbing deep inside of her, I had to tell myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a Brobdingnagian load for momma. I 'm surprise it 's taking so long for you. Do n't fight it. hold it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting airless before pulling myself back a few times with other opinion. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big breasts out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my font. Her helping hand gripped my pilus as she pulled my brass between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a mo. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are come together. You can only oppose this for so farsighted babe. I 'm going to get ur seed. Maybe you need a different view. I know how a good deal you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's pissed latex confines. Her ass was gracious and turn and glistened from the Light before she slid the dress up a few inches to show skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't bang what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock. Her pussy was soaking wet and warm. I knew the fighting was about to end.

`` Like that view ? Like seeing my ass motion when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my question in defiance but she knew I was watery.

She tilted her drumhead back to gaze me in the eyes with the cigarette dangling from her lips as the gait quickened.

scare was setting in as I felt an vivid sensation shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. thoroughly boy. filling my pussycat. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the tape but it did n't matter. It was too belatedly. My cum was bass inside of her and aught could modify this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my hands. The anger was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you know once I take the pregnancy test. I 'm going to go shower. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My nous wandered to so many direful scenarios as I opened her front door to leave.

That was the tenacious 30 instant drive home I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged respective times but I did n't even know what to say at this spot.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to find out my fate .