What is sex ? Basically, I mean, multitude do try a lot of version by using different positions, using different holes for pleasance and toy dog. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro question of the dick in a vagina causing excitation, delight and finally cum. It's heavenly at outset, but when you do the like thing again and again with the like somebody. It starts to get irksome. I was never a fan of miniature to be used as a stand-in for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the first clock time. Oh ! The first meter, I'll never forget the touch sensation of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 calendar month ago during summer vacations. My younger sidekick who is still in schooltime had his holiday. My parents had planned a trip for a week in the village, a remote place with not a good deal accession to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be able-bodied to chit-chat this sentence because of my college. I am doing technology ; my holidays simply don't coincide with my chum's. I was very excited to bide home, alone for a week. I'll anticipate my friends over ; well have belated night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to go out, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the party. I was really elevated with those thought, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the doorway was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big party favor on us."Said my mother, as she approached the threshold from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay put here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this percentage point raising my vocalisation. Just to elucidate things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs old than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my trivial girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was rest home with Raj. He was remote see TV while I lay in bed moping over my architectural plan getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on silly infantile matter like superhero comics, animated moving-picture show and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these sideline gave him a bit of hideous personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed opinion about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that Nox Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter chicken and Roti among former delicacy. I could tell apart with just the not bad smell what was cooked without looking. fountainhead, Raj is a chef by profession and is really honest at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will try his food for the kickoff time. With the first sting, I realized how salutary he was at cooking."Tasty nutrient bro."was the only run-in from my mouth and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This beauty usually has a mild perceptiveness but Raj had done some mutation to it since he knew I liked spicy intellectual nourishment. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the tasting of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit draw in to Raj. It also seemed a bit eldritch that he didn't say a word while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me understand the cause for his unearthly behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my tee shirt to further add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The lean egg white fabric of the T-shirt, which was almost transparent after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"tinker's damn ! How didn't I realize this earlier, I was too often focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No admiration Raj didn't public lecture or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the intellectual nourishment was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few meeting got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can have my privacy. Since I have a wont of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose dress shirt-pant. Next sunup, Raj came in my elbow room to arouse me up. He had in his men, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can have got it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a expression before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were untie giving a sneak of my breasts. My right mammilla was clearly visible and he saw it. His facial expression were the proof of it.

"God ! miss, you need to be careful when other the great unwashed are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual cookery shows while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the exhibitioner when I heard a speech sound of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly subject, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to part with before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to watch TV. Same old preparation show was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not find. After a twain of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very foresighted time now. I have seen you grow up since the time you were a little girl. Now you are a adult female. You must be cognisant of sealed urges that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to salve those urge properly. Just to establish it authorise if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the society. But one needs to have sex at the redress age for a healthy judgment exploitation. My query to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and recite me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His spyglass were off and had a sober feeling on his look. I never saw his optic like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very longsighted sentence from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right person. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent nigh of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a supporter to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The connection where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the pupil who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another object lesson I need to teach from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to misplace my virginity."These sentiment constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the public lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my admirer. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first clip was a big step, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the threshold with my key. There was no one in the manor hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bathroom. I had a good look at him with the construction of being stupor. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my formulation he tried to get me subside with a smiled."I didn't expect you to fall so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to come plate early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the mark. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure enough I want to say it. But then I took a abstruse breathing space, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smiling widened."So, do you want me to disrobe ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get well-to-do on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten minutes later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pink boxers and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few adult pic but doing it practically is different."Will he make me do that kinky stuff and nonsense done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a genial disputation in my mind whether to agree to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to stop him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this juncture I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the boxers. His eyes were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every mo. Meanwhile I was just sitting with ramification stretched on the bed. I thought he would manoeuver me through the outgrowth by giving step by step instructions. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His natural action were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a idle hunter, keeping his heart fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the prey that has no way out. He was steadfast and surefooted but I wasn't. I was unable to front directly at him ; I rolled my eyes left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his brass. Then he got really close so that I couldn't feel elsewhere and my imagination got blurry. There was no other pick but to shut my eyes. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breath on my grimace. My center was beating faster and clip felt like it slowed down. I was literally in dark until I had the sensation of touch sensation on my lips. My first kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to receive their beginning buss at a very young age. The 1st one was just a cold-shoulder touch after which he took a respite and followed with much more intense and longer kiss pulling me close up. A kiss, the way I would key out it is like eating a mango. sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no thing how many metre you eat it. He then gently unlaced my shirt and took off my bra, so smooth that I didn't feel anything. But then again I was lost in the wizard kiss.

Then with his left hired man grabbed on to my powerful tit. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his quarter round he played with my tit, getting them heavy. He kept on kissing my neck opening while getting lower until he put his mouthpiece on my provide mamilla, sucking on it. Raj had bit boisterous man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my knocker which were of size crowing than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the moment. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex office yet. He then turned to the side of meat and slipped his hand in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my unhurt organic structure. My pussy was getting Sir Thomas More wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real hawkshaw for the first base time was a pot to remember. I have seen in videos but seeing it in realism is a different notion. His penis was of average size not as big as I have seen in the porn pic, but that didn't topic. He had shaved the chthonic part as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would gibe to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping location to the edge of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first time. It was a dissimilar feeling to get something inside the body from the opening down there. I felt the fondness of his peter inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was easy with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in pleasure made me start moaning. After a match of moment he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different post, ‘ doggy style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to front each other while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you give up ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itchiness, flimsy annoyance so he stopped to put on lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so very much aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to net long. He then put his peter back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this prison term. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that bit I couldn't finish myself. I grabbed on to the bed canvass while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of climax I screamed at the top of my articulation. Thankfully no one was there in the future room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hand public treasury he cum on my belly.

For that moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me forget any former issues that were bothering me those days. I was quenched speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That clip I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock on the room access of a way. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception citizenry have. Actually, the way is full of cognition. Unless you open it, you won't be capable to pick up some really significant things in life .