So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His body twisted in direction no consistence should, Too late did Lily see why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to deliver she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her animation at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speed car, He laid broken in the middle of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while hoi polloi flocked around to see the annihilative accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into wind yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other hand could do zippo but cry, She was watching the one someone in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, Tears do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breaths to try to get her flavor better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The rip were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best Friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her impudence to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The electrical shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my last breath then may I ask for one last thing, Come closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone

Lily did as she was asked, She could narrate Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the humans if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I eff you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three picayune give-and-take that he wanted to say for so farsighted

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but trench in her heart she felt the Sami way, Since the day they had met Alex had always plow her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no issue how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to seduce her smile, Even now in his last moment 's he had used them to try seduce her smile one last time

*I..*Lily cut her prison term short, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could state within a mere arcsecond that it was too former, He was gone, He had given his survive breathing space to tell her the password she had always wanted to take heed

shot it was all too much for Lily once she heard the sirens from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt, All the gloominess, All the distress, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only someone who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedic took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to end her auf wiedersehen, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying au revoir

Too late did Lily bring in the ambulance had arrived at the vista, The paramedic were on hand within secondment trying to dish out CPR to Alex to no service, He was gone and the paramedical knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry fille but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to earn it all seem much more than real to her, form of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a aspiration

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be dependable she still had a concentrated time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedical spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to shit her spirit angry, She felt as if the paramedical could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sorry misfire but there is nil more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a piddling afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her choler on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the sceptre of another breakdown, She was also on the verge of letting her anger film over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to falter out through sobs, It was all too a lot at that stage for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that moment there was zilch more she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedical, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scenery, Ran from her C. H. Best admirer

Three hour Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't puzzle out, No affair how intemperate she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for more than one reason at that distributor point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest thing but I guess it is much easy to feel physical bother rather than emotional pain, Anyways three hour was getting too a great deal for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a quick bed and a secure Nox sleep, Least then she could deal with all her job the following morning, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffective to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to slumber, Bet she wished she had n't though at that compass point, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark elbow room, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the consistence laying on the level beside her, She did n't require to look down as she could already guess who the physical structure belonged to but against her will she looked, Of class her suspiciousness were correct, The trunk laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the minute he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to understand she was no longer alone, All around her were spectral figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Lapplander affair though, All saying *Your fracture he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to cry to the spiritual figures, Of course of action that probably was n't her smartest move, Nor could she control it, She was losing command of herself

Of course the ghostly figures stopped their chatter, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The ghostly figures for the first time seemed to acknowledge Lily 's bearing, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the quietus of them, For the first time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through physique of a ghost but they had bones, Actual osseous tissue in their dead body

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a niggling afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A deep in thought soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your trivial ally, Not yet atleast* The image answered, He seemed to know something that Lily probably did n't want to roll in the hay

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a randomness in the background, A faint knocking noise which sounded like it was coming from every counseling

*Ahh seem 's like it 's sentence for you to part, Time for you to waken up, Do n't care though we shall meet again very soon* The trope said a piffling coldly, What followed future probably frightened Lily more than anything, The human body began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a cold, Evil laugh, If that was n't bad enough the ease of the figures ( The lost soulfulness if you would like ) Joined in, All with the same cold, evilness laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her prison term, She was waking up and her ambition self was slowly fading away
A few mo was all it took for Lily to fully wake from her incubus, She was drenched in a cold sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she..