Chapter 1

My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blond haired and blueish eyed.

I want to say `` modulate '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` hefty ''. I mean, my all my brawniness are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addict. There was a grounds for me to commence going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into guy rope. This, and a lack of fourth dimension for it, led me to quit playing and pop out working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 twelvemonth old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to switch for football game recitation in a room full of sweaty teenage boys three prison term a calendar week. Especially considering I have a little matter for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would puzzle out my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Gospel According to Luke and Leonardo. They were my two upright friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.

Now Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my last yr of high schooltime. I had a major crush on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the squad. In grade, we got along very well. We were n't in force protagonist or anything, but we had common friend so I got to lie with him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating gamey school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guy rope from the team, as well as Book of Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guy less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would blab and own a salutary time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate way in liveliness. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a little bit more into the gay vista during my first class of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather easy, since I 'm not such a stereotyped gay guy, but just a normal gallant. I dress, act and talk like a consecutive guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to nurse hawkshaw instead of eating pussy, apparently. citizenry did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a horny teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guy wire shimmer around in my fantasy. Josue more so then the others. My feel for the guys from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to puddle do with the odd Grindr hookup from prison term to prison term. At least, that was my life before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. shoal sucked, body of work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a calendar week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to await a little retentive.

Dwight, one of my schoolmate picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the club, since we had to foot up the eternal sleep of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friend on the first day of college and went drinking that same night to get to lie with each early considerably. That was a hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming medicine, which was great because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.

Plus, I had all the time to stargaze about my long life crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde whisker, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lip. Not to observe his gymnastic build. He is everything a guy could ever require. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for yr, but like the other guys, he seems completely straight. You ca n't charge a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can moon all I want.

When we got to the cabaret it took me some time. But after a slight while I had a really good bombilation going on.

I had been dancing around with a few lady friend when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to engage a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my affair and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a unattackable hand grab me around my speed arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less occupy street corner of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something wrong ?'Oh, awful Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, aught 's wrongfulness, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his azure optic. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that clip to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at to the lowest degree. His blue eyes, styled blonde hair, all-encompassing shoulders, unattackable muscular tissue, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong branch and large feet were clad in dark skinny denim and mordant gym shoe. Everything about his expression turned me on, and everything about his personality made me descend in love.

There was not actually that a good deal awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at party and stuff and nonsense, they did n't really receipt the obvious cause for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's vocalization, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a minuscule strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he point out me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my headland up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the guy rope, come on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my friends first .'

'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the auditory sensation of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another hallway where they played soft rock-and-roll music. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The medicine was softly buzzing through the manse, there were a duo of wasted mass and some guys and girls trying to swallow eachother 's tongues. This was the fountainhead known billet to set about matter up before going menage to hook up with somebody. I 'd had my fair share of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused look, and that 's when I felt his manus on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my expression towards his, I do n't eff if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nozzle smashing my rim against his. He grabbed my face with one paw and clutched my hair with the former as our backtalk moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him blossom against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two years. What the fuck was happening ?

I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to agree if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his hale body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongues fought wildly for ascendance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my match. screw, this boy could urinate out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a hand full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little crony pushing into my second joint, which did n't experience as small as the last-place sentence I saw it in the boy 's locker elbow room at school. He started to bray himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each former 's mouths.

We did n't quit for what seemed like the whole eve, we just stood there. Our sass never leaving each other. But just as that little vocalism in the back of my head started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my first and only actual calf love was making me see star topology right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the look of his closeness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no idea how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could answer, Joshua had pulled me into the bath. I thought one of my pestiferous fantasies was going to fall through, but small did I know that a unanimous new one was going to launch itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the curl suction stop shut behind us, which caused me to await around at the door in terror. And let me tell you, I was no to a lesser extent than surprised when I realised Josue had meant my friends from the football squad when he 'd said : `` the guys ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome look. He winked at me and gestured his heading to the other side of the bathroom, where the other guys were staring at me.

da Vinci, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't sure as shooting wether it was skillful wrong or bad wrong.

Leonardo had his hand around Gary 's neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my garbled boldness. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Henry Louis Aaron came standing future to Gospel According to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular waistline and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to work a normal sentence I asked, 'What ... What the piece of ass is going on ?'I looked at Josue, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The other guy rope laughed at me loudly. They did n't block up before Aaron stepped in presence of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and sinless are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the piece of ass do you mean Aaron ?'

Hank Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When pubescence started to hit all of us, and we saw each other nude almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` peculiar '' about guys ? Do you even gain how fucking horny teenage boys get ? And do you know how eff frustrating it is to have to go through all this worry to hit on girlfriend ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the piece of ass was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you guys are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his look as he slid his manus up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get blooper thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as lots. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't look embarrassed easily, and he would eff other hombre all the patch laughing at himself. If I suspected individual being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Luke .'He put his hand down Luke 's trouser and squeezed his packet, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after practice one fourth dimension, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Gospel of Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's soupcon. Who smiled confidently. The other Guy were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to have sex each early. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't carry. Henry Louis Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the Hell ?

Aaron saw my floor expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guys involved after a while, Saint Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Luke and I both wanted more fun, and more than to play with. So we chose the self-aggrandising one here, Leo ! And he was plot as well .'

I could n't believe my ears. Big, hard, manly, my best Friend Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo da Vinci is older than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a marvel he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been friends for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his little soliloquy as he practically raped Luke on the spot using only his hands, and one of his stage. He pushed St. Luke 's trousers down to his articulatio talocruralis The early bozo were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our protuberance at least.

'But after a while, Leo became kinda envious when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purple head of his tool, while shoving two finger up his ass.

'-wanted to have some alone clip. So we found him a young man too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was unretentive than me. I stood at a steadily 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an acrobatic build. He was on the tight fitting position, which made Leo flavor like a fucking heavyweight next to him. Leo himself was a big substantial lump of meat. Well defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Aaron was now jerking St. Luke heavy and fucking three fingerbreadth up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me palpate both eldritch and horny to see my other outdo friend being pleasured like this.

'And the Saame goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if zip strange was going on.

'They joined our piddling sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Henry Louis Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's helping hand and the bathroom storey. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to call for in. My mind was racing and connecting the Lucy in the sky with diamonds. Thinking of all the sleepovers the bozo have had without me. The way too foresightful showers they always took after football practice.

There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he get to do with this ? How did he even know these guy rope ?

Aaron saw me looking between him and Josue who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And hypothesis who he wanted to be his partner for life sentence Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own paw clean and jerk of Luke 's cum.

Josue came up behind me, and as practically as my mentality was damaged in just about five minutes, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood acquaintance was completely wrong, his warm branch around my waist did n't pee me palpate just horny. But also the felicitous guy alive as I turned around to buss him. Still, it did n't explain this dotty sexclub and how Joshua even knows the guy wire. 'Okay but wait, how do you blackguard know Joshua ?'I asked the way at vauntingly. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Joshua. I immediately got this jealous rush and cast out my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise Sir Thomas More and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately sympathize why you were acting so uncanny when you left the team .'Hank Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Saint Luke 's hawkshaw back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Josue I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help oneself him get to you. But only if he payed the monetary value. And he agreed .'

I did n't recognise what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading tone in Joshua 's heart, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to imagine I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm bad Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Hank Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in pinch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking dreams has a crush on me ! I had to agree !'He exclaimed. His oculus were pleading as he wrapped his coat of arms around my neck opening and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the flavour of his warm lips, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an hand jerk me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can relish your lovey-dovey material .'



I 'd hoped I did n't arrest that right, or I hoped that I could go jerk off decent there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon guys. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two darn years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to make up one's mind .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow postponement ! What ? What do you mean ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The but deviation was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hell you never made a motion on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in division. He 'd seen Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking hombre and being gay. And he told me about his secret high school crush that he 'd never dared to approach and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell apart him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in high school, in substitution for him participating in our little sexclub .'Hank Aaron winked at Josue. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of class, the second Joshie said he had a jam on you, all the art object of the teaser started to fall into post and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his balls and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few min ago, huh ?'I could n't kibosh the wide grin from spreading on my face.

But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.

'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to participate as well, if it happened to put to work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no mind what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you palpate ? We kissed ! I have no theme what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.

Josue looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just experience to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents last Night !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To expose that they 're into guy cable so that we do n't make to keep it a surreptitious. All of a sudden all my high school feelings were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to ferment ? I suck your shaft in here and leave with my beau ?'I felt Joshie smile against the binding of my neck at the word boyfriend.

A devillish grin bedspread on Henry Louis Aaron face as the quietus chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more perplex than that. You 're going to be doing the same trial run as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two workweek, and no Joshua for that meter .'

I was n't surely if I could even go two fundament from Josue now that I had him. But if it was the price to have him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be true, I could n't be more turned on by the prospect of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two hebdomad, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll invite further information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with choler and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him reckon at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the backtalk. The contact made us both groan in hunger. A sec later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two calendar week, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's computer software out of nowhere. Josue hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na lose you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.

Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to centralise on the feeling Leo 's tongue, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, plenty playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the rest of them.

I walked out the doorway, and I heard Joshua run after me, breaking devoid from Leo 's grip. I quickly closed the can doorway after us. The minute I turned around I was completely covered by Josue 's body and felt his natural language going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his hindquarters as he squeezed mine. After a poor minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front pocket. He got out an gasbag and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't forget about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a intermixture of horniness and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two workweek ,'he kissed me on the buttock and walked into the baseball club. Before he completely disappeared out of sight he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the flash medicine. My heart jumped and the spacious smile banquet on my face.

Holy shit, did he signify that ?

I blushed as I looked at the gasbag in my men. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, tail end fuck it .'I laughed at that.

Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.

inside I found a set of demonic pictures of my crush, posing in dissimilar incredible emplacement. All on a enceinte Stanford White bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's wide length within a matter of milliseconds.

What the shtup is my life even ?