My First making love


Part 1


I was starting my outset semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my supporter had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing girls like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to girls they way my Quaker were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't occupy. I was too frighten to approach any guy wire and went to a very minuscule rural territorial dominion. I did not imagine any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my supporter and I decided to camp down one weekend. I was changing into a bathing suit and my admirer entered the tent and started to modify also. He was my most attractive acquaintance and I tried desperately not to search but being in that collapsible shelter naked with him for a few mo drive me brainsick. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that consequence a lot.


Spanish was my low class and I sat in the back row. I petite Loretta Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark black tomentum and slightly pale peel. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and instructor started attendance. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His vocalism was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The course went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my gens was jimmy and this was my first class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be admittedly. I lived at house and commuted to schooling. I got to the end of the paseo and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and ferment the other way. The next class was in two days and I counted down the sentence to see him again. We chatted a little before class and when the professor told us to separate in married person we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cunning. He had died a very small patch of his tomentum a very dark purpleness so it was barely obtrusive. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his script in straw man of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his bracing.


when form was over he asked for a drive to his dorm room. I could n't think my lot. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my stifle with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Sat Night ? ``


I could n't trust it. `` for certain that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to fathom overly anxious.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 astute '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the pavement and then reverse to look at me. We waved and smiling and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the residence hall he was waiting outside for me. He had a black crownwork on and total darkness blue jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smack his cologne and he had styled his hair with some moose. He looked a bit emasculate but that turned me on. It made me cogitate we were thinking the like thing. We first went to a film and I felt lofty having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the iniquity and our subdivision touched a few fourth dimension. God I wish he take my mitt. When the movie was over we are at a food Margaret Court in theater. We talked a piddling about the movie and out Spanish division. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the board and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't make out what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm amercement. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a little finisher. `` I not sure enough what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a osculation. It happened so fast I was in jolt. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a petty lip gloss.


'' Was that O.K. ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the residence hall and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and chafe me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said good-bye.


I hated Sunday. I was so miserable I could n't put up it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the residence hall and asked the dorm attendant for his elbow room number. Sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to withstand his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't think how much I liked it. We kept kissing with brusque soft sense of touch and then he finally kept his sass against mine and opened his sass. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a small. French people kissing was new to me so I was doing my safe. I opened my back talk further and let his whole tongue in my sass. I could foundation his couple on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to micturate out like teenagers after the promenade. Our fountainhead moved, our mouth touched and our glossa wrestled. I could n't conceive the passion. My hard-on embarrassed me but sage look at my swollen bloomers and grin. He rubbed my leg then our mouth parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace common soldier.


'' Stop by a convenience store first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a ingroup of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of townspeople toward the state Park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could trust it. I looked down and his beautiful human face stared up at me.


When we got to the green I parked on the most sequester area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back place ''


We did and sat close to each other. The smell of oily nutrient was strong and it mixed with Sages Koln. He looked at me and osculate me softly. We were parked under some orotund white basswood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my fingers through his coarse contraband hair as he continued to kiss my neck My erection was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or postponement boulder clay another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't think we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front buns and continued to kiss. Out bare thorax touching each former ram me crazy. Sage scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to osculate him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pants. I looked into his middle with passion. I pulled on his knickers and stared at his downcast legal brief. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was erect and i could n't take my oculus off of it. I did n't know if he was big or average, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my question and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. Sage moaned as I started to take up and fellate it. He place his hand on my head teacher and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my read/write head up and told me to read my bloomers down. I sat up and pushed my pant down. salvia lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't think. This was what life history was about. Sharing delight with person you loved. He continued for a few proceedings then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely raw. He put his hired hand on my cheek and susurration.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my drawers off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants pouch and produced the second thing he had purchased. A low nursing bottle of lubricant. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erecting. Then he rubbed his freighter.


'' Do we want condoms ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious public eye. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course of instruction I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in senior high school but that was all. He had only been with a young woman but had never had sex with her. He lay there naked and his erection had softened. I stared at his bare physical structure and soft member surrounded by a mound of hair. It was so incredible, but I really did n't cognize what to do. lever grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my erection into him. He rolled back far but we could relate.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and push. sage moaned a little but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with salvia. I started to move slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't look at retentive and i was right wing. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my body and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't consider the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each other and kissed. Our penis were both limp and our bodies moist but I could n't take my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underclothing. He wanted to keep mine for good circumstances. We kissed some more than decided it was meter to get back. He laid his read/write head on my lap again and actually sense asleep. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a osculation. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the outset clip.


The next day after class we drove to the tight Burger Joint and ate a lunch. sage told me he had to get out of the dormitory because other we 're starting to tease him for being queer. He wanted us to propel into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a theme. Maybe he could know at my house and pay a belittled economic rent defrayal. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dormitory ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to serve him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't wreak out. We moved salvia the next day and I told sage to act as neat as potential. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was polite and kind to my parents and unseasoned sis Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say practically to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may have been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played buck with my sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch country base on the edge of a modest lake. We were only minute of arc from where sage and I fell in lovemaking. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a snap. I was almost fully contented. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be truthful about everything. We we finished Sage grabbed Sarah 's shoulders as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girlfriends. salvia was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at sage and I realized my baby Sarah had the same taste in boys and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower bath after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and close the door behind me. I could fill my optic off his wet body. His hairsbreadth was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. Sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his hindquarters and he turned and he was slightly heavily. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at Sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm dismal"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told salvia and I followed Sarah down the Hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything incorrectly. ''


I told her to always bump before entering my way or Sages because she needed to honor our secrecy.


Sage had the way two threshold down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be handy. He could leave the room, whorl it and slue into my room and no one could check. That firstly dark that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his door and curl it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and Jockey shorts. He carefully shut the door and locked it. He put his elbow room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed au naturel. I pulled off the weather sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my way in the duskiness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't speak. I had my binding to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both intemperately and just stared at each early. His pes was resting on top of mine. That 's the only when thing that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his erecting. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic shadows of our joy. I was about to come and backed off just in time. Sage then laid down on the floor on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could pick out each early in our mouths. We sucked gently as tranquillise small audio of joy emanated from our mouths.
Sage then moved onto his backrest and I got on my coat of arms and branch and we continues you suck each other. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to work up the nerve to return the favor. I did start to lick his orchis and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the tabu of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the storey. He layed down and placed his merchantman on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hand then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his pegleg and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to affect carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm method and we seemed synced. It lasted a slight while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the threshold. No one was awake and salvia slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing out-of-door looking at me in my underclothes. They were sage briefs. enthusiast than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal turn. He would get into my way and we would engage in titillating sex. I could not trust my lot. The thirdly dark salvia got on his manus and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more well-fixed for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth dark I finally got the boldness to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was neat and I gently touched his rim with my spit. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and sage moaned.


The adjacent morning time my female parent cornered me when we were alone.


'' jemmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep Light, beloved. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quiet threshold closing. The diffused randomness, the voicelessness. '' She had a rip in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the business firm. I do n't want you to get sick. I do your laundry. Do n't you remember I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrass. I did n't screw what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get honk. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your don get out."


That night salvia entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our mouths wide loose and knife dancing on early. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow near of the cum but still had the taste of him in my sassing. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the Moon and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a penchant dear '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his nip in my tongue and he seemed to delight it. He laid down and started to rear his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the strong tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his member to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how often I liked it. When he ejacualted I could find the warm ejaculate leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't want to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the story and he got on his handwriting and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the semen and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and salvia leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a confidential honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a deep bail and she would never stag me.


The following break of the day before leaving for school Sarah sat on the lounge and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in enchantment.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you mean,"Sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's wonderful ''. We smiled and I grabbed sage hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and concern her cheek.


sage leaned over and buss me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this type of happiness last ?