what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you recognise about your life turned out to be a lie if the multitude you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in presence of you what would you do look on it burn press it or let it consume you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or worse loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your ego on the way but either way thoughs are the second that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 transactions or 6 second gear because in the end we have to hold up with the decisions we make but im gettting ahead of myself my name is jake hale im 19 and i live in new House of York with my 12 class old kid sister amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car crash 2 old age ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant wait tables serving at the bar anything to get money i guess but today was just another ho-hum ass day in college trying not to fall asleep. '' hey jake heat up man '' i herd kyle almost vociferation at me and if your wondering kyle is a friend of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its fourth dimension to go '' i slowly opend my eyes realising the class room was empty apart from me and kyle i looked to my left sightedness kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the yap class whats a issue havent you had lots eternal sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his paw on my berm `` well atleast i dont looking at as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot girls there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to loose up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up `` it feels like it and i bevel i have to put to work tonight so im form of tighed up at the moment `` i replied realising how recent it must of been so i quickly reached in my air pocket and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 minutes to get to work before i was late twice in a row `` dam look i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my left shoulder and darting for the doorway but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr Nathan Hale i need a Christian Bible with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for work '' i said turning around `` this will only carry a present moment take a seat mr George Ellery Hale mr black could you please pull up stakes while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a call later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the movement of her desk and took a seat hoping this would be over soon `` mr George Ellery Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a act for the high-risk your hardly ever here and when you do render up you sit at the rachis of the year either talking with your ally or falling asleep on your desk so what do you throw to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off whole tone `` looking at i have to go to work every night just to defecate ends play and on top of that i have to pack forethought of my kid sister because she has no one els just me and even after working all Night i still do to scuff myself out of bed and ejaculate here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little slack dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her face turned red with anger `` ITS NOT GOOD enough mr hale you better clean up up or your going to fail this course and this trap term and thats a piazza where you dont want to be leaving here with nothing to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug grinning `` is that all '' i replied but before she could answer i grabed my back pack off the storey and sprinted out of the door into the hall way i ran as profligate as i could but i was so exausted from working all Night and lets just say college wasnt exactly a position that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get forged every workweek but all i could think of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on clock time because marcus would bolt down me i must of been lost in thought because before i new it i was falling monotone on my backbone in a haze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey watch where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice shrieking at me i tried to look up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my middle were hazy `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the girlish vox say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly design standing above me with blond haire but my middle were so smutch i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` no-count i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some variety of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever tell you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off counterbalance from the fall because she fell against one of the lockers but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any serious wrong but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your service perv no just persist away from me is that light up enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` nice to fit you to '' i mutterd under my intimation but i was quickly snaped off my train off thought when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the number `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minutes ago hurry up or your working the late shift key on the bar '' i quickly put my earpiece down and ran down the corridor to the main entrence i ran as fast as i could across the master road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me soak i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the punt hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so late i opend the door to the employe storage locker room soaking wet trying to take hold of my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my back pack off getting my study clothes out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entryway to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any chance pal '' he said with a slight chuckle `` just a few exhibitioner around nothing to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to catch my breath `` are you feeling ok jake you dont see so good pal '' all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the work bench behind me `` yeah never better just have to catch my breath '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the Bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some time off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a suspension '' marcus had a relate aspect on his face what ide never seen before `` you know your not the first person to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to keep open up payments on the house or they will cast me and amy out on the street i wish i could take a break but i bevel '' i sat up on the work terrace putting my work clothes on `` if your certain sidekick just dont work your self to Death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the room access `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new miss starting claire do you imagine you could register her the ropes its her starting time day and i thought who better than you '' i paused confused for a minute marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah for sure matter '' replied still uncertain `` cracking you have 2 minutes to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my jacket into my cabinet and closing it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any risky but i guess i had to deal with it but as i started to provide the locker room my phone started to ring again i quickly pulled my phone from my air hole seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be household tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt worse than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam sorry sis i have piece of work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another countersign the line started to break up and eventally died out so i put my phone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out. i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the door looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the sink turning the tap on looking at how many dishes i would have to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new bird were working with '' i turned around seeing joe lean on the near side counter joe was a coolheaded guy he was the first person i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit full of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new girl claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` trust dude your in for a kickshaw a big treat '' i just turned around and started loading the sink with collection plate '' jake i want you to cope with claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a plateful when i saw her she had the face that could botch up away a hole ground forces with one look she had dark black shoulder length haire dark brown hazzel eyes and a figure of an minute glass sexy wasnt the Word `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my word of honor together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to show you around and show you where everything you need is joe come with me buddy i need your avail at the table and jake you and claire are on dishes till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the sink not certain what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish fabric at me `` so do you want to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill race you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning eyes '' moved a hebdomad ago with my dad from ohio and well here i am '' she said giggling '' but is it always this calm down around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the ledge turning it on and walking back towards the sump just as an old ac/dc song started to play on the sterio better i replied grabbing a scale and cleaning it off '' i love ac/dc so guess im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm '' well some times you just have to love the classics '' i said nudging her spine witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent stop looking at her eyes but i had to hold on snapping myself back to reality before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a denture to her `` ive got into one Benjamin West brooke do you have it off it '' '' haha know it thats the exact college i go to '' '' to be honest im a bit nervouse about going i dont really cognise anyone around here '' she said in a worried voice `` you know me so dont be so care '' i replied and she gave me a the cutest smile i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and metre flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as much attension as i thought because the side by side import i had a sharp press cutting pain across the parm of my hand i forced my hand out of the piss like a reflexive `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was untimely and all i could see was my parm Split open must of been from one of the knives still in the cesspit `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hand in a wet ravisher cloth to hold on the bleeding she looked like she was in such a panic `` stay here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the room access but why did she care so much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could consider more into it marcus came running in with a first aid kit in his manus and claire following behind `` let me see your hand buddy he said opening the maiden aid box on the side he took off the dish aerial textile off and chucked it in the rubbish `` ouch buddy i think you might need some stitches '' '' ill be fine dont worry it will heal up soon enough '' '' well if your insisting atleast let me dress it and cleanse it up just to be on the prophylactic English '' marcus started dressing my hand i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to take in the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant transmit on like this payoff friday off and issue forth back break saterday i dont care what you do just direct it easy brother spend some time with amy '' he said with that like relate look on his face i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my spinal column about working belatedly i suppose i could take one day off '' '' that a boy now both of you can get off early ok and claire good first day honey '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the counter with the same worried look `` boss i could use a hand in here '' joe said poking his head back around the door `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok brother '' i nodded my head then he walked out `` are you feeling any better '' claire said walk over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her '' good i wouldent want to stimulate to hurt you '' claire said as we both walked out the door and turned left to the storage locker room together i opened my storage locker grabbing my backpack and putting my cap on then feeling a puncher in my arm i turned my read/write head seeing claire with the same grin on her typeface `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the ones i really like '' she replied shooting me a wink and walking out the exit doorway holding the door open for me `` so you comming or staying the night '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the door behind me we walked down from the back of the car commons to the side of the street `` hey jake do you mind waiting with me until my dad picks me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and provide her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some cause the sky was lit up with stars brilliant than common claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own heart lost in the mavin `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the metropolis they could be so bright '' '' there not normaly this bright '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my crown off and handed it to her `` here take this your freezing '' '' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me '' i wasnt asking take '' i took a measure towards her and wrapped it over her articulatio humeri `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you hold in here in the urban center '' '' uhh no one its just me and my babe no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to relieve oneself sure she has some one she can rely on its not perfect but id do anything to try and give her a normal life '' for some reason claire paused like she was stuck in I. F. Stone `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could carry on a car pulled up on the other position of the street `` thats my depend upon thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket '' '' no stay fresh it you can give it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her daddy car and in a heartbeat drove off so here i was freezing and walking home with no drive and no jacket crown and to make matter worse with every step i took i felt like i couldent exact another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the night wasnt like any former there were hardly any gondola on the road no multitude from what i could see no sign of life story at all but the matter that was really out of place was the stars untill something caught my eye it was like a red blazing `` what the hell '' was all i could mutter under my breathing spell as i crossed the road but my eyes were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get clearer and closer but as i looked down the street ignitor started to flicker on and off untill it was almost pitch black i tried to use the light on my phone but when i looked it was completly idle whats going it just kept going over and over in my intellect maybe it was a power cut but if it was how would that explain my phone it was fully charged half an hour ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to trick me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red glare with my eyes even though every region of my body screamed for slumber i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the parking area i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my backpack on and jumped over the gate bairly landing on my animal foot i walked on the foot track untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock 'n' roll in the pith of the foundation bath the soil was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked closer to it leaning down trying to wrap my straits around what exactly the this affair is but i didnt have time to think in a blinking i was being guess threw the tomentum flying backwards with rock'n'roll and concrete in my case the rock exploded all i could find was my golf hole body burning up i landing 10 feet away my thinker was in over drive what the shag was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw black tar over me as hot as oil burn into me i shouted the trap park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my body with pain in the neck i managed to crawl to my base and run as fast as i could endorse to the gate i held the top of it trying to deplume myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to walk domicile and the streets were still dead silent but the painful sensation in my stomach was almost to much i lent back against a lit street ignite resting my fountainhead and body against it but when i did it started to flutter from bright to dark then nothing i was to freaked out to outride around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my face door i searched my denim trying to observe my cay after a bit of looking i was able to afford the door but my head the pain took over i could feel myself blacking out and the last thing i could recall was my body hitting the floor and passing out .