One thing that I have been very mindful of for a number of year is that my area of interest is predominantly dominated by Male. From a immature age my idea of a hereafter career was solely computer based and as I grew sr. my peculiarity became programing, however where I live that was always a business expanse that not many women went into, so I didn't have a lot of female protagonist. In all honorable I never had a lot of friends of either grammatical gender, from the age of football team to eighteen I always had the Lapp friend and that was purely my circumstances.

When I first started secondary school I was coming from a very rural area and because we had just moved abode I didn't actually know anyone, Ashley was my first Friend purely because she took pathos on me being on my own, but she turned out to be the in force protagonist I ever had. In my 3rd year of secondary school I took ICT GCSE, because I wanted to be a software engineer, and I took art GCSE, because Ashley did ; it was quite a foreign mix. During my art lesson there were no guys at all, but I didn't really fit in with the young woman, I'll explain why in a little while. During my ICT deterrent example I was the only if female, even my teacher was a guy, but I fit in with them just fine. Ever since I was young I've always had the feeling that guys don't see me as much of a girl, but more like ‘ one of the guys ’, and in all honesty I think I liked it better this way.

Other young lady fussed over matter like their make-up and their hair, but that poppycock never came into the mix. I worried about my studies and concentrated on school work, it seems like an odd matter for a schooltime educatee to say but I really wanted to get honorable qualification, I had a set aim in my living and that was to accomplished school, get through college, get a university degree and get a top-end programmer, boys and Thomas Kid didn't even come into the par ( but for the record I hate children and have for as long as I can remember, the youthful they are the defective they are ). I got through school and the but exam I failed was art ; but I didn't particularly care about that.

Ashley and I ended up going to the same college after school, she was doing games and animation, and I was doing software and business. We didn't see nearly as a great deal of each other during this time, consent for commuting to and from college, but there were more than girlfriend in my form now. In fact there were three of us ; Lucy, Becca and me. A guy from the Lapp secondary school as me ended up in my year too, Tom, who I'll admit I think I secretly sort of liked. I mean, if I had to pluck a guy it would have been him and over our two years of college me and him got to be pretty close friends, and of course of instruction the rest of the guys in the class. During the time at college I did have a brief kinship ; it was a guy from the ironware class, Michael. In the end he turned out to be a stupid bastard who had it in his warp little judgement that he owned me ; but he did end up being my first, I often wonder what the Scheol I was thinking.
Anyway ; this story isn't about lower-ranking school, or college, it's about university and the genuine guy I love. I ended up going to university in the city, so I moved there and found a nice short flat, I got myself a role prison term job in a web ontogeny company where I do general Search Engine optimisation, my genus Bos called it the disconsolate side of the online community of interests but it earned me a more than fair amount of money and I could make from home, so it suited me perfectly. The rattling surprise was going to university the first day and bumping into soul I knew.

It was a nerveless September morning and from my flat the route to university passed a very conveniently placed Starbucks. I was just in there to get myself a little break of day plain start when a untested man in front turned around and smiled at me, his recollective non-white brown hair had a ‘ just woke up'look to it and his soft green eyes looked puffy and tired.

"Jesus Christ ! Tom !"I was too surprised to say much else but he just laughed and looked at me.
"cum on now Kate, you don't have to look so blow out of the water. I did tell you I wanted to go to the stage business schooltime here."It was on-key, he had in fact told me that he wanted to hang the Lapplander university as me, or rather he wanted to take care the line school that was a portion of the university, but his dad had wanted him to study close-fitting to home, so I had just assumed his dad would ingest won.

He hadn't changed at all, he was still very openhanded. He was only slightly tall than me, but I had always teased him about how hanker it had taken him to hitch up because during secondary shoal he had been a good deal shorter, until around fourth year when he had suddenly grown.

matter became more slow down between us fairly quickly and we decided to walk up to the university together, somehow this meant I completely forgot about getting a coffee but at the fourth dimension that didn't matter. He told me about his holidays and about commutation, it turned out he was still living at domicile and had to push back for over an hour to get to the university every first light, this was because the flat he had been going to rent had been taken off the market at the finish minute. Even as we got close to the university we didn't run out of things to talk about, in the end we had to part ways but before we did we made plans to contact up that evening and go out to dinner and some drinks, which would fall in us flock of metre to talk more.

After that the day dragged by, all I could suppose about was what we would do, and for a variety I found myself worrying about what I looked like, what I would jade. It was a very exciting experience but I did my serious to concentrate on the lectures and form that I had. By lunch time I was so charge that I went into town and bought a new turnout for that nighttime, this calmed me down a piffling and I managed to concentrate on making notes during my final lecture. My starting time day of university had been a success, or so it seemed, I was pleased enough with this and headed back nursing home to change and get ready.
After a fast exhibitor and a cup of coffee it was time to go, I looked at myself nervously in the mirror. I had always been a plain sort of little girl and my appearance had never gotten me any attending so I had to admit to being a minuscule interested that the efforts I made had been wasted. I wasn't wearing any make-up, I never did, and at this leg in lifetime it was purely because I didn't know how to use it anyway. However I had curled the ends of my recollective light-haired hair, so it hung like little springs around my shoulders. I was thankfully slim, I have always been a very active person and despite my making love of food I've never had a job keeping weight off, I suppose some people are just favourable like that.

The clothes I had bought looked honest in my opinion ; I had bought a denim skirt but it was pretty short so I had decided to get a span of disastrous leging to wear thin underneath it too ( I've never been one for showing my legs, though this is usually because I'm so clumsy and they're always bruised ). The top was a ache Black person clothes shirt ; of course the top release were undone to show up off some of my segmentation. I did give to hold open in nous that I wanted this guy's care after all, and cipher I had was going to get it well than my pushed up c-cup boob.

I picked up my keys from the table by the room access and left, I was nervous but eager and I was certain we would make a goodness time.

Of course we did, we met up outside of a piffling place I was familiar spirit with, a lovely lilliputian mob restaurant, we talked and laughed and ate and drank and before I knew it we were finished there and on our way back to his car. I can't really commemorate why but we stopped by at a bar, had some more drinking and I recall we even danced together at one level, though I know I should feel at least a slight ashamed of myself for doing so, but we had fun.

It was getting late and I suggested that Tom stop at my place, after all he had to be way over the legal terminal point and I just didn't trust him to drive menage considering he was walking a footling all over the seat. After that dark I was sure we would be friends forever, but cypher more than. We passed out together on my couch and when I woke up the next morning he had made me breakfast and he had even remembered how I liked my java. In the end I suggested that he just make a motion in with me, even if it was only until he found somewhere else. He could take in the couch and it would save him the commutation. It took him a day to think about it but he decided it was a good idea and many month later that's how it was ; he was living on my lounge. It wasn't until Ashley came over at the beginning of the summertime holidays that I realized just how close me and Tom had become.

"good morning time !"I jumped out of the threshold and bosom Ashley in the usual fashion before inviting her inside. It was the inaugural sentence she had been in the flatcar, though she had heard about the situation with Tom from me.

"Nice place, how's it going with the roomy ?"She asked with a sly smirk and a coup d'oeil at the sofa. Tom was still sleeping there, it was folded out pretty much all the time now and made up as a bed, Tom was the lump under the sheets that rose and fell every now and again.
"He's amercement, cleans up after himself, cooks for me, and eternal sleep till noon whenever he has a day off."We smiled looking at the gawk under the sheets but decided to let him be while we caught up with one another. Ashley had been with the same guy since our last year of secondary school, which meant it was nearly a four year old relationship, he had never liked me much be he made her happy, so I didn't mind hearing her ramble on about him.

"He never moved in with you did he ?"Tom had woken up and appeared behind Ashley, adding to the conversation a lilliputian.

"No, we went to dissimilar universities so it just made more sensory faculty for me to stay at home. Actually he doesn't live far from here now."She seemed fast to oppose the fact, but I knew that Tom had woken up in a bit of a bad mood and as he and Liam had never gotten on well either he was probably going to indicate for a little while, so I busied myself with making some deep brown for us, and some tea for Ashley.
"He's fill up by and you still came to see us ? We're honored."Tom was sounding sarcastic, but Ashley didn't seem bothered by it yet, only forced a little laugh and looked at him sharply before letting out a little yelp and looking away again quickly, flushing red.

"Come on Tom, you could at least put a shirt on,"to me this was formula ; Ashley didn't seem to revalue Tom walking around in his boxers.

"Jesus ! Do you experience no regard for the cleaning woman in here ! ?"Despite yelling at him Ashley still wouldn't looking at him and her face was still flushed red.

"I live here too ! And besides, Kitty doesn't head, right ?"He walked around the sideboard and stood behind me, I couldn't see it but I knew he was looking over my shoulder at Ashley because her face were looking even redder, if that was possible. I finished pouring the crapulence and Tom embraced my tightly, I could feel every bit of him pushed against me, it was something I had gotten used to but it still drove me mad. Just thinking how close he was, how warm he was, and yet knowing that nothing would happen.

"Alright, you don't have to get dressed yet. Just drink your coffee and do !"I was trying to be serious, but I couldn't hold back laughing at him ; it was just insufferable to actually be mad at him. He hugged me sozzled and pulled me close, his mouth brushed my cervix and he muttered softly against my bare physique,"thanks kitty."

"When did you two get pet names ?"asked Ashley with a raised eyebrow as she took her tea and sipped it.

"I… have no idea…"I was trying to remember but no amount of concentration was helping, I couldn't remember when Tom had started calling me kitty, it had just sort of happened and hadn't been something I had bothered with, I shrugged it off and unwrapped his limb from around me to pick up my coffee and sit on the stool beside Ashley.

"So how long are you going to be around ?"I asked conversationally, Ashley happily grinned at the alteration of topic and moved with it quickly.

"Well, you'll be happy to sleep together you have my companionship all day. Liam is working today, but he has a gig tonight, so I said I'd go with and then I'm staying at his."She was, as always, very pleased to be back on the topic of her beloved, so I obliged to maintain it, though in the recession of my eye I could see Tom looking deliberately bored. We briefly discussed the band Liam was in and how that was going, the sorts of thing those two got up to and Ashley retold some of the events she considered to be amusing or cute or romantic or remotely Worth discussing.

She joined me when I went shopping, during which I left Tom with program line to shower and cut back and I'd make dinner when I returned. We got back to encounter Tom lying on his bed with a towel hardly concealing him, Ashley went to unpack the shopping and seemed to be trying to hide the fact that she was blushing like a school girl, I went to attempt to remonstrate Tom.

"Back already ?"he asked, looking up at me with a cocky smile.

"Why aren't you dressed ? I did ask you to be dressed when we got back."

"I had a very hot shower and wanted to lie down,"he began with a smirk,"but I thought I had more time until you came back. Suppose it's a good thing you walked in when you did, Ashley would have probably had a bosom attack if she'd seen what I was about to do."

I was no good, laughing so hard that I fell and hit my head, Tom became touch on when he heard the clump and stood up which meant he lost his towel. The sight of him made Ashley scream but I was laughing too a lot to really see what was going on and Ashley's screaming and yelling abuse at Tom while he quickly attempted to pull on some clean apparel only made me laugh more.

When matter finally calmed down we settled back in the small kitchen arena of our picayune directly, it was all open plan accept for the can and my room, so Tom's living room was easily seeable from the kitchen area and the infinite between it was a sorting of dining area with a petty dining table. The kitchen itself had a belittled marble top kitchen return in the middle and the two walls either slope, because the kitchen was built into a corner, held the typical building block with electric refrigerator, freezer, sink, oven and such. It had been decided that we would have a courteous simple pasta dinner, so I prepared to make a pasta bake.
I have a leaning to go into my own piddling world when doing things like cooking, so I wasn't paying much attention to the other two while the chatted away but suddenly Tom was hugging me again."kitten, your friend is being mean to me,"he was speaking soft and skinny, his breather was like a quick caress on my neck and it made me feel suddenly very aware of him.

"Well, you did throw her quite a jolt,"I started to giggle as I recalled the upshot previously.

Tom helped me with the cooking a bit, he had always been a good cook but given that the node was mine the arrangement we had meant that I would cook, the rest of the time we just took it in bit. The sleep of the day passed in a good deal the Lapplander way, Tom and I were just as we always were and Ashley joined in our laughing and joking and argued with Tom. Early even came and I was walking with Ashley to the recess to make for certain she found her way out of the street alright ( Ashley is useless with spot she doesn't know and I had to be sure she knew where Liam's was and how to get there ).

"Are you and him like that all the clock time ?"It was a surprise when she spoke because I hadn't been expecting it.

"Like what ?"She looked at me with narrowed eyes.

"You know what I mean ! Are you always so come together with each other ?"I thought about it a moment and nodded.

"Yeah, I guess we are,"I said at death, laughing a bit to cerebrate we were always so stupid.

"But you're just friends ?"She didn't sound convinced when she said it.

I nodded and gave a small suspiration,"I have told you, band of clip. I like him, he's great and I really can't imagine living without him or living with anyone else. But we're just ally, I'm sure he'll never think of me any other way."I was certain that this was true and Ashley hugged me and smiled.

"One day, I hope you let him know how practically you like him."With that she announced that she recognized the street and could find Liam's firm from there, so we said arrivederci and I headed back home.

The moment I walked through the doorway I was grabbed and pulled into the room, the doorway was slammed behind me and I was crushed against a hard body by powerful limb."I hate it when she's around,"Tom's vocalisation was rough and budge,"she always tells me off."

I could only express mirth and turn to confront him, I looked up into his eyes and smiled,"maybe that's because you never behave yourself."

"Would you rather I did ?"He sounded almost concerned but I shook my principal.

"No, you're more fun this way."We smiled at each other for a moment before I nudged him away and turned,"I think I'll take a bath."

Our can was small but the bath was a nice size of it, generally we would just stand in it and use the shower, but it was occasionally nice to inebriate in the hot water which sounded particularly gracious on that particular eve. In fact it was so nice that I ended up lying in the hot water for over an hour, when I emerged back into the support elbow room there was the pleasant smell of something coming from the kitchen. I laughed when I saw it, Tom had ordered Chinese food and gone out and bought plenty of swallow ; vodka, larger, lemonade, coke, cider and blanched wine.

"We're having a nice night in then ?"I asked, he nodded enthusiastically from by the rejoinder and smirked at me.

"If you stay in the towel though I can't hope you'll still be wearing it in the morning."I just smiled at him and moved the topic onto the evening entertainment.

"You find a motion-picture show, I'll get changed."

When I came back from my room I was wearing a duet of jammies shorts and a vauntingly baggy tee shirt that had in fact belonged to my dad at some level. It was generally what I wore on evening so it seemed desirable for our night in ; Tom looked across at me and smiled.

"Energy Department this mean I'm allowed to tire out my boxers ?"he asked eagerly with a all-inclusive smiling. I just nodded and sat down beside him, he hadn't folded his bed up into a couch, but he had made it and set the pillows up so we could lie across the bed sideways and see the TV easily, but generally we sat on the floor and leaned against the bed to eat, which was the display case tonight. He pulled off his shirt and dungaree and started the moving-picture show. We had the white vino with the Taiwanese food for thought and talked together, not paying too much attention to the motion picture.

It was pretty late in the evening when we lay across his bed, I was resting my caput on his arm and we were talking a little. We hadn't really drunk much at all, just a glassful of wine-coloured with solid food, but he was already looking like he was dozing off. Eventually he just stopped answering me, I propped myself up on my cubital joint and looked at him smiling ; he looked so chill out it made me feel relaxed to see him like that. I was considering heading back to my room and going to log Z's but for some reasonableness I couldn't be sure of I just lay there, looking at him. What Ashley had said was going cycle and round in my forefront over and over again, I wasn't sure as shooting why but something about the day had made me think that perhaps he liked me too.

I sat up and sighed,"I really do love you, you big idiot."I got up and started making my way to my room for the nighttime.

"Do I really deserve to be called an imbecile ? Let alone a big one ?"I heard him sit up, his words had frozen me where I stood and even though I could learn him moving towards me I couldn't seem to do anything. Felt him right behind me, I felt the warmth rising in my impertinence, could I brush it off as the love between supporter or even maybe siblings ? Did I want to sweep it off ? I wanted him to love I love him, but I never wanted to take heed him say he didn't love me, and I certainly didn't want him to feel awkward and incite out.

"flavour at me,"Despite his intelligence I didn't want to, I didn't want him to see my facial expression right now, the thought of facing him was just too a good deal."Look at me Kate !"I had never heard him go so sharp before, without thinking about it I spun cycle and looked up at him, my cheeks were burning and his intense park middle seemed to see right through me. Before I even knew what was going on he had grabbed my waist with his left helping hand and used it to commit me into him, his right hand cupped my boldness and his thumb pushed my chin up so that I was forced to put up looking up at him. Then his oral cavity was over mine, his back talk were on mine. For a brief moment my mind was blank, but it was brief, my arms were soon enough wrapped around him, I pulled myself up to him and kissed him back with all the passion I had been with holding for the month we had been together.

When the kiss broke there was no time for tidings, I thought I would make to speak, I tried to but naught came and he made no attempt to aid me. His lips tenderly trace my jaw and cervix making me pant and groan lightly.

"I'm finally going to possess you, my little jackpot,"he whispered softly into my ear, it was a sensation that made my lack him all the more ; the motive for him was overwhelming. It felt as though his candy kiss had released all of the tension and longing I had ever felt, the just thing in my psyche was that I had to have him and that he was going to experience me. I felt his arms around me ; fast and good they lifted me up and took me back to the bed, suddenly he was over me and lifting my shirt over my head. His rim returned to my mouth and I greeted them enthusiastically, I could experience the iciness of his skin against my own, his body felt eager and tense and that excited me.

His kisses trailed down to my neck and then down between my breasts, his manus held my side of meat while his tongue circled one mamilla and then the early, teasing me delicately and making the breath catch in my chest. Finally his sassing closed around a nipple, his natural language flicked it gently and without any control over my own interpreter I moaned softly, my mitt reached up to stroke his tomentum while he played with me. He moved bring down, trailing kissed along my abdomen and tugging down my boxershorts as he moved. His kisses moved down each thigh a little way and back up and then the other thigh, he kept going and every fourth dimension he would slowly pass over my most sensitive domain so closely that I could feel his breath again me.

"Please,"I moaned as I wrapped my finger's breadth up in his hair. He didn't hesitate, his rim met my clit in a Light kiss that made me gasp and then his glossa flicked me quickly and repeatedly. One deal tightened in his tomentum the former gripped his bed piece of paper as I moaned between clenched tooth. He looked up at me and I relaxed, he was smirking at me and looking more entrance than ever.

"It really is so sexy when you do that,"he said with a gentle mocking tone of voice. His face suddenly vanished from view and I felt his knife slickness inside me and rub against my interior bulwark. He caught me off guard, I wasn't expecting it and didn't get a probability to choke my gasp or the moan that came mixed with it. He came away from my thighs and smirked at me, bringing his dead body back story with mine he kissed me hard and I tasted myself on his tongue. It was such a foreign and yet thrilling consequence.

I could feel his cock against my leg, it felt so big and hard I could barely believe it, more than anything I wanted to feel that inside me and it seemed that Tom was eager to bind me. He looked at me and smirked with that cocky looking at of his.

"You really do make a fella wait, eight long time of friendship and I finally get to sleep with you,"he laughed softly and quickly pulled off his boxers. His shaft was so close, I could feel the tip of it against my incoming but he wasn't pushing himself in yet, I tried to promote him with kisses. I tried kissing his oral fissure, his neck and his pectus but still he didn't enter me. When boost failed I tried to rend him into me, but he was in a great deal amend condition lately, having been taking vantage of the free university gym deftness, I couldn't push button him into me and resorted to just looking up at him desperately.

He slowly lowered his aspect down to mine, his lips by my ear he nibbled gently on the lobe and then whispered lightly"I want to hear you beg again."

"Please ?"I gasped, but he shook his head.

"Beg. Properly,"I knew he was smirking again even without looking at him.

"Please Tom, delight fuck me,"I pleaded. Suddenly his putz rammed deep inside me and made me cry out.

"I that what you wanted ?"his tone of voice was almost mocking as he lifted his face to look at mine.

"Yes, please, lie with me,"I said as I closed my eyes.

"face at me !"he spoke suddenly sharply and I looked up at him with obvious surprise, he smiled at me."Good daughter, I want to depend into those somewhat blue eyes of yours while I take you."

He watched my every motility while he quickly started thrusting in and out of me, I didn't care, the fact that he kept stopping and telling me to calculate at him turned me on for some rationality, maybe I just liked the way he took thrill like that, I don't know.

I could palpate my culmination rising inside me, and I was sure I could feel his too. We didn't have to care about pregnancy, I had been taking birth ascendence pills the absolute majority of the time we had been living together just to make things light in terms of monthly cycles, but I wasn't sure he trusted himself enough to chance cumming inside me, I hopes he did, I wanted him to.

I couldn't stop moaning and gasping, my manpower clutched his shoulder tightly and I felt myself tighten, I tried to warn him but all I managed was a niggling whimper before I cried out with the sudden wave of pleasure that took me. I clutched him so tight as I came and I could feel my pussy squeezing him, he was moaning now, his knife thrust had become sluggish and shaky ; I was sure he was near. Still holding him taut I lifted my head to whisper in his ear,"I want to palpate you cum inside me, please."

He looked at me uncertainly but my mind was made up, I wanted to feel it and I wasn't going to let him chicken out. I wrapped my legs around him just as I felt him be active to rip out and I tightened my puss around him, he gave one stopping point moan that sounded as though he had tried to mouth and failed. I felt him inside me, his cock bulged and twitched and hot strings of cum shot inside me, the sensation made me gasp and groan softly. Tom was shaking a picayune and breathing heavily ; I kissed his neck lightly and smiled at him.

"Your birthday,"he said with a lull chuckle.

"What's that ?"

"That's when I started calling you pussycat ; when you got smashed and Jason offered to let you rest over, you said ‘ I can't, Tom will concern about his pussycat ’."

He looked at me for a minute with a loving smile and kissed my lips lightly again .