`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to exploit a treble tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the aurora. '' I proceeded to cease my account assignment. I am a junior this twelvemonth. Just turned 16, and got my first substantial boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its metre for American idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to knead a replicate and was not rest home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 old age now and so I thought this would be okay. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thought process about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him rival my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to buss his phallus but I was afraid. I like him so much and am odd of what it would be like when he asks me to deliver sex for the low gear sentence. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to exit but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most mystery thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to delight Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the facial expression. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close-fitting and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you sympathise ? You have to find out how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to instruct you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouthpiece, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hand and drag in me out of my way into my mamma way. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my consistence through my dark dress.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and Tell me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my sister babe, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your young go. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to buss me again, first on my brim while he pinches my mammilla. Then he kisses my pap while he puts his fingerbreadth in my about mystery womanly persona. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so mingy. You are going to experience so good around my hard turncock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, halt fighting me. Relax. You will delight this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to conduct off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw cristal 's penis but only for a s. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so affright of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so rum about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to buss me again. My trunk starts to answer to him but my creative thinker is screaming NO ! ! This is legal injury. He beings to work and sting my neck while he scratch my boob. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to savor your mellisonant pussy '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fright, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can finger his breathing time at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` disseminate your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my stage give and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The first clock time I felt his spit lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell apart me you like my clapper on your kitty. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the Book is snatch. Say you like my natural language on your slit. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to drub me there. He puts his fingers in me. offset one, then two. It hurts, but only for a min. The more he licks and pushes his finger in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am uneasy, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My consistency feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to kiss his member ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his surd cock trench in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big smile on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` Open your verbalise sweetheart '' I am fright again. He begins to nip my cheeks hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not bite me or I will larrup you. You will suck my shaft exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to halt, like a good daughter should. ''



Then he puts his large hard cock in my oral fissure. Just a minuscule at first, then more and more until it is late in my sass. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, decelerate then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet piffling mouth feel so secure on my backbreaking putz baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and groan louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me blast my onus, but I want to relieve it for your scented virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my metrical unit and buss me late. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are crying in my middle and I am trembling.



'' Oh dish, relax, the considerably is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawl on top of me. He puts his script over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my dick in your compressed pussy now. It will ache for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for to a greater extent, probably tomorrow Nox after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na birth you thrash your mother cum off my putz before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting More and more excited. I ca n't rest with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the read/write head of his rooster at the entranceway of my snatch and I start to jiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my mouth and tells me to stay still. `` Open your wooden leg. I am prepare to palpate that tight Virgin kitty. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his hand over my mouth still. teardrop begin to stray down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so squiffy, so upright. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your Virgo the Virgin pussy and teach you to be a woman. Now I will face forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to be active, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my consistence begins to respond to him. My dead body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many wizard I have never felt. Not bad feelings, good feelings. Very effective intuitive feeling. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my wooden leg further apart and goes cryptical. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my starting time, not Sam. My mother 45 year old beau. I want this to break off, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my rima oris, finally. `` Tell me my cock feels sound in your kitty-cat baby '' He has my branch senior high school in the air, on his shoulders, pushing tough and mysterious in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, More teardrop come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your cock feel salutary in my kitty-cat. '' I say with a trembling vocalization. `` Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you realise. '' I nod my head, my consistency is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you sympathize. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may take it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My physical structure is such a double-dealer. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into passion, my pain in the neck into pleasure. My body starts to strain and didder and shudder on it 's own. I can no longer see any of my own organic structure functions. I feel excessive moisture between my thigh and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that heavy. You feel so honorable. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and labour in deep, very deep. I can feel hot liquidity squirting deep in my soundbox and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a honorable daughter Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thigh again and begins to lap up all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep osculation on my mouth as his mouth is wide-cut of a potpourri of our juices. He kisses me deep and farsighted and moan.



'' Was n't that good infant. Our cum blend together tastes so estimable. Get used to it cocker. Your gon na taste it often. side by side time, you will lick it off my cock on mastery. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could consider was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a sound female child tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this mystery between us and do n't tell anyone. The next time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, dry wash my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight stunner '' then walks out.



That was three long time ago and Sam is still coming to my elbow room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schooltime and takes me to his spot. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was flop about so many things. I did memorize to be a woman. The number 1 time I was with Adam he was very pleased with me. piece of me hates Sam, percentage of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?