Before we begin, dear lector, I would care to remind you that my interviewee, the controversial grownup performer Mona Dee, insisted on being naked throughout the interview. What 's more than, she insisted on pleasuring herself while we talked. She was somewhat discomfited that I was not willing to connect her. address me old-fashioned.

Q : It 's become a touchstone for you to always do consultation naked and masturbating. How come, pun intended ?

A : ( jape ). I do n't sleep together. I just ... I just like to make for with myself when others watch. And I do n't blame you for not joining me, but sometimes they do. close spring I did this radio show, no grownup radio, very mainstream, late in the Nox and I masturbated on air and convinced one of the manlike master of ceremonies to conjoin in. It was radio, there was no video or photo, but still they got a fucking ton of hate mail service. The guy had to have a world apologia to maintain his job. And his two fellow worker, they were absolutely grossed out when this man, this middle-aged balding man, stripped out of his apparel, jerked off on the air, was moaning on lively tuner and shot a vast fuck warhead on the floor. I thought it was hot. I would 've sucked him off if they only let me do that.

Q : Is this idea of you being hyper-sexual, in a near-constant state of stimulation accurate or exaggerated ?

A : I mean, I 'm not having sex or masturbating all the time. But yeah, I 'm a horny slattern. I have sex at plate, I have sex at work. I am hyper-sexual. I used to fight it when I was much younger. I even went to some fucking Sex freak Anonymous meetings, but even then I just ended up have a go at it half the member. Doing porn was a way of accepting who I was. I 'm so lucky. I make a living by doing what I would be doing anyway.

Q : What was that process like, that route to being yourself ?

A : It was scary at showtime. I remember this one time, I was nineteen back then and an exchange student in Italy. There were these au naturel beaches and I went there and I took it all off, and it was gravid and all that. But there were others naked, it 's not comparable people were staring. So it was a bit of a letdown, but I 'll order you what I did. I went to this other beach and it was n't clothing-optional. I pretended that I thought it was. I laid there bare and was thrilled when some guy were checking me out. This sr. womanhood spoiled the fun by telling me it was n't clothing-optional. So, I pretended to be horribly embarrassed and got dressed and left. When I got back to my room, I spent like three hours masturbating, just thinking of those aspect I got. That clip in Italy was a transubstantiate experience. I was more relaxed after I got back rest home. I quickly developed this report, because I was always fucking wasted at parties, always stripping down. Like, if there was a fucking Jacuzzi or a sauna, I went naked even if others did n't. I was always the one going tight fitting dipping. And I was sleeping around a lot, with guys at inaugural and then I started experimenting with missy. I developed this routine, they 'd get me drunk and encourage me to do a niggling striptease. They were clapping and chanting and it ended with me completely naked. So yeah, people started to see me as a slut.

Q : Was porn something you always wanted to do ?

A : Ever since I became an exhibitionist. There were a couple of scholarly person parties where lashings of people saw me naked and it was such a screwing frisson ! soul at school asked me if I had considered modeling and of course I was interested. The first shoots were just bikini, you know, intimate apparel stuff, but then the guy told me he knew this other guy who might deliver Job for me if I was willing to go topless. Of course ! So my tits were now a topic at school. Not lots later, I got a job as a stripper and never went back to school day. The shoots quickly progressed to full-frontal nudeness. Then there was this legal brief period of time where I was hooking, you know, before I got into porn. Like, on the streets, sucking dick in some back alley. I still do that sometimes, by the way. Gets me really nostalgic. I recently did this underground low-budget thing where I was selling twat in Barcelona, working nimbus holes and so on.

Q : You have a reputation of being a heavy drinker and subject matter exploiter. You 're sipping whiskey as we speak. How do sex and substances fit together ?

A : I am definitely a backbreaking juicer, have been for many, many days. Am I an alcohol-dependent ? I 'm not for certain what that word means. But I am functional. I 'm not drink all the prison term. It 's a part of being a slut. Being a inebriate makes this even hotter, not just being rummy, but being a drunk. When I was Whitney Young, it was an exculpation to be violent, you know, sexually. Nowadays I do n't ask excuses, but it can cater some More juice to fucking. But I have lots of sober sex as well. I do n't require to be drunk to enjoy sex on camera, or on leg. The other drugs, they 're just occasional. I never break the law. When I travel, if the laws are more relaxed there, I 'll have got some. Of course, weed is now legal, but I 'm not that big on sess. I have a joint on rare occasions. I work often in Portugal, because they 've decriminalized everything. So I stay a few calendar week and do all sorts of stuff. I pop some pills, snort a ton of Coca Cola, even interpose heroin sometimes. But I 'm careful, with the needles and so on. And I had my agents find reliable trader. I need to make love what I 'm using, how inviolable it is. And I do n't mix affair that should n't be assorted. I 'm working. Not gon na overdose. ( Laughs ) I guess a lot of people were surprised I made it past 27, you know, the rock and roll adept age.

Q : What are some of barbarian substance-fueled sex experiences you 've had ?

A : If I remember them, they were n't that wild, were they ? ( laughter ) No, seriously, stimulant drug are always bettor than depressant. That 's a good oecumenical convention, in my experience. Alcohol is a good stimulation. Weed, diacetylmorphine, Xannies, codeine, they just slow down me down, but they 're fine afterwards. Like if you just had an orgy and then smoke a juncture or take a couple of anovulant. You know what 's a good excitant ? caffein, sometimes I do n't let anything intoxicating. I just have a shitload of caffein. Coffee 's too ho-hum for that, you need energy drunkenness and you need to booze them loyal to get your ticker racing. But yeah, I 'd say coke and meth are the best sex drugs, really strong stimulant drug. watch crystal meth and tornado, and also because they 're like the gloomy of drugs. Like, can you get any modest than being a fucking bawd on fling ? pane and shrooms are too weird, I 'm not really into the psychedelics, though I 've experimented. The wildest, dumbest drug experiments were probably sniffing things, you know, like glue, paint, fucking gasoline. I did that only a dyad of clip, it was ... it was n't great. I just wanted to try it. Ca n't say I remember a entirely lot of those Nox. As I said, the other drugs are just for countries where it 's legal. When I 'm in the States, I just drink. I used to drink lots of beer, but then I was gaining weight and you ca n't be a porn maven with a beer belly. So I mostly have hard hard drink now. The margin goes up over the years, so what I do nowadays is drink on an vacate stomach. Just like now, I woke up late today, so have n't even had any breakfast yet and already started on the whisky. I 'll severalize you what my savage drunk sex dream is like. For years, I 've wanted to do this telecasting where I drink until I pass out and then a bunch of guys fuck me. Nothing fake, I would really be unconscious while they film it. My lawyer 's advised against it and I always select his advice. There 's a line you ca n't span and then there 's a Gy area that you should stay put away from. But if I had to choose just one gist for the ease of my liveliness, it would be alcoholic drink. I 've grown so accustomed to the taste, certain drinks taste so good while giving a buzz. Like this whiskey. Meth and Coke are great, but ultimately whiskey is even better. I guess it 's partly nostalgia. I started drinking way before I started using anything else. So if I had to overdose, I 'd wassail myself to death with whiskey.

Q : Your lifestyle does n't seem to speculate on your appearing. Do you have any item health or physical fitness act ?

A : I do, I do work out regularly and try to eat a certain way. This takes it 's price, you know. Not just the drinking and drugging, but these damn cigarettes. ( She takes a breaking from onanism to fall up a coffin nail. ) And I do consume my sober periods, as well. Like not that long ago, I was sober for two calendar week. I had been working in Portuguese Republic and it was like a fucking haze. I was snorting coke off the dicks, popping birth control pill, everything, crystal meth, smoking a freaking crack pipework. Not all of that at once of form ! ( laughter ) It was a brainsick three weeks and I had to lay off all the clobber afterwards. Felt like I needed a short detox. But yeah, back to the doubtfulness. ( laugh ) I do make an effort into looking serious. And of course, it 's not like everything 's innate anyway. I 've had a lot of work done.

Q : Do you consider torso modification to be another addiction, like imbibition or smoke ?

A : I do, it certain is, for me it is, there 's just a shudder about being so damn vain. I do n't wan na overdo it. Like, if you know Jessie Waley, she got obsessed with tattoos and now she 's almost completely covered in them, barely any tegument left. I never took it that far. I have ... 53 tats, I think is the electric current count. I 've had some scarring done, piercings, charge plate operating theater, study on my boobs ( She jiggles them and kisses the nipple for example. ), work on my ass, all sorts of affair. pilus removal as well, not from the slit. Usually I trim it or knock off it all off, but sometimes you want the wild bush. But legs and arms, I do n't want any hairsbreadth there, so they did some matter there and I never have to trim. And there 's a lot ideas I would like to get done, but they 're probably too extreme.

Q : Even more utmost than becoming a man for a brief geological period ?

A : I would n't say that I was a man. I did n't go the whole route, I did n't get all the hormonal things and I never got rid of my boobs. Did n't want a whiskers or naught. I just wanted to see what it was like to have a prick. Some said it would put down my life history, but I bounced back, did n't I ?

Q : Was it purely a negative reaction or did some people like it ?

A : Of course some did, there 's always some out there. But it 's a recess thing, chicks with dicks. I took time off for the surgical operation and then released the reveal video of me jerking off and the internet exploded in ira. So many people hated it, even though I assured them it would n't be permanent wave. And the trans citizenry attacked me for belittling them.

Q : Was there any desire to not transition back ?

A : Absolutely not. I love being a chick. I love having a pussycat. ( She spreads her legs as far as possible for illustration, then resumes masturbation. ) But it was an interesting six month. And the haters were wrong, my career recovered. It was like that thing with New Coke. When I got my puss back, I held a especial event, book binding to the Pussy, a jubilation and there was like a million masses watching. Many of the handsome public figure in the biz came, pun intended. ( laughter )

Q : Talk about these body limiting ideas. What are they like ?

A : Well, I 'm interested in all kinds of extremes, like being super skinny or really, morbidly weighty. I ca n't do all of those things, so what I do is find out others who have, how do I put this, special eubstance. I 've done tons of voodoo telecasting with fat people, or really anorexic citizenry, tall people, nanus, really muscular, like body-builders. And disable people. I love the melodic theme of being disabled. At one point, I really fantasized about having my legs amputated. I 've had sex with wheelchair citizenry, amputees, paralyzed citizenry. Blind multitude, deaf people. Most extreme experience was having sex with this girl who did n't get any limbs. I had steamy lesbian sex with her and a couple of guy joined us. I do consume some ideas of physical structure modification that are n't even potential. They 're just pipe dreams. I make drawings and send them to surgeons who say it ca n't be done. diabolic things, bat wing, tails, horns, so on.

Q : holy diddlyshit ! How do you think people would react to that ?

A : Most would n't get that. Career-wise it would be a bad move. I 've been thinking about getting my tongue split. Like, some lady friend I know make that expression real just. I do n't know. It might be off-putting to some, but you ca n't please everyone. It 's hardly mainstream.

Q : Is n't it the typesetter's case, though, that instead of following the mode, you instead set them ? It 's often been said that very few people, if any, in the pornography industry have done Sir Thomas More to to renormalise the extremum than you have.

A : I guess that 's true. But I do n't take the credit. It 's all been there, for a farsighted time, in some conformation or another. I studied the trailblazer and I 've had the honor of working with some of them. I 'm more of a popularizer myself. You ca n't be good at everything. Like Ellie Fontaine, she 's like the queen regnant of piss. cypher can piss more than that kick, it 's like a Imperial gallon of urine. She 's pissed on me a few meter and I swear it was like a fucking gallon. She 's a specialist. I 'm a Renaissance man. I do all sorts of things, but I ca n't get to that level in any of them.

Q : Was your pregnancy also about body modification or were there other motif for that ?

A : ( halt masturbating ) That certainly was part of it. I wanted to be super-feminine and what could be more feminine than that ? And they say great thing about pregnant sex and there 's really no former way to go through it than to go through it yourself. I certainly had a fun time being pregnant even though I was white-knuckling to last out sober. And those telecasting were very popular. It 's a niche, but a fairly big one. Some people did n't like that, but they knew it would be over soon. I got significant at that distributor point in my career, because I already had the sex modification idea in my head so I figured I need to get meaning first if I 'm gon na do it. I honestly do n't have it off who the baby daddy is. There 's seventeen candidates. Everyone shot a load inside of me that night. Who knows ?

Q : Is it true that after giving birth you seriously considered quitting porn ?

A : At that point I had signed all the paperwork. I had told my attorney to find a good family for that infant missy. I would 've been a terrible mother, I 'm certain. And they would 've taken her outside anyways, with my career and the drinking and the drugs. ( Tears up. ) But yeah, when I was pregnant, especially the last duad of month, I really realized how lucky that couple would be, that they actually get to kindle that child. But it was too late for me. I 've crossed too many lines a yearn fourth dimension ago. That 's ... that 's really a part of why I do these things, why I 'm so extremum. It 's to gain sure there 's no going back. ordinary bicycle life is not an option. ( Long pause ) After I had given giving birth, I took some time off. That was really the merely suspension from porn I 've ever taken. It was n't just physical, it was more mental. i rented this fiddling cabin for a month and just sat on the porch, walked in the woods, listened to the birdie. When I was there, I was all alone the whole time, celibate. ( jest ) Can you imagine me celibate for a month ? I had no sex, did n't even masturbate, did n't catch pornography. And I was sober too. Just like being significant, I never, when I was meaning I did n't toast or use drugs or weed. I did n't wan na hurt the child. Some parental instinct kicked in. Anyway, when I was in the cabin I thought about what other way of life were available to me, but there did n't look to be any. I knew I would go back to the smut. I did n't bear the money to retire, I had made zero investments, I was fucking terrible with finances. And the sex was still dear. After a month in the cabin I returned to civilization and went back into smut and harlotry, started drinking again. There was zip else to do.

Q : I 'm grim for being so straight-from-the-shoulder, but do you have any liaison with your daughter ?

A : No, I do n't even have intercourse her figure or where she lives. My lawyer checks in on them, just letting me know she 's fine. And I send a hindrance to her adoptive parents every month, through my attorney. There 's a confidence investment firm for her when she 's grown up. I do n't need her to have it off me. I would n't want to ... I 'd be ashamed if she knew.

Q : How would you react if you found out years from now that she chose the Saame calling as you did ?

A : I 'd hate that. Of course, I 'd be devastated just like my folks were when they found about me. I did n't get them at the time, but I understood when I was holding that infant in the maternity Montgomery Ward. I was so fucking tired, feeling like I was half-dead, but I wanted to hold her just once before they took her away.

Q : Do you hold any contact with your kinsperson ?

A : No, not for a few years now. Dad was angered when he found out back in the day, mom was more sad. We still saw each early for a couple of yr, not often and every fourth dimension we did, they tried to spill the beans me out of it. They asked me to actuate back there, they offered to pay my flyer. You know, they 're quite well off. I 'm not from a inadequate class. I did n't get into this because I was desperate for money. When I started getting into more extremum porn, my folks wanted less and less to do with me. After I started making incest porn, fake incest, I think that was the last straw.

Q : There was something about your full cousin ?

A : Oh, yes, that affair. I do n't have any sib and I desperately wanted to get genuine incest smut instead of the fake one. So I reached out to my cousin. None of them agreed to do it on the tape, but my first cousin Jared did bed me, a few metre. And I mentioned this in some fucking audience and it was a scandal in the family. I have no theme how Jared is doing. They all probably pretend that I never existed. Then I did something incredibly pudding head. I got drunk and wrote this letter to my folks and I asked them if they wanted to make incest erotica with me, I asked if daddy wanted to fuck me. I was n't being awfully life-threatening, but at the time, I think I would 've done it if they had said yes. But of course I knew they would n't respond. It was just my way of burning nosepiece. Like I said, I make surely there is no going back. That was quite a thing to take in back in that cabin, that there was no going back, no one to go back to. I had burned all the bridges by then. It 's kind of funny and variety of sad. Like, I 'm really popular, millions know me, but there 's basically no one who sees me as anything other than a whore. That 's what I realized in that cabin, that everybody I hung out with was only there for the sex or the money or both. I 'm a fucking piece of music of nitty-gritty, but I started embracing that.

Q : Earlier you mentioned not being honorable with finances. existence so hugely popular, it might amount off as a surprise to many that you are you as not rich as they might consider. Could you explain why this is ?

A : ( resume masturbation ) wellspring, in the too soon days I had this compulsion with trying every possible vice, of having every possible addiction. So I gambled away fucking hazard, like over a million piece of ass bucks, two million, I do n't even sleep with how practically. I spent like two hundred grand purchasing useless shit that I did n't demand. I bought, like, these picture, expensive fucking picture, and then I destroyed them when I was drunk. Bought these Ming-vases and threw them off the balcony. Later on, as I got deeper and deeper into the extreme side of meat of things, I decided not to make a lot of money. I never ask for that a good deal money for myself anymore. The just thing hotter than being a cyprian is being a very cheap working girl. You buy me a bottleful of scotch and I 'll jerk you off. Like, literally, I 've done that, not that long ago. Nowadays about of the money goes to Jacob's ladder. I have this organization, it 's like balancing karma. I try to do upright things to balance out all the abusive shit I inflict on others. And there 's that money for my daughter. There 's not lots left wing after that. Like my recent check in Portugal, I made almost no money off of that. They paid for fitting and travel expenses and the shitload of drugs that I did, but that was it. They donated a lot to charity, but I made like a thousand horse, for three calendar week of hardcore shtup. That 's partially to keep me from leaving the industry. I have to crop constantly. The money in my bank building story, I could booze all of that in a twain of hebdomad. So I need to keep blowing and jerking off guys and getting dicks rammed into both holes and all of that. Like my lawyer, he 's one of the effective in his business. I could never afford his common fees, so he asks for a noun phrase fee and then we have sex. Every time we meet, I start by sucking him dry. He 's such a busy man, I 'm sure he appreciates not having to chase the pussy. Of path, our manufacturer could pay him but I prefer it this way.

Q : You mentioned opprobrious jack. Could you briefly explain what this legal vilification business sector is about and how you came up with the conception ?

A : It 's not exactly my conception. The producer, microphone Chavez, came up with this estimation. He had been sitting on this concept for a long metre, not really sure whether to go ahead. But he had gotten to a point where he had a billion dollars in the bank and cipher to mislay, so he called me and I was thrilled instantly. The basic melodic theme is that, yes, you need to gift consent. We 're not raping anyone. But, what if you gave consent for very bad reasons ? Like you were desperate for money, for whatever intellect. So our squad hunting for these kind of people. We do n't take applications, some of them would be phonies, who really wanted to do porn. So the introductory estimation is that we find people who do n't require to do porn, but reluctantly agree to it anyway. I 'm a big truster in the normal of law. This is the unaired you can get to raping someone without actually being a rapist.

Q : And is that a turn-on for you, that they are very reluctant to perform ?

A : Absolutely ! I 've now had sex with like a two hundred mass who only do it for the desperation. The sex is awkward because they 're not really into it. And especially if it 's a live show, in front man of an consultation. They 're so ashamed to be there and we humiliate them, make them masturbate or piss on stage or something. We have these impotent hombre and we laugh at them. Even though I 'm normally more into bozo than girls, for whatever grounds, I prefer girls for legal abuse. Especially the shy lady friend, or if they 're a bit fat, or have little pinhead, you know, something to mock them for. Like that limbless girl I mentioned. She needed that money, she did n't like it one bit.

Q : I gather that so far you 've managed to evade all the sound challenges ?

A : Yes, we get sued every now and then, but the cases never stick. We are careful like that. There 's always a contract, a ***********, to narrow down what we 're gon na do. We never deviate from that. It 's all signed, documented. They consented. If they had bad reasons for that, not our problem. A pair of calendar month ago I was in court and we won, of course. This judge gave us this huge moral talk on how disgusting we were and so on and how he wished he could put us away and bombast fustian blah. He was mad he could n't touch us. There 's no law against being sadistic. We always have the finally laughter. Like with this girl, when she had lost the example, we highlighted her videos on the internet site, put them on the front man Sir Frederick Handley Page. Just wanted to cook sure everyone sees me eating her pussy.

Q : How would you react if your own daughter was ever recruited for that variety of performance, for legal maltreatment ?

A : ( Stops masturbating. ) I 'd be mad. I 'd want revenge, I 'd probably want them dead. I know I 'm a totality hypocrite for saying that. You know, I get why they sue, why they 're so mad. We get last threats sometimes. I do n't charge them. But they consented and we paid what we said we would.

Q : Was n't your chum Nicky Schultz recruited through this effectual abuse ?

A : ( sketch masturbation. ) Oh, yeah, he was. Could n't pay the bills. He had been fired for watching porn on the job, lots of porn. He 's a smut addict, a chronic tosser, if there ever was one. So we had him jerk off in movement of a live audience. We did n't even give him any Viagra or anything. The plan was to have him there, indulgent as can be, stroking that lilliputian cock, with everyone laughing. He surprised us all by getting it up and shake laborious. And being erect, it was much full-grown than I thought it would be. He 's a grower. It turned out he was a sort of masochistic exhibitionist. Yes, it 's all humiliating for him. Whenever we perform, he jerks off and he 's on top of the world. It comes crashing down right after he shoots his load. He 's filled with disgrace. He always tells himself this is the stopping point sentence, after every fuck cum shot. He 's not gon na drop out, though. He 's addicted to that thrill of masturbating for a livelihood. He 's addicted to the shame. Funny thing about Nicky, he 's actually trying to shrink his cock. I gave him that approximation. Like, what could be even more humiliating than pleasuring yourself for a aliveness ? Well, how about doing that with a really small cock ? So, he 's in the mental process of doing that, steroids, hormone, that sort of matter. All sound stuff and nonsense. We 'll have to see how that goes. We do n't desire him to mature boobs or anything. We 're not even paying him spare for doing that. He wanted to ! When I told him the estimate, there was this smell of repulsion in his center, like `` What have you done to me ? ''. It was so curious. He was horrified, but he was so dismay because he knew instantly he would go through with it. He 's addicted to the disgrace.

Q : Do you feel shame ?

A : ( Laughs, masturbates furiously for a couple of seconds, then pisses on the floor a little. ) Do I look like I feel shame ? No, I do n't, not anymore. But it took a patch to get there. I could help Nicky achieve that Saame mindset, but he does n't need that because for him, it 's the disgrace that turns him on. So he has this moral conflict, but that difference makes him so horny that he ca n't terminate beating his heart in battlefront of a chiliad people, on level, on live streams. He 's like me in the sense that he 's gone too far to stop. He 's known to million as that guy who wanks for a living. Good luck trying to find another job. But it 's cool. He 's making a living by doing what he would doing anyway. The guy is a porn junkie and even in the old days could spend a few hours a day just pleasuring himself. It 's crazy. He masturbates more than than I do.

Q : Is there some misconception about you that you would like to pull in up now ?

A : I 'm actually quite smart. I 'm not a dim bimbo, just grounds I have a dick up my ass or I eat pussy or piss on the floor. I 'm ahead of the bender in fact. What I 'm doing is just the logical end breaker point for sexual liberation. I 've talked about this with some philosophers, but they did n't agree with me. But, yeah, I 'm smarter than people think. Like even in schoolhouse, before I dropped out, I was getting good grades. I read al-Qur'an. I talk to philosophers.

Q : Do you think people appreciate the endeavour you put into your employment ? I mean, you also direct, publish, design readiness and costumes, those sort of things.

A : Oh, yeah. Like, I 've always been very visual, always was good at drawing. A lot of work goes into it. I do n't just suck in a hawkshaw in presence of a camera. I work a lot on the camera angles, exercise set, costumes, Light Within, all of that. hatful of persuasion goes into it.

Q : What are some of the fetishes you 've been getting into lately ?

A : somatic secretion. I 've been into water athletics for a long time and I 've experimented with scat relatively other on, but only now I 've been really getting into it. It 's so take down to be pooped on. I do n't care the taste perception, I never get used to it. It 's always frightful, but that 's precisely why it 's so humiliating and degrading. Now, in these stage shows, I have guys shitting on me. I swear, they always have like a shitload of chilli beforehand or something. They do it on purpose, to get like this explosive fucking diarrhea so they can pass over me with me poop. Puking is another. I get a thrill from puking on someone. It 's not only exciting to puke, but I 've found it 's a great way to not get fat. I mean, I usually eat super-healthy and exercise a lot. Like, I live this anorexic life-style much of the time, where I starve myself. Every now and then I give in and binge on rubble food. Then I discovered how much fun bulimia can be. So I always puke after binging. The anorexia and the bulimia cancel each other out, so on average out my weightiness stays the same. I have n't eaten anything today. I 'm performing tonight, so I ca n't be there all bloated and shit. I starve myself a bit before all the big shows. The alcoholic drink takes effect quicker, too, when I do n't eat much. Not gon na lie, I 'm already a bit tipsy.

Q : What about ferocity ? Have your performances become more violent over the years ?

A : Oh, yes, for sure. I 've liked cutting myself for years. Like, I do n't know if you can see them so well under the tat, but my arms are full moon of scrape. ( Raises her arms towards me to illustrate. ) I might cut myself a little when I perform, but I also do it sometimes just by myself. Like, when I masturbate alone I sometimes cut myself. And when I plan my performances these Clarence Shepard Day Jr., I turn to real savage horror movies for inspiration. So I have bozo choking me. I might have a noose around my neck. They hit me and I 'm not talking about no igniter spanking. I mean, they really punch me in the cheek and kick me in the belly. They burn me with cigarette or candle wax. I 've had acid poured on my skin recently. ( Points to a burn fool on her abdomen. ) I 'm not sure enough whether to keep that tan mark or have it covered with a tattoo. I have n't broken any bones yet, but I 'm sure I 'll get to that someday.

Q : It 's often said that erotica performers have been victim of intimate wildness themselves and the trauma drove them to the manufacture. What are your persuasion on that and is it like that in your showcase ?

A : I ca n't speak for anyone else, but I was never a victim. Of course of action, I 've had experiences that some others would consider torment or something. Like in schoolhouse, when I developed that reputation. Guys said a lot of things, but I found them flattering deep down. Especially after my tits were out in magazines, they thought they were giving me the shit, but I enjoyed that attending. And yes, I 've been groped sometimes, in a bar, at some party. I take it as a compliment. There was this one function where I was really drunk at a party and this guy was touching me and I pretended to be passed out. He fucked me and he really thought he was raping me. There was a similar situation with that subway system affair we did in Barcelona. These two guys thought they were raping me. I pretended to fight back. Our team was set up to rescue me if they needed to. We had a safe word, but it never came to that. I was scared shitless, but it was hot, as well. I came after like two minutes. But yeah, those guy cable thought they were raping me and it was hot. I 'm not sure I can be raped, like for genuine. effort, if it was like a degrading experience, then I 'd probably like that.

Q : Is there any limitation, any logical argument you would never cut through ?

A : For sure. Like, I would never do anything with kids. I would never have sex with animals, either. And I do think in consent, even if I form of manipulate someone to get it. No means no. But there are thing I would do if I had the chance.

Q : Like what ?

A : Like some extremum body adjustment. Or have them done to someone else. We 've talked about this, in fact, mike Chavez and me. We 've paid some of our legally abused the great unwashed to get sleaze or piercings, but what if we got them to do some more extremist stuff and nonsense, like a sex change surgical procedure ? I 'd love to see some do-or-die guy get a pussy and become a young woman. Another is incest. I 've never had the pleasure of doing really incest erotica, because my piece of ass first cousin Jared chickened out. The people who get to do that are very prosperous. Like, I 've worked with Jenna and Jason Barr. They 're a real-life incest couple, comrade and sister, and I really envy that close adhesiveness. Like, they even live together and have incest sex everyday. They 're always naked, always fondling each early all the sentence and seeing that makes me wish I had a brother.

Q : What can we wait from tonight 's performance ? volition you have any legally ill-use performers on degree ?

A : No, and here 's the cause why. I 'm gon na get absolutely fucking wasted tonight. You ca n't mix reluctant performing artist with hard drink. With effectual ill-treatment, there 's always a ***********, a contract that is followed one hundred percentage. So I need to abide sober, to make for sure I do n't accidentally do something. Like, if I had an accident, if I puked on one of them and it was n't in the ***********, they could say there was no consent. They might have a effectual shell. It happens, you know. When I perform drunkard, I have accident. I wet myself sometimes or I puke. If you see me discombobulate up tonight, it might not be intentional. We have a great show coming up. Some newcomers, some more experienced. Nicky will be there as my hype-man. You know, just wanking on the side. All sorts of things going into my cakehole, into all three of them. stuff and nonsense will come out of all three holes. Lots of bodily secernment, hazardous radical sex, really violent chemical group sex. I do n't do stage shows that often because they 're so demanding physically. I need time to convalesce after each one. So I try to take in each appearance unforgettable, always pushing the limit a bit. So I imagine it will be a lot for you to handle, if you 're not used to watching that character of matter.

Q : What are your plans for the hereafter ?

A : I try to rest in the present, as lots as I can. Like, the kinfolk in the biz who overdose or kill themselves, I think they did it cause they looked too a good deal into the future tense. I 'll be thirty-three in a duet of calendar month. I do n't know how long I can keep this up. With all the violent sex and self-abuse and drinking and drugs and smoking and eating disorders, something 's gon na give in eventually. I talked to this head-shrinker a few time and she said I have a demise regard. Maybe. I 'll hold on going as long as I can. Like, so far I 've played, when we 're doing falsify incest erotica, I 've been playing daughter roles and babe roles. Maybe in a few old age I 'll be doing momma roles. Maybe I 'll get milf status. I do n't cognize, but I ca n't recollect too much of the future. It 's unsafe. For the near future, I plan to take a bit of a detox after tonight 's show. I 've been drinking like a ass hobo this hebdomad, straight whiskey for fucking breakfast. And lay off the cigarettes for a bit. When I do n't drink, I get to eat more. My dipsomaniac phase go manus in hand with my anorexic phase. When I 'm sober, I go back to the bulimia. I have this one thing, a long-term program, ca n't be done yet. It 's sort of a pipe dream, but that would be like an end goal.

Q : What 's that ?

A : Doing snuff, like real snuff. I 've done imposter snuff. We hired some people who work on horror films, doing special effects. So I 've been killed on cinema, but it 's all been bastard. But to do it for real. Like, I 've lived for sex and porn for the hold out dozen old age. So might as well die for sex and smut. I 've envisioned the unscathed thing. kickoff of all, they 'd ill-use the perdition out of me, like cutting, maybe amputations, mutilation, whatever, to the point where I 'm barely alive, but still conscious. And then some big stud poker would sleep with me with my head in the closure by compartment. When we both climax, they drop the brand. You know, they say the foreland might live for a dyad of seconds. I would like my finish moment to be like that. organism just a severed school principal on the floor, looking at my decollate corpse being fucked and that 's it. Obviously that 's illegal and I always obey the law. But that would be the consistent last to my career, the consistent end item of intimate dismission. ( She climaxes at this tip and spirt on the story, some of the juice spilling on my clothes. )

This seemed like the coherent end point to our interview, as well. As we said our goodbyes, she gave me a VIP walk to tonight 's performance. What can I say, I had to check into it out.

It was billed as a ninety-minute display and I had to admit, I was doubting such a thing could behave the whole time. She started with a terpsichore telephone number, elaborately dressed, but stripping to her underwear during the vocal. After the minute song was over, she was already completely naked. I was truly storm of how dandy a dancer she is, when she is relatively sober, that is, which would n't utmost prospicient. She was joined on stage by respective performers, some of them obscure, some of them the gravid names in the adult industry. Her `` hype man '', Nicky Schultz, joined in on the radical sex only briefly, preferring to pleasure himself at the side of the stage. If I counted right, Anglesea Dee was penetrated by a total of fourteen men during the show and enjoyed various sorts of Lesbian action with five women. The sex got increasingly opprobrious and violent, with the master star becoming increasingly intoxicated. She was choked during intercourse, punched in the face several metre, kicked in the ribs, stomped on, cut with razors, burned with candle wax and had ice urine poured on her. In addition she swallowed an awful lot of ejaculate, had gallons pissed on her - and nearly disturbingly, she was defecated and vomited on by some of the performers. She wet and soiled herself and threw up several meter during the appearance, a duad of them seemingly unintentional. Around the half-time, she had drunkard her solid nursing bottle of liquor. She proceeded to crush it on her head and was cutting her arms with the chalk sherd while two men were double-penetrating her and two women were urinating in her sass. In the last orgasm all of the male performers, including Nicky, ejaculated inside of her, two or three at a clock time, while the women offered bukkake activity by ejaculating on her face. The encore was a solo act. She concluded the night by masturbating on her own, ejaculating one concluding time. During the solo sex she tried to get up respective times, but was evidently too fatigued and/or intoxicated. She was n't even capable of speaking coherently. She mumbled something, sounding like a thank you and good night to the audience. It was quite a sight to watch her slowly creep off the level amidst a boom applause, covered in a mixture of come, distaff ejaculate, urine, descent, feces and vomit.

beingness backstage, I witnessed her wetting herself before losing awareness, after which paramedic rushed to launder her and took her to a medical elbow room. The performance was flaky, frightening, disgusting - and arousing. I will allow in, there is something fascinating about this charwoman and how she has turned her whole life into a pornographic performance. At the same prison term, you can not help feeling sorry for her and wondering when her obituary will be in the newspaper publisher. Do n't worry family line, the next day she texted me, saying `` THX again for a sound interview hope you liked the display i do n't remember too much have to see the tape. Love, Mona. : D ''