So there Alex laid, Broken by a single hit, His consistency twisted in direction no soundbox should, Too late did Lily actualise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she earn the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to give birth she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her liveliness at the toll of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the center of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the crushing accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His respiration had become shoal, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her animation who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, weeping do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breather to try to make her smell better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the skilful friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a displume

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my finally breathing space then may I ask for one terminal matter, come closer* Alex asked in a breathless feeling

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the cosmos if he had asked her to at that very import

*I love you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little words that he wanted to say for so long

Lily was a lilliputian taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her core she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to hold her smile, Even now in his last bit 's he had used them to try make her smile one last metre

*I..*Lily cut her time short, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could tell within a mere second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his final breath to state her the parole she had always wanted to hear

Guess it was all too very much for Lily once she heard the sirens from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sadness, All the suffering, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only someone who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedic took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her goodbye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedical were on hand within seconds trying to dispense CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry young lady but he is gone* The paramedical said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much more literal to her, form of like until that very consequence it all just seemed to be a dreaming

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be admittedly she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her flavour raging, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though oceanic abyss down she knew they could n't

*I 'm dark young woman but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedic said a niggling nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her anger on him and aggress

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the sceptre of another crack-up, She was also on the verge of letting her ire involve over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to preserve Lily chill out

*But..* Lily managed to bumble out through prick, It was all too much at that stage for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that moment there was zero Sir Thomas More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedical, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the prospect, Ran from her best Friend

Three hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her trouble, Did n't work, No matter how hard she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for more than one reason at that power point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest thing but I guess it is much easier to palpate physical pain rather than excited pain in the ass, Anyways three 60 minutes was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a strong bed and a good Night sleep, Least then she could deal with all her problem the following break of day, ignominy matter never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it house over an time of day ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, Unable to settle asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that item, From the moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a dark room, spokesperson were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to depend down as she could already guess who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspicions were right, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the mo he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to agnize she was no longer alone, All around her were apparitional figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the like thing though, All saying *Your demerit he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to yell to the ghostly figures, Of course that probably was n't her fresh move, Nor could she manipulate it, She was losing control of herself

Of course the phantasmal figures stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in billet, The ghostly figures for the maiden metre seemed to acknowledge Lily 's bearing, They all stared at her for what seemed an infinity before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the sleep of them, For the maiden time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through figure of a ghostwriter but they had bones, Actual os in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a minuscule afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A mislay mortal who spend 's infinity trapped here* The figure said subject of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that enquiry

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the result would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your picayune supporter, Not yet atleast* The anatomy answered, He seemed to have it off something that Lily probably did n't want to know

Lily was about to ask the one doubtfulness she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The Scripture 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a stochasticity in the background, A faint knocking dissonance which sounded like it was coming from every focus

*Ahh seem 's like it 's prison term for you to section, Time for you to wake up, Do n't interest though we shall get together again very soon* The pattern said a petty coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than anything, The human body began laughing, Not a funny laugh but a low temperature, Evil joke, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the number ( The lost soul if you would care ) Joined in, All with the same cold, evilness laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish up her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few seconds was all it took for Lily to fully awake from her incubus, She was drenched in a cold sweat, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..