Men of all ages are discovering new eroticism within dangerous undertaking they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with bozo can be nervy than with a woman. It can be Thomas More intense, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without cost, and with no cosmic string attached. In all of those category ... fountainhead, girls are gunna find it heavy to contend. This is my report and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

blame it on the cyberspace. Not only has free approach to videos stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an well-situated network within nearly every city in almost every country. There are millions of men worldwide playing with each other that never would have dreamed they would be doing so a few years back. almost of these Guy do not turn over themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the Logos bisexual. They just like getting their pecker sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the hell did that happen ?

This story is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up battlefront ... The spirit of a cock in my mouth is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nothing else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also more intense and more visceral than with a woman. How did it encounter to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's fault. I also blame it on her. Here 's the fib ...

You probably need to go back and register the beginning three story. In them I go to some distance describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy public lecture while teetering on the brink of orgasm. Talking to each other in that aroused body politic really opened her to new ideas and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to notice things like that.

In my last story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular illusion talk in bed.

Remember my premise in the last story ? ...

'' Girls tend to remember vaginas and guys tend to think member are ugly. Both wonder what the early sees in them. ``

Well ... That argument set up a banter between Ash and me, of course always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun penises are. Something like the following ...

'' dearest, a turncock and balls just give you soooo much more than to play with ! ``

'' There is no sensation that matches a soft penis expanding in your mouth. nil is like it ! ``

'' The musky odor of an turned on man is simply addictive. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An erect hammer is a perfect fit in your rima oris. It is soft and operose at the Same clip and flavour so good while twirling your natural language around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking balls into your mouth and tonguing them not only feels big, it gives you such a gumption of power over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy rightfulness on the edge, feeling him strain up, and start to shake just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The advantageously part is feeling his cock heartbeat in your mouth as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my mouth, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the taste of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly good, why would I want to suck every guy off ? ``

'' dearest ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't expect until you 've had your first cock. I ca n't wait until we can ploughshare that experience together ... both of us sucking on the Saame peter and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my mouth and we will swap it back and Forth together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and realise me cum ! That is if you really care about your married woman, if you really want me to cum too ... super heavy ! ``

Get the idea how oblique her minuscule head works ? I endured that kinda shit for respective years before I started crossing those lines.

The first base was tasting cum.

I had to have the best a deep standoff. hellhole, I did n't even like cumming in a woman 's mouth because it just seemed so gross. I know most men think that is the ultimate shudder but for me it sure seemed like it might create her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that niggling problem ...

Within a twelvemonth after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting curious and eventually it became an titillating trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessive matter. The more I thought about it, the more it became something that got me very very hot.

dozen, maybe hundred of times I fully intended on licking my handwriting off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. snake pit ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the anticipation of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery I time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not sure where I got the idea, I decided to ejaculate into a small-scale jar and put it in the freezer. I guess I thought maybe the succeeding time I got all revved up with the thought of eating my own cum I 'd haul it out and pop it into my mouth before I experienced that huge let down, that switch from right to allow for genius, that `` jerk back into realism '' thing cat go through just after they orgasm.

fountainhead ... I jacked off several times in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was tops turned on, while I was right on the bound, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my back talk. It was one frickin big ice regular hexahedron of cum !

Now the matter to matter about that is the initial sensation is just cold. You ca n't savor much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the mouthful and especially the smell while it slowly melted. rum affair about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! surprise surprisal. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was properly. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my Nut and came all over myself. Hellava sexual climax. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that freeze out thing all over again ? Hell yes ! Lots of time until I was used to the gustation, the smell, the feel of it in my mouth and the pure out factor was pretty much gone. You might need to try it sometime if you 've been peculiar like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a huge frickin personal credit line to crossing. Try it and severalize me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought and another argument I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron Stanford White has this famous unforesightful bit about porn and all of us being gay, the remainder is only by level. Here it is ...

'' I have this buddy of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless matter you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay people. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This world be a in force place if there were n't so many queers !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the succeeding prison term you have a mentation ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a topic to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two women making fuck together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making love !'

'Do you like vista with the guy having a small one-half flaccid member ?'

'No ! I like Guy with a big throb pecker !'''

( It 's a odd bit. see to it it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... Most guys do n't really sympathise that a big cock in a smut scene is an important part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the more you 'll notice the excitement of a cock ramming into a slit or down a pharynx. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. putz. Lotsa cocks until they started to suit a veridical titillating induction. I mean I started searching for videos with devil tool. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over clip they became at least as interesting, maybe more, than a snatch. Ash was right with at least one distributor point ... There sure was a lot more there to diddle with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always talk about dick while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would pee her and me cum passably fasting. After awhile it was the sole way she would cum ... talking about damn peter ! And do n't you for a minute of arc believe she did n't get laid exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little vixen !

She had plenty of experiences with putz and she would tell me about each one in corking point. For good example ...

I remember the time, early on, when the first black walked in our golf club. It was a crowded order. masses everywhere. Plenty of hot women. He was handsome, slim, moderately tall. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive wearing apparel shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the round of golf ? Why yes ... My shy footling dame now turned enlistment guide.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the dancing story ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedrooms ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the perdition ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smile on her face and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't sleep with until the end of the night when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his hand during the tour of duty, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the bathrooms, she uses those locked manpower to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the room access, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy black dress over her head, she has no bra on, rubs her pap, gets on her genu, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underclothes down to the floor ...

[ `` So I could get a real good looking at ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the hapless guy ! red cent. I mean the guy has only been there a few minutes and some crazy flannel bitch is half raping him in a fair sex 's john !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the Hell got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of form. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your mouth ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his cock looked like. And it was big. tangible big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumors are unfeigned about smuggled guys ! We NEED more black guys around this place ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular supply of stories about cocks, that Ash loved bathing me in. mephistophelian !

It took about four years for for me, a `` connessouir of pussies, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn line ...

I had this business Friend. We would occasionally share a dinner. We did one night and after a few drinks we started talking about sex for the first gear time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex demented cleaning woman there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves putz, and `` conceive it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suck one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might want to make out contain out the night club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my home. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

well, of course of instruction I did. So we paid the substantiation and left hand. The household was ending by, maybe five hour away. And when we get there, the grand tour was on. Beautiful sign. Superb taste in design. So big, so prissy it was a pity he lived there alone. The shoemaker's last way he showed me was the master bedchamber where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the medal and sit down at the foot of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful work of art on the paries.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his prized piece, comes over and stands right in front of me blocking the vista, does n't say a word but has his zipper inches from my face and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the dear way to trace it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my dead body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his swath, unzip his pants, pull out them down, way down, then his underclothing, and watching his Brobdingnagian erect hammer springtime out ... maybe a couple in from my face. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible charge, and it seemed so rude to just open up my back talk and put the pass of it inside. I felt my clapper go to work, twirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred times before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my rima oris. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the red-hot thing I 've ever experienced.

And two ... damn I ca n't waitress to differentiate Ash !

It did n't consider long until I feel this pulsing as his turncock gets extra hard and then the surge in his putz as he starts his release, shooting so a great deal cum, I had a hard sentence swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my back talk rocketed to the top of my list of erotic experiences. And here 's the really interesting part for me ... I really really liked doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a woman cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every fourth dimension I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really line it. You 'll just experience to try it yourself.

So what happened succeeding ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and recite Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed habitation. Found her cleaning the family. Pulled her into the sleeping accommodation, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` time lag trough you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, startle on top of me, straddles my cock and slides it in her dripping cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and cums before I had hardly finished the story. It took all of maybe LX indorsement ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again right ? narrate ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did tell ya she was a bit diabolical.. right ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a cock crazed charwoman like Ash ?

Here 's the matter about being Bi ... at least from my point of view.

The mood comes and goes. It 's the unknown thing. Most of the clock time, let 's say 90 % of the metre I have only about 10 % interest in turncock. I never have interest in bozo ... from a gay 's perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the sensation align '' and bam ! I can hardly think of anything in a intimate way ... but cocks. In those moment cocks, pretty much all tool, are intensely erotic. So much so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is tool and while doing so I can literally finger what it feels like having one in my back talk. During those moments I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero interest in women. And then as quickly as it came, the intuitive feeling leaves me, for weeks or months. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the kernel of looker in this cosmos ... once again.

Now this back and Forth has been going on for about twenty years. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with cock over the years. Ash and I would come to do a guy together, actually several. It was great for her, just upright for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Saame reaction. I 'll write about all that later.

Bottom line ... I still love women. Still have sex peter ! Well ... Some of the time anyway !

Finally ... What might you take away from this tale ?

1. If you 're young, be damn measured who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some malefic devious, sexually deviant somebody like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal mistake, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a crazy ole cock sucker ! However, you 'll spend most your life with a immense grin on your face !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her drive you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's estimable ... it 's really good. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice cube '' some time !

I 'll provide you with the immortal Good Book of Woody Allen Stewart Konigsberg ...

'' androgyny doubles your chances of a date on a Sat night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful matter between two people. Between five, it 's fantastic. ''