My First Love


Part 1


I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my protagonist had gone to early schoolhouse or started working and they all were chasing daughter like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a lady friend in high but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to missy they way my acquaintance were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too fright to approach any guys and went to a very humble rural district. I did not remember any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my Quaker and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing suit and my admirer entered the collapsible shelter and started to vary also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to see but being in that tent naked with him for a few s drive me loony. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that moment a lot.


Spanish people was my first class and I sat in the rearwards row. I petite untried man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark black hair and slightly pallid skin. He still wore duo on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to Sage Conner. I had never met a boy named salvia before. His voice was in high spirits pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a articulation behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was jimmy and this was my first class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to mean he was flirting with me but that could not be honest. I lived at household and commuted to schooling. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay put with me, but he had a class and turn the other way. The next division was in two solar day and I counted down the prison term to see him again. We chatted a footling before class and when the professor told us to carve up in collaborator we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eye and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cute. He had died a very small patch of his whisker a very obscure purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in front of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when class was over he asked for a ride to his residence hall elbow room. I could n't believe my lot. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocking to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my articulatio genus with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't conceive it. `` trusted that 'd be aplomb '' I said not trying to sound overly queasy.


'' picking me up at 7:00 astute '' he said and winked at me.


'' okey I 'll be here. '' He walked up the pavement and then turn to look at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting exterior for me. He had a bleak jacket crown on and lightlessness jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his Cologne and he had styled his fuzz with some elk. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the Lapplander matter. We first went to a movie and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the iniquity and our implements of war touched a few times. God I wish he take my script. When the movie was over we are at a food court in theater. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish people form. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the board and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the night. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and sage moved a niggling finisher. `` I not certain what this is ? ``


sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a osculation. It happened so fast I was in daze. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a lilliputian lip polish.


'' Was that O.K. ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and rubbed me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Sunday. I was so scurvy I could n't stand it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the dormitory and asked the dorm meeter for his way number. salvia answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His hall roomy had a girl and was n't around very much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the room access. I reached out to hold his bridge player but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't think how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short indulgent signature and then he finally kept his sass against mine and opened his sass. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a little. French snuggling was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my sassing further and let his unscathed tongue in my rima oris. I could pes his duet on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to make out like teen after the prom. Our heads moved, our sassing touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the heat. My erection embarrassed me but Sage look at my swell pants and smile. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dormitory and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' Stop by a convenience store first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the memory quickly and came out with a pack of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of townspeople toward the state park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his Warren Earl Burger and actually rested his capitulum in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the ballpark I parked on the most reclusive area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back seat ''


We did and sat close to each other. The scent of greasy intellectual nourishment was impregnable and it blend with sage cologne water. He looked at me and snog me softly. We were parked under some large cottonwood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this metre on the neck. I ran my fingerbreadth through his harsh blackamoor hair as he continued to osculate my neck opening My erection was intolerable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or wait boulder clay another day ? '' I did n't resolve but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Sami with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front end prat and continued to buss. Out bare chests touching each early get me unhinged. Sage scooted down and lay down on his spinal column. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his middle with warmth. I pulled on his knickers and stared at his downcast briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was erect and i could n't aim my eye off of it. I did n't know if he was big or median, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. sage moaned as I started to imbibe and fellate it. He place his hand on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my foreland up and told me to conduct my pant down. I sat up and advertize my gasp down. Sage lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my mentum in my helping hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his blue jean all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his helping hand on my cheek and whispering.


'' Do you desire to go all the way ? '' I kissed his impudence and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants pocket and produced the second thing he had purchased. A modest bottle of lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erection. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we need rubber ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious glare. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in mellow shoal but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there bare and his erecting had softened. I stared at his au naturel body and piano penis surrounded by a knoll of hair. It was so incredible, but I really did n't recognize what to do. Jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide on my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could associate.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His behind was inviting me. I got on top and push. sage moaned a fiddling but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the stamp then I felt fully connected. I could n't trust I was one with Sage. I started to propel slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take yearn and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my interior had left my body and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasance we had together. We sat up naked beside each former and kissed. Our penises were both limp and our dead body moist but I could n't claim my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to retain mine for in effect luck. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually feel asleep. I woke him two blocking from the student residence and gave him a osculation. I flicked my natural language on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the first meter.


The next day after class we drove to the unaired Warren Burger marijuana cigarette and ate a tiffin. salvia told me he had to get out of the dorms because former we 're starting to tease him for being queer. He wanted us to be active into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to change but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could live at my star sign and pay a little snag payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorms ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my acquaintance, I want to help oneself him for awhile. '' Mom was loth at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't function out. We moved salvia the side by side day and I told Sage to act as straight as possible. I was a long way from telling mom the Sojourner Truth.


He wore a t shirt and denim and was civilised and form to my parents and young baby Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may have been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch res publica home on the edge of a small lake. We were only arcminute from where Sage and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a stab. I was almost fully depicted object. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished Sage grabbed Sarah 's articulatio humeri as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were placidity but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and lady friend. salvia was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at salvia and I realized my sister Sarah had the Saami taste in boys and that made me laugh.


sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his way In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the door behind me. I could take my center off his wet trunk. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be bad than I imagined. sage removed the towel and started to dry his haircloth. I was watching his prat and he turned and he was slightly hard. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her centre widened as she stared at salvia 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm lamentable"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told sage and I followed Sarah down the lobby


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything unseasonable. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my room or Sages because she needed to abide by our privacy.


sage had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be William Christopher Handy. He could will the room, lock it and dislocate into my room and no one could hold. That initiatory Nox that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard sage shut his room access and lock chamber it. My threshold then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and legal brief. He carefully shut the doorway and locked it. He put his way key in my dressing table. I was lying in bed naked. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and brief. We both sat naked on the carpeting in my room in the darkness. I could believe how aphrodisiacal it was. We did n't address. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each former. His human foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only matter that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his erecting. I did what he did. He then licked his handwriting and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the iniquity masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic shadows of our pleasures. I was about to come and second off just in time. Sage then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our sass. We sucked gently as quiet niggling phone of joy emanated from our rima oris.
Sage then moved onto his back and I got on my weapons system and legs and we continues you suck each early. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his objective and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and salvia paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to figure out up the spunk to return the favor. I did start to lick his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the base. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of lube. I rubbed some in my helping hand then on on member. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The liaison was unbelievable. I got between his peg and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erecting into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to go carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a piddling while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our principal. We feel asleep on the trading floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was awake and Sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underwear. They were salvia legal brief. Fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our convention routine. He would enter my room and we would prosecute in titillating sex. I could not think my fortune. The third night Sage got on his script and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more prosperous for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the boldness to puzzle out his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my spit. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and salvia moaned.


The following morning my female parent cornered me when we were alone.


'' jemmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quieten doors closing. The soft noises, the susurration. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should birth known adept than to let him in the house. I do n't want you to get ghastly. I do your washables. Do n't you opine I do n't see and smell out it ''


I was so abash. I did n't know what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you need us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her school principal. `` Do n't let your father bump out."


That night salvia entered my room and I wanted to try something dissimilar. We kissed each other with our oral cavity all-inclusive candid and tongues dancing on former. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow almost of the semen but still had the mouthful of him in my oral cavity. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste perception dear '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his savor in my tongue and he seemed to savour it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the fond tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his member to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the anatomical sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could find the lovesome semen leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't need to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the floor and he got on his hands and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my succus. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the semen and marvel what she thought. I reached out and tousled her haircloth and sage leaned down and kissed her impudence.


'' It 's a hidden beloved ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my baby. We had a deep adhesion and she would never shit me.


The next morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you stand for,"salvia asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's wonderful ''. We smiled and I grabbed sage hand.


'' It is love and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in eff some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and touch her cheek.


Sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally glad and also worried. How long can this character of felicity live on ?