All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those mass who would take the air away after a couple of Clarence Shepard Day Jr., I did n't ever intend for you to turn a big component of my sprightliness, I never intentionally let you become the one soul who would make me see the world in a solid new illumination, I never intended to accrue in lovemaking with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any crime by that but I know I am always better walking the lone route in living, I always will be much honorable off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other soul other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in living, You showed me true dear, I know you only fel dead on target love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never take on any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll think back the Nox you got pall and I would talk to you even after you fell asleep just so you could sense like there was someone there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make sure you never killed yourself, All those clock time I would lay awaken and just watch over you kip just so you would have a peaceful nighttime, I 'll also recall all those nights we argued over light-headed thing, All those hours I would spend just searching for the ripe way to cause it up to you even when the argument was n't my mistake, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those multiplication you made me jape just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were Swedish mile apart, I remember you would always know how to build me feel better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad affair, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be middling, All the pain in the ass I caused you and all the times I pretty very much ruined your lifetime, I also recall the time you fell for that other mortal and left my heart zero but a smash kettle of fish, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into words and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll allow that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you descend more in love with the former person with each passing second and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those meter you did n't want to talk to me just because they were on-line, All those clock time you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even uncollectible decided to leave just because they did, All those nighttime I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the Saami, All those times you would kick to me about how they would favor to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a piddling angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in dear with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this former mortal even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the fourth dimension you never knew that, They were just mortal who managed to treat you near than I could have in my wildest dream, They treat you like a queen while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it anguish me a lot Sir Thomas More knowing you finally got to find the pain in the ass I felt every import I was without you, I am truly deplorable for the pain you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would have, I would have taken every little bad feel you had and added them to all the pain I had to feel, Still do finger, I would of let you live a liveliness without pain or fear if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in lifespan if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did oversee to do one matter, Not surely how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmare at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't have while I had to suffer twice as much as normal, phone strange but I will hold it was deserving it, Whatever happened that nighttime I am happy it happened, sure enough i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad times we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you more and more with each passing heartbeat, You was my earth, My animation, My instant, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able-bodied to live on without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very thoroughly life I will admit that but I am managing to blow over the days, I want you to know one last matter, I know you will never record this but I do sleep together you, I have from the very inaugural Word we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to commence with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful lady friend to ever walk this dry land, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that yesteryear, present and even in the future there will never be a lady friend that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a lilliputian too long, Just want to say I love you, I still deal about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the picayune composition of my broken heart, You will always be the only girl that could ever fix the scathe but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken heart and say I felt true love life than have a whole pith and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, like I could see your smile one finally clip, See those beautiful blue oculus or just hear your cherubic voice but I know I never will so I will just have to exist with the memories of you, get it on you so much, Always will till the end of meter, au revoir my sweet princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly merit, peace, Happiness and even love .