Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn call"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the events of the Sung dynasty to go by, if you don't know the history of the song, flavour it up. I hope I've done the song jurist, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the vocalist ) at the end of the track kind of inspired the last entree. Enjoy. : ) *
Entry One- April 20th 20**
Had a well day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their supporter and their tiddler to the beach. I didn't romp much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with nigh small fry. They sorta make fun of me near of the prison term anyway.
Something interesting though, a new neighbor that moved in last hebdomad joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept nearly of the boys around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about games and stuff.
She had us talking about girls at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a serious route to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular look, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing care to myself, but I really did love talking to her, and when the others went to play on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me talk that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good acquaintance.
first appearance Two- Apr 27th 20**
I forgot to grab my key before heading to schooltime and got locked out of the family for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could ride out with her until they came family in an hour. She said it was ok.
We talked about school and things. She showed me around her menage, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"limited situation,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to have indisputable and ask mom and dad about theirs…
Entry Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many friends, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as good as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just well-chosen that I finally have a booster.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could feel every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda obstruct, but then she let go and gave me some cookies and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a doctor in California, it made me question why she moved all the way to the other slope of the US, she said she needed some eternal rest away from the metropolis, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad expression on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my side and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the same time I did like it.
I like Liz.
entrance Four- May 25th 20**
I can't call up what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything damage but they are keeping me nightlong.
I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give me some chocolate chip cookie. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.
Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my chairwoman and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really weird at me and put her hand on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't recount mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.
I can still finger that touch though…
unveiling Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any motion towards me. But I can still experience that touch, and my genitalia still feel Weird, really sensitive.
I saw this pretty girl the former day and it stood straight up, I've never had it encounter and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was fine and innate and didn't do anything after.
Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would finger like to adjoin it. When I did it felt really proficient, and I continued, then I felt REALLY estimable, and then my member exploded with this albumen sticky stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't severalize mom or dad.
Entry 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit unusual, she kissed me on the brass today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a motion picture, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda skillful and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to outrage her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets arouse, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
Entry 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? pa, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.
Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will consider me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, moderate me to her"special piazza"a red room with a big bed, she made me strip down, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me finger good, better than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me papa ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a good boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
introduction 8- August 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps pain me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…
Entry 9- October 20**
TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
accounting entry 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's home plate. Dated November 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo closure itt, sHe kept pain ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! fUck YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it dad ? I'M coVereD in her parentage now, in a WHORE'S rake !
I feel dirty, help me…
Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my painfulness and suffering. Now that I am done remember, I will always have it off you. I'm your son…
Can I be your Daddy ?
**Thanks for reading material, this is one of my favorite Song by KoRn, and I felt the urge to spell a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and give feedback. **