Once the kids were back, what happened that day became a remembering, at first.

For a week or two, there were no more words spoken and only an odd waving from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her well maintained toned consistence or her platinum blond ringlet, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my part-time job at the liquor store or at rest home, my thoughts kept being interrupted with visions of his cock sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never have fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking cock before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my eyes I'd see action replay of his cock sliding inside my mouth.

I had to stimulate my head at sentence to try regain focus.

In my ambition, I would relive that day, beginning with Gina's smile but quickly switching to Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan's sliding cock into my mouth.

Every detail of me sucking cock was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The excitement was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw throat from him slamming his cock in to it.

It was so real that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my game that I took a workweek off work.

The fact that both company haven't uttered a password to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt low, guilt and mortification, plus go all at differing times of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third hebdomad after the result, I thought to myself"fucking it."

I jacked off with images of me sucking strut re-playing in my head.

That's when the frustration ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much recent that night that the images started returning.

The next day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped control the images in my head.

For minute this went on to images of Gina's grin and boob and then the cock swallowing.

I was starting to imagine about visiting the Doctors, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help me, I sucked dick now all I see is hammer,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the stage where I'd lay on my spinal column, wriggle my stage over a sofa and let them flop past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to suck my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inch away from my mouth, so I'd cum on my face and tongue.

All these prototype would terminate once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The mess on my face and stench wasn't the same as when it was Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my pecker planted inside Gina at the same time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean and jerk myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt confusion, disgust, and guilt feelings again.

"What's going on, FUCK ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the door frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

time of day later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like girls ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my dick buried bollock late in her pussy, but what about this other shit ?

"Fuck, nookie, I'm not a fag I like puss,"I tried telling myself.

"nooky this,"I ranted to myself and decided to allow for the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This nonsense ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at home a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan and her were going through some dramas.

They may disunite or separate, the kids are they only reason they still together.

"That dark when I/we all got together, I can't get the icon out of my fountainhead,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my read/write head,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guys in my life dick chasers,"She said, with a nervous smirk.

"Remember the first time we met, remember the low gear metre we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like ages, remember our feel, and remember the firework of that night,"I kept talking.

"Well there was an ending to the firework and that was Jordan finish in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Jordan sliding his prick in my mouth and splattering my face,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a longsighted hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your option,"She patted my back.

"choice ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes honey, whether you're vanilla, bi or a gay faggot like Jordan,"she softly said.

"flavour Jordan craves the kids, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at ginmill,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for second base what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a cute footling smiling and then a wink.

In a blink of an eye, she was down on her knees and ripped my turncock of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my cock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her mitt down the fundament of my shaft and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her thumb around the base of my shaft and was tickling or treating my nut like she was about to roll two dice.

I let out a suspiration when she circled around and around the slit of my cock.

She then put my shaft in her sass deeper and deeply, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my balls once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my hammer with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was baloney all over my peter now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my hands cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her rim firmly clamped tightly around my prick driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't halt on much longer and I think she knew too.

If my heavy breathing and groans weren't a sign then her eyes being shut and her steady rhythm did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my cock starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a small as my legs started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my ball started to evacuate in her mouth.

What I pumped out was week of frustration.

I don't think she expected so practically but as the little cock warrior, she was she held my cum in her mouthpiece until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a single swallow.

She licked her lips and kissed me.

I could sense and taste my cum.

"intuitive feeling better ?"Gina asked.

"I feel amazing and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you to a greater extent,"She said and kissed me again.

This prison term passionately.

I felt reluctant to kiss her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the minor got home from school.

*