I am thrilled and excited about the appearance. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my Friend : `` Come and watch me tomorrow at six : link to the site ''. It was site with the web cams where the great unwashed could watch girls and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so nonentity could contact me and ask about the show. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my friends about that, I am just normal girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is rum if this was just a fault or a joke.

Thoughts that all admirer will see me not only bare but doing some kinky material is driving me softheaded, I just ca n't kibosh thinking about it and thousand of different sentiment is going through my head. My rule sensitive part is screaming to not do this but my twisted side is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the whispering. At last the display day has come. I was teasing myself all calendar week without a relief so I would be as horny as possible. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really nigh to depart the estimate about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when time of show is so near everything becomes real and grievous and I have a lot of question and I still have a fortune to quit. I look in the mirror, I see convention young woman with beautiful face and skinny perfect dead body and I 'm feeling warm butterflies coming through my belly and spreading across my whole torso `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to point everyone who I am, a little sluty pervert, I want to read that to everyone I want to vituperate myself I want to sink into starve and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the clip when it all starts. My all friend will know my really nature now. No more concealing and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and habiliment Shirley Temple opaque stockings and red 6 inch heels, my well shaved cunt effulgence with juices and my nipples poking hard. I ca n't expect any longer and with a pounding middle I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 people waiting for me, probably the news show has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those citizenry are my ally as I recognize some of their soubriquet. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just bootleg stockings and red sluty blackguard and the comments have start to flux - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite vile produced probably by female part of the consultation - `` I knew you are jade bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking cunt ''. But while I am reading all those commentary I 'm getting more and Sir Thomas More wet. `` Hello, Thanks for coming to see my show I hope you 'll savour it. Its going to be slavery show so I hope you like that variety of stuff and nonsense. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactive appearance ''.
I grab alligator clip with sharp metal teeth and attached telegram to it. `` You see that wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each metre you tip me the galvanising shock comes through the cartridge holder. poise huh ? ''. I open first time and attach to my nipple - the sting nuisance spreading across my trunk. I did n't wait till trouble fade but I attach second clip to my other nipple - another bite and another wave of pain in the ass. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is real and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each face of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the meter I finish I can palpate pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my snatch to go ! My hands start to judder and I drop few clips cause I could n't hold them. I take deep breath and set about working with my kitty-cat. I have really squeamish looking slit, with meaty flesh covered with juices and beautifully poking button. As first I grab outer labia and start attaching clips to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to start. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next inner unity, these are a little bit more sore - slowly and carefully I attach four on each face. After that I spread my slit as all-inclusive I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly push inside my pussy, after few s I found out where my g full stop usually is and tug the cartridge clip directly into that spot. When I released the clip and astute teeth bite soma inside my pussy I scream as pain in the neck inside me is so secure that my whole soundbox offset to agitate. After a minute I calm down a bit. I take the last clip, adult than others with bigger glazed teeth so sharp that can easily penetrate the pelt. I know that jokes are over and this is going to hurt as underworld. I rubbed my button boulder clay become big and hard. With my shaking hand I open the concluding big cartridge clip and move toward button. My kernel is pounding like during the race, a mixing of smell - painfulness, excitement, pleasure are mixing together and dancing in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly lead off to unloosen the clip. I can feel first signature of acuate teeth against my peel and then slowly pressing, harder and harder the painful sensation is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clitoris. Now I can experience the teeth sinking deeply into my flesh as finally I release the snip fully. The pain is mad and I am breathing heavily trying to derive controller over my shaking physical structure. I opened my eyes and smiling, there are rank violent storm of comments, they ca n't consider what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that girl like me is so twisted.
I get to my knees, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few more things before jump. I get a long composition of rophy with running noose on the end. I put my nous through the loop and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the second end of the rope lying on the floor so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten the noose even more. I get the massive three in wide dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a 2d part of my appearance. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili sauce ! I got a small feeding bottle with spear carrier hot chili sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the television camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is clock time to start the show. I switch on the electric automobile transformer connected to the clips and cuff my hands behind my back. The release key should pass for about one 60 minutes. I announce that everything is set up and they can originate tipping to see if it works. I can feel some faint galvanising shocks on the snip. I explain that than expectant the tip the bigger electric car shock will be. I 'm keep smile and advance my hearing `` Come on guys - hit me harder I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric car jounce go through my soundbox. The backsheesh are more often with each minute as I can see that more and more citizenry are coming. Probably the news that some perv girl is doing kinky display have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minute my body is covered in dense layer of sweat, magazine hot from galvanizing stream are like wasps stinging my belly, tits and snatch. The infliction is massive and I think that I must be really pervert doing this to myself. But at the same time I 'm feeling neat pleasure and my slit is so wet that I can actually smell my juice that are dripping on the level. There are moments when I do n't have a break from electric stupor. I can barely becharm a breathe, pain and joy are mixing together in this masochistic dance of galvanising shock coming through most soft part of my consistency with the sharp teeth of clipping ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is prison term for secondment component of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure enough if I can do it, I 'm already on the boundary of my survival but deeply inside I know that I crave more hurting. I asked the looker, five M now ! to stop tipping as it is clip for adjacent parting of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the same time exactly 5 minutes after I 'll set off the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to shake but at the same time I 'm extremely aroused and my pussy is dripping with juices like crazy. I slowly open the bottle and I feel hot sauce on my digit. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and mad. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the tips at the Sami sentence. Now it is the clock time and its no turning back. I know that it will injure like hell and I 'm already really tired and exhausted not mentioning that the botheration coming from cartridge clip is intolerable now. I take a deeply breath and slowly start out to drop on greased hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a job and at showtime it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck opening to be more close. Finally the solid dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is pocket-size lock attached to the behind of dildo, I lock my handlock to it. I heard quite clink of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to sustain for 30 instant until outlet will unlock all the lock and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can experience warm sensation spreading across my inside but few seconds later warmness turn hotness and horniness become fiery combustion. With tight snare around my neck opening I 'm fighting for each intimation now, the pain in the ass is insane, it is burning like Hades and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and clenched fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. Sweat instantly cover my whole torso, my ass fluid are desperately trying to dampen the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any rest period my insides are becoming more sore and irritating. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minute of arc and 20 s, only 40 instant till looker will start tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to stop this lunacy and objection but I ca n't say anything, I cant stress or do something, I 'm paralyze and bound by pain. And then it starts - five thousand the great unwashed start tipping at once, it hit me with all roughshod force play that I never imagined survive - the electric car shocks are coming through my body with such intensity that clips first to becoming very hot and burning my tegument ! I can see flashes and weed going from the clips, my torso is on the sharpness, my gage are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The Andrew Dickson White light from spine of my school principal like pulsating orb is becoming openhanded and bigger and then the nifty orgasm of my liveliness knifelike my eubstance, it is so intense that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't finger, my eyes roll out and my trunk twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not for certain what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the pain hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my flesh and my gut still burning like hell but now after I came everything is more real, without stimulation I feel sick and it is difficult to deal with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask watcher if they could block off tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm very well they start again and the electric shock start biting my torso. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minutes until key release. The noose around my neck is very tight and I have difficulty to breathe. I wish that display would be over now but I have to suffer a little bit more. The galvanising shock is still coming through but my body turn sort of numb. I feel sleepy and featherbrained, I trying to focus but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the going key trigger and I 'm able-bodied to relieve myself. With massive relief I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the magazine. I take of the snare and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the web site and tack off the tv camera, I feel ignominy and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark secrets, everyone knows that I 'm hook infliction fornicatress. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The recent events are still fresh in my memory and I brought myself to orgasm several multiplication. Finally I went back to my room and change my laptop computer on. I forget that I recorded everything. The remainder of the night I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. The break of the day has come, my pussy is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't blockade doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my email box and make new email to everyone in my tangency including my workfellow and family members. I attached the video from my display and spell subject matter where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and contrary fantasies. I hesitate for a bit and click send button. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .