What is sex ? Basically, I mean, the great unwashed do try a lot of variations by using dissimilar positions, using unlike hollow for delight and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motility of the dick in a vagina causing fervor, delight and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same thing again and again with the same mortal. It starts to get tire. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a stand-in for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the delight and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the 1st time. Oh ! The low gear prison term, I'll never forget the feeling of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summertime vacation. My immature pal who is still in school had his holidays. My parents had planned a misstep for a week in the village, a remote situation with not very much access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able to visit this time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very excited to appease home, alone for a week. I'll call my protagonist over ; well have late night political party, medicine, etc. While my parents were packing and getting gear up to leave, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the company. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my female parent, as she approached the threshold from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the fourth dimension we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this breaker point raising my vocalisation. Just to cleared things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No subject how old you get, you will still be my footling girl."My Father of the Church interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in business firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outside watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a compaction on him while growing up. But over the yr he got obsessed on slaphappy childish things like superhero comics, animated movies and some other poppycock. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these rocking horse gave him a bit of repulsive personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed feeling about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that dark Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great spirit what was cooked without looking. well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really good at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his food for the low gear time. With the 1st collation, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty intellectual nourishment bro."was the only words from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This dish antenna usually has a mild taste but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the sense of taste of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit pull to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realize the understanding for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a piffling on my tee shirt to further add on to that, it was Nox time so I didn't wear any bra. The thin white fabric of the jersey, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this earlier, I was too very much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No marvel Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His care was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few face-off got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can experience my privacy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. Next cockcrow, Raj came in my room to wake me up. He had in his hired hand, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"viewing up ! Sleepy headway. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll hold back this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my work board. He had a giggly typeface while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt button were loosen giving a sneak of my breasts. My proper mamilla was clearly visible and he saw it. His expressions were the proof of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when other mass are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too other, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery shows while I went for a bathtub. I was bathing under the exhibitor when I heard a sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bathtub. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thought process it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to dispense with before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to catch TV. Same old cookery display was going on and his center were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a mates of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very longsighted time now. I have seen you grow up since the clock time you were a niggling female child. Now you are a woman. You must be aware of certain urges that develop while growing honest-to-goodness. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to still those urges properly. Just to make it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the society. But one needs to have sex at the right age for a healthy judgement evolution. My dubiousness to you is, do you desire to have sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and severalise me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a serious flavor on his face. I never saw his heart like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the mightily person. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a protagonist to me. He is not a brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a different association between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another object lesson I need to learn from him. That's why he is the ideal cooperator to lose my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the talk pretending to take heed. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first metre was a big step, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the moment still excited and couldn't time lag for it to happen. I left college a lecturing early.

At home, I opened the room access with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me nude just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of tub. I had a dependable look at him with the reflexion of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected matter were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped mesomorphic body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of physique. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my aspect he tried to get me make up with a smiled."I didn't expect you to amount so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to make out home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signal. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't certain I want to say it. But then I took a bass breath, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smiling widened."So, do you want me to undress ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just refreshen up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward grinning and went to the washroom. Ten min later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to materialise. I was wearing the pink shorts and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to fall apart when no one was around. I had seen a few adult motion-picture show but doing it practically is different."Will he cause me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the opinion that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my creative thinker whether to match to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to arrest him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a gamey gown, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His center were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would draw me through the process by giving step by step program line. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the way and till all was over. His actions were more than sufficient to direct me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a tempestuous hunter, keeping his eye fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the quarry that has no way out. He was steadfast and sure-footed but I wasn't. I was ineffective to depend directly at him ; I rolled my optic left-right up-down, tried to centre anywhere but his font. Then he got really close so that I couldn't feeling elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no early choice but to shut my optic. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his intimation on my brass. My nitty-gritty was beating faster and fourth dimension felt like it slowed down. I was literally in wickedness until I had the sense experience of touch on my lips. My initiative buss. I know that a candy kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to experience their outset kiss at a very Brigham Young age. The first of all one was just a rebuff touch after which he took a fault and followed with practically more intense and retentive snog pulling me finis. A buss, the way I would line it is like eating a mango. sweetness and juicy and gives you satisfaction no topic how many times you eat it. He then gently unlaced my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left mitt grabbed on to my right hand dummy. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his pollex he played with my pap, getting them firmly. He kept on kissing my neck opening while getting lower until he put his mouth on my left hand nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size grownup than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex piece yet. He then turned to the incline and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole consistence. My slit was getting more wet every moment with fervor. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his short pants. Seeing a real dick for the first prison term was a batch to remember. I have seen in videos but seeing it in realness is a different feeling. His penis was of ordinary size of it not as big as I have seen in the porn movie, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the nether region as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would agree to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his prick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my offset time. It was a unlike feeling to get something inside the organic structure from the opening down there. I felt the warmness of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was easy with taking his matter inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasure made me start moaning. After a match of second he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in dissimilar position, ‘ pooch style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's secure to present each former while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you give up ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, slight annoyance so he stopped to lend oneself lubricant.

It's my first-class honours degree time and I was so much aroused at that here and now that I knew I wasn't going to last long. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't hold on myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of climax I screamed at the top of my voice. Thankfully no one was there in the succeeding elbow room and the medicine being played on the TV outside, covered the residual. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hand till he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any other government issue that were bothering me those days. I was gratify speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first time I had sex was the adept I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one to a greater extent thing. Virginity is like a lock chamber on the doorway of a elbow room. The room is full-of-the-moon of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception masses have. Actually, the way is full of noesis. Unless you open it, you won't be able to read some really of import affair in life story .