Not All That Shine Is Gold .
YoungI was a 5 feet 25 girl, belittled for my age and also a chubby girl, as you can imagine I wasn't popular at school, and suffered bullying for a few days. I was very very very shy, tremendously shy. I lived alone with mom, she was a nurse, and worked in unlike shifts. My dad never loved me he always showed contempt at me and snubbed me when I talked to him, he always told me my birth was a mistake, but he left us and we never knew from him anymore. My mom was a undecomposed mom, but because of her fracture I used to be alone more often than formula kids.
The bullying I talked about were always the Lapplander 4 girls and one boy who walked the inaugural mile and a half with me who used to bullyrag me. I had a 4 air mile walk to school, and back home after school day again.
One of those days in which they again walked the first off naut mi and a half with me, it started again, after calling me affair and I ignoring them, they throwed my books on the flat coat and while I was picking affair of the ground one of them pushed me and trying not to go down I twisted my ankle.
It happened in front of and apartment building and soon a man of about 60 class rushed towards me who saw it all happen. They ran away, he helped me pick up my things and helped me up, but I couldn't viewpoint so he offered me to put a bandage on my ankle and I decided to live with because I didn't want my mom to cognize what was happening at school. I had never told her about the bullying. So that day I went with him and he took care of my ankle joint with a bandage.
He watched out for me the succeeding distich of days, but as soon as he wasn't there it all happened again. So one time he offered to expect for me when school day ended so he could take the air me close to home. I liked that because at least I went home fearless, and he enjoyed doing it. After a calendar month of knowing him and walking me domicile we talked about lots of things and I felt very confortable when he was around, I guess I saw him like a form of father figure. He invited me to his apartment the days that my mom had afternoon chemise and wouldn't be home after school, and I had gone a few sentence, we watched movies and I even did my preparation there sometimes. I was convinced after almost two months now of knowing him that he was very variety to me and that I liked going to his apartment.
We talked about everything. He asked me one time about my salad dressing style. I can still commemorate our conversation, all the matter that happened in that full stop I have them burned in my thinker, everything, sometimes I still hear our conversations in my mind.
- Why do you always wear panoptic jean and jumper ?
- I'm not thin ... I am embonpoint and those clothes don't suit me.
- You're wrong, there are boys who like chubby girls and therefore also like chubby lady friend dressed sexy.
- Not on my school day ... nobody likes fat little girl at my school.
- You are not fat, just a footling chubby like you say, but definitely not fat. And you have a very pretty face.
- You are lying, I am fat.
- You know I could tell of somebody who likes you a lot ...
- Sure ...
- Me.
I blushed immediately and didn't daring look at him anymore. I was a very very insecure missy and very very incredibly shy. I was feeling a small uncomfortable so I told him I had to go place that day. He didn't quit me. But before I left he asked me if he could pick me up after school day tomorrow. I said yes.
When he picked me up I felt so a great deal shame for what he said the day before that I talked less than common, Ii didn't want him to convey that conversation up again. He asked me if I would like to go with him to his apartment again and I said yes. We talked about passel of matter like always but 2 time of day before I had to exit he suddenly said :
- I mean what I said yesterday Lisa. I like you very much, the way you are and I like your very pretty face. But I am not able to secernate how your eubstance looks like wearing always those wide clothes. I'm not asking you to show me your body but at least you could take off your sweater if you are wearing something underneath it. Are you wearing something ?
- Yes, a tanktop ...
- Only a tanktop ?
- Yes ...
- No bra ?
- Oh yes, also a bra ...
- You see, at your age you are already using a bra, you should be proud. You would realize me very well-chosen if you would take your sweater off ...
I felt very ashamed of my breast, I had very big breast for my age, and later in my life history I underwent surgery to reduce my knocker size because of my neck and pep pill back botheration, and the weight was leading to kyphosis. Also a lot of bullying from the boy at schoolhouse started always because of my breast, so normally I wore wearing apparel that didn't show anything of my breast, and when people started to blab about breasts I always felt very very uncomfortable.
- So Lisa ? You want to do that for me ?
- I don't know ... it embarrass me so much ...
- Why ?
- because of my breast, I feel very embarrassed because of them, and it's always a motive to bullyrag me at school ...
- I won't bully you because of that, you can be for sure about that. I'm sure they're just jealous.
I thought that it would throw no difference if he saw me in jumper or tank top and it would make him happy, and because he had been so practiced for me and helping me with the bullying trouble I felt like ‘ OK I do it for you ’. So I took of my sweater and there I was standing in my jean and tank top.
- You are so beautiful Lisa. I feel so stupid to distinguish this Lisa, and I know you probably will not want to verbalize with me anymore or maybe even see me anymore but ...
- But what ?
- Please predict you don't be mad at me OK ?
- No ...
- predict me ...
- I promise ...
- I think you are so goddam beautiful and um ... I have fallen a short bit in making love with you in these two months ...
I immediately started to blush, I didn't know what to think because I liked the fact that somebody at least thought I was beautiful and I liked the fact that I was wanted by someone but he was 59. I didn't know what to say so I kept silence, and was hoping he continued to talk, but I could notice he was not feeling confortable with having told me that.
- I'm so sorry Lisa, I didn't want to name you uncomfortable with this, and if you do not want to return here I understand ... I just ... I know I am 59 and you ... but I ... it's just the way I feel, sorry.
I didn't know what to say. I felt so ashamed. It was an uncomfortable situation so I think that's why he changed suddenly.
- I can say you are wearing a red bra, am I right ?
- Yes.
- That is so sexy Lisa ! Can I see the bra ? I mean just by lifting your top ? Please Lisa ...
I didn't know what to do, I could feel my face blush. I blocked and didn't know what to do or say, I took the bottom of my tankful top, but wasn't sure if I should lift it.
- Don't be afraid Lisa nobody can see it, it's only you and me, it's like being on the beach in a Bikini, except there is no sand and water, and at least I, am going to sustain my back talk shut. I haven't seen Lisa's bra.
- ok ...
I lifted my tank top and was showing my bra to him.
- You are making me very very felicitous Lisa, you are such a beautiful girl ! Would you take your tank top of for me ? You don't have to OK, but I would like to see you like if you were in bikini and conceive of how you would look like if we were on the beach.
I thought it would do no harm if he could see me like when I was on the beach with my mom, and I took it off.
- You are making me the most well-chosen man on the existence Lisa, I mean this. Do you like making me happy Lisa ?
- yes ...
- Is your panty the same coloring material as your bra ?
- yes ...
- Can I see that too ? Like a bikini ?
- I don't know J ...
- Lisa no one sees you, only you and me here ...
I could only think of the two months we knew each other, he had always been good to me and I thought to myself that this was like thanking him for that.
- but I only lower my denim a little bit ok ?
- That's fine Lisa, thank you.
I lowered a little bit the waste of my jeans.
- So beautiful Lisa, but I want to see your stallion panty OK ? low-toned your jeans a small bit more ...
I lowered a lilliputian bit more until my entire step-in was visible.
- Please Lisa lower your jeans to your knees OK ? Then you can curry again OK ?
I lowered my jeans until my knees, and there I was standing while he was sitting on the sofa. He took a polaroid jiffy camera.
- Lisa, you mind if I take a few pics of you like that ? I'll do it with this camera OK ? So you can see it right away, I just want you to see how beautiful you are.
I thought that there was nothing wrong if he did it like he said so I said yes. He took a front picture of me and I had to change by reversal around and he made one of the spine and then he asked me to turn away over and made another one.
- You can dress Lisa. Thank you very very much. Please sit succeeding to me when you finish OK ?
- ok ...
I did. He showed me the pics.
- You see ? You are a very pretty girl.
- No I am chubby.
- Maybe you are chubby for fille of your age, but for me you have a utter little ass.
- Why you want these pictures ?
- Because I can not discontinue thinking of you and this way I will always induce a aphrodisiacal thought of you.
- But please don't show them to nonentity, please !
I blushed a lot.
- Who are those kids that are bullying you ?
- Kids from another division. Why do you require to know who they are ?
- Lisa, tell me, what do you think would happen if I would testify them those three pics ?
I immediately blushed again and felt frigid and very nervous, just by thinking he would do that.
- well my beautiful Lisa ? What do you think would come about ?
- I think I could go no more to school ! ! ! ! !
- And you don't want that ...
- NO ! ! !
- I don't want it either but you know ...
- ... what ?
- I will not show it to them OK ? But I want something in return OK ?
- what ?
- You sitting on me Lisa ...
- Sit on you ?
- Yes ...
I sat on his lap.
- Not like that Lisa. Open your branch and sit on me facing me.
I sat on him like he told me. We were dressed so I felt write in that way. He grabbed my ass and pulled me higher towards him. I hadn't done anything with a man in my life and I hadn't even imagined anything with a man, but I could recite he wanted to hug me and that he had pulled me up and wanted me to sit on his penis. He then started to move my pelvic girdle with his two paw back and Forth River over his member I didn't know what to do or how to act so I just fall my weapon system on the face while he kept me moving me back and forth. I remember"that"felt very hard in his jeans.
- This is our enigma Lisa, I like you so much.
I could palpate he started to breathe heavily and with one arm he hugged me and pulled me firmly against him while he kept moving my hips back and Forth River. His mouth was in my neck and I could sense him kissing my neck and licking my neck to my ear.
- You are so shtup hot Lisa.
He whispered in my ear. Then he hugged me with one helping hand around my neck opening and the former around my waist and pulled me gruelling against him, and I could feel his body handshake and he pulled me down while his hips pushed hard against me and he started to groan very heavily. I didn't know then what was happening but I remember I got very frighten off because it first was as if he couldn't get air and right wing after this came the shaking and very hard moaning. He kept hugging me for a few minute, then he started to talk.
- Oh crap, oh shtup, oh shit, o shit ...
- are you ok ?
- Yes Lisa, but This is so legal injury ! ! ! I am 59. Don't ever tell this to nobody please ...
- But what you mean with so amiss ?
- Lisa I just came in my jeans because of you. I just got an orgasm because of you.
- orgasm ?
- You don't know what that is ?
- No.
- Well an orgasm happens when a man is in lovemaking with a little girl and the girl gives the man a very good notion back ... but you are too young for this to find to me, this is so so wrong.
- But you are in lovemaking with me ?
- Yes Lisa but I feel so ashamed for it.
- I never thought any boy would like me ...
- I like you very much Lisa but this is way too untimely !
- You didn't like it then ?
- It has been the honorable belief I have had in my solid unrecorded ! But Lisa I have to scavenge something now, so please if you let me digest ...
- Clean ?
- Yes Lisa I have to clean everything down here ...
When he came back from cleanup he said :
- You probably don't want to see me anymore Lisa ...
- Why you say that ?
- Because of what just happened ... I understand if you don't want to see me anymore Lisa.
- I do want to see you J ...
- Please don't tell this to anybody Lisa ...
- I promise.
- Do you mind wearing the same bra and step-in tomorrow ?
- ok ...
I went house that day not really mindful of what had happened .