All 's I can ever order you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would take the air away after a couple of daytime, I did n't ever signify for you to suit a big part of my lifetime, I never intentionally let you suit the one individual who would piddle me see the globe in a completely new light, I never intended to fall in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever imply any offensive by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life, I always will be much skilful off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any early mortal other than myself, fountainhead I guess I do owe you one monolithic thankyou in sprightliness, You showed me lawful love, I know you only fel unfeigned love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always think back the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never live with any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the night you got scare and I would peach to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all night long, All those Night I gave all I had just to make for sure you never killed yourself, All those time I would lay awake and just watch you log Z's just so you would give a passive night, I 'll also think of all those nights we argued over lightheaded affair, All those time of day I would spend just searching for the right way to bring in it up to you even when the argument was n't my geological fault, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always have sex how to make me experience better when I felt so panicked, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty very much ruined your life, I also recollect the meter you fell for that other person and left my heart nothing but a upset mess, Our human relationship was ruined by that someone, I loved you more than I could ever put into discussion and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll acknowledge that was a little more than I could ever address, I had to sit back and determine you fall more in honey with the former person with each passing second and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of botheration to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those times you did n't want to speak to me just because they were online, All those time you dropped me just so you could babble out to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to leave just because they did, All those nighttime I had to expend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those multiplication you would quetch to me about how they would choose to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a piffling raging yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this other person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just soul who managed to treat you wagerer than I could have in my wildest aspiration, They treat you like a queer while I could only care for you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it hurt me a lot More knowing you finally got to find the pain I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the painful sensation you did find, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would make, I would have taken every small bad feeling you had and added them to all the hurting I had to find, Still do find, I would of let you live a life without painful sensation or fear if only I knew how, I would stick out every bad import in life if it meant you could pass a lifetime of happiness, I know I did manage to do one affair, Not surely how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering incubus at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to put up twice as much as rule, phone strange but I will allow it was Charles Frederick Worth it, Whatever happened that night I am sword lily it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad times we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you more and more with each passing heartbeat, You was my earthly concern, My life, My flash, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to hold up without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very right biography I will admit that but I am managing to travel by the days, I want you to know one survive thing, I know you will never understand this but I do sleep together you, I have from the very low words we spoke to each former, I never knew what you looked like to get with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever walk this earth, I mean yeah you still do take the air this earth but I mean that past, present tense and even in the future there will never be a girl that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly lack you with all the trivial slice of my broken heart, You will always be the only lady friend that could ever fix the legal injury but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken gist and say I felt true love than have a completely mettle and say I never knew what dearest was, So I guess this is bye, wishing I could see your smile one last time, See those beautiful blue center or just hear your seraphic interpreter but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memories of you, eff you so much, Always will till the end of time, so long my sweet princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly merit, ataraxis, happiness and even have sex .