Jake is a very raw person, he noticed straight away that I was having a very voiceless prison term so he rented a place near my campus so that I could at least come home to him after a long day of studying. It was honestly the most thoughtful thing anyone has ever done for me and I was extremely grateful. He did n't have to do all this, he could get just lived his new life without going out of his way for me but he didn't. I 'm gladiola he chose me above all else.

I naturally felt inclined to drop even more time with him than I used to and establish my erotic love and gratitude for him in dissimilar ways.

I was never a very affectionate person, I always thought I had to stay fresh my aloofness from men so that there would n't be any mistaking about my intimate orientation, but now I see myself doing things quite out of fictitious character for me. I don't know if the divorce brought back some insecurities or if Jake has really warmed my philia even further with his decision to suffer me through this hard time. The strange matter is, they feel so born. It 's like there 's something pulling me towards Jake. When we 're at base, I ca n't help but be near him and impact him every chance that I get.

I think he started to notice this modification and has started to embrace it or so I 'd like to think. I have become a complete soft boy, a whore for Jake 's aid which makes me sick to my stomach and at the same clock time tidal bore for more.

Now, whenever I get rest home, I search the whole apartment for him just so that I can hug him and give way him a candy kiss on his cheek. The commencement time I did this, Jake was very surprised since I had never kissed him before and only hugged him on special occasions. I think the shock has completely blown over because now he has been kissing me back. He holds my neck in his two hands and places an intense, tenacious candy kiss on my cheek. Every prison term he does that I just feel like hugging him stiff and not letting go.

This somehow has evolved into us cuddling on the sofa every day after dinner. We usually finish cleaning up the kitchen, since I 'm a small lazy I leave Jake finishing it up by himself and lay on the couch with my legs still hanging trying to choose something to watch. Jake will then come and sit succeeding to me only to see me shoot to accommodate him laying behind me. As soon as he lays completely down, he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into him in a firm virgule. This always brings butterflies to my tummy and that 's why I keep on doing it in the arithmetic mean Jake will react like this every time. I think he noticed my gasp when he first did it and has continued to do it get laid what he might hold been making me feel.

He knows I 'm unbent and I think he 's straight too. At least he was married to my mom for so many years.

I seem to not be capable to be without this `` us fourth dimension '' anymore. Whenever we don't get to do it for some cause I get to craving it to the extent of feeling physically hurt. It's like I need to find his touch, his flavor. Once I caught myself going through his dirty laundry just so I could feel his scent. I feel a bit of shame admitting this but that Nox I slept holding on to one of his T-shirt. I could feel a little bit of his sweat and a hint of his cologne water but his olfaction was there and it was so strong that it made me experience whole at every oceanic abyss breath that I took. I think I might be addicted to him.

We decided to ascertain a horror motion picture tonight. It 's a picture Jake has been meaning to watch for a while and I comply even if I 'm not into this sort of musical style. I keep holding on to Jake 's arms all throughout the picture and covering my eyes with them during the shivery parts. Jake ca n't help but laugh softly every once in a while which makes me palpate embarrassed. When the pic ends, Jake gets up to guide to bed and places a buss on my os frontale as if to wish well goodnight to chance a pouty son with pup dog centre still embarrassed that a film got him this scared. Jake diaphragm and holds my boldness in his deal and asks :

'' What 's the matter kiddo ? ``

'' I 'm scared '' I mumble.

'' Awww, I did n't have a go at it you 'd be this tender to this kind of movie. I promise I wo n't watch them anymore with you. Are you gon na be OK ? ``

'' Yeah ... it 's just that it 's dark. Maybe next fourth dimension we can see them during the day ? ... ``

'' OK, kiddo. Are you heading off to bed ? ``

'' Ye.. yeah.. hmm.. I should, should n't I ? ``

'' Yeah, you should ! Listen, if you 're that `` discerning '' maybe you could sleep with me tonight. I do n't want you losing any sleep and affecting your performance at school. What do you say ? ``

'' Ahmmm.. o.. OK… I 'll go get my pillow. ``

I'm a bit excited but uneasy to be sleeping with Jake so I give extra view to what I'll wear to bed with him. I usually sleep in loose gym shorts and a t-shirt and that 's what I decided to hold out today too. I think I should n't deepen my habits or he might get suspicious that I might be uneasy for the wrong reasons. I know Jake usually sleeps naked and I find myself thinking about that piece I wait for him already in his bed. He comes from the bathroom wearing packer short and lays down next to me, maybe he thought it was n't seize to kip naked beside me. I really wouldn't mind if he did. Wow, that thought is a bit galvanise, if I'm having these kinds of thoughts, maybe it 's for the best that he decided to change his nightly attire.

We settle down and he, instinctively, puts his sleeve around my waist and wrench me towards him just like he does when we 're on the sofa. He lifts his head a bit and whispers in my ear `` Is this OK ? ''. To which I vigorously nod and reconcile myself to his body.

Jake is great than me, it's clear we don't share the Sami DNA. Growing up I always wanted to be like him. Right now, being in this position makes me just want to be with him. Things are good as they are.

I wake up in the morn to the respectable Night's quietus I've had since my parents'divorcement and an empty side of the bed. I lift my head teacher and bill the flavour coming from the kitchen. Jake is preparing breakfast. I'm really a lucky guy.

"aurora, kiddo. How did you slumber ?"

"Morning… I hadn't slept this well in a farseeing time."

"Wonderful, wonderful. You can sleep with me whenever you want. Don't feel shy about it. Now come eat your pancakes."

Obviously, I get shy about it. I really want to go rest with Jake but I can't overcome a slight sense of ignominy I feel about it. I want Jake to curb me all dark, I want to find his heat and his hint on my neck but something Tell me it's wrong. I shouldn't be feeling like this about a man, I'm a true guy anyway, aren't I ? And Jake is my father. I shouldn't be feeling like this about my father.

After a few days, as we're having dinner,

'' What 's wrong ? You almost did n't partake your food. '' Jack says.

'' It 's embarrassing… My venter hurts…"

"Is it indigestion ? Want me to get some medicinal drug for you ?"

"No, it's fine, it's just that… Hmm… I have n't been to the toilet in 5 daylight. ''

'' Hahaha, nothing to be embarrassed about ! You used to be care that as a tyke when something was bothering you. Your female parent used to help you with that and used to change your diet a piffling. If you want, you can lay down on the bed and I 'll go get the stuff to do what your female parent did when you got like this. ``

'' What did she do ? I do n't remember. ''

'' She had to loosen up your shy intestines. She used the thermometer's end and you 'd normally go after one or two academic term of that, it was the doctor who recommended it since you could n't exact any laxatives. We do n't have any laxatives at rest home, I can buy them tomorrow or we can try this technique if you want. I 'm your forefather so that is something that I should be able to do for you. It 's my job ''.

'' Wo n't it be weird or flagrant ? My trunk does feel uncomfortable, the sooner I solve this the better. Are you certainly you 're ok with it ? ``

'' Listen, you 're my son. zip that comes from you can gross me out. Did you blank out all those fourth dimension I cleaned up after you 've vomited ? You always had a raw stomach."

"Hhaa… TMI ! ! !"

"Hahaha ! Go on, jumping on the bed and we 'll take care of it. ``

Jake comes with a thermometer in his hired hand, a vaseline container in the other and a towel on his arm. He sits down next to me and says `` go on, turn around ''. I do as he says and I can palpate his hands touching mine as he helps me slide down my shorts. He rolls over the towel and places it under me as to get up my bottom. I feel extra exposed as if being naked in strawman of him was n't enough. It does form me feel tingly inside which is rather contradictory.



He starts by applying some vaseline on my hole and rubbing it thoroughly. He 's very easy but firm at the like clock time, I ca n't facilitate but get a bit startled by noticing my shaft twitching at the feeling of Jake's finger on my hole. Just by rubbing my prick this man can piddle me ingest a sexual reaction. I think I'm in big trouble.

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