Think for a consequence, of the most crucial instant that has ever happend to you. Pretty great store right ? Well, it was in the bully bit of my liveliness, that changed everthing that I had expected and wanted in my life. My name is Kain, Kain Brenner. I was your fair high school kid, got average A-B grade average, had friends, a disjoint family, and played sports. But, I am far from your mean Joe. I was the football superstar. You might be thinking ok, so what ? Well, I was the best in the res publica, as a freshman, I had learnedness lined up. Yea, now you get it, I had a aliveness of amaze talent, luxery for both me and my mother, a life filled with fun. So, what happend you ask ? fountainhead, kick back, grab a box of tissue paper and let me tell you my friend. Let my account blossom forth before you, as my life history once was for me. It was the 4th poop for the state game, 5 sec left on the clock, 4th down. Both team where at a suddenly lock grievance of 6, the life long rivealry did n't help the agression much. A drop-off of exertion trickled slowly down my facial expression, and dripped onto the weed, time slowed, deep hint filled my lungs. I pushed my paw down into the green goddess right on the agate line of scrimadge, hunkering down, ready to blow up forward toward the goal wrinkle. The rest of the team got quick to cover Johnson as he would run with the testis to our victory. `` Down ! '' I took a deep breath. `` Set ! '' I heard my female parent wow `` You can do it Kain ! ! ! ! '' I released my breath. `` raise ! '' The ball snaped back, metre still seemed in slow question. I exploded and dodged Eric Cals, number 23, then Steven Olet, phone number 37. I turned my head just in time to see Donnie Johnson slip over his shoelace. But where was the testicle ? Olet was aright in front of me, I spun on my cad, Cals was angled back at me, cook to sandwich me inbetween them. Then I saw it an brownish-yellow brown object was hurling towards me at a perfective volute. I planted my right infantry, digging my cletes into the flabby earth, my left still in the air. I raised my hired hand as my pass on foot fineally made touch. I felt the falmiliar roughness of the ball against my gloves. Pulling it down into my elbow, I spun, dodging Olet, meter resumed to formula, dizzying my vision. I sped past him as Cals smacked into him. I jumped over Bruient, number 17, who had fallen backwards blocking. I stepped into the endzone, the crowd erupted. I rolled, letting my momentum slow, and stood after the perfect paradiddle. I brought one up one hand, placing it palm down, pointer digit and ovolo against my frontal bone making a salute. The crowd erupted even more bask my signature tune celebration. Then all the sudden someone screamed and everything froze. I saw Stark, my Charles Herbert Best champion and the outdo quarter back ever, bend and sprint toward the stands. What was going on ? Did someone pass out ? thrust up ? Where they ok ? Then I saw the paramedics running as fast as they could towards the standstill where the crowds parted like the red sea. There lay a woman, about the age of 41, wearing a shirt that was bright White, with the bright red print of the name, KAIN. My heart stopped, I sprinted so fast my ramification felt like they where flying. I threw my helmet down, spat out my sass guard and hopped over the fence and climbed up the railing to the stand. I picked her up delicately, and with Starks assistant, carried her down feather to the stretcher the paramedic had. No less had we put her on then they took off, the ambiulence was backed up less than 10 feet from them. They put her in on a gournie, hoisted the gournie up, and slammed the doors. The only reason I was n't in there when they left was because of Stark soon joined by the rest of the team. `` Kain calm down ! We can follow it in the car ! The faster they get to the hospital the better ! '' It was Stark and he shook me to click me out of my daze. `` ejaculate on Lashkar-e-Tayyiba go ! '' He had to shout over the crowds shriek and cheering. We sprinted to my 2004 Sanata, jumped in, and slammed the doors. I jammed the key into the egnition and threw it into drive. The engine roared and the tire screeched, then we took off. I sped at 50 mph, dodging railcar, passing through Christ Within and stop sign of the zodiac trying to catch up with the ambiulence. Then I saw a night circle rolling past us, and then a gleaming of flatware. My front tire had popped off and was now speeding down the road. The car screeched and screamed in electrical shock of the strain. I pulled it over to the side of the route, slowed it to about 5 and left the car along with Stark. I was to a lesser extent than 3 pulley-block from the infirmary, so I sprinted as fast as I could. My cletes scrapped on the paving, sweat running down my face, my head throbbing with the replication of my meat beats. I saw the hospital to the rightfield, my heart sped up as i saw the ambulence driving away, the room access closing and the gournie with my mother on it being raced to the emergency brake room. The Moon was n't out and the street lights were gloomy as I crossed through a M and tripped a sprinkler someone had left out. I faceplanted into the soft solid ground, hearing a snaping noise trench in my capitulum. I drug myself up and kept running. I came to the robotic doors and as they opened i pushed them apart faster, every second counted to me. I can past the daughter at the battlefront desk, past uncountable door and hallways. I chased the Dr. that had my mother in the gournie. I caught up to them, just as they went through a set of authorize personel only doors. Two cops where standing there as I tryed to advertize past to get to my mother. They pushed me back. `` No ! '' I slamed one into the rampart and the other into the room access using my shoulder joint pads. I pushed the doors open but suddenly I froze, unable to move. I fell on my book binding, slamming onto the cold arduous seramic tile floor, staring up at a blurring and darkening cieling. Then, my world faded into nothing. I awoke to a slight beeping disturbance and the reek of dried blood, burned cloth, and disinfectant. I opened my eyes and pushed myself into a sitting possition, my back resting against some pillows. I was in the hospital, it did n't take a geniouse to picture that out. My chief erupted in pain sensation, followed by my knee, my backrest, and both my subdivision. I slowly raised my hand to my head and rubbed the generator of the pulsating nuisance. A huge gash was covered in gause that wraped about my forehead. I looked at my hand, and without thinking I pulled out the iv and the beat checker. Slowly I worked my way to the edge of the hospital bed. `` What the Inferno do you reckon you 're doing Kain ? '' It was Stark, still wearing his jersey, shoulder inkpad, and cletes. `` Hey man, did I pass out after we scored ? '' I managed to say through the sudden nausia. Stark stopped cold in his tracks. His face darkened and I could tell that something had gone seriousely wrong. Stark took a late breath and rubbed his hand on the back of his cervix, `` Kain, I- '' a doctor came into the room with a big grin on his human face. `` Why hello there sleepy head ! You 've been out cold for nearly 3 hours, those tazers must have hit you pretty hard huh ? '' the smile only grew when he saw the tone of shock absorber on my face. He obviously likes making people sad, could this day get any better ? I thought to myself. `` Uhm, excuse me. '' A sharply dressed young man walked into the room. The Doctor of the Church poked the well dressed man 's shoulder, `` Excuse ME, good sir, but, you are interupting us. '' `` Yes, both of you are, '' Stark grabbed both of their shirt collars and drug them out of the room just outside the door. I took the oportunity to put my cletes on, then I overheard Stark, `` Will both of you get your capitulum out of your ass and realize that he has no clue of anything that happend after he won us the biz. He does n't know his mothers dead ! '' My heart stopped and a sudden wave of light-headed headedness and nausia took its toll on me. I clumsily leaned against the wall, staring at the ground and gasping for air. I put one gloved hand aganist the bulwark and slowly walked over to the doorway. I leaned against the threshold way as Stark met my gaze, and he knew he 'd screwed up. `` Kain, I, I was going to tell you before, '' he cleared his thoat and glared at the two men, `` before these two idiots came in. '' I looked deep into his eyes, and found my unsound care. Stark was an amazing liar, but only I knew how to tell if he was lieing, he and I had developed a sixth sense for eachothers honesty. `` I believe you. '' I took a hint and wanted to say More but goose egg came out. `` If you do n't mind me sayi- '' the doctor was savagly interupted by Stark. `` Shut your rima oris MD, you and the ten cent man better get outa here, the kid just lost his Mother ! '' I starred down at the ground, still leaning against the doorway. Then I heard the faint clicking of cletes against seramic. soul took my left arm and put their read/write head under it, supporting me with their shoulderpadded shoulder and soul else did the Sami with my right arm. I heard the familiar vocalism of Aron Reed, number 12, and pot Henry Hubert Turner, number 20, followed by the deep, lumbering thunderlike voice of identification number 85, Dex Sparten. Dex was even finisher to me then Stark. Stark was my best champion from childhood sure, but Dex, he had saved my sprightliness. Not metaphoricly, literaly. It was two class ago, Dex had just moved to Overwood and no one really wanted to tattle to him, even if he would be ground for the football team. I had seen him driving around just before I left my porch to go on a two hour run to observe in shape. I waved, finished tieing my shoe, and took off in the other commission. I went along my normal mob, then I saw five guy cable in mustard yellow hoodies walking along the street. I imediatly turned, and went across the railway system tracks, to the bad side of town. The only thing that could make me do that was five competitor football player, from Ineder. Overwood and Ineder had a rivalry ever since two sidekick started each town, but I wont get into that now. I kept running and the street lights got less patronise and the graffiti got more and more mutual. I looked behind me and did n't see the Ineder football players anymore, so I started to decelerate my stride down. I heard a suction stop from my right in an friend, and before I could react a man standing 6'2 in a Negro hoodie, fret, and boxing glove blind sidded me, forcing me to the ground with the sudden force of his tackle. My right field shoulder was slamed into the sidewalk as my head was whipped around. pain sensation dead reckoning through my unscathed body as I breathed in the sense of smell of pot and alcohol on the mans breath. I cranned my neck to get a unspoilt look at his cheek as he got off me and felt in my air hole. The man was ovalbumin, stalky, and had a joint hanging from his sweatshirt pocket. I tryed to prop myself up on my properly arm but the infliction was to much. My neck spasemed from the pain and unconfortable position I was in, and my question fell, slamming into the pavement. I closed my eyes and grinded my tooth in vain attempts to unloose some of the pain in the ass. I suddenly felt a metal mob on my temple, and heard the mouse click of a pistol being loaded. Why the hell on earth are they doing this ? I thought to myself. Then all the sudden it dissapeared, and I heard a crack of off-white on bone, the thump of feet running, and then muteness. I opened my center and saw a manus extended down to me. I reached up with my entrust arm, and grasped his hand firmly. As this mystery man helped me to my feet, I saw a mathematical group of three men running, one lameness, the other two leaving him in the dust. I looked up at the man and saw Dex, with his sandy colored hair and dark optic. I opened my oral fissure to speak but he shook his head, `` do n't strain yourself, lean on me. '' Dex put his caput under my right arm and took about three fourths of my body weight off my foundation, helping me to walk. `` What are you doing on this side of meat of townsfolk Kain. You could bear been killed. '' Dex said in a concerned yet stern tone. `` I, I saw some actor from ... from Ineder. I turned so that, '' I paused out of breath, `` that I would n't get into a fight. '' Dex smiled and chuckled silently. `` wellspring, did n't do a honorable job of that did you ? '' He said through his half smile. He led me around a corner to a Black person Gerald Ford truck. He had me run on the side of the bed while he put down the tail logic gate. I walked over to the gate and got on it as hurting free as possible. Dex had gone to the cab of the truck and had gotten a roll of cristal, disinfectant emollient, and ducktape. `` What happened to you ? '' Dex asked as he ripped some goss with his teeth. I told him how I had heard a click of a branchlet snapping and I turned and fell for their trap. He shook his nous and felt my shoulder tenderly. `` Sorry man, I wish I had been there sooner, any later and they would experience shot your fountainhead off. '' I winsed with pain in the neck when he touched my bone. I looked down at where he had touched and it was black, wet, and hot. He was wearing a tight pitch-dark shirt, which showed every muscle in his upper berth bodie, and a pair of sullen gamey levis. `` I 'm going to need you to take your shirt off. '' Dex instructed kindly. `` Hm ? Why ? '' I said suddenly snapped back to world. `` movement if you do n't, your shoulder will get infected, or you will bleed till you pass out and I 'll birth to do it for you. '' He said with an 'are you blind ?'tone. I tenderly took my livid T off of my right arm, my berm screamed as the shirt was pulled away from it. Before I had even finished taking it off my lead arm, Dex had already applied the ointment to a layer of goss and was tightly wrapping it around my shoulder, minimizing the rakehell lost. `` This might bruise a bit. '' He said in a tender, relaxed, and sympithetic tone. `` Grah, a bit ? ! '' I grunted in annoyance as the unction and goss touched my shoulder. Dex had finished wrapping my articulatio humeri and pulled a weewee bottleful from the bed of the truck. `` Here, you first. '' He held it out to me. `` Thanks. '' I took it with my left over deal and took a huge crapulence, gasping for air afterward. `` Easy Kain. '' He had walked over and jumped up on the tail end gate while I was gulping down the ice frigidness water. `` I 'm not done patching you up yet, you have a cut on the position of your fountainhead. '' I put the waterbottle 's lid on and set it down and turned to look him. He smiled, `` quit moving, '' and took a cloth out of his pocket. He put some unguent on the cloth and pressed it gently on my cut that he had noticed on the powerful side of my frontal bone. He then rubbed gently, making the emollient seep into my cut. `` There, all done. '' He took the cloth away and gently rubbed the around the cut with his fingers. I looked him in the eyes and he met my regard. I realized how close he was to me, and how muscular he actually was. I leaned in and placed a candy kiss against his impertinence, then looked him in the eyes again. Before he could do anything I placed another kiss, this meter on his back talk. He tasted so dessert and his back talk where so soft. I pulled away and looked down at the ground. Dex cleared his pharynx. `` What was that for. '' he asked, he was looking at the ground as well. `` Dex, you saved my life ... '' He hopped off the tail end gate and looked up at the sky. `` How did you know ... '' he asked sternly. `` I saw you check out me out when I took my shirt off. Do n't worry, '' I hopped off the behind gate. `` I wont say anyone. '' He let out a sigh and looked at me. `` Thanks, '' He came nigh to me and put his get out hand right above my hip, and his right on the right face of my neck. I enjoyed every back that I felt his warmth against my side and cervix. He pulled me closelipped, sliding his hand around to my lower back. `` Dex..I- '' I tryed to babble out but my voice froze in my thoat. He smiled slightly and his heart filled with interpret and saftey. He stood about an inch taller than me and had much spacious shoulders and chest. Dex leaned in and tried to osculate me on my lips. I looked to my left and he ended up only getting my brass. He pulled back a bit and smiled at me. I winked at him and gave him a diabolic grin as i pulled away from his grasp. `` Dex, no one can ever now of what happend here, early than you saving my ass back there, understood ? '' I turned and leaned against the rear gate and looked up at the sensation in the night sky. `` Yes ... .I, I understand. '' He barely paused before he could collect himself, but it was long enough that I could tell he was sad about it. `` So, what do you affair about joining the football game team ? You would be majuscule on defence, we could use someone like you to get Starks back while he looks for the laissez passer. '' I said, I made my tone like zilch had happened between him wrapping the goss on my arm to now. He cleared his throat, `` I was considering, but, no one seemes to like me, so I figured the instrumentalist would n't give me a slam. '' he had a rough ping of hurting in his voice. `` Dex, do n't worry about it. I basicly run the team, not to brag or anything. The bus let me pick who makes the team and who does n't. '' I looked at him and smiled. `` So, practice is tomorrow. meet at my place around three. '' Dex nodded, `` thank you. I wont let you down. But I better get you home. '' He grabbed the water nursing bottle and closed the stern logic gate and started walking to the cab. He opened his door, reached over and opened mine for me. `` Alright, '' I said as I used the threshold to pull myself into the truck, `` You know where I live right ? '' `` I think so, I saw you sitting out face of it before this happened, right ? '' Dex said in a tone so unreadable it was amazing. `` Yea. '' I managed to get my shirt back on as he drove to my mansion. When he pulled up to my theater, he put the truck in park. `` You want some help getting out ? '' He asked in a nothing happened between us tone. 'He 's doing alot wagerer than I thought he would'I thought to myself. `` Nah, '' I leaned over and before he could react conjure my brim directly onto his. I continued the kiss and had no intention of stopping soon. He pulled away, `` Kain, '' he had an supercilium raised, `` was that for my rice beer or yours ? '' I licked my lips of his taste, enjoying every bit of it. `` Mine probably, you look so thoroughly and sense of taste even better, how could I protest a net piffling session ? '' I leaned in for Sir Thomas More but he put his hand on my chest. `` Kain, your mama probably worried about you, and the farsighted you stay the harder it will be to give. '' Dex said in a careing tonicity. 'Damn he 's good at this .'I thought to myself. `` Your rightfield. Thanks for, everthing. '' I opened the room access with my left arm and jumped down and shut the door of the Ford. My female parent was n't house, she was off on a buisiness trip for the next 3 calendar month, to a greater extent than long enough for my berm and psyche to heal. But why tell him that ? Nothing had happened so why should I stay ? I walked to my star sign and opened the door. Paused, bit my lip, and turned around. But he was n't there. `` I swear to God his motortruck is the quietist thing on bicycle. '' I whispered to the Nox. I walked into the dour business firm and locked the door behind me. I walked along the paries and found the unclouded substitution. There was a mortal standing to my right field. I jumped out of my peel and then chuckled nervously. `` Fox, you scared the turd outa me. '' Fox was number 92, top play stratagist, and amazing with defense, but his main skill was his swiftness and how well he could fake his way. Thats how he got his nickname, he was a trickster and fast, standardized to a fox. He stood 5'11, one inch below me. He had jet opprobrious hair and green yellow eyes that practicly glowed they where so brilliantly. His eyes went to my shoulder and head. `` Who the hell touched you Kain ! '' He jumped over the couch and rushed to my side to examine it. `` Rmmm. I told you to quiet down till he got home Fox.. '' It was Joshua, telephone number 98. He was the best defencive man we had, and not so hard on the optic either, niether of them where, but Josh had a look to him that made him look like he was beaten every day. No one could ever stay mad at him, Josh always had soul behind him ready to beat anyone who put a hired man on him. He stood about 5'10, had centre so dark they looked black and smile that could seduce a mule move. I smiled and greeted them both warmly. `` Hey you guys ! How are you ? '' Niether of them answered, their optic filled with concern and where focused on my wounds. `` Hey, its nothing, I got stuck on the wrong incline of townsfolk. Dex he was there and he- '' I was begining to tell them but then Fox broke in. `` Dex did this to you ? I 'll kill that bastard ! Not to remark what Stark will do to him ! ejaculate on Josh Lashkar-e-Toiba go ! '' Fox was also an extreemly loyal friend. `` Wow, wow bozo, Dex did n't do this. He stopped them from killing me. He came in when they put a gun to my head and beat the hell outa them. He saved my animation, and he was an amaze tackler and blocker in the process. He even patched me up. '' I smiled remembering what happened afterward. Josh was now standing beside Fox and they both looked at eachother. `` So he 's on the team ? '' Joshes center searched mine for truth. `` Yea, he saved my animation cat, I owe the guy something. Uhg ... '' I put my handwriting to my shoulder joint. Being with Dex, the pain had been there but, I was enjoying myself too often to notice it. `` guard on guys I need some Asprin or something ... '' I started to walk to the kitchen but then Fox walked past me and was in the kitchen before I could secernate him I could get it. Josh grabbed my left arm and helped me walk to the couch. He sat me down in the middle and he sat to the left hand of me. Both Fox and Josh had been in Canada on a trip to see what it was like up there. They had been up there for a month, and me being their closest admirer besides eachother, had surprised me by waiting for me. I was extreemly happy to see them but, the pain and overwhelming of all that had happened that was finally hitting me made it hard to render it. `` So ? '' Josh said, he was faceing me, his eyes looking like a puppy begging for food. I gave a one-half mouth smile and put my salutary arm around him, pulling him close. He leaned his head on my chest and his depart arm on my pectus. `` Oh semen on, wheres my greeting ? '' Fox was back with a bottle of piddle and two Asprin. `` Open up Mr. '' he put the oral contraceptive in my mouth and held the water bottle perfectly so I could drink from it. After I swallowed the pain pills, I nodded and he put the bottle down with the lid on it. Fox sat to the right of me and since I could n't restrain him and he couldnt lean on me because of my berm, I beconned him closer with a slight nod only he and Josh knew. Fox scooted close and rotated his head so that our noses would n't hit. I leaned the in that was between us and kissed him lightly. I stroked Joshes hair with my left bridge player but he was n't content with only getting that, he wanted to let me cognize he cared. I already knew both of them cared, but I knew Josh must have felt cheated with only getting a small caressing while Fox got my back talk and eyes to himself. Both of them where weirdo about my eyes, how my lips tasted, how strong I was, how protective and loyal I was, both of them had pretty much fallen for me. But they had agreed that they would percentage me before I ever found out they even remotely had a matter for me. So, by default they made me their master key. Did I like that title, a footling bit, but I did n't do bondage or beat them or show them in public. No. That stuff discusted me. I just wanted them to be happy, and they wanted the Sami for me. But that did n't blockade them from competeing for my affection. Josh liked to delight me, Fox liked wild-eyed. So those sides of me got pleased. Josh slid up from my breast and began to kiss my neck. I let out a small sigh of favourable reception and he continued. Fox, since we had been looking at eachothers center romanticly and Josh starrted to withdraw my tending, slid his hand up my tight T. H. White T and started to rub my chest and abbs. Then it got interesting. Josh began to french snog my neck, really turning me on. I let out a small suspiration and stiffled my lustfulness for both of them. I leaned in and started to kiss Fox again. I began to crap out with him, becomeing more and more addicted to his sense of taste and olfactory property. He pushed closer so that I did n't give birth to distort to far to get more. Josh was slowly working his way to my jaw line. He was enjoying flavour every muscle his mouth and tounge came upon. I stopped my embrase with Fox slowly, so as not to rush things. I pulled Josh 's head up from his kickshaw. I looked each of them in the oculus. `` It 's so not bad to see you guy 's again, I missed you so very much. '' Josh looked at me with his night eyes, `` We missed you alot too, we even tryed to get along without you but, every time we tryed to do what you do to us ... '' he looked down. I looked to Fox and his beautiful eye met mine, `` It only made us neglect you to a greater extent ... '' I could tell he wanted to put his head on my articulatio humeri but he did n't want to hurt me. I smiled at them, `` what did you guys try ? Could you show me ? '' They both looked at eachother then me. Josh got up and was followed by Fox. Josh sat on the storey just at my groundwork and Fox sat across from him. Fox leaned against the recliner right behind him and sat almost exactly like I do. His legs where apart, one hand on his articulatio genus relaxed, and the other was bent at the cubitus and was leaned in towards the counterpane of my legs. Josh went inbetween his legs and put his book binding to Fox, leaning into his eubstance. Fox put his arms over Josh 's shoulder and gently rubbed his chest. Josh looked up at Fox and put his left hand mitt up and rubbed the back of Fox 's neck opening and began to kiss him. There was a certain lugubriousness as they did this, like they did n't love what to do, almost like they where dependent on me to fill both of them. I realized how practically they had missed me, and how I had missed them. `` Stop '' I said suddenly. They both halted thinking they had made me mad. I got up from the couch, leaning on my left hand as much as possible. `` You two never have to do that again. I 'm bad, I did n't realize how much you two really missed me ... I will be in my chamber, just give me a few minutes. '' I limped to my bedroom which was at the end of the dormitory way. Fox and Josh whispered back and forth, I did n't induce the energy to focus on what they where saying. I opened my doorway and shut it behind me. The good thing about my doorway, it was firm wood, and let barely any sound in. The bad thing about my door, I could n't find out if someone was comming, that person being my mom mainly. I looked at the bulwark clock and read it to be 1:03. I sat on my bed and put my leftfield arm on my knee, and my head on my helping hand. The pain had grown so much since I had left Dex even with the Asprin that I was close to blacking out. I thought I heard the threshold afford and close, but I figured that I was hearing things because Fox and Josh would n't lead. On their first dark back they would more than likely pass the night here. I still did n't move, the pain was almost too much and my vision started to fade. My heart was pounding in my pinna as I heard the door receptive. I tried to look up but my head did n't budge. `` Kain, I came as soon as I could, Josh shot me a schoolbook telling me what happened and how Dex came to your deliverance. Fox, can you go get me some goss, a wet rag, a bowl and some hydrogen peroxide ? Thanks. '' I recognized the audio of my best acquaintance anywhere. It was Stark. I heard footsteps comming back. `` Hey, how you holding up bud ? You 've lost alot of roue, so you probably ar n't feeling too hot right now huh ? '' Stark always knew exactly what I was feeling. It was physically insufferable for me to hide anything from him. `` Kain, I need you to stay awake ok ? Look into my optic Kain. '' He lifted my head and I looked into his dark blue eyes with slashes of ashen spreadhead through them. `` S-Stark, I ... '' `` Shush, you do n't want to talk right now. You can narrate me when I replace this bandage. '' He looked up at me after briefly looking down at my articulatio humeri. Concern and careing filled his eye. `` Kain. anticipate me you wont ever give up fighting to stay awake in the next 10 instant. Nod your headspring if you understand. '' I nodded the outflank I could. `` Good. Gosh damnet where the inferno is Fox. '' He reached down and pulled up a bottleful of hydrogen peroxide. `` Josh ! Get in here ! '' He sounded worried. Josh came in, and immediatly his eyes shifted to me. `` Yea what is it ? '' Josh had taken his shirt off and was looking like he was half asleep when Stark had come in the strawman door. `` I need you to distract him. This craps going to hurt, so he needs to be distracted as much as possible. '' I did n't want Josh, I wanted Dex. Dex had made the pain in the ass unimportant when I was with him. But now that Stark was here, the pain should be going away soon. Stark could always make things better. Josh pulled my now half red half white tight T and sat on the left slope of me. He put his correct helping hand on my neck and slowly came in for a buss. I felt a his ardent hand on my neck and immediatly remembered Dex and how he had done the same, only, It was n't the same. Dex was, different he-. pain in the neck shot through my whole bodie, breaking me from my remembering of bliss. I opened my eye and saw Josh standing, flinching at my shoulder. I looked down and saw shreaded skin and flesh and a short tip of Patrick White. `` Josh, if you ca n't distract him then I will receive to and youll have to do the cleansing. '' Fox walked back in the room with a stadium, material, X, balm, and a tender wet washcloth. `` I-I can do that ... .You 're the only one who can realize him forget all his worries. '' Josh switched position with Stark. `` Now, do n't pour until I say. '' He came to the bed and sat down beside me to the left. `` Kain, I 'm grim I was n't there for you ... '' He blamed himself, he always did whenever it had anything to do with me. Stark grasped my left wing handwriting in his right and intwined our fingers together. He mouthed the word 'Now'to Josh, or I thought he did, later I found he had actually said it. Stark pressed his lips against mine. His preference was so intoxicating and I had n't tasted it for so hanker that I had forgotten how pose it was. Stark had gone to visit his grandma in Sunshine State, he had been there for one calendar month Sir Thomas More than he had planned. Stark had been deprived of me and me of him for more than two month. I felt a slight sting on my redress berm while we pressed our backtalk together. Stark put both his hands on my neck, pulling him towards me. I allowed him to come closer, making our first snog in months deeper. `` Done, '' I heard Josh say. But Stark did n't let go. He simply opened his oculus just after I did. He then pointed to what needed to go where, the emollient on the goss, the hot rag to put on my articulatio humeri after the goss to help keep the bloor from clotting and risk of exposure and amputation. Stark continued to weigh his sweet lips into mine. He never risked French people fondling or going any farther than a wide-eyed embrassing candy kiss for he feared he would cause me more pain if he moved to much. What felt corresponding moments passes, and when I opened my eyes again Josh was taking the rag off my shoulder and Fox took the rag, bowl, hydrogen peroxide, and the rest of the cristal to go retrovert the to their lawful place. Josh looked exausted and he soon followed Fox out of my way, shutting the door, leaving Stark and I alone at utmost. I pulled away and looked him deep in his heart. `` Stark ... '' I managed to breath out at last. `` I, I missed you so much. '' Stark smiled, `` I missed you too. Not a day went by that I did n't think of you and miss having you close. You have no mind how much I wanted to be held by you. '' Stark got off my bed and helped me lay down. I was laying on the side up against the rampart so I could n't diminish off in the nighttime and hurt my arm more. `` Please check. '' I flashed my eyes down to the space left on my magnate sized bed. `` Kain, I ... '' Stark had begun to worry about hurting me again. `` Stark, get your Florida ass down here. I have n't seen you in two month and just because of a little cut you wont let me hold you or even be close to you ? No, thats not happening. '' He sighed knowing I was proper and laid down facing me. We starred into eachothers eyes for what seemed corresponding hours. Stark scooted close to me and put his psyche under my chin. I used my go away arm to go for him as much as possible but, when your egg laying on it, its not that easy to use. He put both his hands on my bare dresser, feeling my heart beat as he gently rubbed my chest. `` You have gotten so much more mesomorphic since I was last here, and your skin is so smooth ... '' He whispered softly and i felt his breath on my dresser. `` Stark, whats wrong ? '' I was concenerned about him. Something was bugging him, he seemed fright almost. `` I, '' he let out a suspire and drew in a shakey breather. `` I 'm so attracted to you, its scary. I could n't stand being away from you. There where nights where I wondered if you where looking up at the Saame sky or if i would ever see you again .... '' I had been gently rubbing his binding before he finished talking, and when he said the last character I froze. `` I 'm gloomy Kain, I tryed not to get attached to you. I know how you hate clingy or possesive human relationship ... I 'm really sorry ... '' I felt something cold and wet contact my pectus. I looked down and saw a ace tear sliding down my chest. `` Stark. Do n't occupy. I do n't like those eccentric of relationship, correct but, I feel the same way about you. So, you can tranquillise down. '' I told him in such a sympathetic and careing timbre he thought I was messing with him. `` Kain, do n't tease about that ... Especially now. '' He seemed like something else was buggining him. `` I 'm not, did n't even scotch my mind. But something else is bugging you, what is it ? '' He loooked up at me with his piercing eyes. `` It 's Dex, I do n't trust him. '' He had a faint tincture of jealousy in his representative. `` Stark ... I, '' `` I already know Kain. You think I would n't be able to evidence ? You told me that it would only be with people that we both knew and trusted. Dex, the frist time you meet him and already you have him wrapped around your fingers ? '' He was trying to protect me, I realized that. His tone was one of sadness, perfidy, and hungriness. `` Stark, do n't worry. The guy saved my life. How was I supposed to thank him ? I knew he was into me because he checked me out when I took my shirt off. '' My part seemed cold-blooded to me, but I had to get through to Stark, I had to have him infer. `` I just do n't need to loose you Kain ... '' His voice broke. It was now 4 in the sunrise, and we were both tired. `` Stark, go to sleep. We both need it. '' He tucked his caput back under my Kuki-Chin. `` I missed you Kain, and now I came so close to loosing you. I should sustain been there for you. '' He still blamed himself and I felt a ping in my heart. I pulled his head up with my unexpended hand and kissed him on his gross lips. I breathed in his smell as it swirled around me. He at first tried to pull away, but then he realized that I was n't falling for his whole'I 'm mad at you'stunt. I pulled away after ten arcsecond but kept my forehead against his. `` Stark, its not your fault. Do n't blame yourself, you ca n't do anything about it. '' I whispered to him. He licked his sass and noded slightly. I leaned in again and placed several more kisses on him, loveing the taste of him so a great deal that I could n't stop. Had I been able to run I would have got held him, ran my digit down his neck, I would deliver given him the greeting he deserved ... At final I pulled away from him and we both licked our lips. `` Stark, I ca n't remain wake up any farseeing ... I 'm so exausted and you 've calmed me down enough that I am drifting to kip. '' I was already one-half asleep when he replied. `` Ok, I 'll be here when you wake up, '' he smiled and tucked his promontory back under my chin and he french kissed my cervix for five moment or so, then he relaxed, his breathing settled down and smoothing out. I woke to the audio of a bird chirping international my window. Stark was still departed under me. Stark almost never moved whenever he was sleeping, it made it easier to hold him. I checked the paries clock and it read to be 11:21. That explains why I 'm not tired, I tought to myself. Stark stirred a bit and looked up at me with his adorable amobarbital sodium middle. He smiled and kissed my chin. I smiled back down at him. Stark had dim and blonde hair. He stood about 6'0, level with me. He had an amazing throwing arm, and an awing body. A nock came at the door and Fox came in. `` Hey you two sleepy heads, wakey wakey. Kain, uhm, Dex is here, he wanted to make sure enough you where alright ... '' I imediatly raised an brow and looked down at Stark. `` I need to blab out with him too, '' Stark said in a voice that had no incling of kindness in it at all. `` Stark, I 'm not leaving you two in a room alone. '' I was n't worried about what Dex 's muscles could do to Stark, I was worried about what Starks martial art skills would do to Dex. I continuted, `` Fox, tell him I 'll be right out, and welcome to the team. '' Stark imediatly looked at me in electrical shock. Fox shut the door behind him as he left. `` He saved my ass Stark, and he was pretty dear at tackleing the men as they ran. '' I told him in a tone that was a bit more rough than I meant it. When I realized how harsh it was, I added, `` and whithout him, I would n't be here with you right now. '' He got up, and sat on the edge of the bed. I proped myself up with my left arm and drug myself up and over to the edge of the bed as much as I could. Stark did n't even look up at me, he just stood up and went to my dresser. `` Stark, just present him a chance at today 's practice, hes good, do n't worry. '' He opened my dressing table drawer and rumedged through. He pulled out a calamitous beater that showed off my heftiness pretty well. `` Wear this, it wont bug your shoulder as much. '' He pulled out a couple of acrobatic shorts that ended just above my knee joint. `` These too, that way you do n't have to change for practice, cause you ar n't in the shape you are in. '' He walked back over to me and helped me stand up. He pulled the beater over my shoulder almost infliction innocent. Then I took my short pants off and pulled the new unity on. I looked in the mirror on my wardrobe doorway and saw how damn good I looked. I had n't worn a beater in a prospicient time, and I could n't call back why. He then strapped a sling to my arm which stung a bit just by having to move my arm. Stark then added `` You still turn me on every sentence I see you Kain, '' Stark whispered and then bit the box of his bottom lip. I put my exit mitt on his hip and pulled him closer. `` That could easily be turned back at you. '' I kissed him so deeply that he sighed with pleasure. My result deal held him tightly, making sure he realized that I would never let him go. He pulled away, `` we probably should go and talk to Dex. Are you going to greet Fox and Josh ? Or are you going to dally around with Dex 's psyche a bit before we talk to him ? '' Stark was fineally back to himself again, and he was n't beating himself up about my shoulder anymore. `` I think I 'll play with his mind. I never thought of it before. '' I still held him close to me, `` would you like to be percentage of it ? '' Stark nodded very willingly. I smilled and kissed him again. `` Alright, lets go, '' I was ready to put Starks idea to use. Stark opened the door for me and I walked almost limp free down the hallway. Josh was walking past the hallway and saw me. He stopped mid stride and looked me up and down. `` shit Kain, even with that shoulder you still look sexy. '' I smiled at Josh 's comment. I reached Josh at the end of the residence and Fox walked up beside him. I hugged them both the best I could and whispered in their ear as I did so. `` I 'm going to have a little fun with Dex 's head, do n't hold back. '' I told them both. They both nodded slightly. I walked into the keep room to see Dex, in a dark blue blue T that showed off his chest and plastered blue jean. `` Good afternoon Dex. '' He had stood up and was looking at my shoulder joint, making for certain that I was alright. `` Good good afternoon Kain. How 's the shoulder ? '' Dex asked in a seemingly concerned voice. Josh and Fox had gone to the kitchen to 'get lunch .'Just then Josh walked in and slid my give hand under his right arm just above his hip and kissed me. The kiss lasted for a practiced three indorsement then he walked off down the Charles Martin Hall way. I looked back to Dex and saw the confused looking at on his face. `` It 's doing pretty well, not much pain today just awkwardness and sore musculus. Thanks for asking. '' Fox then came in, `` what does everyone want for lunch ? Dex would you like to stay and eat ? '' Fox had made his way over to me and was standing leaning against my left side as I put my arm around him and slipped it down his back left pocket. Dex had cleared his thoat, `` sure as shooting but, where 's your female parent Kain ? '' Fox had nodded acknologing his reply. He then looked up at me and I placed a kiss that was cryptical than the one with Josh. I had this snog last around 5 seconds, as Fox put his left hired man on my chest and up to my cervix. Fox looked down at Dex, `` do you like peperoni pizza ? I think I 'll just call up in to pizza pie Hut and get some. '' `` Uhm ... ..y-yea ... '' Dex was beyond confused at this stop. `` Sounds heavy Fox. Why do n't you go ask Josh if he likes it ? '' I said in a irritating voice. `` Ok, I 'll be rightfield back. '' Fox placed another kiss on me then walked down the entrance hall. `` My mother, oh yea. Shes- '' I had begun to tell Dex when Stark had walked up with his blind drunk dark T on and dark jeans. He walked into the room a few footstep and then turned to Dex and I. `` So, this is the gloriouse Dex who saved your life huh ? '' Stark was using a well-disposed flavour. `` Yep. '' I had walked over and sat on a mini couch flop across from Dex. Stark sat to the left of me and leaned over as I wrapped my leftover arm around him. I turned my head as he looked up at me. I kissed him more passionately than I ever would have Josh or Fox. He used his right hand for sustenance on the couch and rubbed his will script up my chest and to my neck, following the curves of my muscular tissue. I continued to snog him, breathing him in, momentairily forgetting that Dex was right there. Dex cleared his thoat and had sat back down and had a face of gross mental confusion. I stopped kissing Stark, being snappd back to realness, and stared into his eye. Then I looked up at Dex. `` Dex, this is Stark. He 's the quarterback of our squad. '' Fox came out with Josh and stood behind me. Josh sat on the right arm of the miniskirt couch as Fox was behind me and put his weapons system down my chest and to my Revolutionary Proletarian Army, then looking over my right shoulder at Dex. `` This, '' I nodded towards Fox, `` is Fox. He is component part of the squad as well as Josh. Both are justificatory players, Josh is the best we got. Fox, he doubles as our running back. He can fake a focal point so well that you would fall for it everytime, not to mention his amphetamine. Josh, he 's the pocket-size brick wall you will ever see. '' Josh smiled up at Dex. Fox looked up and did the same. I turned my straits and looked deep into Starks eye to let him cognise I meant everything I was about to say. `` Stark is the best quarter back you will ever see. He will never miss a throw, unless it will be an interception. He has a knack for knowing stuff like that. Everybody, get together Dex. '' `` Nice to meet you all ... .. Kain, can I, uh, lecture to you for a consequence ? Alone ? '' He was confused beyond belief. `` for sure, you guys mind ? '' I asked the three of them. They all shook their heads. I got up from the sofa and walked towards my room. `` Follow me Dex. '' As we made it to my room, he shut the door behind him. `` What the hell is going on Kain ? '' He was confused, Karen Danielsen Horney, and looking extreemly sexy. `` zero, just thought I would mess with your mind a bit. No one at school knows about me and those guys. But- '' `` How many more than are there ? '' He had interupted me to keep me from changing the subject. But his vocalism was deep and interested. `` A few, but Stark is my master one. Everyone else falls in behind him. '' `` Why did n't you tell me ? '' His voice was so deuced sexy. `` Because, I wanted to induce some fun with your mind. '' He leaned against the wall next to the threshold. `` You fell for it so easily. '' I smiled and walked closer to him and put my left hand beside his head. `` Kain, what are you doi- '' I pressed my sass against his, stiffleing his news. I felt his warm up hands on my shank. I stopped momentarily and smiles at him staring into his gloomy optic. `` What a- '' I leaned in again, him making no effort to stop me. This time I pressed on him and licked his rim with my tounge, feeling his smoothness and tasting him directly. I pulled back again and saw how sexy he looked again. He leaned his capitulum down and started to osculate my neck, turning me on even more. A bulge was growing through the thickset cloth of his dungaree. I sighed gently and one of his hands went down to right below my hip. He pulled me close as I rubbed the prominence with my leg. I pulled away after a few seconds. `` Stark wants to talk to you, about joining the team and about you and I. '' I pulled my seawall away from his leg and kissed him gently. I pulled away from him completely and called out for Stark after opening the room access. Stark soon came in and exclude the door behind him. `` Nice to foregather you Dex. '' He said after he shook Dex 's script. `` Please, have a bottom. '' Stark motioned at my bed. Dex walked over to it and sat down on the edge. I walked behind Stark and sat down on the futon that was to the left of the chest. `` My public figure is Stark, and I wanted to thank you personaly for saving Kain. I do n't know what I would do without him. '' He looked over to me as I sat there with my legs spread a distance apart and my unexpended arm resting on my leg. `` Kain has told me he wants you on the team. I disagree. I do n't trust you, and you have n't even tried out yet. '' He came over and leaned against the actor's assistant clearly letting me oggle his ass. `` I understand you and Kain had a little run in after you checked his dresser out when he took his shirt off. If you do n't mind, wait but do n't touch. '' Stark was starting to get a slight jelous and a little out of dominance now. He had began to walk around and was standing in front man of me as he was pacing. I pulled him back with my left hand on his whack grummet and he landed inbetween my legs but still on the futon. Dex raised an eyebrow at us as Stark looked at me questioningly. I held his Chin as I leaned in and kissed him. He put his flop script on the back of my head pressing my sass on his even more. I became completely oblivious to the man sitting on the bed. I used my go away hand and felt Starks leg up to his upper thigh. Stark wanted to just attack me, he wanted to try out me so much deep and just rip me apart he had missed me so practically. But he was thrifty and hid his lust, or so he thought, from my mind so as not to make me feel bad and try to push myself. But of course he knew I could read him like a Koran. I pulled away and stared into his beautiful centre. I jumped as I saw a sinister flesh to my right field, then remembered where I was and who was with me. Dex was just sorta sitting there starring at the wall. I opened my back talk to say something but there came a knock at the door and Gage Turner came in. He was about 5'10, fairly mesomorphic in the upper body with bulky shoulders and weapon as well as bureau. He had chessnut brown hair and green eyes that shone like emeralds. Also, his hair was cut short and it always shone like it was always being hit by sunlight. `` Kain, you allright buddy ? The twat offs out there did n't think I 'd like to know you got hurt. '' He said as he drew himself into the room. `` Hey Gage, I 'm holding up just fine. '' His eyes flashed to Dex and immediatly up-downed him with his eye. `` Who 's this ? '' He said pointing to Dex. `` Thats Dex, he 's the one who kept the damages minimum lastnight. '' I said getting into the habbit of introducing him. `` Well, with your arm like that, do you retrieve you would still me up to go clubbing next calendar week ? '' gage was a club going guy who was pretty laid back. Stark did n't wish some of the habbits Gage tought me when he and I went out because I usually came back with another guy or horney as Scheol. He himself was n't into that club scene, but he never had tried it, much to my dismay. `` Probably, it should n't be too bad by then. '' I smiled. Stark and Gage never got along well because Gage had been the get-go one to kiss me and convince me I was gay. Stark walked in on grass and I during a hardcore makeout session about a class ago, which was right around the time Stark started liking me. punt looked at Stark and did n't say anything and barly acknowledged his existance. `` Well, prissy to run across you Dex, you much for clubbin'? '' pot was still checking Dex out out of the nook of his eye. Dex, probably still feeling like the elephant in the elbow room, shrugged, `` never really tried it. '' green goddess took his fortune and basically drug Dex up on his feet by his hands and looked him in the eye a foot or so from Dex 's face. `` Well then, your coming with Kain and I next week. Hows Monday sound ? '' I nodded and Stark fidgetted on the futon between my legs. Now he had his ass touching my groin but was leaned forward with his elbows resting on his knee so he would n't rub against my arm. He liked doing that, teasing my hormones. I lifted up my pelvis, which looked like I was just getting settled when I was actually rubbing my genitals against Starks ass. `` Pizzas here ! '' Fox called out. `` Food ! '' green goddess ran out dragging Dex behind him and shutting the door, leaving Stark and I alone. `` So, clubbing huh ... ? '' Stark seemed a little disaprooving as common. `` Yup, I could use a Nox out. '' I was trying to change the subject or at to the lowest degree light up up the mood. Stark stood up and turned to me after walking forward a few stair. I stood up and walked over to my doorway. Stark was on my hound and as I turned to spread out the door I leaned against the rampart to my right. Stark pressed his bridge player on my exit shoulder and pushed it to the wall. He put his left leg beside my right and his right leg inbetween mine put his go out handwriting above my head on the paries to preserve him from falling on me. I was completely surprised by him doing this and was shocked at the change in his centre. I felt his right manus suddenly cupping my groin. `` Stark ! What do you believe your doing ... '' He smiled wickedly and started rubbing and grabbing my opus which was easy to pick out in the smooth, shiney, and thin material of the sport underdrawers. I tried to catch my breathing time as he pressed his groin against my right leg. He stopped messaging my crotch and had lifted his hand and now was searching for the elastic wasteband. I used my leave alone hand and caught his hand just as it found what it was looking for. `` Stark, please. Not now. '' I said pleading with his centre. `` Alright. '' He said after a few arcsecond. He backed off and opened the door and walked out. I leaned against the rampart and did n't actuate. `` Stark .... '' He worried me sometimes. He used to get beat by his step dad all the prison term, till he faught back and broke his stride pop nose. Then he was sent to Florida to visit his Grandma. He was a bit unlike then i remembered, probably because his step dad had abused him again .