All 's I can ever evidence you is the verity, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would take the air away after a couple of days, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big persona of my life, I never intentionally let you suit the one someone who would make me see the world in a unit new twinkle, I never intended to fall in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any criminal offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life, I always will be much right off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other someone other than myself, fountainhead I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true love, I know you only fel on-key erotic love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer commend me, I 'll always think back the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always recall the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll commemorate the nights you got scar and I would lecture to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make sure you never killed yourself, All those sentence I would lay arouse and just watch you sleep just so you would have a peaceful night, I 'll also remember all those nighttime we argued over pathetic matter, All those hours I would pass just searching for the correct way to make it up to you even when the argument was n't my error, All those clip you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those fourth dimension you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were naut mi apart, I remember you would always know how to make me palpate better when I felt so terrorize, Yeah I remember a lot of secure and bad affair, Pretty a good deal everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty a good deal ruined your life, I also remember the time you fell for that other someone and left my heart nothing but a bankrupt mess, Our family relationship was ruined by that individual, I loved you More than I could ever put into words and in a pulsation you moved on, Yeah i 'll let in that was a little more than than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you fall more in love with the other person with each passing indorse and I knew there was never a affair I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those multiplication you did n't want to talk to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worsened decided to bequeath just because they did, All those Nox I had to spend alone just because they refused to occur online so you decided to do the same, All those clip you would quetch to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too lots. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love life with them for a fell joke, You dumped me for this other person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the fourth dimension you never knew that, They were just somebody who managed to regale you better than I could have in my violent dreams, They treat you like a queen while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it wound me a lot More knowing you finally got to palpate the annoyance I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain in the neck I would consume, I would consume taken every little bad smell you had and added them to all the infliction I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you live a life without pain in the ass or fright if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in life if it meant you could drop a lifetime of felicity, I know I did deal to do one thing, Not sure as shooting how but I did it, I took those incubus you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmare at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to suffer twice as much as normal, auditory sensation strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that dark I am gladiolus it happened, trusted i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the ripe and the bad multiplication we shared I would never change a single one, I mean I love you to a greater extent and more with each going heartbeat, You was my macrocosm, My life, My heartbeat, You was my atomic number 8, I never thought I would be able-bodied to know without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very expert liveliness I will acknowledge that but I am managing to extend the Day, I want you to love one last matter, I know you will never read this but I do enjoy you, I have from the very 1st word of honor we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful fille to ever walk this worldly concern, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past, present and even in the future there will never be a girl that can even come in close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little pieces of my broken affection, You will always be the solitary missy that could ever fix the legal injury but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live on with a broken heart and say I felt true passion than have a unscathed meat and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, Wish I could see your smile one finale time, See those beautiful blue eyes or just hear your angelic voice but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of sentence, Goodbye my sugariness princess, I hope your animation is filled with all the things you truly deserve, Peace, felicity and even love .